Chapter 551: I'm Sorry, Let's Go.
Among the lonely peaks, a white horse with huge wings silently crossed the mountains at night. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] [Latest chapter access: {dagger Qiqi Chinese network ΡΡΡ.Π}]
Soon after, the white Pegasus landed in the direction of the mountain behind Samsara Peak.
Han Xuemei slowly jumped down from the back of the snow burial and landed on the familiar and unfamiliar moon platform.
The moment she took the exquisite jade that day, her heart was already dead.
She didn't know why, but on the eve of her teacher's strict order to go down the mountain, she would come to this moon platform alone.
Every rock and every flower here is very familiar to her, and for more than ten years, she has come here alone in the dead of night many times.
Standing here, looking at the small cliff on the opposite side shrouded in mist, sometimes if you are lucky, you can vaguely see the figure of the man who haunts you.
It's just that all this has passed for a long time, and that heart-rending past seems to have happened in a lifetime.
She can't screw Master Yunshui Shitai, maybe she can't bear the title of deceiving the teacher and destroying the ancestors.
Therefore, tomorrow she will leave Shushan to escape this catastrophe.
She is not a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, what she is afraid of is what Yun Xiaoxiao will encounter in this catastrophe.
If you take over the exquisite jade yourself, shouldn't you cut off your love and abandon your seven emotions and six desires?
Why......
Why can't I let him go?
Starlight shrouded her, cold, cold......
Just like her heart at this moment.
She suddenly wanted to cry, in the past ten years, she looked at the opposite side and thought about the cliff and didn't know how many tears she shed, thinking that her tears had dried up in the past ten years.
I never thought that I still had tears.
The night breeze is gentle and the sky is full of stars.
At some point, the sound of a conversation came faintly from the night wind.
Han Xuemei's body shook, this voice was familiar to him, it was Yun Xiaoxie!
The voice came from the misty Siguo Cliff opposite, and Han Xuemei was both happy and surprised.
She didn't know that Yun Xiaoye had returned to Shushan, and she didn't know that Yun Xiaoxie would be on the opposite side of the Siguo Cliff.
"Is it a hallucination?"
She was dazed, hesitant, and overwhelmed.
"He shouldn't be here, he must be hallucinating. β
She stroked the head of the snow burial beside her and whispered softly.
But at this time, Yun Xiaoxie's voice was still heard from the opposite side from time to time.
"What? You want to marry me? Is there any mistake, everyone in the world knows that I have a partner. The letter was written twelve years ago, did you already know it?"
Thinking about the cliff, Yun Xiaoxiao took the handwritten letter written by his father Yun Canghai to Emperor Renzong, and shouted incredulously at Li Tielan.
dim, Li Tielan's expression was calm, and said, "This letter was written to my father by the head of Yun twelve years ago, I didn't know the existence of this letter before, until I returned to the capital two days ago, my father heard about your acquaintance in Mount Meru, and took out this letter, our eight sisters, the eldest princess, the second princess, and the fourth princess got married early, the fifth emperor sister married the northern and relatives, the sixth emperor sister died early, the seventh emperor sister and the eighth emperor sister are still young, and at present, the entire royal family, only I am more suitable, so my father asked me to marry you." β
Yun Xiaoye waved his hand and said hurriedly, "No, our personalities are incompatible, we are people from two worlds, your status is too high, you are the third princess of the dynasty, I am a gangster, you go back and tell Your Majesty, saying that you don't look down on me and refuse this marriage." β
Li Tielan silently looked at Yun Xiaoxi, who shook his head like a rattle, and her expression seemed to be a little sad.
"Do you think I am willing?" But your father Yun is the head of the family, and his words, let alone his father, are afraid that no one in the world will rebel. When I first arrived in Shushan today, Master Yun also mentioned this marriage to Master, and my Master didn't have any opinions. Marriage events, parents' orders, matchmakers' words, children do not have any choice, I am afraid that we will not be able to escape each other's fate in the future. β
Yun Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly, knowing that what Li Tielan said was not bad at all, his father was the head of the Shushan faction of today's giant, and there were not many people in the world who could sit on his equal, and even Emperor Renzong had to bow when he saw his father.
Twelve years ago, his father wanted to marry the royal family, so how dare Emperor Renzong disobey? Even Emperor Renzong was already happy in his heart.
Emperor Renzong attached great importance to the cultivation of righteousness, and in order to win over Zhou Dalin, the eldest disciple of Ziwei Peak in Shushan, he directly married his own sister Her Royal Highness the eldest princess to Zhou Dalin's third brother Zhou Dasen, and also named Zhou Dasen as the king of Xiangyang.
Now, marrying the son of the head of Shushan, this is a beautiful thing that he will wake up with a smile in his dreams, once he climbs the towering tree of Shushan faction, then the Li dynasty will really be for thousands of generations, and it is impossible for any force to subvert it.
The more Yun Xiaoye thought about it, the more wrong it became, twelve years ago, when he had just returned from Huangshan, he had a demon, his cultivation stagnated, and he turned from a genius to a waste.
When his father wrote this letter to Emperor Renzong at that time, did he think that he was going to cut off the path of cultivating truth so that he could get a good job in the imperial court?
After thinking about it, I still feel that this is not the case, it has been twelve years, and now my cultivation is already the first in the world, and my father still mentions this matter to Fairy Wuji today, obviously this matter has always been in my father's heart.
In the past 20 years, Yun Xiaoxiao has not communicated much with his father, Yun Canghai was very busy when he was a child, and his mother Ziyun Fairy taught him skills.
Soon after he came back from Huangshan when he was twelve years old, he moved to the disciple's courtyard alone, no longer living in Jingyulou, and sometimes he couldn't see his father for ten days and a half months.
Even so, Yun Xiaoye also knew that once his father decided, no one else would be able to question it.
This is the authority of the head of Shushan, and it is also the character of Yun Canghai.
Yun Xiaoxiao wondered, more than ten years ago, his father had already arranged a lifelong event for himself, if it wasn't for Li Tielan taking out his father's handwritten letter tonight, he wouldn't know about it.
He shook his head slowly, and said, "I only have Senior Sister Xuemei in my heart, since this letter was written twelve years ago, and now that time has passed, I guess my father doesn't care anymore, and I will explain it to my father when I have the opportunity." β
Li Tielan, who was standing on the edge of the Siguo cliff, stretched out her head to look at the dark cliff at her feet, and said slowly, "It seems that you really love Han Xuemei." β
Yun Xiaoye nodded and said, "Senior Sister Han and I have spent life and death together several times, and the feelings for each other are unimaginable. β
"Oh. β
Li Tielan sighed casually, took a few steps back to the inside of the cliff, and said, "You are infatuated with her, I really don't doubt that Han Xuemei is also infatuated with you?"
Yun Xiaoye frowned and said, "What do you mean?"
Li Tielan's cold and numb eyes stared at Yun Xiaoxi, and in the dimness, Yun Xiaoxie noticed a flower in front of him, as if Senior Sister Han was standing in front of him.
At this time, Li Tielan said, "In the afternoon in the study of Jingyu Building, when Master Yun mentioned the marriage between you and me, my master Wuji Fairy also talked about you and Han Xuemei. Do you know what Master Yun said?"
Yun Xiao's evil heart was stunned again, and said, "What did my father say?"
Li Tielan said lightly, "This matter is confidential, except for a few people inside Shu Mountain, I believe that other people, even the first seat of the six veins except for the Jade Girl Peak are unknown." Yun Zhangmen said, yesterday, after Han Xuemei returned to the Jade Maiden Peak, she took over the first exquisite ancient jade passed down by Master Yunshui, you are a disciple of Shushan, you should know what the exquisite ancient jade is. β
"Exquisite Ancient Jade?"
Yun Xiaoxie's heart seemed to be deeply pierced by a steel knife, and his facial expression changed instantly.
During the day in Wuxia, the mysterious demon let himself take the first token of Jade Girl Peak, the exquisite ancient jade, to exchange his sister and Li Chanyin.
This exquisite ancient jade is the first token of the Jade Girl Peak in the past dynasties, and it is of great importance.
Yun Xiaoye was surprised that Han Xuemei had already left Xuannu and returned to Shushan, and what was even more surprising was that Han Xuemei had really taken over the exquisite ancient jade.
Wouldn't that mean that Han Xuemei would take over the position of the first seat of the Jade Maiden Peak a hundred years after the Yunshui Division?
Yun Xiaoxie is by no means a fool, of course he knows that for more than 3,000 years, the first seat of the Jade Girl Peak in the past dynasties has been a woman, and he must break the seven feelings, abandon the six desires, and cut off the three thousand evil fates of the world. I can no longer cherish the men and women in the world.
He froze.
It stiffened like wood, and its mouth opened slightly, as if petrified.
Opposite, Moon Lookout.
Han Xuemei was already in tears, her body was trembling, and tears had already wet the placket on her chest.
This is not an illusion, Yun Xiaoxiao and Li Tielan are standing opposite the misty clouds and smoke separated by the cliff.
Crystal tears, like beautiful pearls scattered in the world, slipped from the corners of her eyes and drifted away with the wind.
What does it feel like?
Heartache?
Guilt?
Still reluctant?
Ten years later, I deeply hurt the man I loved the most.
The former mountain alliance and sea oath.
The sufferings of the past are shared.
Once......
There's no going back.
"I'm sorry. β
The darkness came her soft choking sound, and the three short words seemed to be like three sharp blades, and with each word, her face turned pale.
What kind of pain is that?
Piercing?
Heartbroken?
After all, there are many things that cannot be abandoned.
Who wants to live alone?
Who wants to die alone?
If it weren't for the depths of love, how could you be full of tears?
The pain that can make Han Xuemei, a woman as cold as water, cry silently, must have collapsed.
Thinking over the cliff, looking at the moon platform.
In a short period of more than ten zhang, it seems to be the distance between heaven and earth.
Until this moment, Han Xuemei suddenly realized.
It turns out that the most painful thing in the world is not life and death, but two people who clearly love each other, but they can't be together.
Unconsciously, the bright moon gradually rose to the square of the reincarnation peak, and the bright moonlight shone on the smooth stone wall of the Tianjian Peak in the mountain behind the reincarnation peak, and through the reflection of the stone wall, the moonlight in the sky was refracted on the moon viewing platform of the reincarnation peak opposite.
That small mountain cliff platform, there is no way to change, and the light of the road is flowing and rushing, like a blessed land of immortals, which is rare for mortals to see forever.
And in that bright light, the sad woman was gone.
This time, I'm afraid I will never come to this sad moon platform again in this life.
Yun Xiaoxie's stunned appearance is also unbearable.
Li Tielan looked at it, her brows tightened, she was a smart woman, she had been taught many esoteric etiquettes by Mr. Court Etiquette since she was a child, she knew what Yun Xiaoyi wanted to do at this moment.
After being silent for a while, he said lightly, "Send me back." β
Yun Xiaoxiao's eyes were full of doubts and pain, and he slowly raised his head, looking at the pair of beautiful cold and somewhat familiar eyes in front of him.
His throat moved, but his voice was hoarse, and he said, "What you said, is it true?"
Li Tielan said lightly, "You should really want to go to Jade Girl Peak at this moment, why don't you go and ask yourself?"
Yun Xiaoye muttered, "I should go and ask clearly." β
Half an hour later.
Jade Girl Peak, the house of the disciples of the back hall.
The deepest disciple's courtyard was an independent courtyard, and it was also the quietest place in the entire Jade Girl Peak.
It was not the first elder who lived here, but an ordinary female disciple of Jade Girl Peak.
This is Han Xuemei's room.
There was a candle flame in the room, and when Yun Xiaoye walked closer, he could clearly see the slender figure illuminated by the light in the window.
She has really returned to Shushan!
Yun Xiaoye felt that his heart was beating faster and faster, he walked forward slowly, stretched out his hand and wanted to knock on the door, at that moment, his arm seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and it didn't fall for a long time.
The woman in the house seemed to sense someone outside the house, and her figure swayed, and she seemed to have walked to the door, but did not open it.
Two people, two people who love each other, are staring at each other through such a small wooden door, as if their gaze is passing through the limitations of space, staring deeply at each other.
"Little evil, is that you?"
House, Han Xuemei's cheeks have long been covered with tears at this moment, but the tone of her voice remains the same as before, so that people can't hear how sad she is at this moment.
Yun Xiaoxie heard the familiar woman's voice, his heart warmed, and he said in a low voice, "It's me, Xuemei, you're really back." β
Han Xuemei said softly, "Well, I'm back, and I'm going to leave tomorrow, now there will be a big change in Shushan, you have a small ...... Be careful. β
"Xuemei, you...... Won't you open the door?"
"What if it's open? What if it's not opened? There is actually a bad relationship between you and me. β
"Xuemei...... Could it be that you really took over the exquisite jade of the head of the Jade Girl Peak?"
The voice of the room was silent for a long time, the beautiful woman in goose yellow clothes with white hair, her body was trembling violently, she was suppressing it strongly, not letting herself cry silently.
After a long time, she continued to speak, her voice very slow and soft, but it seemed to have exhausted the strength of the three lives and seven lifetimes.
Said slowly, "Yes, I took the Linglong Jade, you don't want to come here to look for me in the future." Also, congratulations on marrying Her Royal Highness the Third Princess, and I wish you all the best in growing old together and giving birth to a noble son early. β
Yun Xiaoxie's body was shocked, although he knew that Li Tielan would not deceive him, but this was said from Han Xuemei's mouth, which still made him unable to accept this cruel reality.
Ten years of waiting, ten years of waiting, ten years of infatuation has not changed, is it to wait for this moment?
The feeling of being sad ten years ago, the heart-rending feeling, filled his heart again, Yun Xiaoye couldn't help but take a few steps back, feeling that the three souls and seven spirits began to shake.
Behind the wooden door, the beautiful woman in goose yellow clothes, who could no longer hold herself at the moment, turned around, leaned her back tightly against the wooden door, and the whole wooden door made a slight creaking sound due to choking and trembling.
How much courage does it take to say that?
No one can understand how much pain Han Xuemei's heart is at this moment!
The seventh life, who occupied the sea of her soul, suddenly let out a faint sigh, as if this mysterious woman was also shocked by the relationship between the two at this moment.
Why, lovers can't end up married?
The seventh generation suddenly felt that Han Xuemei was so pitiful.
A woman who was once unwilling to be at the mercy of fate and did not hesitate to change her life against the sky, but now she is prostrate under fate.
This is a great irony.
The Seventh World said slowly, "Han Xuemei, is it worth it for you to do this?
Han Xuemei muttered, "Didn't you always hope for this result?"
The seventh sighed and said, "After getting along for so long, in fact, I have treated you as my friend, counting that you only have ten years of life, no, even if your life span can only last until sunrise tomorrow, you can hold hands with your beloved and walk through this life, and you have no regrets." Are you ...... now? Why bother? β
The sentence "why bother" shows how many vicissitudes of life and how many sad pasts.
Han Xuemei's body trembled more and more intensely, and she really wanted to open the door of the room and hug the man outside the door countless times. Then say out loud "I love you, we will never be apart again." β
It's a pity that she didn't have the courage or even the strength to open this door after all.
A thousand words, ten years of infatuation, and in the end, it turned into six words.
Han Xuemei shed sad tears and said word by word, "I'm sorry, you can go." β
In just six words, it seemed to condense thousands of words, and it drilled into Yun Xiaoxie's ears, more like a sharp blade piercing his heart.
"Poof......
Under the agitation of Yun Xiaoxie's heart, the true yuan in his body swelled, and a mouthful of essence blood spurted out, half of which was sprinkled on the small wooden door.
Looking at the familiar figure reflected in the wooden door, he felt every cell in his body tremble.
I couldn't believe that the words just now were said to me by the woman I loved so much.
"You...... Okay, I'll go, I'm ...... This time I'm gone, and I'm not coming back. β
This time......
The first time was ten years ago.
Yun Xiaoye didn't say anything more, turned around slowly, and dragged his tired body away.
He wasn't a man who begged for mercy, ten years ago he had rather ended his life, and now? Would he still end his life for the woman who had hurt him so deeply for the second time?
"Little evil, little evil ......"
"Little Evil ...... Little evil!"
The wooden door was opened, and Han Xuemei muttered the name of Xiao Xie, from the initial soft muttering to the last hysteria.
And at this moment, Yun Xiaoxiao was not outside the door. In the entire Jade Girl Peak, Han Xuemei's crazy call was faintly heard.
In the dark disciple's room, one by one the lights were lit, it was the female disciple of the Jade Girl Peak who was alarmed by Han Xuemei's voice.
In the distance, Lu Linlang stood in the darkness in her pajamas, looking at the desolate woman with silver hair dancing like a snake in the moonlight, and a faint tear unconsciously flowed from the corners of her eyes.
Of course, she could feel how painful Han Xuemei was at this moment, this kind of thing had happened to her twenty-eight years ago.
The deeper the love, the deeper the pain.
Lu Linlang knew that the pain in Han Xuemei's heart at this moment was ten thousand times more painful than that of herself twenty-eight years ago.
Beside him, many female disciples of the same sect walked out in their coats, looking at the crazy Han Xuemei calling Yun Xiaoxie's name, all the female disciples had strange faces and talked about it.
Lu Linlang wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and scolded angrily, "What do you see, you haven't gone back to your room to rest so late?"
Lu Linlang is the senior sister of Jade Girl Peak, with a very high prestige, usually amiable and angry, and rarely angry, these junior sisters were all shocked when they saw Lu Linlang suddenly angry tonight, and they didn't dare to stay longer, so they hurriedly went into the room again.
(This is just a small twist and turn in the relationship between the two of them, and there are many stories in the follow-up, although there is a bit of abuse from time to time, but I promise, it will be fine later!)