260 When love is a thing of the past
Rongcheng.
Sichuan Shu Hospital.
Gao Ge was on the night shift tonight, she was still as busy as ever, but she didn't mind. When you do the industry you like, busyness will become fulfillment, and you will be happy.
And since Xu Mu didn't know how to teach Zhou Liu a lesson in dentistry a few months ago, no one in the hospital would be cheeky to pursue himself during this time, and the lobbyists that Zhou Liu asked for had rested.
This is what makes Gao Ge feel very happy.
Today's night shift is relatively busy, there is no emergency, emergency situation needs her to deal with, she just sits in the office to read a book, listen to Rongcheng music radio station......
Well, listening to music radio stations, this more retro habit, is one of Gao Ge's hobbies.
The average person, except when driving, probably rarely listens to the radio.
But since Gao Ge went to work, especially when she was on the night shift, she was reading books and listening to the radio in the office.
It's a very old song playing on the radio, realization.
However, it is not the original version sung by Xin Xiaoqi, but the version sung by Li Zongsheng, the lyricist and composer of this song.
This version, Gao Ge also prefers it.
"I thought I was going to cry, but I didn't;
I'm just watching your footsteps in a daze, giving you my last blessing;
Isn't this a kind of realization, which allows me to see myself clearly;
Though the pains of lovelessness will be in the deepest part of my soul day and night......"
This should be regarded as a very sad song, if there is a story and empathy, hearing this song will inevitably have a strong sense of substitution and a dull mood.
But in Gao Ge, it sounds okay.
The separation from Xu Mu was a peaceful breakup, although it was inevitably sad, but it did not suffer too much emotional injury.
And now that the two have broken up, they are still friends, without any bloody plots.
So now Gao Ge has no sadness about love.
"I thought I was going to get revenge, but I didn't. When I saw the man I loved so much, he was as helpless as a child. Isn't this a kind of realization, let you see yourself clearly, being loved is a luxury of happiness, but unfortunately you never cared......"
Hearing this paragraph, some people may be moved to tears, but Gao Ge not only does not empathize, but wants to cry.
On the contrary, I felt that I wanted to laugh......
She and Xu Mu separated, but she never thought of revenge, nor did she cry.
As for Xu Mu, whom she loved deeply, it was impossible to cry.
She couldn't understand why many people would die of sadness and cry after breaking up?
It seems that if you break up, the sky will fall, and life will be meaningless?
Life is in a hurry, is the meaning of life to be in love?
Gao Ge doesn't think so.
She even resembles Xu Mu before in terms of mentality, feeling that she is more free after separation, and she doesn't need to think about more things.
Compared with love and love all day long, Gao Ge is more willing to devote his limited energy to work and medicine.
Improve your medical skills, cure diseases and save people.
This is much more meaningful than falling in love!
"If our love is wrong, may you and I not suffer in vain, and if we have given with all our hearts, we should be satisfied......."
Hearing this lyric, Gao Ge agreed with half of it.
After talking about love for so many years, she doesn't think it's a mistake for her and Xu Mu's love. But even if the two break up now, she is quite satisfied now that she once loved and paid sincerely.
I don't regret it at all, I once loved someone with all my might.
After a song on the radio station, the hostess's rather magnetic voice sounded, saying: "I don't know if there are any listeners like me who like Li Zongsheng's version of comprehension the most." Although this version seems to be the least ostentatious and tear-jerking of all the versions, it sounds like telling a thing in a bland way, and even a little hanging.
But I believe that as long as people can understand, they will find Li Zongsheng's version, which is the most heart-wrenching.
There has always been a saying, called if you don't listen to Li Zongsheng when you are young, you don't understand it, and that's what you say, that's roughly what it means, right?"
Hearing this, Gao Ge couldn't help but shake his head slightly, smiled slightly, and was noncommittal.
If you don't listen to Li Zongsheng when you're young, it's not confusing to understand?
Perhaps.
She likes the songs written by Li Zongsheng very much, thinks the lyrics he writes are very good, and the songs are also very good, and he is one of her favorite Chinese musicians.
In Gao Ge's opinion, these old songs from ten or twenty years ago are much better than the works of some idol singers now. She would rather listen to these old songs on a loop than listen to the current saliva songs.
However, she only thinks Li Zongsheng's songs are good, but she can't understand the joys and sorrows in it.
But the next words of the hostess made her very interested.
Li Zongsheng, who has not held a concert for six years, will hold a world tour this year, and one of the stops is in Rongcheng.
At the end of next month, tickets can be bought now.
Hearing the news, Gao Ge immediately looked through the calendar.
On weekends, and on my own vacation, I should have time to go to concerts.
The opportunity is quite rare, after all, Li Zongsheng has not held a concert for six years! If he misses this opportunity, I don't know when the next time will be.
So, Gao Ge quickly made a decision, opened the ticket buying website, and bought the ticket.
The ghost sent the gods, and she bought not one, but two tickets......
She remembered that Xu Mu also liked Li Zongsheng's songs.
Looking at the order, Gao Ge frowned, slightly hesitant,
But she quickly smiled again, and didn't think too much about it, just listening to a concert doesn't mean anything.
didn't flip through the address book, and directly entered Xu Mu's phone number.
Gao Ge has a good memory, as long as it is the most important and closest person around her, she can remember the phone number.
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After hanging up the video call with Zhou Miaomiao, Xu Mu didn't continue to watch her live broadcast, and turned around to pet the cat.
At the same time, he also pondered how to transfer the experience of Bazahei's cultivation to the human body.
As a result, after a while, the phone rang again.
Originally, he thought it was Zhou Miaomiao's call again, but he didn't expect it, but it was Gao Ge.
Why did Gao Ge suddenly call himself?
Xu Mu was a little surprised.
However, it's okay......
The phone is connected.
"Are you busy?"
Gao Ge's familiar voice with a natural coldness came, and even the first sentence of the opening sentence was very familiar.
"I'm not busy, pet the cat. Xu Mu replied with a smile.
"Do you still have a cat?" Gao Ge shook her head, she was different from Gao Ge. Although she also thinks that small animals are cute, she will never have pets.
She didn't have the time or the heart to keep a pet.
The two chatted for a few words.
Soon, Gao Ge got back to business, ready to ask Xu Mu if he had time to go to the concert together next month.
It's just that before she could ask this sentence, Xu Mu muttered a little, um, a few times.
Gao Ge, who had been with him for four years, naturally knew what Xu Mu's situation was, so he said in surprise: "What do you have to tell me?"
"Forehead......" Xu Mu scratched his head, and finally nodded and said, "There is one thing ......"
He actually didn't want to tell Gao Ge about this.
But he knew he should tell her.
"You say, I'll listen. Gao Ge didn't think much about it.
"I ...... Fell in love. Xu Mu felt that his throat was suddenly a little dry.
Silent.
Half a minute.
Then, Gao Ge's smiling voice came from the phone again, and said, "Good thing, congratulations to ......" After saying a few words, she paused, and asked in a hesitant tone: "Yes...... Zhou Miaomiao?"
Xu Mu scratched his head again, and said in a dry voice: "How did you guess?"
Gao Ge seemed to be still smiling, but he just said with a Buddhist word: "I just think it...... You guys...... It seems like...... Pretty good character, right?"
Xu Mu didn't know how to answer, he was in a very happy mood.
Suddenly, I couldn't say what I could say, so I had to smile reluctantly and say, "Well, it's quite suitable......"
"That's good, that's good, that's good......"
Gao Ge repeated it three times, and that's good.
After that, the atmosphere fell silent again.
Xu Mu broke the silence and asked, "By the way, you called me today, is there something wrong?"
"Actually, it's nothing, it's just that in two days, our department will have dinner, and I want to go to the Four Seasons Hot Pot to eat hot pot, and I want you to help me set a place......"
"Little things, no problem. When it's time for you to eat, just tell me. ”
"Well, then I'll hang up?"
"Well, goodbye......"
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Toot toot.
There was a busy sound on the phone, and then the call interface was launched, but Gao Ge only put the phone down after half a ring.
At this time, the music radio station was playing another classic song by Li Zongsheng, when love is a thing of the past.
"Love is a problem, it's dizzying;
It may be possible to forget the pain, but it is not easy to forget you;
You have never really left, you are always in my heart;
I still have love for you, and I can't do anything about myself......"
Hearing this, Gao Ge finally came back to his senses.
She has always been like an iceberg, but when she heard these lyrics, she suddenly looked panicked, a little hurried, and quickly quit the radio station.
Gao Ge wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
It turns out that Li Zongsheng's song is really amazing......