Chapter Thirty-Seven: I Can't Help Myself

Shen Fei firmly believes that he is an eagle and a golden dragon, and a mere sea cannot trap him. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Squeak, squeak, squeak, squeak. The wood pulp swayed, the boat passed through the water, leaving fine ripples, and the sun that never set scorched Shen Fei's heart, he raised his head, looked at the sky, and sighed deeply, "In the huge world, is there really no place for me Shen Fei to stay?"

He swung out a palm, and a column of water exploded on the surface of the water three feet away, and the splashing waves drenched himself instead, and Shen Fei couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Brother Shen, please don't die, please wake up quickly, please, as long as you wake up, Ruoxue I am willing to serve you as a cow and a horse for a lifetime. The voice appeared again, this was the only voice that accompanied Shen Fei in the vast sea, unfortunately, he couldn't remember who the owner of the voice was, and even felt dazed, feeling at a loss for the content, "Wake up, why can you row if you fall asleep, where is you?"

Shen Shen, he shook the sculls again, for him now, the paddle seemed to be the only thing he could do, no matter who the owner of the sound was, and no matter whether there was an end to the sea, he would not give up after all, because he was Shen Fei, a man who would never give up.

The sea, the endless sea, there is only one person in the sea, alone, not even a bird, not a single fish, this is the sea, deep in the sea, you can never know where your end is, you can't even be sure if the sea has an end.

The wooden boat shook and shook on the water, and slowly, Shen Fei no longer felt tired, his arms swayed mechanically, sailing towards the red sun that would never set on the water level, Shen Fei firmly believed that his efforts could eventually be rewarded, and he firmly believed in this, so he moved forward without hesitation.

The waves are surging, the rolled waves are two or three people high, and there is a force of ten thousand pounds when they are beaten, Shen Fei can't see the angle of sailing, and he can barely support the boat and not capsize, but unfortunately, the waves are getting bigger and bigger, God seems to be trying to oppose him, with a huge wave lapping, the wooden boat capsizes, and Shen Fei disappears into the ocean.

can't come back, everything can't come back, after a person dies, everything in the previous life will be taken away, his own efforts, his own ambitions, important partners and even lovers around him, Shen Fei feels that there are several indelible shadows in his heart, although he can't remember their faces, but they do exist, they exist in the depths of his heart, if he dies like this, these people in his heart will definitely be sad. "Whew. A pair of hands suddenly stretched out of the water, Shen Fei grabbed a plank left by the broken wooden boat, as if grasping the last straw, and used all his strength to move his upper body to it, Shen Fei poked his head out and breathed deeply.

The wind and waves are as high as two or three meters, and after sailing on the sea for so long, it is the first time that Shen Fei has encountered such a huge wave, and vaguely, he feels that maybe the target is ahead. If God wants to stop him from reaching the finish line, he will let God down.

Shen Fei did not give up, he clung to the only plank in the waves, undulating with the ups and downs of the big waves, he was fearless, he had the momentum to break through the waves, the wet and salty sea water took a sip from time to time, Shen Fei's body quickly collapsed, the fatigue doubled, and at the same time he felt cold, he was about to die, Shen Fei thought in his heart, before he died, he couldn't remember the most important people in his life, he really couldn't die. Shen Fei raised his head again, looked at the sun hidden by the blue waves, and showed a relieved smile: "In the next life, I will fight with you until I die." ”

Shen Fei laughed, the laughter was like thunder, it was even louder than the sound of waves lapping, and it also alarmed an ancient and beautiful creature in its sleep, the red sun was obscured, because of the arrival of a magnificent creature, at such an angle, Shen Fei could only see a corner of its body, and he was deeply shocked.

The colossal creature was filled with a scorching breath, and as it passed over the water, the sea was steamed: "Catch me, and you will see the light of day again." ”

The giant creature said this, Shen Fei looked at the tip of the hanging tail, knowing that it was the opportunity to escape and ascend to the sky, after a moment of hesitation, he decided to give up and shouted to the beautiful creatures in the sky: "I want to rely on my own strength to fight the heavens." ”

The creature was stunned for a moment, since ancient times, no one has ever rejected itself, it also finds it interesting, small as dust, but ambitious, the "ant" wandering in the deep sea is a type that has never appeared in ancient times, which makes its eyes shine.

Shen Fei thought it was angry, but he didn't want the huge creature in the sky to leave just yet, but instead threw its tail to the surface of the water again, "Catch me, let's fight side by side, and fight together." ”

"Don't you dislike me for being small?" Shen Fei asked uncertainly.

"I'm sure you'll be strong eventually. ”

"That's it. Shen Fei stretched out a hand, tightly grasping the protrusion of the tip of the creature's tail, the tentacles were extremely hot, as if it was scorching his soul, but Shen Fei gritted his teeth and insisted, and soon grabbed the other hand, and then his whole body tightly hugged the tail of the beautiful creature in the sky, unexpectedly, when he hugged the past with all his heart, he didn't feel scorching, he felt extremely warm, and the warmth went straight to the internal organs, dispelling the fatigue and haze together.

"Am I dreaming?" Shen Fei was stunned, but he soared for nine days under the drive of a huge creature, "I hope that one day you can stand on my back, like a true hero of the world, swinging your sword towards the sky." ”

The sound of the giant creature seems to come from an ancient and distant time.

"I will. Shen Fei patted his chest, "It won't be too far." ”

"I believe in you. The huge creature rushed towards the fire sun, the scorching light made Shen Fei unable to open his eyes, the voices around him became louder and louder, until they were extremely quiet, and suddenly, as if they had entered another world, the memories in the depths of his mind came flooding back. He woke up, but his vision was blurry, and he could vaguely see the bright light, which should be covered by something, and he was about to open his mouth to ask for help, but he heard someone whispering beside him:" Brother Shen, please wake up, Brother Shen, as long as you wake up, I am willing to be a cow and a horse; Brother Shen, please wake up quickly, I want to be your wife and give birth to many lovely babies for you; Please, Brother Shen, your era has just begun, how can you bear to leave like this, Brother Shen, wake up quickly, as long as you wake up, I will listen to you in everything, everything depends on you, okay......"

Familiar voice, the sound of accompanying himself in the sea, hearing such a voice, Shen Fei felt warm in his heart, it turned out that Ruoxue had always been accompanying him, has her injury healed, silly girl, you are going to have a child with me without asking my opinion, you want to use force.

Shen Fei was happy for no reason, thinking of Ruoxue's delicate body, he couldn't help but feel hot all over, but he suddenly remembered that Yan Tiantian had said that Ruoxue had been ruined by him, and he felt angry in his heart.

Shen Fei raised his finger, the fingers wrapped in the bandage were the thickness of carrots, Ruoxue thought she was dazzled, her eyes widened in surprise, but she heard a voice as thin as a gossamer coming from inside the bandage: "Ruoxue, it's been hard work......"

A thousand words, gathered into one sentence, all of Shen Fei's thoughts were contained in it.

Ruoxue was stunned, grabbed Shen Fei's palm and stepped forward, and brought it to the mouth of the bandaged man: "Brother Shen Fei, is it you, have you woken up?"

"I heard that you are going to be a cow and a horse for me and give birth to a lot of little treasures, is it true?" Shen Fei teased her mischievously.

"Brother Shen. Ruoxue is a girl after all, although she really likes Shen Fei, she still feels embarrassed to be asked so bluntly, "Brother Shen, you heard it all, and you still asked people what to do, how bad are you." ”

"Haha, just kidding, you've worked hard these days. Shen Fei raised his finger hard, Ruoxue grabbed it, tears dripping on it, extremely hot.

"Brother Shen, you save me, protect me, give me a new life, and I will be yours from now on...... Even if I'm a kid, I'm willing to do it. Speaking of this, Nalan Ruoxue lowered her head shyly, the girl's family, saying such explicit words, was already with great determination, how could Shen Fei not hear the sincerity of the feelings.

If you need it, you must think that the person you really like is Leng Gongyue, and you want to serve yourself for the rest of your life, so you are willing to be small, such a woman really can't be found with a lantern. He was already wondering whether Ruoxue had been damaged by the hot sky, but it was really difficult to say the words to his mouth, after all, such a question would hurt Ruoxue too much. For some reason, Shen Fei was very concerned about the innocence of Nalan Ruoxue's body, knowing that this was the other party's scar, he still planned to speak several times, but in the end he endured it.

Ruoxue didn't know that he had such a thought, so he hugged Shen Fei's tightly wrapped arm, rubbed his cheek on it, and made a strong intimacy, Qixiao, who had been guarding outside the house, seemed to feel the awakening of his master, and let out a long "woo" roar at the sky to celebrate the return of his master.

"It's good to have you. Shen Fei couldn't help crying, sailing in the sea, not feeling the passage of time, in the almost endless years, it was Ruoxue and Qixiao who accompanied him, this companionship made him feel warm, the so-called having a confidant died without regrets, he felt like this now, a feeling of seeing the truth in adversity.

Nalan Ruoxue was not in a hurry to find Uncle Yun and enjoyed the precious time alone. The outside world is disturbed, only this room is the place where the two of them are together, although through the heavy and thick bandages, Ruoxue can feel the body temperature of the other party gradually recovering, which is the temperature that only men have, giving her warmth, giving her a wounded heart to soothe; snuggled in Shen Fei's arms, Ruoxue feels reliable and safe, she is protected, protected by his strong and powerful arms, she feels steady, and her whole body can be completely relaxed.

"Brother Shen, I've been your person all my life, and I can't leave. ”

When the love is strong, she is outspoken, she can't care about the girl's shyness and ignorance, she likes Shen Fei, and loves Shen Fei without hesitation, until death.

Shen Fei didn't respond to him, Yan Tiantian's words were like a stone in his heart, for some reason, he was very concerned about Ruoxue's innocence, this is probably a common problem of all men, in short, he cares a lot, obviously he also has a good impression of Ruoxian, but if he accepts to be a wife or lover, he always feels weird, he always feels that it is something that has been used by other people, and he is uncomfortable.

So Shen Fei couldn't respond to her immediately, but he didn't refuse immediately, he didn't know what to do, so he chose to remain silent. From the beginning of Ruoxue and Junru's fighting spirit, to the ambiguity under the moon of Nanshan Caoan, and then to the confession in front of Dongshan Waterfall, until today. Shen Fei felt that his feelings for Ruoxue were quietly changing, and he didn't feel that his feelings for Leng Gongyue had decreased, but as time went by, as the entanglement with Ruoxue deepened, he really began to have a good impression of the girl next to him.

When he saw Yan Tiantian bullying Ruoxue, his heart was almost boiling, and the feeling of anger was indescribable, and he stood up without hesitation to seek justice for Ruoxue. This kind of action of rushing to the crown and becoming angry is not just as simple as friendship, he probably has love for Ruoxue, no one will always recall the delicacy of overlapping lips and teeth with the other party at night, and will always remember the smoothness of the touch of the body, Ruoxue brings him a different feeling, this feeling is extremely beautiful, so that anyone who tries to break it in vain will be counterattacked by Shen Fei.

This is the desire to protect. Shen Fei thought like this, feeling that Ruoxue felt really comfortable leaning on his body, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Through the bandages, the two snuggled together for a long, long time, until the door of the house was pushed open from the outside to the inside, and Mo Junru walked in with food, and then they parted in a panic.

Seeing the scene of the two being obsessed, Jun Ru was first embarrassed, then surprised, and approached and said, "Has Shen Fei woken up?"

Nalan Ruoxue was still embarrassed to fix her hair, but she calmed down when she asked like this, and responded, "I just woke up, and I was about to call Uncle Yun." ”

"I'll go, you can continue to accompany Shen Fei and accompany him more. In the past two days, the relationship between Jun Ru and Ruoxue, the two proud women of the sky, has warmed up rapidly, it seems that Shen Fei's injury has turned them from enemies to actors with the same purpose, Jun Ru is responsible for coming over to deliver food three times a day, and Ruxue accompanies Shen Fei all day long, never leaving an inch.

"That's for you, Sister Junru. Ruoxue didn't be polite to Junru, because she really wanted to stay with Shen Fei for a while.

Junru simply put the food on the table, turned around and walked out of the house, and came back again without going far, Ruoxue asked hesitantly, "Sister Junru, what's wrong?"

But I heard Junru answer: "No wonder I feel cold when I enter the house, it turns out that Leng Gongyue has been standing outside." ”

"Gong Yue?" Shen Fei's heart moved, and he almost blurted out, Nalan Ruoxue heard it, and her heart was inevitably a little lost, but she quickly recovered: "It turns out that Gong Yue has always cared about Shen Fei's brother, and she didn't come in because of me." ”