Chapter 15: Despair

Xu Yang sat back in his seat in despair, in the past few months, Liu Qian has gradually become cold to him, but he didn't expect that it would fall to the point of breaking up.

Obviously, she has always been very good to her, she is reluctant to eat or wear, and with a little money, she will help Liu Qian buy some gifts she likes, although they are not very expensive, but Xu Yang has done his best.

As long as Liu Qian can be happy, she is willing to do anything.

However, with herself, it seems that Liu Qian is not very happy.

His hand suddenly touched the small box in his trouser pocket, and smiled bitterly, I'm afraid this gift will never be given.

Xu Yang didn't cry, he couldn't cry, he wanted to cry without tears.

There was a familiar mobile phone ringtone in his ears, not his own mobile phone ringtone, but it was indeed very familiar, it was Liu Qian's mobile phone? She is back? Xu Yang reluctantly raised his head and looked at the source of the sound.

No, it's just that Liu Qian was so emotional that she forgot to take away her mobile phone.

Picking up the phone, Xu Yang wanted to return it to Liu Qian, his eyes swept away, and the caller's name displayed on the phone was "close partner".

It's a partner at work, Xu Yang didn't think much about it.

When she went out, Liu Qian had long since disappeared, so let's go away.

The mobile phone was still thinking about it, Xu Yang was upset by the noise, and connected the phone casually.

The voice was so familiar, Xu Yang didn't have time to speak, so he heard the person opposite say, "Xiaoqian, did you dump that guy?"

It's like falling into an ice cellar in an instant, this sound, is ......

"Why don't you speak? I can't help it? I told you a long time ago, Xu Yang's kid is a waste, if you hadn't begged me at the beginning, how would I have let him enter our company, now it's okay, I finally found a way to fire him, didn't I do it all for you? Honey, come to me tonight, I bought a new bottle of red wine, it's the brand you like............"

For the rest, Xu Yang can't listen to it, and there is no need to listen to it.

Manager Wu, Senior Wu, Wu Jiliang, really a good senior, a good boss, in just a few seconds, Xu Yang's brain is running fast like a high-speed computer, and the bits and pieces that are usually accumulated are running in the brain at a fast speed.

Why does Senior Wu take care of his unrelated junior?

Why is Manager Wu so strict with himself when he usually works?

Why did Xiao Qin say that the secretary of the board didn't notice his absence at all, Wu Jiliang specially told him.

Why has Liu Qian become more and more cold to herself in the past few months..................

This kind of kind of little bit, everything, all got the real answer in these few seconds.

Xu Yang wanted to scream, wanted to cry, wanted to smash the phone, and wanted to find a knife to chop off Wu Jiliang.

However, all these thoughts were stopped by the cold eyes in front of him.

With cold eyes and a cold appearance, is this the person he cares about day and night? Is this the woman he wants to spend his life with her?

This beautiful and ruthless woman is destined to leave irreparable scars in Xu Yang's life.

Liu Qian snatched the mobile phone from Xu Yang's hand, and finally gave Xu Yang a cold look.

Not only did he not have any guilty feelings, but even Xu Yang only saw disgust and determination in that look.

Then, Liu Qian turned around and shook off Xu Yang's gaze in a graceful posture and walked away quickly.

It's like, stay away from a pile of garbage.

"Ah............h

It was late at night, and the night wind was blowing, and it was a little cold.

It's just early autumn, and the temperature drops so quickly, no one thought of it.

Under the street lamp, a man dragged a long shadow, wearily walking down the street.

In the red and swollen eyes, there was no life and no fighting spirit.

It is not betrayal and deception that destroys everything.

Just disappointed.

Disappointment in life, disappointment in love, disappointment in oneself.

No matter how much Liu Qian deceived herself, she was right in one sentence.

No woman will like her previous self, the one who has no ideals, doesn't want to struggle, and is dedicated to getting by.

Why do people have to like themselves, a promise, or those love words?

Promises will change, love words will get bored, the snobbish modern society in front of us, the comparison is always comprehensive strength, I want money without money, I want power without power, I don't even have a little spirit of hard work, and I deserve to be dumped.

But what can be done?

Getting the system seems to have opened a new door for Xu Yang, but the betrayal has already happened, what can the system do?

Thinking too much, with Xu Yang's previous temperament, even if he reversed time and space, all this would not happen?

A lazy mood hit Xu Yang's heart, I really thought, sleep well, sleep until I can't get up again.

It's a long way, and the way home seems to be never-ending.

I want to close my eyes and never open them again.

Forever.

Xu Yang really closed his eyes, but his tired body still maintained the direction and speed of his progress.

It's so dark, it's pitch black in front of me, this feeling...... That's nice.

It's like being in a world that will never be harmed, serenity, peace.

I enjoy this loneliness, I want to do it again, and I don't wake up again.

With his arms outstretched, Xu Yang embraced the darkness.

The "s............queak" was accompanied by a screeching brake sound, and Xu Yang's brief tranquility was broken.

"Are you blind, are you blind, go to the middle of the road and look for death?" the incoherent words represented the horror of the truck driver.

No driver will have a good temper in front of a man who walks to death in the middle of the road of his own accord.

Xu Yang opened his eyes and looked at everything around him: "I'm sorry, I was distracted." ”

Everything in front of him made him secretly frightened, a big truck was only less than ten centimeters away from the bridge of his nose, if it wasn't for the driver who was alert and stepped on the brakes in advance, then he really didn't have to wake up.

"If you want to die, don't bother others, Huangpu River doesn't have a cover, jump down and die fast!" The truck driver is still scolding, if he hadn't stepped on the brakes in time, he would have killed this guy, lost money, investigated, I'm afraid that he would have worked in vain for a year.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, the driver jumped out of the truck, and he wanted to beat the guy in front of him to death.

However, the moment he drew his fist and faced each other, he saw Xu Yang's eyes, what kind of eyes is this, dead silence, hopelessness, emptiness, with all this, can there be anything else besides death?

The truck driver's anger had turned into sympathy in an instant, and he swung out his fist, immediately changed his posture, and slapped Xu Yang on the shoulder: "Young man, don't think about it, there is a solution to everything, death, can't solve any problems." ”

The power of this slap was so great that Xu Yang's small body was almost slapped down.

But this slap also seems to have slapped back Xu Yang's three souls and seven spirits.

yes, what can death solve?

Xu Yang smiled.

Author's note: It's finally out, the time is already past 0:30 midnight, this paragraph is written very hard, very abusive, not only for Xu Yang.

But this must be something Xu Yang needs to face, the last wildfire before he rekindles the hope of life, and it is a tribute for him to say goodbye to the past.

The outline has long been set and cannot be changed.

Kavinka exploded, but I still wrote it, and I'm proud.

Although, it may not be too pretty.

Trust me, this book will get better and better in the future.