Chapter seventy-one, Pan Long's inner demons
The Slavic army finally retreated.
Pan Long also safely withdrew to Zion.
He was covered in scarlet, and there were some small bits and pieces from the human body, which looked really hideous and terrifying, not like a master, but like a perverted murderer.
And what is even more frightening is his eyes.
Everyone in Zion knows that Mentor Xia is a peaceful person, except for the occasional argument with people, he usually seems to be harmless to humans and animals.
But at this moment, his eyes were gloomy and cold, and he couldn't see anything that could be called kindness, all of which were murderous and hateful.
Just by making eye contact with him, several operators couldn't help but tremble slightly, and some of them cautiously retreated behind others, trying to distance themselves from him.
What's even more terrifying is that the eerie and cold murderous aura is still emanating from his body, mixed with a strong smell of blood, which is even more terrifying.
Some operators with keen senses didn't even need to look into his eyes, they just stayed by his side, feeling the murderous aura mixed with the smell of blood, and they couldn't help but be so frightened that they couldn't even speak.
"Chimera" was one of them, and the little girl wanted to come over and say a few words to him when she saw him, but when she came to him, she was rushed by his murderous aura, and ran away without opening her mouth, and even her ears drooped, and she seemed to be frightened.
The "doctor" looked at him, sighed, and arranged for him to take a shower and change his clothes.
Pan Long washed under the shower for twenty minutes, used the shower gel three times, and ran in the bathtub for half an hour, but when he changed his clothes and came out, his whole body still exuded a cold breath, which made people dare not approach.
Looking at his appearance, the "doctor" couldn't help but shake his head.
"Mentor Xia, you can't go to the battlefield anymore. He said, "You're in a terrible mental state, and if you go to war again, I'm afraid you're going crazy." ”
The corners of Pan Long's left mouth curled slightly, and he replied, "My state is fine." ”
"You look in the mirror yourself, where is it 'okay'?" sighed, "I don't know what you've been through in the past, but you must have gone crazy once." Luckily, you've recovered, and you're mostly back to normal. But you've already gone crazy once, and if you get a strong stimulus, it's easy to fall into madness again. ”
Pan Long didn't answer, and his eyes became more and more gloomy.
"I'm one of the best doctors in the world, you have to trust me!" "The doctor" stressed, "You must not be strongly stimulated now, or you will ......"
As he spoke, he observed Pan Long carefully, and suddenly his face changed, and he denied his judgment: "No! You should have gone crazy once before, earlier than this time." In between the two insane breaks, you probably received some kind of treatment to get your mental state back to normal......"
He said thoughtfully, "The treatment you received was advanced and almost completely restored to your mental state. But there is still a tendency to go crazy within you, which is why you fall into a state of madness again when you are stimulated a second time. But the second time you went crazy, it wasn't serious, it was probably just physical pain, and mentally it was much better......"
He gradually said to himself, as a professional, he couldn't help but get excited to see such a strange case.
"Your first pain is mental, your second pain is physical, and the two pains cancel each other out to a certain extent, but make your mental state better – but this situation is not a good thing, your previous stability is actually very fragile, and if you are not careful, it will collapse...... Well, like now. ”
Pan Long didn't answer, he just felt that the "doctor" guy was really annoying.
Will he go crazy when he goes to war again? What does it mean to go crazy? He feels pretty good about himself.
Battlefield fighting, of course, is the more ferocious and brutal the better, do you still have to be polite and methodical to salute each other first, then report to your home, and finally catch the right fight?
You're not a doctor, you're making comedies, are you?
The "doctor" could naturally see Pan Long's impatience.
Over the years, he has treated psionic infected people, and he doesn't know how many people he has seen with mental problems. Pan Long's current state is relatively light.
In fact, if it weren't for the noble status of "Mentor Xia", who can be called a great man who saved the world, he wouldn't care about this problem.
Isn't it just a mental abnormality, and the aggression has been greatly enhanced, and in this world, such people are rare? Not rare at all.
Far from it, among the agents of Zion alone, there are many people who are more serious than him.
The "doctor" is more concerned about whether Pan Long should recuperate in his current state, or should he continue to be stimulated?
He weighed it carefully and did not dare to decide lightly.
If it were an ordinary person, he would definitely advise the other party to recuperate - just like he said before.
Retreat may not be the best option, but it certainly isn't a bad choice. For people with mental problems, safety comes first.
But...... If the person who needs treatment is replaced by "Mentor Xia", the "doctor" will not be satisfied with just being safe, but will want to help the other person heal the disease.
"Mentor Xia" can be called a person who has healed this world, and if he does his best to cure the other party, his conscience will not go.
After thinking carefully for a long time, in the end the "doctor" gritted his teeth and made up his mind.
Expecting to recuperate back to the fragile balance that existed before is certainly possible, but it doesn't make much sense.
Rather than this, it is better to take a cruel medicine!
He took out a couple of pill bottles and handed them to Pan Long.
"Mentor Xia, if you must go to the battlefield again, remember to drink these bottles of medicine. ”
"What is this?" Pan Long asked casually as he took a small medicine bottle.
"This is actually the medicine I used for myself before, the main material is spiritual energy crystallization, and the effect is to restore my senses. "The doctor" smiled and said, "In this world, only primitive humans like us can take it as medicine, and replace it with someone else, and we will lose half of our lives in one bite, and we will go crazy if we don't die." ”
"Just such a bottle, can you come to your senses?" Pan Long didn't believe it.
Reason is, to put it bluntly, the mental state of a person. If there is a problem with sanity, a bottle of medicine can be recovered?
I'm afraid that this medicine of yours is not the kind that starts with the sea character and ends with the word, and you will be shot if you sell 50 grams, right?
"This was developed based on my own situation, and it worked out pretty well. "Doctor" smiled and said, "Interested in trying it?"
Pan Long hesitated slightly, unscrewed the cap, and drank it in one gulp.
After a while, his eyes softened a lot, and the murderous aura on his body also subsided a lot.
"This medicine is really wonderful!" he couldn't help but praise, "I was already in a bad situation just now, and I didn't expect that a bottle of medicine would make me recover a lot." ”
Now that his mental state has recovered, he suddenly realizes that there is something wrong with his previous state. I'm afraid that it will kill too much on the battlefield and cause demons.
The Xianmen Gong is more powerful than the Martial Dao Gong and enters the realm faster, but it has an additional risk, that is, the inner demon.
Martial artists temper their bodies every day, boil their true qi, and cultivate their bodies to be pure between the flesh and blood meridians, no matter how high their cultivation is, it has no effect on their mental state. But the monks are different, in the process of exhaling spiritual energy and carrying Zhou Tian, in addition to cultivating the body and true qi, they will also cultivate the soul and spirit.
The change of the soul and spirit will naturally affect the mental state of the person.
And if a person has a special concern in his heart and can't let go of things, over time, he may form a "demon".
The demon is not a real thing, just an obsession. Once the so-called obsession becomes a demon, once the obsession is so strong that it forms a "demon", it may cause a strong deviation in the monk's mind and spirit, and even a great change in temperament.
Pan Long naturally has an obsession, his biggest obsession is because he wanted to save more people when he was chivalrous and righteous, which led to the leakage of his whereabouts, and he was chased and killed by He Tiankui, and the group all died tragically on the spot.
If it weren't for the fact that he had a secret treasure that could bring the dead back to life, even he himself would have died that time.
Since then, he has developed a strong obsession - to eliminate all evil, and revenge will be avenged.
And this time, in the face of the menacing Slavic army, he broke into battle alone and killed countless people, which touched the demons in his heart.
Just now, his heart was turning over and over, and it was all the word "kill".
Kill all those Slavic soldiers!
Kill their commander-in-chief!
Kill in the capital of the Slavic Empire!
Kill the tyrant who started the war!
Eliminate the evil, kill, kill! kill!
That's a good idea, but it shouldn't be so extreme.
The culprit who started this war is, of course, the one who deserves to be killed. But to say that all these Slavic soldiers were killed would be excessive.
Of course, monks don't need to follow any rules, but they shouldn't be iron-blooded judges.
It is enough to punish those who are the first evildoers that cannot be punished by the laws of the world. The rest of the matter should be left to the human law to deal with itself.
Otherwise, there will be too many people to kill, and the blood will be too heavy, which will greatly hinder the induction of the vitality of heaven and earth, and even the unity of heaven and man.
Not to mention, if you are completely controlled by the demons in your heart, you will have no other thoughts, and you will just be busy eradicating evil everywhere all day long, and even your own cultivation will be thrown aside.
Isn't that a mistake?
Only when you are strong can you continue to eliminate stronger evils, and you must pay attention to sustainable development!
Pan Long's inner demons are generally not strong, nor are they too biased. Some monks' demons are extraordinarily strong, or the direction is too strong, and once they have an attack, they are almost like two people, similar to a psychotic dual personality.
At that point, he is no longer him, but an extreme and powerful "self".
In layman's terms, it is called too deep into the demons, and it has been replaced by the demons in the heart.
Recalling his previous situation, Pan Long couldn't help but feel a little afraid, and also had a strong curiosity about the "doctor's" medicine.
It's incredible that this medicine can relieve the demon!
Naturally, there are treasures and elixirs in the Kyushu world that can alleviate the demon, but they are all difficult to obtain. In contrast, the sanity recovery potion here of the "doctor" may not be as effective as those in the Kyushu world, but it seems that there are quite a lot of them.
He couldn't help but wonder...... This medicine, it seems that you can consider taking some back?