Chapter 205: Love is Hard
"Yes, and in these three months, I do have some important things to deal with, and I will spend less time with the beautiful Emerald Feather Yellow Shirt in such a beautiful place. "I have some regrets, but I don't regret it, since I can't make a promise, why do I have to fall deeper and deeper?
"Shameless, who wants you to accompany you!" Huo Qingtong couldn't hold back, finally laughed, gritted his teeth, stopped, raised his head and said to Xu Yang categorically: "Even if it's only three months, or less, as long as you want, Qingtong is willing to marry you!"
"Huh!" Xu Yang didn't expect that even if he was so honest, Huo Qingtong still couldn't let go.
"This can't, I can't delay your life!"
Huo Qingtong heard this: "What is delay? The days between Mamir and Ali are also very short, but as long as the two parties truly love each other, time does not mean everything...... I can't remember the following. ”
"If the two love for a long time, how can they be ...... in the morning and twilight" Xu Yang bowed his head and chanted this poem.
"Yes, yes, the master once told me about this poem, what a beautiful artistic conception. Huo Qingtong said with a smile.
Xu Yang was dumbfounded, Huo Qingtong's performance caught him by surprise.
He thought that Huo Qingtong would either not understand or not believe it, with her extraordinary mind, it was easy to find the flaws in her words.
Even though, these words are true.
But it's too shocking, if it weren't for the fact that he had read too many online articles in later generations, to be honest, Xu Yang himself wouldn't believe in any crossing, any possession.
Even so, when he first crossed over to the small world, it took him several days to accept it himself.
But I didn't expect that Huo Qingtong would be able to understand and accept it all?
She is a natural female commander, a female leader, and her IQ can be said to be much higher than that of Xu Yang herself.
Then, there is only one possibility, she really believes Xu Yang too much, so much so that as long as Xu Yang says it, she defaults to the facts.
This...... It seems to be even more difficult to do.
"Qingtong, listen to me, Mamir and Ali are just legends, their final ending is not good, I don't want you to be sad, and I don't want you to ruin a lifetime of happiness for these three short months. Xu Yang swore that he had never been so serious.
If this is just a game, a false world, of course he doesn't care, and he will happily accept it.
The confession of a beautiful woman, what are you kidding, if you miss this village, there will be no such shop.
However, in this world, he has lived for nine months, and these nine months of life have made him truly feel that the whole small world is definitely not a simple digital world.
Everyone here, everyone with a name and no name, is a real person, a person of flesh and blood, and a person with thoughts.
None of them are digital creatures, soulless beings who follow the program.
It's a parallel space that really exists.
He didn't know how the system did all this, he just knew that he didn't dare to act recklessly here.
If he agreed to marry Huo Qingtong at this moment, he would be very happy, but it was not fair to Huo Qingtong at all.
After three months, he must leave, and Huo Qingtong may be very happy in these three months, and then, she will be accompanied by boundless waiting, or deep disappointment.
He was not sure about returning to this small world again, he asked the system what conditions he needed to come back, and then the system rejected it for lack of permissions.
Even if you can come back through hard work in the future, the time of the small world is definitely not parallel to the external time and space, and when the time comes, what you return to may be the small world decades or even hundreds of years later.
How will I face the dying Huo Qingtong when the time comes?
You might even see just a tombstone!
Xu Yang didn't dare to take this kind of risk, and he couldn't bear to take it.
He is just a dick young man in the future life, and he can't afford such a heavy responsibility.
His conversation with Huo Qingtong today was originally just to cut the love thread with the sword, but unexpectedly it became tighter and tighter.
However, his decisiveness was even more decisively denied by Huo Qingtong.
"The first time I saw you, I admit that I had a bad impression of you. Huo Qingtong suddenly smiled: "That day, I thought you were an ordinary lecherous Han who bumped into me just to get my attention." ”
Xu Yang couldn't say anything, so he could only listen quietly.
"When you came to consult with my father, I still thought you were an ordinary man, or, or not as lustful as I had thought, but very greedy for money. ”
"Later, you led us to capture the heavily guarded Lanzhou City, and helped us recover the precious Koran, and I have already changed my opinion of you. ”
"The chief helmsman Chen, who is known as the leader of the Red Flower Society, is born with a good skin, and his identity is far more noble than yours, but he has no responsibility, if it weren't for your help, maybe the well-fed Qing army would have swept the entire Huijiang, so at this time, how can I talk to you calmly?"
"How could it be that most of the looted food and money was used to save the victims, how could such a thing be done by a profiteer who was greedy for money and lustful?"
"That time in Yucheng, you could have gone to explore the treasure alone, but you found an excuse to ask us to go back to the ministry to help, and deliberately divided thirty percent of the wealth to us, you said I don't know your kindness?"
"Why do you have to pretend to be greedy for money every time, but do what those chivalrous people may not be able to do?"
"This time to treat the big guys' injuries, you nominally asked them to donate medicinal materials and secret tips, but many people couldn't get them, and you also healed their injuries, didn't you?"
"You like me, and I can see that the way you look at me is completely different from the way you look at others. ”
"As long as you say a word, you have never liked me Huo Qingtong, I will leave immediately, find someone to marry casually, and I will never come to pester you again. ”
"You say!"
At the end, Huo Qingtong was already choked up.
Say?
It's a.
Xu Yang complained in his heart.
Huo Qingtong can be regarded as a lover, and some of her unreasonable behaviors are perfectly explained by her as taking care of her.
However, there is one thing he really can't deny.
He really likes Huo Qingtong very much.
But it was precisely because of this that he could not delay Huo Qingtong's lifelong happiness.
In that case, can he still be considered a human being?
"Qingtong, I admit that I like you, I once thought that I could stay with you for the rest of my life and grow old. Xu Yang said slowly, his expression was very solemn.
"However, I can't do all of this now, and once I marry you, I can't let go of all this in front of me. I can't guarantee that I'll come back, and if you can't bear the pain of lovesickness then, why shouldn't I?"
"Do you think that the rest of my life will be spent in thoughts and repentance, and will there be joy for the rest of my life?"
"You can sacrifice everything for love, but please forgive me, you can't sacrifice yourself and your lifelong happiness for love, it's a lifelong thing for two people. ”
"I'm sorry!"
After saying that, Xu Yang let go of his hand, and let Huo Qingtong's jade hand slowly slide down.
Turning around, Xu Yang held back the surging in his heart and wanted to walk away from this sad place, but he couldn't walk away.
Because he was hugged from behind, so tight, so hard.
He could even feel the tears of the woman behind him, with a slight body temperature, moistening his back.
A line of hot tears also welled up in Xu Yang's eyes.
I couldn't hold back, it was too embarrassing, Xu Yang thought.
He jerked his head back and hugged the woman behind him who had cried and had lost her makeup.
At this moment, no shrewd calculations, no moral constraints, no longer exist.
He just wanted to hug the graceful woman in front of him tightly and use the strength of his whole body to soothe her wounded heart.
Even now, he was in tears.