Chapter Thirty-Six: Collapse

Wang Luojie opened the door and came in the moment he threw himself into the monk's arms, and said tremblingly: "Lao Tzu is freezing to death, Lao Tzu is about to freeze." ”

The monk patted him sympathetically and sneered: "You are also kind enough, you dare to run out in late autumn wearing short sleeves." ”

Wang Luojie's eyebrows trembled, and he threw a lot of things in his hand to the monk, and said dissatisfiedly: "You don't have a conscience yet." I'm going to get you breakfast early in the morning, and I'm going to count it. ”

Long Guan came out of the bedroom sleepily, yawned and said, incoherently: "What the hell, it's so noisy in the morning." ”

The monk took the breakfast and walked to the kitchen, and said to Long Guan, "Tell them all to get up and have breakfast." ”

Six people sat around the table for breakfast, and the atmosphere this morning was as confusing as the cold and dry air outside the window. Everyone only lowered their heads to eat and drink, and Wang Luojie wanted to say something several times, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them with the food in his mouth.

The appearance of the night made the six people seem to have reached a fork in the road, and the night's orders seem to force them to a place where there is no way back. In the past, they had Mengtuo to take care of them, and they could do whatever they wanted, but now after the person who was really in charge of the Qilin Pavilion appeared, they realized that they no longer seemed to be able to do what they wanted like before. For them, the Kirin Pavilion seemed to have begun to transform from a safe haven to something else, and they were used to enjoying it as if they were not ready to pay the price.

After breakfast, Wang Luojie went back to the bedroom and fell on the bed, wrapped tightly up and down, no matter what others said, he just didn't move.

In desperation, Li Han had no choice but to say: "Okay, what should everyone do, let's go, and I'll talk about other things in the afternoon." ”

The evil spirit and Yi Shui went back to the bedroom directly, and the monk stopped Li Han and said, "I'll talk to you." ”

He glared at Long Guan again and said, "This matter has nothing to do with you." ”

Long Guan smiled and said, ", what do we two brothers do you and me, your business is my business." ”

"Then I'm sleepy now, you can sleep in my place. The monk rolled his eyes and looked at Longguan.

Long Guan stood up and said dissatisfiedly: "What is your little, I know what it is with my eyes closed." I'm too lazy to pay attention to you. ”

The monk waited for Long Guan to enter Wang Luojie's bedroom before he frowned and said, "You should know what I'm going to say." ”

Li Han nodded and hummed: "I should be able to guess what you said yesterday at the old man's place." ”

He scratched the back of his head, trying to be as relaxed as possible, but his hands were shaking...

"I'm conflicted. For the first time, the monk showed a painful and tangled expression in front of people, sighed deeply, and shook his head helplessly.

"I don't know exactly what's going on between the two of you. But..."Li Han thought about it for a long time, searched for words in his mind for a long time, and then said, "I can see that you can't let go." ”

The monk stopped talking and looked down at his hands.

"Have you held hands?" asked Li Han.

The monk nodded, and then smiled bitterly: "Once it rained, she grabbed my hand......"

"Your palms are sweaty, aren't you? Li Han chuckled, without the slightest negative connotation.

The monk smiled wryly.

"I understand. Li Han's smile was more bitter and confused, "At the beginning..."

He shook his head suddenly, laughing at himself, "It's far away." If you can't put it down, don't put it down. Ever since I met Don Jr. on the train, I knew that she was different from everyone else, and that such girls were even rarer than us freaks. ”

The monk seemed to have something to say, opened his mouth for a long time, and shook his head in vain. How could he say that Gui Meng's death was indirectly responsible for Tang Xian's? If Tang Xian hadn't told him to go out that day, maybe Gui Meng wouldn't have died, if he stopped Gui Meng on the street, if he received a call from Yi Shui, if he ......

There are so many tragedies that would never have happened, how can he forgive himself?

How could Li Han not understand the self-blame and apology in his eyes, everyone in the Blood Moon was willing to sacrifice for each other, and everyone in the Blood Moon was afraid of sacrificing each other for themselves. The monk's pain lies in the death of Guimeng, he takes all the responsibility on himself, he suffers from pain and remorse every day, and he is silent in the prison he has built.

Li Han didn't speak, he knew the monk too well. He knew that no matter what he said, the monk would not be able to dissolve his heart knot, not only him, even if Yi Shui said it to him personally, the result would not be much better. Unless the dream is alive, it's just...

"So don't you dare to accept Xiao Tang?" Li Leng smiled, he didn't know that the monk had suppressed it for a long time before he mustered up the courage to confide in him, he couldn't untie the monk's heart knot, but at least he wanted the monk to face Tang Xian bravely, this matter had nothing to do with Tang Xian, she shouldn't have put such a heavy shackle on the back of Blood Moon.

Li Han didn't wait for the monk to speak, stood up and grabbed the monk's shoulders with both hands, and roared with tears in his eyes: "Can't let go and dare not accept?

The evil spirit came out of the bedroom and looked at it, and went in again without saying a word.

The monk lowered his head, sighing like an old man in the twilight, how much sorrow and grievances were mixed together, and how much pain and forbearance supported him not to fall.

Li Han sat down suddenly, sighed deeply and said with a wry smile: "I'm sorry, I'm too emotional." ”

"I understand. The monk said, "I understand." ”

Li Han suddenly had nothing to say, rubbed his hair, and muttered, "I don't want you to repeat the mistakes of the past." ”

"I know. The monk said quietly, "There's something I want to tell you. ”

"Hmm. Li Han collapsed on the sofa, a little prostration.

"I'm tired. "The monk is quiet, quiet and quiet, quiet and unnoticed.

Li Han's body trembled and sighed, "I thought that the first person to say this would be an evil spirit." ”

The monk seemed to have a lot to say, but it was finally condensed into one sentence: "You should have thought that it was me." ”

"You weren't the first to say that. Li Han closed his eyes and his voice was ethereal, "It's my brother, you should have thought that it should be him." ”

"I couldn't find the motivation. "The monk is more ethereal than Li Han, almost*, almost like smoke," first for Wang Luojie, and later for ourselves. But now?"

The monk sighed, and added three points of sadness: "We train and train every day. For what? for not knowing when to kill? I don't know... I'm tired. ”

Li Han didn't speak. He remembered the airtight old mansion a few years ago, the person who was admired and admired by countless heroes and heroes, what did they do it for...

The monk continued: "I don't dare to imagine what the future will be, is it such a lifetime? We are different from Mengtuo, this is not our world in the first place, we are people, not machines? I don't want to let myself be dirty, I can't wash it. What to do? ”

The monk's voice trembled, Li Han had never seen him so excited, the monk held his head in his hands, trembling in pain, and his body was spasmodic and twisted.

"I know. Li Han's voice was hoarse, "I pulled you into this circle, I should have let the Blood Moon disband, the Blood Moon has completed its mission, and leaving behind will only be the shackles of all of us." Everyone is bound by it, and this is not the freedom we want. Nor is it a blood moon. ”

Li Han opened his eyes and looked at the monk, his eyes blazing: "Let's go, monk, let's leave." Go to the world that is truly yours. Be an example for them, I know they're all tired and eager to rest... This kind of complaining thing is only something you can bear. ”

"I don't know if I'll ever be able to go back. The monk smiled strangely, "I've fallen in." Can you still get out?"

"Yes. Li Han's voice was so firm, "It may be impossible for everyone, but you definitely will." Monk with our expectations, let's go,"

The monk stood up and began to walk towards the door.

Li Han followed behind him and did not speak quietly.

The monk opened the door and stepped out, his back gloomy.

Li Han didn't speak.

The monk suddenly turned around and hugged Li Han and cried bitterly! The monk was crying so loudly that the voice-activated lights on several floors were turned on.

The evil spirit, Yi Shui walked out of the bedroom and looked at the monk, but no one spoke.

Li Han didn't speak, kept his eyes open to prevent tears from staying, biting his lip and dripping with blood.

The monk cried like a child, and the mournful cry ruthlessly tore Li Han's heart, and the monk cried enough, and turned around and went downstairs without saying a word.

He didn't look back once. There was no hesitation.

Li Han stood in place and didn't speak, and the tears in his eyes never broke the embankment.

Back in the living room, Li Han threw himself on the sofa, only to see that the monk did not hold the mobile phone. Did he really want to stop contacting them in the future? Li Han only felt that the bitterness in his mouth made him hate to vomit, he knew that the current result was the best for the monk, but he still couldn't believe that the monk just left...

left the blood moon like this, unlike Wang Luojie, the monk did not go to relax. It's never going to come back.

What are they insisting on now? The organization has been overthrown, and Wang Luojie's identity should be foolproof, why do they still live this kind of life? What are they doing with this kind of life of worrying every day, you are dying, and you are dying?

Why did you still stay in the Qilin Pavilion? Li Han knew that the monk was asking himself, asking himself why he was staying, why?

Why? Li Han asked himself, is it for Xu Yifei? Is it for Mengtuo? What is the purpose of their stay?

Now, the monk is gone, who will be next? The evil spirit that has been silent? Yi Shui, who has been more indifferent lately? Or Wang Luojie? Or Long Guan?

Why can't it be himself? Why did he stay?

Li Hanxi moved his lips, and suddenly felt so tired. Tired like never before, the double devastation of body and mind brought him to the brink of collapse.

Long Guan sat down opposite him, changed his usual straightforward and impulsive posture, and said slowly: "I'll tell you something." ”

Li Han nodded, unable to speak again. The current Longguan is the real Longguan, who knows that Longguan's impulsiveness and irritability on weekdays are all disguises? For the sake of the blood moon, he sacrificed too much.

"Is the monk gone?" asked Long Guan.

Li Han nodded, and the corners of his mouth began to ooze blood again.

"We're all tired. Long Guan smiled, his voice sad and sad.

Li Han nodded.

"The monk can't get out. Long Guan smiled even more sadly, almost crying, "We have long been incompatible with the outside world, and our end has been doomed since the time we chose to help you rescue Wang Luojie." The monk just wanted to use Tang Xian to deceive himself, and he couldn't go back at all. ”

"We can't go back, and he'll go back. Li Han stared at Long Guan with a pair of scarlet eyes, gritting his teeth and being furious.

"It's because we can't go back. He can't go back. Long Guan's voice was even sharper, cutting Li Han's eardrums sharply.

Li Han looked at Long Guan with pain in his eyes.

"Monks are not affectionate. Long Guan's eyes were confused, "He will come back." But how can we bring him back, he's the only soul in the Blood Moon. He's going to make our dreams come true. ”

"What are you going to do?" Li Han's eyes widened in vigilance.

"If—" Long Guan smiled strangely, "The monk is left alone in the blood moon, will he live well?"