Chapter Seventy-Five: Tears in the Eyes (Volume 1)
Could it be the arrangement of Heaven in the dark?
In order to hide his embarrassment, he hurriedly took off the sunglasses hanging on the buttons of his jacket, he hurriedly put them on, turned around in a hurry, and subconsciously ran towards the path in a hurry.
He walked very quickly, dodging the branches under his feet, but not the trees in front of him, only heard the sound of "Peng", and he fell on his back.
"Far Mountain!"
Leng Yue exclaimed in surprise and ran over.
She knelt down and picked up his head.
"How are you?!"
She was shocked and sad, but at the same time full of melancholy and disappointment.
"What are you doing?!" she asked him with a trembling voice, "Are you practicing qigong?" Then you should hit the boulder, why did you hit the tree?" she reached out and took off the sunglasses from his eyes, looked into his eyes and said, "You don't want to see me, do you?"
She put down his head and wanted to stand up and walk away, but Yuan Shan, who had fallen to the ground, suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly...... He was like a drowning man, grasping at a life-saving straw.
He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word, just hugged her tightly.
Leng Yue was surrounded by him and sat on the ground, his eyes closed, pillowed on her legs, like a pillow on his hope.
"Open your eyes, okay?"
He didn't dare to look at her, he didn't have the face to look at her.
But there was a magic in her voice, a power that he couldn't resist, and he opened his eyes as if hypnotized by her.
So, he saw that on Leng Yue's haggard and tear-stained face, there was a sense of righteousness and profundity at this time. The big, melancholy, tearful, misty eyes were staring at him.
"Far Mountain!Far Mountain!Far Mountain!"
She called to him continuously, painfully.
"It's okay to call you by your name like that, right?" she lowered her voice, and asked him quietly.
"I didn't ...... It's okay......" he finally spoke.
Ever since he had made up his mind not to see the cold moon, he had struggled with himself and with his love. During this time, it was like hundreds of centuries had passed. Now, in the face of Leng Yue, he recognized that he- there was no way to escape!
"When I was ...... for ten minutes Pillow bar. He closed his eyes again.
His voice was hoarse and trembling, and his heart, which had been frantic for more than a month, had finally relaxed.
"During this time, you ...... How are you doing? I'm worried about ......."
Leng Yue stroked his hair with her hand before she said these words, and her voice choked...... Strings of new tears welled up under the thick eyelashes.
After a while, she finally controlled her voice:
"In the days when I haven't seen you, in addition to worrying about you, I've been thinking about whether I really know a person named Yuan Yuanshan...... Did you really fall in love with him...... Yuanshan, is this person who I have read too many poems in Leng Yue, written too many novels and "gone crazy" to fantasize about a character...... You have become a disease in my life!"
She paused, sighing.
These days, like a sick person, I wander the mountains...... My steps are tired, but my heart is helpless, overgrown with weeds! I don't know if I will ever see you again in my life, and how I will face you after I see you again, I don't know ......"
A big, bright teardrop fell on Yuanshan's cheek with her trembling voice.
The teardrops—glistening in the sunlight.
"Today, I see you very much, and I know that you really exist, not a dream I had. ”
She shook her head sourly.
"But in my imagination, when we meet again, you should still be the dashing and domineering distant mountain, not as powerless as you are now...... Sloppy you...... And I'm still the cold moon with the same demeanor, and it's not like it is now...... I'm emaciated!"
At this, her voice stopped.
A bone-crushing sorrow was reflected on her face.
From the slightly hot cheeks with tears not dried, to the slightly pale lips, it all seems to say: there is no happiness on this face!
"All of a sudden, I noticed that we all seemed to be getting old...... We don't have any more time to play hide and seek, hide and seek, or hurt each other......!
Suddenly, her voice suddenly became very low, and she trembled:
"Far Mountain! I spent my whole life ...... Waiting for a person, waiting for a ...... I love you...... Far Mountains...... I miss you...... Far Mountains...... I don't want to be a stranger with you, distant mountains......"
"Moon ......"
Yuanshan involuntarily sat up.
He hugged her in his arms with his backhand, and he stared at her, staring at her deeply, carefully, minute by minute.
"Moon...... Moon...... My moon ......"
He called her, dumbly called her, heartbroken called her:
"If I tell you...... I miss you so much, I miss you very, very much, completely, completely, so badly...... I almost went crazy thinking about it...... Would you believe it? If I tell you that, I'm scared...... I'm afraid that one day, you'll disappear from my life, I'm afraid I'm going to lose you completely...... Will you laugh at me for being cowardly, will you despise me?"
Leng Yue was lying in his arms, this terrible tenderness, every word hit into the depths of her heart, and the tears that had just stopped slid down from the corners of her eyes again.
"Don't cry!"
He said softly.
"I struggled hard for more than a month, but in front of you, it collapsed in a few minutes, and the whole army was wiped out......"
Speaking of this, his voice choked up...... He leaned down and gently kissed the tears from her cheeks, and finally stopped his lips on hers.
For a long, long time, he left her lips, and then murmured:
"I love you more...... Crazy love you...... I can't eat, I can't sleep well, and I can't breathe......"
He burst into tears, tears streaming down his face.
Her tears melted into one with his, wetting each other's lips, salty and astringent.
"Moon...... Do you believe that people can poison people?"
"What?"
"Hey, I won't be upset if I can't see you, and I'll be angry, and your voice will always ring in my ears......" He sighed and asked again, "What about you...... Do you believe in fate?"
The distant mountains look at the sky, and their eyes are moist.
"Yes! I believe it!"
Leng Yue looked at him deeply, and then she stood up and gently pulled him up.
"Because of the arrangement of fate, there was this miraculous encounter. She helped him clean up the dirt and weeds off his back and pants.
"Yes...... Fate is a terrible thing. Thinking of his situation, Yuan Shan said with difficulty: "Many times, people ...... Incapable of controlling their own destiny. ”
"Really?"
Leng Yue raised her head, and she stared at him.
"Do you have something on your mind?" she asked.
"I didn't ...... No ......," he said with some struggle, and smiled reluctantly.
"Really?"
She stared at him, from his head to his toes.
Her eyes were deep and sharp, with a penetrating heat that lingered on his face.
"Fate is also a very magical thing!" she said, "because of the arrangement of fate, there is a wonderful fate between people." ”
"Uh-huh!"
Toyama nodded, his arm gently wrapping around her waist, pulling her closer to himself.
"Moon!" he asked, "why do you love me, and where do you love me?"
He scrutinized her eyes carefully, deeply, eager to put her in his sight.
"I love you because you're you......" She lowered her eyelashes and pressed her forehead against his shoulder. "Because, you are the only person in the world! Yes—distant mountains—distant mountains!, and no one else'......" she whispered.
"Alas......"
Toyama sighed softly as he stroked her soft hair.
"You're not afraid that others will know and call you a fool? ”
"No name, no share?"
Leng Yue asked him hesitantly.
"Yes, no name, no share!" Yuan Shan cried out as if he had collapsed, "Because I can't give you a name...... I lost! and, by fate!"
His face was pale and unsteady on his feet, and he leaned against the tree at once.