In the vast darkness of night, the morning star shimmered in the eastern sky, and the heavy mist blocked the distant scenery, blurring everything outside the house. In January

In the early morning of winter, the sun seemed to be far away on the other side of the earth, and it was still dark on all sides, and the thick chill was freezing even in the house.

There was a faint rooster cry in the distance, and Qin Yi, who was sleeping soundly, was startled and wanted to open his eyes, but found that he was still sleepy, and the two eyelids were glued, which was extremely difficult.

No way, I had insomnia again last night. So he silently counted in his heart: "One, two, three...... One, two, three...", repeated several times, it seems to drive away a lot of sleepiness, push the quilt, jump out of bed, the cold is blowing in his face, Qin Yi shivered and dressed, washed his face and brushed his teeth, the cold water froze his hands purple, and couldn't help scolding: "This fucking ghost weather, it's really freezing to death...... Why is Lao Tzu so miserable!"

In fact, it's only early in the morning, just after the small cold, the big cold is coming soon, the coldest time of the year, the morning is unbearable, and most people are only afraid of shrinking in bed for an hour or two before getting up to work, but as a senior high school student, the huge pressure of going to school makes Qin Yi have to get up early to read and study.

In fact, it is not that Qin Yizhigao is diligent, he has a reason to study seriously, because he must be admitted to a key university.

The once-in-a-century cold made the southern city snow, but the cold wave of the economic crisis was even more frozen. Applying for laid-off relief in the neighborhood is full of paperwork and cumbersome procedures, and parents who have nothing to do with it have to wait a few months to get the pitiful two or three hundred yuan in relief.

A few more months. Qin Yi thought silently in his heart, in a few months, it will be the college entrance examination, with his own results, there is no problem in taking the exam, but the goal he has set for himself is more than that, his goal is the top student in the college entrance examination. Once you are admitted to the top of the college entrance examination, not only the school will be rewarded, the county and city will be rewarded, the neighborhood will be rewarded, many large companies will also be rewarded for publicity, and even relatives and friends who usually look down on their families will also be moved. The cash rewards of up to tens of thousands of dollars in the county and city are enough for their families for several years, so that Qin Yi can share the worries of his family.

In fact, not only for his parents, but also for Qin Yi himself......

The clock at the head of the bed was already pointing to 5:20, Qin Yi took out his English textbook, read it carefully, wrote down the words that must be memorized every day after reading the two articles, listened to it for twenty minutes, and then hurried up to do a mock test question for the physics college entrance examination that he didn't finish last night, so that he could have time to read the obscure classical Chinese when he read it early.

At half past seven, Qin Yi packed his things and prepared to go to school, just enough time for him to have breakfast and arrive at school before eight o'clock.

For some reason, Qin Yi felt that he was in an abnormal state today, his whole body was weak, his temples were tight, and his heart seemed to be very uncomfortable as if he was pressing a thousand pounds of heavy stones. When I memorized words just now, my memory was surprisingly poor, and the words that I could remember after reading a few times now almost have to be memorized dozens of times to remember.

This state is very similar to when he used to have a cold and fever.

Could it be that he is sick?

Before going out, Qin Yi looked in the mirror by the way.

I don't know if I don't take a photo, and I'm shocked when I take a photo.

"Damn, this is Lao Tzu?"

Rao was accustomed to his wilted image, and Qin Yi almost didn't recognize the person inside: inside the mirror was a terrifyingly pale face, with cyan blood tendons showing on his forehead. His uncombed hair was messy like a bird's nest that had been blown up, the whites of his eyes were covered with bloodshots, and his thin body seemed to be able to be blown down by a gust of wind.

The person in the mirror has his shoulders hunched, with an obvious hunchback, coupled with the face that can't be worse, people who don't know think that the person in the mirror is an old man.

This is him, Qin Yi, a fifth-degree cripple who is congenitally weak and hunchbacked, and is called "old man" by his classmates. Every time he looked in the mirror, Qin Yi wanted to smile bitterly: Why did God treat him so cruelly? If only I had one-tenth of Qin Yu in the Legend of the Stars, I would be so lucky.

Because of the hunchback, since childhood, Qin Yi has endured white eyes and bullying. Especially the school that represents the warmth of the collective, it makes Qin Yi feel used to the ruthlessness of human feelings, cold and warm. The rejection of everyone, the blank eyes of passers-by, and the lack of interpersonal relationships have developed Qin Yi's cowardly, withdrawn and resentful character of Ah Q.

Qin Yi has long seen the bleakness and darkness of his future, his parents are unofficial and wealthless, not to mention that they are unemployed now.

And Qin Yi himself has no skills, and he is disabled. Therefore, he can only study hard, hoping that the examination-oriented education known as the modern "Baguwen" can help him and let him enter the threshold in the college entrance examination, so that it seems that there is still a little hope in his life.

So even though everyone thinks he's lazy and wilty, has no future, and is a piece of garbage. But Qin Yi never dared to relax when it came to learning. The college entrance examination is related to the happiness of the second half of his life.

Congenital frailty and lack of exercise for many years of studying at the table, Qin Yi's body has been a little worse since he entered high school, with a pale face all the year round, thin cheekbones, and a very much like an addict to sucking **** in society.

However, although Qin Yi was frail and sickly, his usual face was definitely not so terrible, because the person in the mirror was like a sick man with one foot about to enter the coffin.

Could it be the consequence of last night's insomnia?

Qin Yi remembered the culprit who caused him not to sleep well last night, that strange phenomenon.

Here's how:

Last night, Qin Yi studied as usual until half past twelve before going to bed. Before going to bed, Qin Yi closed the window and inadvertently felt a flash of light in his pupils. He looked up and saw a red light appear in the western night sky outside the window, rushing towards his window. The red light was wrapped in a mist, if there was nothing, it seemed like a dream.

But the red light was real, and faster than he had imagined, and at first glance it seemed very far away, but in the blink of an eye, it was already out of the window, close at hand. The red light enveloped the entire sky, illuminating Qin Yi and the entire room behind him, and there was an object in the red light, as huge as a mountain, and the surging momentum seemed to crush the entire house. Shocked, Qin Yi jumped up from his chair with a faceless face and fell to the ground uncontrollably.

"Huhuhu....... Qin Yi was lying on the ground. His heart was beating violently, cold sweat was dripping, he had never had any guts, and at this time, he was lying on the table and didn't dare to move. After waiting for half a sound and no sound, Qin Yi got up boldly to check, there was silence, and the red light had disappeared without warning, as if it had never appeared.

Qin Yi suspected that he was overworked from his studies, and his brain had a vision. But the horror persisted for a long time, so that all night his mind was filled with the bejeweled red light and the vague objects in the red light, and for a moment he seemed to see the round and flat shape of the object clearly, but strangely he could not remember what it was, no matter how hard he tried. Tossing and turning, my heart throbbed inexplicably, so that I didn't fall asleep until three or four o'clock in the morning.

He only slept for two or three hours, and when he woke up in the morning, he became like this.

But even insomnia won't turn into a dead man's face, Qin Yi cursed loudly at the red light last night.

There is no way, Qin Yi gritted his teeth and comforted himself: it is only a matter of one or two days that he is not feeling well, although it looks ugly, he will never die, but learning is against the current, if he does not advance, he will retreat, and he cannot delay it for a day. The more you study, the more opportunities you have to become the top student in the college entrance examination.

Others can ask for leave when they are sick, but it doesn't mean that Qin Yi can too, he doesn't have that kind of luxury time.

So...... Qin Yi made an exception to comb the grass nest on his head, and then rubbed the dead gray cheeks vigorously, until a little blush appeared on the miserable white, and the whole person had a little human appearance, then staggered open the door, his mother had already prepared breakfast and put it on the table, she nagged: " Reading must be done in moderation, look at you, what has become of the whole person, your father and I have already asked you to go and see, although your father and I have been laid off, but we have saved some money before, there is still money for medical treatment, don't save this kind of money, there are three disasters and six blessings in the sky, people have three long and two short, don't be good if you get any disease, I'll go with you to see it when I come back from school at night, ah ....... ”

Qin Yi looked at the bowl, it was pork liver and lean porridge, Qin Yi's heart was sour, this was not a common dish at home, but his personal privilege. Usually for lunch and dinner, the family changes vegetarian dishes, and occasionally comes to some meat every three or five days, but his breakfast is thunderous every day, pork liver and lean meat. Needless to say, his parents' bowl must have been accompanied by pickles.

However, the habitual silence and restraint made Qin Yi not say anything, in fact, it was useless to say. He drank the porridge in three or two sips and was about to go to school. His mother continued to nag in the back: "It's cold outside, it's windy, and it's easy to catch a cold." Don't go out with just a little bit of clothing, wear two more, don't you have a thicker trench coat....... ”

Qin Yi said impatiently: "Okay, okay, I've already worn four clothes." "Push the door and go.

As soon as Qin Yi entered the classroom door, he heard the sound of boiling reading and noise, before the class, the classroom was always like a market, dozens of mouths were there, and it was difficult not to be noisy.

Many students have already started studying, and the pressure of the college entrance examination is still very great, which divides the senior high school students into two completely different factions, one is the good academic performance, the teacher praises, and the parents love it, and this kind of student ******** want to be admitted to the university;

As a result, some of the other people who got by had nothing to do, and a few boys laughed at the more beautiful girls in the class, only to make them laugh in a flashy way, which caused the boys and girls who read early to be distracted. The boys are very envious of the few male classmates who can get close to the beautiful girls.

Qin Yi, who walked into the classroom, was extremely disdainful: Damn, what is this, is it amazing? I can't touch it and I can't do it. Wait for Lao Tzu to be admitted to a key university and make a lot of money in the future, what kind of woman doesn't have it?Student girl, yu girl, ****, wife, *** four P five P six P seven eight P ...... If you have money, you can have whatever you want, and these weed dinosaurs in front of you may have to be considered when they are given to Lao Tzu in the future. Qin Yi fell into the beautiful fantasy of success and fame, and everyone rushed to shine shoes.

Speaking of beauty, it is always the pain of Qin Yi, whose hormone secretion is now vigorous. The appearance is sloppy and wilted, with a big hunched back, and the girls all frown and avoid him when they see him, lest they run into Qin Yi and get into mildew. Don't sneer at Qin Yi is already thankful, how could Qin Yi know the result and go to break the bloodstream. So he could only tighten his crotch, put away his hopes, and devote all his energy to studying and obscenity.

First love is something that everyone will have. Qin Yi is no exception. His first love is in this class, and now the class is Jinghua. She looks very beautiful, her hair is like a waterfall of satin, her face is white and red, and her lips are small and red. The most important thing is that her eyes always have a hint of flattery, and she has electrocuted many boys who have been seen by her, and Qin Yi is one of them.

However, Yue Jinghua was already famous two years ago, when she was a freshman in high school, and it is said that she had a baby. In the past two years, she has become more and more dressed up, miniskirts, meat stockings, and sundresses, which have dazzled the faces of boys, and brought up the trend of girls wearing miniskirts, and her own reputation has never been very good.

Of course, Qin Yi, who lacks interpersonal communication, will not know about this, he thinks that Yue Jinghua is just a beautiful girl pursued by many people. Besides, a few sneaky glances, and lewdness is the limit of what he can do. As everyone knows, his act of secretly watching Yue Jinghua was known as early as N years ago, and it became another typical joke circulated by his classmates that a toad wants to eat swan meat.

Qin Yi, who was in obscenity, suddenly stagnated, and the feeling of the world spinning came, and his whole body seemed to soar, followed by a pain in his nose, and his face had fallen firmly on the cement floor of the classroom.

Hearing the laughter in his ears, Qin Yi touched the blood flowing from his nostrils, propped up his body, and his face was habitually replaced with a frightened and flattering smile.

Looking back, as expected, a strong leg was lying across the desk aisle as usual. The owner of this leg belongs to "Brother Yi", Lan Shaoyi. At this time, Lan Shaoyi was full of bright smiles on his face, and said "sorry": "Oh! I'm sorry, Qin Yi, did you trip you? You fell really chic, and you threw yourself to the ground!!Hey, I finally had the pleasure of seeing this legendary POSE today! Thank you Qin Yi!"

"Hey, and nosebleeds. Would you like me to help you go to the infirmary?"

The oppressed smile is actually ugly, it represents the reluctance of the owner, and the anger and fear that cannot be concealed: "It's okay, it's okay, how dare you bother a brother, small problems, small problems......"

"First brother" said again: "Does it hurt? I'll do this to you, huh...... Tripping over you, does it hurt? I don't have an opinion on Brother Yi?" a pair of eyes stared at Qin Yi.

Qin Yi trembled, how dare he have any opinions, and hurriedly said: "Don't dare, don't dare, it doesn't hurt at all...... Hmm, hmm...... I don't, no comment. ”

said such faceless words, the whole class burst into laughter, and a boy laughed: "Sure enough, it is our good couple, the cultivation is so good, I think you will live a long life like a turtle!"

Qin Yi's face turned red.

Lan Shaoyi is a problem student, and he is still a standard social hooligan. It is said that his brilliant record is that when he was a freshman in high school, he once slashed five or six sophomores who were also troubled teenagers with a knife, and stayed in the juvenile detention center for several months before returning. Even the tall students in the school would flash away when they saw him. If Qin Yi dares to have an opinion, it will not be a problem of a little nosebleed, but I am afraid that it will be a big pool of nosebleeds.

Wiping the nosebleed from the fall, Qin Yi wanted to walk back to his seat.

But "Brother Yi" didn't let him go, grabbed his hand and said, "Couple, I heard that you like Yuejinghua, don't you?"

As soon as these words came out, Qin Yi was suddenly startled, and his face turned red like a monkey's buttocks. He was already clumsy, and he didn't know how to answer now.

Suddenly being exposed in front of the public and being exposed what they thought was secret, no matter who they are, they will feel embarrassed and humiliated.

Qin Yi reluctantly smiled: "Absolutely...... There is absolutely no such thing, brother, did you hear it wrong?"

The first brother smiled and said: "Oh, it's normal for young people to be bloody now, there's no need to be shy, come, tell the first brother." Qin Yi glanced at Yue Jinghua and found that she was indifferently tilting over here, her heart jumped, and she was so ashamed that she seemed to go to the ground. I don't know where I got the courage, I broke free from Lan Shaoyi's hand and ran back to my seat.

Lan Shaoyi probably felt that it was enough, and he didn't stop him. laughed loudly in the back: "Do you want me to help you express your love, I'm very helpful." The laughter of the classmates continued for a long time.

A book suddenly flew over, and with a loud "snap", it hit Qin Yi's nose hard, and the force was so great that Qin Yi was beaten backwards and almost fell. Because the corner of the book touched the fragile tear duct on the bridge of his nose, Qin Yi's tears couldn't stop popping up. He stared blankly at the direction where the book was flying, with an expression of disbelief on his face, and only Yue Jinghua was standing up, she was standing, and her hand was still throwing out.

The class was silent for a moment, and then looked at Qin Yi's funny appearance, and burst out laughing. Some of the students didn't laugh, but that didn't mean they meant well, on the contrary, the indifference, contempt, whispering, and schadenfreude in their eyes...... Show that they understand that a person is being bullied, but that they are happy to see it.

The so-called goodness of human nature is just a joke.

Yue Jinghua seemed to have a good relationship with Lan Shaoyi, and angrily yelled at Lan Shaoyi: "Brother Yi, you are enough, don't make fun of me." ”

He said hatefully: "That slut, if you can't fight back and scold back, how can there be such a man in the world? Hmph, the toad still wants to eat swan meat. ”

The "cheap goods" is Qin Yi, Qin Yi can understand it, and everyone can understand it.

People are good at being bullied, horses are good at being ridden, Qin Yi suddenly understood the true meaning of this sentence very deeply.

A knife stabbed hard into Qin Yi's heart, and something broke...... So much so that he was in a trance for the next class, as if he had entered a cold winter.

The events and people at this moment have been firmly engraved in Qin Yi's heart, and he will never forget them......

All emotions turned into anger.

Qin Yi felt that he had never been so angry.

His tablemate, who was also laughing, saw him sit down, restrained himself, laughed less loudly, and continued to read.

Qin Yi took a tissue out and plugged his nose. Anger rushed upward, and there was a burst of heat in his chest, and a trace of flush appeared on his pale face with excitement. He held the pen tightly and had no intention of reading, eager to take a knife to hack Lan Shaoyi to death: "****** Lan Shaoyi, Lao Tzu and you don't share the sky." X Your ancestors are eighteen generations, I and your mother XXX, and your sister XXX, and your sister XXX, if you have a wife, I will be with your wife XXX in the future, and let you be a big green-headed turtle ....... ”

"And the people around me who are laughing, isn't it funny? Damn, don't give me a chance in the future, if you have the chance, you will be the whole family, your mother's ....... ”

Qin Yi is like this, he didn't have to vent his anger, and he didn't dare to vent it, so his grievances had to be resolved by obscenity.

Otherwise, his tears would have flowed......