Chapter 42 Once a teenager
"You... How did it get like this?"
Qin Shusheng went to Hongqiao and came to the Mingyue Immortal Palace, and he also saw the current Lu Chen more closely.
There was excitement in his heart, but there were more complications.
There was no brilliance in those dead eyes, as if there was no longer any attachment to this world. Among them, the deep vicissitudes of life, grief, and endless darkness, just one glance, make people feel their hearts tremble.
"Like that?"
Lu Chen looked at him, there was no wave in his eyes, he only reached out and touched the black iron mask on his face.
This dog-faced mask, how ironic.
"It's ugly, this mask. ”
"This..."
Qin Shusheng opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.
Lu Chen's appearance was too different from what he imagined, and he never thought that Lu Chen would become like this. The dog-faced mask was clearly burned hot and burned on his face, rather than a normal mask with a cord entanglement. If this mask is removed, how terrible and hideous it will be.
What happened in the past two years...
Qin Shusheng couldn't guess, and he didn't dare to guess, and his heart kept twitching. He wanted to ask, he wanted to comfort, but he didn't know how to speak.
"Go in, I'll give you a drink. ”
After being silent for a long time, Lu Chen finally broke the almost frozen atmosphere, turned around and walked towards the depths of the Bright Moon Immortal Palace.
Qin Shusheng came back to his senses and could only follow in silence.
He could see that Lu Chen had experienced many unspeakable circumstances, otherwise how could he end up like this. His eyes, his breath, a dead silence, if he accidentally touched that unbearable place, what would happen, Qin Shusheng didn't dare to think about it.
Towers and palaces, as always.
The scenery of the Bright Moon Immortal Palace is like a fairyland on earth, and the two of them are still drinking as they did on that day two years ago, and they are still in the same place. Today, there are too many differences, people are the same people, but they are different.
"These two years..."
Qin Shusheng only drank one cup and did not continue to fill it. He played with his glass and pondered for a long time before speaking. However, when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to continue.
The regret in my heart, the complexity on my face, how can I speak.
"Two years..."
Lu Chen raised his head slightly, looked at the sky in the distance, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly, revealing a bitter and ugly smile.
He spoke slowly, as if a spectator were talking about something that had nothing to do with him, and told everything calmly without concealing anything.
The broken knife, the darkness and sin of that woman, the pain and torture of every day and night...
Bit by bit, every word in his mouth was like one sharp knife after another, piercing fiercely.
Qin Shusheng's pupils constricted, and he couldn't believe what kind of suffering Lu Chen had experienced in the past two years.
Like a puppet, he could only obey any orders from the woman, no matter how excessive, but because of the existence of the slave soul jade, he had to obey. Dignity, arrogance, everything is trampled under feet and then crushed, so humble that it is not as good as a dog.
Torture, pain...
However, now that Lu Chen has come one by one, his tone and expression are good, but there has never been any waves. Everything he behaved was so calm, as if it really had nothing to do with him. But how dark those eyes were, how deep and desperate they were.
Everything about him was trampled on, destroyed, and even lost his rightful self.
"Ling Caiwei..."
After hearing this, Qin Shusheng had already gritted his teeth, and there was even more endless anger in his heart that wanted to rise like burning the sky. And the light in his eyes was cold, and his breath was boiling, and he also crushed the wine glass in his hand.
He suddenly got up, murderous.
"I'll kill her on your behalf!
"Scholar Qin!"
Lu Chen suddenly stopped him.
The latter turned his head to look, but saw Lu Chen shaking his head slightly.
"You're good enough, I'm happy. ”
"You..."
Qin Shusheng was stunned in place, and when he saw Lu Chen's gray eyes again, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, so he could only nod silently and sit down again.
"The things in the Bright Moon Immortal Palace, most of the things I can take out have already been given to the Liangyi Gate, and there are not many things that can be taken out. In a moment, I'll give you everything I can take out, which is the last thing I can do. ”
Lu Chen's turbulence was only for a moment, and now he regained his deathly calm.
"You... What to do?"
When Qin Shusheng heard this, he suddenly became a little flustered.
He looked up at Lu Chen, but the latter was still as unwavering as before.
"Nothing to do. ”
Such an answer is so perfunctory.
"You ask to die?"
Qin Shusheng gritted his teeth and had already guessed.
And Lu Chen, however, was just silent.
"Do you really want to die?!why?"
Qin Shusheng couldn't understand why Lu Chen had the heart to die, his eyes widened, and he questioned again and again, but Lu Chen was always silent.
"You... She is going to do this to you, even to the point of threatening your parents' lives?"
Qin Shusheng grabbed Lu Chen's collar violently and pulled him closer, his expression hideous.
"She has indeed broken your will and your dignity, but has she completely lost faith in the world?
"I..."
Lu Chen was frightened by Qin Shusheng's appearance, he showed horror on his face, and wanted to refute something, but was interrupted by Qin Shusheng.
"Shut up and listen to me!"
He almost yelled, but he quickly lowered his head, and for some reason began to sob, his voice crying.
"You have killed a lot of innocent people, killed a lot of people who do not deserve to die, if you really want to kill these people, then you will die, I will never stop you. But in fact, that's not what you want, is it? whether it's sin in your hands, or whether it's killing innocents... Or is it that even your heart and soul are already stained with such sins?! But you must know that death cannot atone for your faults at all, it is only your escape, but only an excuse you have found for your cowardice!"
Lu Chen opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word.
"Why can't you understand what that woman's heart is, you know better than anyone else, do you really think that if you die, everything is really over?
Qin Shusheng roared again, his fingers pinched Lu Chen's collar, and his knuckles were already white.
Lu Chen's brain was shocked, and his face was even more pale.
His eyes widened as if he had just woken up, and there was finally a slight fluctuation in his originally dead eyes.
"Parents... Dad, Mom... They..."
Qin Shusheng finally raised his head, his face was full of tears, and he was still sobbing, but he looked deeply at the fool in front of him who had finally woken up.
He watched for a long time, and finally let go of Lu Chen's collar, and wiped the tears from his face, trying to make his appearance and voice more gentle.
"People exist in this world for a reason to exist, and why do you have to use death to avoid all this? No one has ever been able to have smooth sailing, and no one has ever been able to live a life without waves. How terrible death is, but you even have the courage to die, why don't you have the courage to live... In this world, there is never only light. But if you don't even have the strength to bear the darkness, how can you usher in the light... No matter how unbearable everything has been, in this world, there will always be people who can accept you like this, accept everything you have..."
"I..."
Lu Chen opened his mouth, and his eyes under the black iron mask continued to tremble.
He finally came to his senses, pouted, and cried.
Qin Shusheng smiled, he held Lu Chen in his arms, and let him cry desperately, hissing and cracking his lungs, but he never had any comfort. Because Qin Shusheng knows very well that the current Lu Chen needs to be released, and he needs to throw away everything in the past through a hearty cry. And he also knows very well that what he needs to do now is to bear all this silently, just need to be by his side, let him know that he is the one who can accept everything in his past.
No matter how dark and unbearable it was, no matter how dark it was, no matter how much sin his hands were stained with...
At least, this originally pure and clean soul is still not defiled.
After a long time, Lu Chen finally cried tired and fell asleep, and Qin Shusheng hugged him like this, without moving a single bit.
The night was slightly cool, and the moonlight was light, dyeing the ground frosty white.
Qin Shusheng lowered his head, his fingers caressing the pitch-black dog-faced mask, and his face showed deep hatred.
"Ling Caiwei..."
His voice was eerie and deep, with a thousand murderous motives hidden in it.
The wind came, it was a little cold, Lu Chen subconsciously shrank in his arms, and Qin Shusheng hurriedly restrained the uncontrolled and escaping breath on his body, and hugged him tighter.
He still looked like the young man who was ignorant of the world and extremely pure and clean. I woke up tomorrow, but probably never again. He was gone, trampled to pieces, and no one knows what will happen to him in the future.
It is to see through everything and hide in the mountains regardless of the facts, to fall into the abyss of revenge, like a madman, or to bravely face everything in the past and still be a teenager...
For a long time, Qin Shusheng could only sigh faintly, helpless.
On the seaside, above the rebuilt fishing village, the dark void cracks quietly tore out, and one after another figures stepped out of it, without the slightest restraint of the breath shrouded the entire fishing village, the murderous awe-inspiring, shocking people's hearts panicked, but no one dared to offend the slightest.
When the last person stepped out, the void crack vanished.
She raised her head slightly, a cold smile on her lips.
Ling Caiwei!
Looking up, the palace hanging in the fairy mist in the distance was so magnificent and spectacular, you could see everything in it at a glance, it was Lu Chen who did not re-submerge the Bright Moon Immortal Palace in the void, so that anyone could see it.
Her eyes turned black and white, and her body also had an inexplicable aura, as if she could see through the vanity shrouded in thousands of colorful clouds.
For just a moment, the smile on the corner of her lips slowly converged, and her eyes showed calm and viciousness.
"The ugly dog actually lay in the arms of other women and waged his tail and begged for mercy... Oh, when I replant the Slave Soul Jade in the center of your eyebrows, I will definitely let you give birth... It's better to die!"