Lin Yan hadn't experienced such a heart-rending feeling for a long time.

He thought that the experience since he was a child, coupled with the tempering along the way from growing up to the present, was enough to temper his heart into a calm character.

But when Li Shiyi died in front of him, Lin Yan found that he was still in pain and too fragile......

At this time, in the silent Longquan Cave, only Lin Yan was left kneeling in place.

When Lin Yan raised his head again, his eyes were already red.

Even if he wants to avenge Li Shiyi, he can't do it.

When he woke up, he already knew that Kui Niu had been wiped out by Li Shiyi's explosion before he died.

Lin Yan felt as if his heart was dead at this time, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't know what he should do next.

What is the purpose of cultivating by yourself?

Hovering on the edge of life and death, in order to have some progress in strength, what is the point of these?

Now Lin Yan has no fighting spirit.

Lin Yan's slightly opened eyes were now full of negative dead gray, which looked a little terrifying.

"I am a dignified seven-foot man, and I still need to let a woman who loves me deeply sacrifice her life to save me, how can I, Lin Yan, have the face to live in this world!"

Suddenly, Lin Yan raised his head and roared.

In Lin Yan's heart, the will to die has already sprouted.

This kind of thing is the most terrifying thing for Lin Yan.

For Lin Yan, he can be defeated by others, he can be defeated by others, which is basically an indifferent thing for Lin Yan.

Just stand up and fight again.

If the gap with the opponent's strength is too big, just like the gap between himself and Tang Ao when he was young, it's a big deal to endure it for a few more years, and wait until his strength improves in the future, and then come to fight.

It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge.

No matter how strong the opponent is, Lin Yan will not be afraid, because he firmly believes that he can do it!

But now Lin Yan's mentality is very dangerous.

A person is not born to be defeated. Man can be destroyed, but he cannot be defeated.

Man can be destroyed, but not conquered.

But Lin Yan now seemed to be defeated, conquered.

Defeated by creation, conquered by fate.

I don't know how long he knelt down, Lin Yan stood up tremblingly.

During that time just now, Lin Yan thought about committing suicide and thinking about leaving this world directly.

However, he gave up the idea of suicide.

To put it bluntly, no one who is still alive in the world has ever experienced what it is like to die.

Some people feel that after dying in battle, it will be remembered for eternity, which is a noble honor and a thousand years of glory.

The time to live is only a few decades in a hurry.

But they don't know that death is nothing but a fleeting fear and momentary pain, whatever becomes after death

The little honor that made them happy was nothing compared to the torture they suffered after death.

It is possible that future generations will regard them as respectable ancestors, but there will be a large number of people, and if they were given another chance, they would definitely not exchange death for that ridiculous honor.

The joyful times of life are always short, but the painful years of death do not know how long they are.

From Li Shiyi's message, Lin Yan already knew that she had activated the forbidden technique of the Necromantic Heavenly Master, and after death, her soul would be pulled into the endless dark world.

As Li Shiyi said, even with her share, live well.

There is nothing more respectful of what Li Shiyi has done than to live well.

It was precisely because of this thought that Lin Yan gave up the idea of wanting to commit suicide.

Lin Yan's hair had turned gray in the five years since he entered the Dao, but when Lin Yan stepped into his emotional path, he had already recovered.

It's all white, but at least it's getting a little shiny.

The reason why Lin Yan's hair changed color was because of the excessive emotions in his heart.

As his cultivation progressed, although he said that he couldn't turn his hair black again, it slowly became a little bright silver color, and it looked a little good-looking at first glance.

But when Lin Yan stood up now, his somewhat bright silver white hair had become extremely boring again.

It's even drier than the hair of some old people.

Lifeless.

When Lin Yan was halfway up, he couldn't stand up.

His back was already lumped.

Lin Yan walked towards the entrance of the cave with blank eyes.

Now Lin Yan has become like a walking corpse, and he doesn't know what he wants to do, nor where he is going.

In the place where Lin Yan stood up just now, Tianchong Ling was still lying silently on the ground, still dark.

Lin Yan didn't care about the goal of coming to Longquan Cave this time.

In this way, Lin Yan walked out of Longquan Cave and Xiling Snow Mountain alone.

A few days later.

On the streets of a town called Sunset, a ragged hunchback man appeared on the street.

On the crowded street, the hunchbacked man just lowered his head and walked silently.

People passing by looked at him sideways, wondering how this old man could be so pitiful.

His gray hair, his hunched back, his tattered clothes, and the holes in his clothes, he could see that his skin was full of chilblains.

It looks like it's helpless.

Some people who are idle and have nothing to do, and have a very good heart, want to get close to inquire about this hunchbacked "old man".

But without exception, this "old man" turned a deaf ear to the questions of passers-by.

And he kept his head down, walking silently, and he didn't even want to raise his head.

These passers-by who wanted to ask questions all touched their noses and shook their heads and left.

This hunchbacked "old man" is none other than Lin Yan who came out of Longquan Cave!

In the past few days, he has been eating and raining, and when he was in the snowy mountains, he basically used snow water to satisfy his hunger.

When you walk out of Xiling Snow Mountain, you can grab a handful of wild grass on the ground when you are hungry, or the bark of a tree on the side of the road, or even the soil underground, you can stuff it into your mouth, chew it twice at will, and swallow it.

When he was thirsty, no matter how dirty and smelly the water was, Lin Yan drank it as if he had no reaction.

That's how I came all the way to this sunset town.

Since he kept his head down and his face was covered with mud stains, passers-by looked at his side face, coupled with his gray hair and deep hunchback, and thought that he was an old man.

No one could have imagined that under this dirty face, there was just a young man.

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Lin Yan hadn't experienced such a heart-rending feeling for a long time.

He thought that the experience since he was a child, coupled with the tempering along the way from growing up to the present, was enough to temper his heart into a calm character.

But when Li Shiyi died in front of him, Lin Yan found that he was still in pain and too fragile......

At this time, in the silent Longquan Cave, only Lin Yan was left kneeling in place.

When Lin Yan raised his head again, his eyes were already red.

Even if he wants to avenge Li Shiyi, he can't do it.

When he woke up, he already knew that Kui Niu had been wiped out by Li Shiyi's explosion before he died.

Lin Yan felt as if his heart was dead at this time, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't know what he should do next.

What is the purpose of cultivating by yourself?

Hovering on the edge of life and death, in order to have some progress in strength, what is the point of these?

Now Lin Yan has no fighting spirit.

Lin Yan's slightly opened eyes were now full of negative dead gray, which looked a little terrifying.

"I am a dignified seven-foot man, and I still need to let a woman who loves me deeply sacrifice her life to save me, how can I, Lin Yan, have the face to live in this world!"

Suddenly, Lin Yan raised his head and roared.

In Lin Yan's heart, the will to die has already sprouted.

This kind of thing is the most terrifying thing for Lin Yan.

For Lin Yan, he can be defeated by others, he can be defeated by others, which is basically an indifferent thing for Lin Yan.

Just stand up and fight again.

If the gap with the opponent's strength is too big, just like the gap between himself and Tang Ao when he was young, it's a big deal to endure it for a few more years, and wait until his strength improves in the future, and then come to fight.

It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge.

No matter how strong the opponent is, Lin Yan will not be afraid, because he firmly believes that he can do it!

But now Lin Yan's mentality is very dangerous.

A person is not born to be defeated. Man can be destroyed, but he cannot be defeated.

Man can be destroyed, but not conquered.

But Lin Yan now seemed to be defeated, conquered.

Defeated by creation, conquered by fate.

I don't know how long he knelt down, Lin Yan stood up tremblingly.

During that time just now, Lin Yan thought about committing suicide and thinking about leaving this world directly.

However, he gave up the idea of suicide.

To put it bluntly, no one who is still alive in the world has ever experienced what it is like to die.

Some people feel that after dying in battle, it will be remembered for eternity, which is a noble honor and a thousand years of glory.

The time to live is only a few decades in a hurry.

But they don't know that death is nothing but a fleeting fear and momentary pain, whatever becomes after death

The little honor that made them happy was nothing compared to the torture they suffered after death.

It is possible that future generations will regard them as respectable ancestors, but there will be a large number of people, and if they were given another chance, they would definitely not exchange death for that ridiculous honor.

The joyful times of life are always short, but the painful years of death do not know how long they are.

From Li Shiyi's message, Lin Yan already knew that she had activated the forbidden technique of the Necromantic Heavenly Master, and after death, her soul would be pulled into the endless dark world.

As Li Shiyi said, even with her share, live well.

There is nothing more respectful of what Li Shiyi has done than to live well.

It was precisely because of this thought that Lin Yan gave up the idea of wanting to commit suicide.

Lin Yan's hair had turned gray in the five years since he entered the Dao, but when Lin Yan stepped into his emotional path, he had already recovered.

It's all white, but at least it's getting a little shiny.

The reason why Lin Yan's hair changed color was because of the excessive emotions in his heart.

As his cultivation progressed, although he said that he couldn't turn his hair black again, it slowly became a little bright silver color, and it looked a little good-looking at first glance.

But when Lin Yan stood up now, his somewhat bright silver white hair had become extremely boring again.

It's even drier than the hair of some old people.

Lifeless.

When Lin Yan was halfway up, he couldn't stand up.

His back was already lumped.

Lin Yan walked towards the entrance of the cave with blank eyes.

Now Lin Yan has become like a walking corpse, and he doesn't know what he wants to do, nor where he is going.

In the place where Lin Yan stood up just now, Tianchong Ling was still lying silently on the ground, still dark.

Lin Yan didn't care about the goal of coming to Longquan Cave this time.

In this way, Lin Yan walked out of Longquan Cave and Xiling Snow Mountain alone.

A few days later.

On the streets of a town called Sunset, a ragged hunchback man appeared on the street.

On the crowded street, the hunchbacked man just lowered his head and walked silently.

People passing by looked at him sideways, wondering how this old man could be so pitiful.

His gray hair, his hunched back, his tattered clothes, and the holes in his clothes, he could see that his skin was full of chilblains.

It looks like it's helpless.

Some people who are idle and have nothing to do, and have a very good heart, want to get close to inquire about this hunchbacked "old man".

But without exception, this "old man" turned a deaf ear to the questions of passers-by.

And he kept his head down, walking silently, and he didn't even want to raise his head.

These passers-by who wanted to ask questions all touched their noses and shook their heads and left.

This hunchbacked "old man" is none other than Lin Yan who came out of Longquan Cave!

In the past few days, he has been eating and raining, and when he was in the snowy mountains, he basically used snow water to satisfy his hunger.

When you walk out of Xiling Snow Mountain, you can grab a handful of wild grass on the ground when you are hungry, or the bark of a tree on the side of the road, or even the soil underground, you can stuff it into your mouth, chew it twice at will, and swallow it.

When he was thirsty, no matter how dirty and smelly the water was, Lin Yan drank it as if he had no reaction.

That's how I came all the way to this sunset town.

Since he kept his head down and his face was covered with mud stains, passers-by looked at his side face, coupled with his gray hair and deep hunchback, and thought that he was an old man.

No one could have imagined that under this dirty face, there was just a young man.