On the Avenue of Integration, there is the life and death of a new "me" every moment, and those who cultivate and keep the true "me" can be done in a moment.

The guest who made my second brother Zhang Hua's face a little unnatural was Yu Chenghua, who served the state power agency. Not only my second brother, but even my parents were surprised, Zhang Yu and the girls were also very curious, maybe, everyone was a little strange to see Yu Chenghua come to my house again.

The second brother Zhang Hua didn't say a word, threw down his rice bowl and returned to his house, but Yu Chenghua was a little embarrassed and called me outside alone after a few polite words with my family.

After coming to the edge of Wolong Mountain, Yu Chenghua opened his mouth and said to me: "Santong Xiaoyou, the recent chaos in the cultivation world has even spread to the world, I hope you can take action to stabilize the situation." "When he spoke, he looked at me with very hot eyes

I paid a little attention to his appearance, his expression was very haggard, and he was afraid that he hadn't taken care of his beard for a few days, it seemed that he had choked on the things in the cultivation world in the past few days.

"Really?" I asked casually and lightly, let me come forward? A few days ago, because of those mysterious existences in the Nine Heavens, I was very sad, and during this time, I didn't use my divine sense to pay attention to the situation around Jiusizhang, listening to Yu Chenghua say this, is it really chaotic?

Yu Chenghua asked me to come forward to stabilize the situation, just because Zhang Santong is the only person who can use his magical powers, and those people will give me face? Is it possible?

Besides, I'm injured like this now, and I'm sick with my body......

Yu Chenghua looked at me a few times, frowned, his two hands bent his fingers from time to time, and said with a worried expression: "Hey, the situation is really worrying, after those monks left your house, they can be said to have used all the means of fighting each other. In addition, their power in the secular world is also extremely huge, and if this continues, the normal order of society will be disturbed to a great extent. After saying it in one breath, Yu Chenghua's eyes kept staring at me.

In his eyes, I clearly saw a few words: help, Santong Xiaoyou.

Immeasurable Heavenly Venerable! It's really troublesome, I thought about it. I opened my mouth and asked him, "Isn't it because of your identity that you can't shake those people?"

"Huh!"

Yu Chenghua smiled bitterly and said, "When I came forward, they were able to restrain themselves a little bit. But as soon as I left their field of vision, these people continued to fight, and in just a few days, there were dozens of murders in the monastic world due to fighting. ”

"Hey......!"

Hearing this, I sighed slightly. said to Yu Chenghua: "If this is the case, I am afraid that if I come forward, I can only temporarily relieve it." It doesn't play a fundamental role. ”

Hearing my words, Yu Chenghua was a little stunned, and suddenly thought of something, he hurriedly said: "Last time I said to Xiaoyou, I hope you can open a mountain and establish a faction, if this is the case, maybe you can really restrain these people, after all." The Great Dao of Cultivation is what attracts them the most. ”

I frowned, thought for a while, and said to Yu Chenghua: "Wait for me to think about it, if it really doesn't work, then I'll help you come forward." ”

Get my reply. Yu Chenghua grabbed my hand excitedly and said, "Thank you, little friend." Let's try to control the situation first, and if it really doesn't work, I'll contact you when the time comes. ”

"Okay!" I nodded.

Yu Chenghua took out a cigarette, lit it, and then continued: "Presumably Xiaoyou also knows that some time ago, about the treasure of the Queen Mother of the West, recently, there was an abnormality there, and the monks of Huaxia gathered in the medicine ditch again, because of the grievances and grievances that have occurred in the past few days, there, like a huge powder keg, the matter is very serious, you also know that in today's society, there is such a situation, how much impact it will have on the society." ”

"In that case?" I asked.

With a bitter smile again, Yu Chenghua nodded, exhaled a puff of smoke, and said in a distressed and helpless tone: "Yes, I am afraid that the army will also come forward at that time, in fact, now, the area around Yaoshuigou has been completely blocked." ”

Yu Chenghua left after receiving my reply and telling me about the relics of the Queen Mother of the West, I stood on the edge of the top of Wolong Mountain, standing there quietly, looking at the barren mountains in the distance, I suddenly felt very depressed in my heart.

I'm thinking, since the confusion of the Yuan Shen Dacheng and the completion of Mount Tai, my Taoism has stagnated without a trace of progress, after this injury, my heart is always inexplicably troubled, and the Taoism is showing signs of regression.

Even when I think about things, I think about this and that, and my mirror-like state of mind is not calm because of some recent events.

Especially on that day, the several mysterious existences that were cracked by the green danding above the nine heavens were even more pressing on my heart like several mountains, am I afraid? Or am I worried about something. My recovery has been so slow these days, is it because of this concern?

What am I cultivating for?

Cultivating everywhere, I started with a playful mentality, and then a series of things happened, and now, I don't dare to tell the truth about my family's feelings;

Because after cultivating, I became extraordinary, so that a few girls tugged at my heartstrings all the time because of me, am I really afraid of hurting them, or I, Zhang Santong, have been avoiding this problem?

Because after cultivating, I found that the Zhang family of Jiusi Zhang was not simple, and now there are many questions;

Because of the entry of countless immortals, demons, and true spirits, I don't know what to do;

Because the Xuanhuang Banner that has accompanied him for more than two years has become the Xuanhuang Realm;

Because he is the only cultivator who can exert his supernatural powers in the words of others, and sometimes when he is persuaded by others, he has the idea of opening a mountain and establishing a sect;

Because of the mysterious and powerful existence of that day, he is no longer invincible between today and today;

Think about me at the beginning, and then think about me at this time, what is my true self? Why do I feel that my life is not so real? Could it be that after I have practiced the Tao, this is the result, and this is what I wanted to cultivate in the first place?

It is said that cultivation is the continuous rebirth of the true "me", the Tao is endless, and the true "me" is also born and born. He also said that cultivation is a process of returning to one's roots and finding oneself, but what about me now? Is it the real me? Is my current state of mind my true nature?

I couldn't help but be confused again.

As my thoughts wandered wildly, gradually, the more I looked at the desolate mountains in the distance, the more depressed my heart became. The true element in his body is also a little disordered.

"Santong, what are you thinking?"

Zhang Yu's voice suddenly remembered behind me, and when I heard her concerned voice, I actually broke out in a sweat, and she came to my side to speak. I just found out that she had arrived, what was wrong with me?

I shook my head slightly and said, "Nothing?"

Zhang Yu walked up to me, sat down, and looked at me. She spoke again: "Santong." ”

"Yes!" I replied casually.

"Have you noticed that you have changed a lot in the past few years?" Zhang Yu looked at me, her eyes were very calm, suddenly. I'm a little calmer inside.

Smiling unnaturally, I said, "Who can stay the same." ”

"No, your changes are not the same as those of ordinary people. Zhang Yu said lightly: "Especially after going to college, you have become more powerful, ethereal and unapproachable." ”

Is that so, I didn't get angry when I heard Zhang Yu say this. But I asked myself, is this really the case?

Zhang Yu smiled slightly, leaned on my body, and said, "Yes, in high school." Even if you study very poorly, or later on, when your studies are skyrocketing. It's like a student every day, going to class on time, but you think about how many people care about you after you go to college, you always disappear for no reason, sometimes you can tell us in advance, sometimes you don't even say hello, and disappear for so many days, do you know how many people care about you?"

Hearing Zhang Yu's words, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, it seemed to be the case.

Zhang Yu continued: "I know that you are cultivating the Tao, but will the cultivation really become like this? I have also read a lot of monastic books, and they all say that if you have realized the wonderful way, you can feel the truth, flow and integration of life anytime and anywhere. You can't lose yourself when you experience the truth of life, but how can I feel that you are not? How good you were in high school! How real you are. ”

...... , Hearing Zhang Yu's words, I couldn't help but open my mouth slightly, yes, life is real...... Do I feel it?

"What a beautiful view!"

Zhang Yu suddenly changed the topic, looked at the mountains in the distance and said, "What a beautiful scenery?" Why is it depressed and depressed in my eyes, but so beautiful in Zhang Yu's eyes?

I couldn't help but bow my head and look at Zhang Yu, looking at her eyes that were so quiet and transparent.

At this moment, I seemed to understand something.

Looking at Zhang Yu's eyes, my mood gradually calmed down, the depression in my heart gradually dissolved, and my mind became broader, "Hehe!" Inexplicably, I laughed.

When Zhang Yu heard this, she turned her head to look at me, a hint of surprise appeared on her face, and then she showed a happy smile, even her eyes were full of smiles.

"Thank you, Xiaoyu. Stretching out my hand, I gently waved the messy hair on her forehead, and looked up at the mountains in the distance, it was really beautiful, faintly, I suddenly felt that the speed of the injury in my body was slightly accelerated, and my innate spirit was more in tune.

"Let's chirp!" suddenly kissed Zhang Yu's forehead, I stood up and laughed loudly, "Hahaha, haha......!"

I finally understood.

The so-called Tao is in the heavens, goodness is in the hearts of thousands of people, and beauty is in the mountains of a hundred miles. Look at me in the past period of time, the state of mind is empty, but it is the realm of emptiness, the Tao is nothing, but it is false, the innate primordial spirit forcibly achieves greatness, thinking that I have found my true self, but it is not me.

"Santong, what's wrong with you?" Zhang Yushuang asked me in a low voice with a hint of confusion in her eyes, she may have been a little confused by my actions and laughter just now.

What a lovely person, I gently hugged her in my arms, smiled and said, "It's nothing, I suddenly figured out something." ”

Zhang Yu gave me a playful look and asked me, "Santong, what are your plans next?"

"Study hard and cultivate the Tao every day. ”

Zhang Yu glanced at me again, it didn't seem to be similar to what I said, the heavens and the earth, and Zhang Yu, what I said is true!

Zhang Yu asked me again: "What about after graduation?"

I smiled and said, "After graduation, I got married, and then I took my wife and children to the ends of the earth to play." ”

Brush! Brush! Zhang Yu's eyes turned white this time after hearing my words...... Babbling, Zhang Yu's eyes blinked at me just now, and now with the blink of his eyes, both eyes are white at me, this time it's white, haha......

Talking and laughing, Zhang Yu and I returned home, my parents and they all finished dinner, everyone didn't ask me why Yu Chenghua came to me for, my mother and Xiaoman plus my second brother and eldest brother played mahjong together, my father was making smoke on the side, and my sister-in-law was studying the Qiankun red envelope box I made on the other side, and when I came in, my sister-in-law smiled unnaturally.

After a while, my father finished smoking, stood up, walked out the door, and before leaving the door, he turned back to me.

"Little San, you come out for a while. ”

I followed my father to my room, where I sat down first, lit a cigarette, and asked me, "I heard that your third uncle asked you to go to country M?"

"Yes. "I poured two glasses of water and put them in front of me and my father.

When my father heard my answer, he frowned, pondered for a while, and then said to me, "You may not know that our Zhang family also has a branch in country M. ”

Well, our Zhang family also has a branch in country M? Why haven't I heard of this matter?

The father said, "It was a generation before your grandfather, in the thirties. What is going on over there now, I don't know the specifics, your third uncle may be there when he goes to country M, when the time comes, if you go, look at them, after all, they are all clansmen. ”

"Okay. I nodded.

"That's right!"

My father suddenly raised his head, stared at me and asked, "What's the matter with that red envelope box, it's so big, but it's a lot of red envelopes poured out?"