Chapter 44: The Call of the Heart (Volume 3)
An hour later, Siqi and Xiaoxi were in the sanatorium. When they arrived at the door of the ward where Leng Yue was staying, they stopped.
Because, from the hidden door, I saw my father Li Min facing the sleeping cold moon, talking about something with affection, sincerity, and selflessness.
Siqi and Xiaoxi couldn't bear to interrupt him, and they stood outside the door and listened.
"Yue'er, I've just said so much, but I want to tell you a story. I heard Li Min say: "There are many notebook novels, there are many legendary stories, and the story I want to tell you is very short, from a book called "Lang β‘ Ji". It is said that there was a scholar named Shen Xiuwen.
One day, Shen Xiuwen was sitting alone in his study reading when it was raining lightly, and the wind was drizzling like silk. Shen Xiuwen suddenly saw a girl holding a japonica for spinning and weaving cloth in her hand, she tied up the rain silk while earning it, and spun the rain silk with the yarn. In this way, it is led by the wind, and the stream continues. Spinning and spinning, she walked into Shen Xiuwen's study, gave Shen Xiuwen the light yarn she spun with rain silk, and told him: This silk is called ice silk, and I will give it to you to make ice silk. After saying that, the girl was gone.
Shen Xiuwen later made ice silk into clothes and fans, which he carried with him all year round and regarded as a treasure.
Yue'er, this story is so short, and that's the end of it.
I often think, in Shen Xiuwen's life, can he still leave behind the ice silk, can he forget the girl who spun the rain, and the picture of the drizzle is like silk, and the wind will disappear from his eyes?"
Li Min sighed:
"Andβand, is the girl really gone?" he asked, staring at her, as if talking to the sober Cold Moon.
I don't believe these accounts of this story of the deceased. It turns out that this nation has its own romantic side, so beautiful and so "unreal" romantic. Then, I'm going to tell you a modern story. β
Li Min sighed again:
"The same story happened more than 20 years ago, on a windy and rainy night, there was a very stupid young man, his name was Li Min.
Yue'er, before the story happens, let me tell you what kind of person I am! Before I asked you on that rainy night, I was always an ordinary, hard-working, and simple man. β
Li Min shook his head, and his voice was hoarse:
"I'm not romantic, I don't fantasize, I don't dream. When I was dealing with turnips, cabbage, and the people who dined there, I never thought that I would encounter any romantic event, let alone change my life.
I've always thought of those mythical romance novels as just a tool to "relieve boredom".
I can't believe it, I can't believe it, I don't want to believe it. β
Li Min shook Leng Yue's hand and shook it.
"But you appeared, in my life!
When I first met you, you were dressed in white. You have the purity of ice and snow, the beauty of painting, and the romance of poetry. How you attracted me so strongly, how you opened my eyes and brought me into your romantic world all at once. And this world is so colorful and bizarre, it makes me intoxicated and dizzy. β
He kissed Leng Yue's hand.
"I think that on the night I asked for you, you had already woven the ice silk in your hand into ice and draped it over my shoulders.
Yue'er, I am not iron and stone, I am flesh and blood, this piece of ice, from the fairyland, once possessed, actually wrapped me tightly.
Now that I think about it, this invisible cloak on my body was the one you put on me that night.
Since then, I can't help but get involved in your mythical world. β
Siqi and Xiaoxi, who were standing outside, couldn't help but get their eyes wet.
Siqi held Xiaoxi's hand and pulled her to sit quietly on the bench outside the door, and then, still listening quietly.
"Yue'er, I really want me to be organized, but my mood is already very confused and messy, please sober up!
Alas, I said so much earlier, just to tell you, how can a very ordinary man, a man who has no longing and dreams for love, be caught by you.
Oh, Yue'er, what really caught me was that rainy night, the night I wanted you...... It's your dreamy and amorous, it's your pear blossoms that bring rain and catch me. β
He paused:
"Since then, I have fallen headlong into it, and I have fallen incorrigibly in love with you, your name is Yue'er. At one point, I thought I was really attractive, I would really shine, and this brilliance would attract you, so I worked hard, I succeeded, and I wanted to give you and my son a solid life. I deceived myself, I thought you would live again for me, but I am so stupid, so dull, how can I be worthy of your ice!"
Li Minmin clenched Leng Yue's hand with both hands, and he couldn't cry anymore......
"I've never been in such pain...... Even if you betrayed me and fell in love with the distant mountains, you never suffered as much as you do today...... Because, at that time, you were alive and vigorous!"
Li Min couldn't go on, and after a while, he calmed down.
"For the first time in my life, I admit the words "heartbreak" written by those novelists...... The word "heartbreak" is really unscientific, and there is no such strange disease as "heartbreak" in the medical dictionary.
Think about it, what kind of situation is "broken heart"? No matter how big the impact force is, it will not "break" the heart...... I really don't know how those who don't have "knowledge" invented this kind of unintelligible and illogical term! But, Yue'er, I finally admit that my heart will break...... Because I'm a living example.
You lie here, don't talk or laugh and don't get angry with me, this is the biggest punishment for me!
The day before yesterday, Jinina came to me, and, ridiculously, she used medicine to stun me and confuse me!"
"Ahh
Hearing this, Siqi almost cried out, if it wasn't for Xiaoxi pulling him, he would have rushed in a long time ago.
Just listen to Li Min continue:
"She's also a weaver girl! She also spins and weaves yarn, and she weaves gauze, which is specially used to bandage wounds. She was so desperate to cover my wounds that when she found out that my heart was broken, she even threaded a needle and thread to sew it for me.
However, she "sewed" me even more painfully!
Yue'er, if you don't wake up, she will not only ask for my people, but also my company!"
What?
Siqi couldn't help but clench his fists.
"Now, I'm sitting here talking to you, Yue'er, I've said many, many things! I don't know if you heard it, and if you understood what I meant.
These days, I think about it carefully, I really worry about you.
Yue'er, you are lying here in a daze, if one day, you suddenly wake up and find that our life is still the same, and the distant mountains already belong to another world, how will you spend your years?
Why? Mention of people who have passed away?
Xiaoxi became nervous, she didn't know what else Li Min would say, she stood up.
Siqi calmed down, he grabbed her, shook his head at her, and Xiaoxi had to sit back down.
"Before I met you, I lived a peaceful and serene life. It's not very happy, but it's calm. After meeting you, because of the cloak you put on me, my emotional world was suddenly on the top of the mountain, suddenly in the abyss, suddenly in the fire, and suddenly in the water.
Yue'er, this kind of desperate love and life, I have finally experienced it.
However, when I turned around, I took off the ice and stood in front of the mirror, and returned my original face, I confessed, I was ordinary.
Now, I don't ask for love anymore, although I know it's "existing", I only ask for the ordinary!
So, Yue'er, are you sure you're a "fairy"? Are you sure you want to continue to "spin rain"?
Oh, Yue'er, I'm really worried about you, you continue to be a fairy like this, I'm afraid that the high places will be unbearable.
I don't know if there is an age limit for "fairies", we ordinary mortals, when we reach old age, we lose the momentum of our youth. If the "fairy" will also be old, can no longer spin rain, and cannot weave silk, then she will be lonely!
Oh, Yue'er, lonely mortals can still bear it, lonely fairies are probably more sad than mortals!
Finally, I want to thank you, Yue'er.
Thank you for the good times you gave me! Thank you for that piece of ice! I will fold it up and put it in my camphor box, and treasure it forever! However, I will not wear it again. I finally took it offβI was content with the ordinary. β
Li Min shook his head, and shook his head again.
"Poor falling flowers, flowing water is ruthless. β
What does that mean?
Siqi and Xiaoxi looked at each other.
They didn't eavesdrop, but walked in generously.