Chapter 45: Day after Day
Ling Feng was stupid, looking at the identity card, the front: Qi, the back: Ling Beiyan!
The name is still Ling Beiyan, in fact, Ling Beiyan has been living in the Qi family since he went out, and there is a man who has been taking care of him, and he lives like a son in the Qi family, that is his father.
Ling Beiyan is also pitiful, with his identity card in his hand, he doesn't know all this, he doesn't know that he is the Qi family, although he has doubted it, but he still hasn't found evidence!
The killing intent in Ling Feng's eyes was vigorous, he had raised his son for more than ten years, and he loved him very much, although he let him go out, he had always cared about him, and the position of city lord was also intended to be given to him, but it was such a result.
The woman he liked, inadvertently saw seducing Qi's family, thought that he had killed her, was sad for several years, once drunk, and hurt Ling Yufan's mother, Ling Yufan's mother didn't say anything, followed him, but he snubbed her again!
"Qi family, I hate it so much!"
Poor people must have something to hate, and the most innocent is Ling Yufan's mother.
"Because of her, I hurt the woman who loves me. Haha, retribution. ”
Ling Feng suddenly remembered Ling Yufan's mother, who had always been by his side, but he had hurt her, he hated himself, he was sorry for Ling Yufan, and he was sorry for Ling Yufan's mother.
Ling Yufan knew everything, he couldn't say anything about his father, he didn't know if he had hatred or not, and his memory of his mother was very vague.
The hazy shadow could remember that a vague figure was tall and tall, and it could be imagined that it was a very beautiful woman, touching his head and whispering to comfort him to sleep, saying, "Fan'er is good." ”
At that time, he was not well-behaved, that is, he didn't sleep, and let his mother comfort him to sleep over and over again, but he remembered that his mother's voice was very good at that time, and he really wanted to listen to his mother's voice again.
Ling Yufan smiled, laughed and cried again, he seemed to miss his mother.
I remember one day, it was very cold and cold, his mother was gone, there was no sadness on her face, but there was worry about him, and she still had the candy man she bought for him in her hand...
Ling Yufan was arguing to see his mother, but when he touched her face, it was cold, and he shouted over and over again to the people who were blocking him: "Mother is not dead, she is not dead... No, die..."
He cried out until he was desperate, calling out to her mother over and over again, telling her to get up and see herself.
The father didn't say anything and gave the jade pendant around his mother's waist to Ling Yufan, and Ling Yufan seemed to be able to see his mother's shadow when he held the jade pendant.
Ling Yufan felt sad and bitter. Although this memory is very vague, he can still remember that the jade pendant hidden in his chest has always been worn on his body, and it is from that day that he began to grow.
A trace of aura emerged from Ling Yufan's hand, condensing a vague figure, which he had condensed based on the only memory he had.
"Mother," Ling Yufan looked at the figure in front of him, he really wanted to throw himself into her arms and let her comfort herself, but it was impossible, it was just his fantasy.
Ling Yufan seemed to see her smile, very amiable, she was encouraging herself to cheer up, and Ling Yufan's two drops of eyes fell down her cheeks.
"Whew..."
The aura dissipated, Ling Yufan blinked, letting the tears on his eyes pour back, unwilling to think about these things that made him sad.
Alone, he came to the tavern again, the tavern people said that there was not much, and there was no less, Ling Yufan found a place at random, this place was very quiet, in line with his mood, he drank it one after another, but he was not drunk for a long time, but his eyes began to become hazy.
A person didn't know when he was watching him outside the door, watching him keep drinking, drinking pot after pot, and finally he couldn't stand it anymore, so he walked over directly and snatched the wine away.
"Give it to me!"
Ling Yufan didn't even look at her, and shouted directly, he was in a bad mood and didn't want anyone to disturb him, at the moment he just wanted to drink, only wine could warm his heart.
"Is it good?"
The girl lifted the wine, her voice was pleasant, it seemed to be a burst of birdsong, she asked Ling Yufan, and took a sip directly, without the slightest mind that Ling Yufan had drunk it, and she didn't say that the indirect kiss was messy, and the red color was fascinating.
Ling Yufan glanced at her, there was no pretentiousness of some girls, the girl didn't say that she cared about him drinking this pot of wine, a kind of liking came out of her heart, but it was just a simple liking.
"Wine is a good thing. ”
The girl tasted it, and seemed to understand Ling Yufan's mood very well, as if she also had some stories, waiting for someone to listen to her. The girl's moving eyes glanced at him.
"Intoxicating, intoxicating, drunk without trouble. ”
Ling Yufan said a word, his eyelids lowered, and he took the wine from the girl's hand, and took another big sip of "Gu Dong", the warmth that ran through his chest.
poured herself in one mouth, the woman didn't stop it, because she knew that she couldn't stop him, so she simply followed him away, Ling Yufan finally couldn't resist the strength of the wine, his face turned red, his eyes gradually blurred in a trance, he fell on the table, and fell drunk here.
The girl took another bite and sighed.
The girl gently picked up Ling Yufan and walked out of the door, it just so happened that Qingyun Wan'er was worried about Ling Yufan, and she also wanted to apologize to him, she just walked here, but she just saw Ling Yufan and a woman hooking their shoulders and hugging each other, and they suddenly felt uncomfortable in their hearts, and they didn't come forward to disturb again.
Qingyun Wan'er turned around silently, she misunderstood Ling Yufan again and again, and finally decided to leave, there was no her in his life, and there was no shortage of her.
"You're not the one he likes, why do you want to follow him with a dead face?"
Qingyun Wan'er said to herself in her heart, she was afraid to follow Ling Yufan, because she thought that she was just a burden, not to mention that she was not important.
There were fewer and fewer people around Ling Yufan. Whose fault is it? Ling Yufan? or who?
"There is no shortage of you around others, so why bother yourself, dragging others down again and again. ”
Qingyun Wan'er felt uncomfortable, watching Ling Yufan and the others leave, she really shouldn't have run out, and now she can't go back, a homeless child.
Time passed too quickly, Qingyun Wan'er still left, leaving this sad place, Ling Yufan stayed in the tavern, drinking wine decadently, and would come to a place every day, drinking the same wine.
Every time, he was drunk, lying on the table, and then Zimeng took him away again, and slowly woke up, and came to drink again.
Day after day, Ling Yufan was a little used to drinking, he was used to staying in one place quietly, looking at the world.