It's very busy to visit relatives and friends during the Spring Festival.,I wrote something casually a while ago.,Today's update is for everyone to watch and play.,At least the progress can't be broken!

I finally graduated from university, and I was glad that I didn't mess around for a few years, and I successfully obtained the teaching certificate, and finally went to teach in a public elementary school in the city.

Because my university major is Chinese language and literature, so I teach Chinese here, in fact, I am not good at teaching, because I am an introvert, but also a person who is very eager for freedom, since I was a child, I hope that I can engage in a free industry in the future, such as creation, but in reality, my father told me: It is already very good to be a primary school teacher after graduation!

At least I have a formal job, I get a few thousand dollars a month, pay the rent, and be able to support myself, and I am no longer ashamed and uncomfortable to ask my parents for living expenses every month.

And I have been writing since my junior year, and now I have more than two years, which can be regarded as a small achievement, and like ordinary street writers, I dream of becoming a god with a monthly income of one million...... More importantly, I love this freelance profession.

From the first day I stepped into the threshold of the elementary school classroom, looking at a group of children who seemed to be well-behaved, but in fact they were extremely naughty, I felt a sense of powerlessness, of course, I can't deny that they sometimes have a very cute side that touches me, but when I write all kinds of lesson plans that can never be written, and participate in all kinds of endless training lectures, I will still secretly swear: when I write a good career, I will quit this damn job!

In addition to the pressure of life, there is another very important reason for me to stay here: Ms. Lin Xuelin, the homeroom teacher of the third grade.

She is very young, not long before me, only a year older than me, and she is very beautiful, dressed elegantly and not exaggeratedly, and according to my careful inquiry, she is still single!

I'm also single, and it's weird if I don't have an idea!

Maybe God is coming to take care of me at this time, and I also teach the Chinese of the class she took (I taught three classes in total).

Time passed like this, in my intentional or unintentional conversation, and we were of the same age, both fresh out of college, and soon got to know each other.

The more I came into contact with her, the more I felt her charm. She taught foreign languages, but she also spoke Mandarin very well, and more than once I audited her classes, I became more and more captivated by her vivid teaching, sweet voice, and moving back, until later, I could not deny that I was no longer just listening to her classes......

It's a pity that our offices are not in the same place, but I still often find some teaching reasons to go to her office to find her, and after a long time, the other older teachers in her office seem to have noticed something, but I don't care......

Her personality is a little quiet and introverted, and she actually looks like a Chinese teacher. I went to her many times, and she replied to me very seriously with a work attitude at first, but after many times, she seemed to realize that my purpose was not pure, and gradually, sometimes she became a little shy in the face of my deliberate accosting...... Such a girl, coupled with a beautiful but good look, for me, is completely irresistible.

Unfortunately, the more attractive she became, the more ashamed I became, for I was shorter than she was, which, alas, made me a little unbearable.......

Secondly, I think a beautiful and excellent girl like her: it is impossible for no one to chase, according to the laws of reality, in the end, she was either picked up by a handsome guy or picked up by a BMW, and I was neither handsome nor rich......

When I think about it, I feel that I am really too incompetent, is it interesting for me that she is now facing me with her shyness and avoidance? Wake up, boy, haha, that is just a polite way of not wanting to embarrass me.

For this reason, I was very depressed for a while, and even during the recess, a little girl in the class came to me and asked, "Teacher Yang, are you unhappy?"

I laughed and said, "Am I usually a hippie smiley?"

The girl still didn't give up and continued, "You rarely talk to Teacher Lin anymore, so you're upset. ”

When I heard this, I was shocked, why, are all children feeling so keenly now? Are all little girls so mature now???

I casually gave him a few perfunctory words, pretended to be calm and dealt with the rest of the matter, and then fled back to the office.

For the next few days, I felt like I was really cowardly! Why can't I pursue someone who doesn't have a boyfriend? I imagined something that didn't exist to hit me......

I made up my mind that I couldn't go on in such a painless and self-pitying way, and I wanted to take the initiative to pursue her!

One day at noon, I went to the office to find her as usual, and after discussing a few topics, I had to annotate notes, so I was borrowing her office

The other teachers' desks sat down and began to write.

After a short time, a strange young man walked in with a lunch box, walked up to her, said something, and left.

I sat in place as if I was clicked, the man was undoubtedly taller and more handsome than me, and his relationship with Lin Xuelin was undoubtedly closer than mine.

I didn't know how long I was alone, but I finally mustered up the courage to smile and ask in a joking tone, "That's your boyfriend? ”

Lin Xuelin's bright eyes looked at me, and she couldn't help but say with a smile on her face: "That's my brother, who brought me food." ”

"Ao, your brother. Looking at her playful and somewhat narrow smile, I was really embarrassed, and the reaction was a little flickering in my face and eyes, and I didn't dare to look at her directly.

I gritted my teeth and plucked up my courage again: "Mr. Lin, are you free tonight? ”

I've been single for many years and don't know how to chase girls, but I think I should eat first and get to know each other.

Lin Xuelin was a little embarrassed after hearing this, I am usually not very good at hiding my emotions and feelings, as soon as these words came out, even a fool knew what I was trying to do.

She didn't say a word, ate her meal, and didn't dare to look at me, just when I was getting more and more lost and wanted to change the topic to skip this embarrassment, she finally spoke: "I have time tonight, thank you." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, not knowing if she was willing or unwilling to refuse to hit me, but there was still hope.

After I went back, I made some preparations, went to a nearby hot pot restaurant with her, and chose a separate and quiet room, so that it was easy to talk without other influences.

I've been single for too long, and I'm very proud to go out to dinner with my friends, and I'm not very good at taking care of people, but I still try to be as enthusiastic as possible to get food, vegetables, and drinks for her until I feel embarrassed myself.

When she came out to eat with me, she was also a little shy and couldn't let go. I deliberately drank a little more, and the whole person finally became a lot more natural, and gradually talked about some more in-depth topics, we talked to each other about the things in the previous school, hobbies (it turned out that we both like to read, which made me a little secretly happy), and even the things of their respective families, and in the end, the two finally let go completely.

Sure enough, eating can greatly enhance the understanding and affection between the two sides, we didn't leave the hot pot restaurant until a few hours later, it was already after ten o'clock, and when we got to the road, because I drank a little more wine, I seemed to be very into the drama and said: "I'll send you back!"

Lin Xuelin covered her mouth and laughed, looking very happy, and said, "Why did you send me back?"

Not to be outdone, I half-jokingly said: "I'll take a taxi to take you back, these days, it's not safe for girls to take a taxi at night." ”

Lin Xuelin was noncommittal, and continued: "What if you really encounter danger?"

Without hesitation, I continued, "That danger can't hurt you unless you step over me!"

Lin Xuelin smiled lightly, I felt that something was wrong, and added: "Don't worry, with me, any danger can be resolved, if it can't be resolved, I will protect you with all my might." ”

These "lines" (but from the heart) have been spoken very explicitly, and when I say these words, it shows that my feelings for her are very obvious except that the window paper has not been pierced.

She was still smiling shallowly, incomprehensibly, and silently did not answer, and I noticed that her face was a little red, perhaps because she had drunk too much wine tonight.

After I sent her to the community, I took a taxi back by myself, meditated on tonight's events, and I felt very satisfied, at least the relationship between the two of us has deepened, and the future will be long!

In the following time, we were really different, and we were rarely unnatural or awkward when we spoke, but we often made jokes, and I was very happy with the result, and I felt the need to take another step.

I knew that our new teacher had to write a lot of lesson plans and participate in a lot of training, and she was actually more tired than those who had been teachers for many years, not to mention that she was still a class teacher, and the time must be very tight, so I specially chose a weekend, Saturday afternoon, to meet him again.

I was more relaxed this time than last time, and I was full of hope that she would naturally agree, but I didn't expect it......

She said that she had something else to do, and her face turned red.

This reaction, at first glance, is that the kind of person who is not very good at lying lied!

I sighed secretly, not wanting her to be so embarrassed, and forced a smile: "That's okay, it's okay." ”

I laughed at myself and went back to my office, but this time it wasn't as painful as the first time, and I felt a sense of relief.

Originally, human suffering comes from the desire to get it but not get it, and when you don't want to get it because you can't get it, then it won't be

I felt some pain.

But I thought I could get it and wanted to get it.

Lin Xuelin's voice and charming figure are still clearly or vaguely imprinted in his brain, becoming a seed that will still suffer for a long time.

Later, I overheard from the teacher who shared her office that he rejected me that time to go on a blind date.

I try to put my heart away, do my own things and work well, especially my creative career, and hope to leave this place as soon as possible, where there is no attachment, only regret!

In the following time, I became very calm, neither depressed nor enthusiastic, just doing my job, nothing more, no longer thinking about anything wrong.

Lin Xuelin was very apologetic for my calmness and even deliberately alienated, thinking that it was the last incident that offended me, and even deliberately looked for words several times to arouse my desire to chat, so as to resolve or forget these unpleasantness.

Seeing her like this, my heart is even more bitter, everyone is a young teacher in the same school, and they teach the same class, it can be said that they are like-minded, it is best to go hand in hand, and it is best not to have any trouble.

I tried to show that I wasn't angry, and I tried to regain some of my previous enthusiasm when I spoke to him, and everything seemed like I was just a clumsy performer, and I didn't control my emotions at all, as I thought I was smart.

But it didn't matter anymore, I was going to leave this place after all, and I felt better when I thought about it, until one day it overturned my opinion of all this.

Lin Xuelin took the initiative to come to my office, and he did not hold a bundle of homework or a few lesson plans in his hands as usual, and his hands were empty.

I looked at her in amazement, and after a while, I said, "Teacher Lin, there is... What's the matter?"

She was normal when she first came in, but as soon as I opened my mouth at this time, she suddenly became a little at a loss, and whispered: "That hot pot restaurant tasted good last time, we... Let's go again. ”

I guess she didn't let go of what happened last time, and she squeezed a smile on her face and said, "This... No... No need. ”

She immediately interrupted me and said, "You must go! You invite me once, can't I invite you once?"

I don't know what this means, do I have to owe each other to be at ease? I was a little unhappy in my heart, but seeing that she was so demanding, I casually agreed: "Okay, I will definitely go when you choose a time." ”

I was relatively idle, but she still chose a night, asked me once, and I said yes when I was free.

This time, she still chose a private room with no one in place, and unlike last time, this time she took a lot of wine instead of drinks, and I naturally had no objection, I expected that no matter how bad my alcohol was, it would not make her drink down.....

In addition to the polite greetings, I was not as attentive as last time, eating, drinking, chatting about some things, and gradually, the atmosphere became harmonious, but it was still within a certain extent.

I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but she talked about it, and by this time she had drunk a lot of wine, and her face was crimson, but her eyes were still calm, and I advised her not to drink anymore.

She seemed to muster up the courage to speak: "It was my parents who forced me to go that day, I... I didn't want to go, but they insisted on me going, they had been preparing for a long time, I didn't want to upset them, and I didn't expect you to be so angry......"

I immediately retorted, "I'm not angry. After drinking a glass of beer, he added, "I understand you." ”

She looked at me blankly and said, "What do you understand about me?"

I was speechless for a while, but seeing that her demeanor and eyes were different, I had to persuade again: "Teacher Lin, don't drink anymore, I'll go get you a bottle of drink to relieve the bar." ”

I was about to get up when she burst out crying and exclaimed, "You don't understand me! ”

I suddenly looked at her, only to see her burst into tears, her eyes full of grievances.

I jerked out the tissue and wiped away her tears.......

At half past ten o'clock there were not many people on the street at night, and we came out of the store hand in hand, and she suddenly leaned over and kissed me.

I suddenly realized that I hadn't confessed to him yet, so I struck while the iron was hot and said, "In that case, Mr. Lin, Miss Lin Xuelin, are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

"I don't want to!" She immediately replied slyly.

"Okay, if you don't want to, then what are you going to do with me? After saying that, I made a gesture of wanting to kiss her, but she couldn't dodge, and finally I hugged her and kissed her tightly on the red lips.

At this time, a fresh breeze was blowing on the street, accompanied by a faint drunkenness, and the two were immersed in it and forgot everything.

This story is pure fiction! The writer is here to wish the world lovers to become married!