"But... I always hoped that I could be the one who stood side by side with Master. ”

Qin Jue turned his head and continued to look at the direction in which Qin Jiang and Mengyu had disappeared, his eyes soaked with unspeakable disappointment.

"It's a hard and long road. ”

Hearing Qin Jue's words, Zilu didn't know what it was like in her heart.

In the past, I thought Qin Jue was very annoying, and I thought Qin Jue was very annoying.

But now he doesn't necessarily make people feel at ease.

And, when he is deep, he is a little incomprehensible.

Perhaps, Qin Jue's inner demon is Qin Jiang.

"I'm not afraid!"

Qin Jue's eyes were firm.

"Master, if you want to catch up with Qinjiang, it's not as easy as you think!"

Zilu patted Qin Jue on the shoulder, asking him to distinguish the reality.

"Why?"

Qin Jue was puzzled.

"Master, why don't you carefully recall everything you have heard about Qinjiang in the sect. For example, what your master and uncle often mention, and your older brothers, as well as the group of servants in the sect who gave your master. They will have all kinds of things to say about your master, and you can try to put together the pieces of wood just like we did in the fifth level. Maybe you will know more about your Master as a person, and you will understand that it is really difficult for your dreams to come true. ”

Zilu provides a real and feasible reference for Qin Jue.

“... Could it be that only by growing up to be like Brother Mengyu can you become a person who stands side by side with Master?"

After carefully recalling the days in the sect, Qin Jue felt a little related in her heart.

"Well... Not necessarily. ”

Regarding Qin Jue's statement, Zilu felt that it was difficult to stand, and it also deviated greatly from reality.

"Huh?"

Qin Jue looked at Zilu with deep confusion.

"My brother, even my twin brother doesn't know what to say. He... It's a very complicated person. Even though I've been with him for a long, long time, if you're going to ask me to find the right word to describe him for a moment, I can barely find it in my head. If I had to find one, I think the word complex might be more appropriate. Although he and I were twin brothers, and ate and slept almost together, we were never separated. But... I still don't understand him, I don't understand what kind of person he is. So, master, you said that only by growing up like my brother can you stand side by side with Qinjiang, I think such a statement is really inappropriate!"

Zilu's expression was very tangled.

"Then I..."

Hearing Zilu's words, Qin Jue's heart was half cold.

"Master, I know that you are also a little confused now. You are a little powerless, obviously you want to move towards your goals and ideals, but after walking step by step for a long time, you suddenly find that there is still a long distance between yourself and your goals. Doesn't seem to have taken a step closer, right?"

Zilu touched Qin Jue's head and said empathetically.

“... Be. ”

Qin Jue threw herself into Zilu's arms, gently wrapped her waist around Zilu, buried her head in Zilu's chest, and said in a low voice.

"I've felt that way too. ”

Zilu quite understands Qin Jue's feelings.

After all...

"Your target should be Brother Mengyu, right?"

empathizing with Zilu's sentence, Qin Jue is not difficult to speculate.

"Yes. He's a good guy and he's something I've wanted to pursue all my life. However, I found that he will always be a bright moon, and no matter how I chase it, a star will never be able to compete with the bright moon. ”

Zilu caressed Qin Jue's back and said as if sighing.

"So... You gave up?"

Hearing that Zilu had almost the same state of mind as herself, Qin Jue asked softly unconsciously.

"No, I never gave up on catching up. It's just that I also understand that I can't possibly catch up. This kind of chase is like walking on a secluded path where you can't see your fingers, there is a bright light in front of you, and you keep walking towards the light, but you can never touch the light. Although the process can be disappointing, when the path is illuminated by the sun, you will realize that you have already come a long way. You become the best version of yourself. ”

Vicissitudes of Purple Dew.

“... Become the best version of yourself?"

After listening to Zilu's words, Qin Jue digested it slightly, and then raised his head and looked at Zilu, a little puzzled.

"Well, because you've grown up in the process. ”

In Zilu's eyes, there is a bit of gentleness and a bit of clarity.

"Grow into the person you want to be, grow into a good person?"

Qin Jue thought according to Zilu's words.

"Hmm!"

Zilu nodded, that's what he meant.

"Xiaolu, thank you for your enlightenment. I understood what I had to do. ”

The haze between Qin Jue's eyebrows and eyes dissipated.

"Well, it's good that the master understands. ”

Zilu smiled with relief.

"Xiaolu, thank you for always being by my side, taking care of me, helping me, and enlightening me. I can't repay this kindness in my life. ”

Qin Jue took Zilu's hand, held it in the palm of his hand, and said sincerely.

"The master is serious, everything about the master is Xiaolu's sky. Naturally, for Xiao Lu, these are nothing, and it is Xiao Lu's responsibility. ”

But Zilu felt that Qin Jue was exaggerating.

“... Duties?"

Hearing the word duty, Qin Jue's eyes immediately felt a little pain.

Isn't Zilu not as good as herself?

Or is everything he does to him because of the arrangement of his master and Brother Mengyu?

It's not because of yourself at all?

Is the old self really too bad?

Is it really that disgusting?

Could it be that without the blood contract, Zilu would have left herself alone and left alone, and she didn't want to deal with herself, an ignorant person?

“...”

Actually, Qin Jue's question was very sharp, and for a while, Zilu was a little stunned and embarrassed.

After all, as far as Zilu is concerned, it is actually difficult for him to distinguish what kind of feelings he should have for Qin Jue, just like Mengyu is to Qin Jiang. In this world, when reality and illusion overlap, who can tell the difference, whether it is a dream or reality?

“...... Isn't there a little bit of it that comes from... Are you the person?"

Seeing that Zilu didn't answer her question, the pain in Qin Jue's eyes increased a lot, and even her voice began to tremble, and tears were ready to go.

“...”

Looking at the feeling of expectation and pain in Qin Jue's eyes, Zilu suddenly remembered Mengyu's suggestion, and it seemed that this time was an excellent opportunity.

According to her own speculation, Zilu took Qin Jue in her arms, clasped the back of Qin Jue's head, and kissed her deeply.

"Hmm~"

"Hmm~"

Zilu used her tenderness to soothe Qin Jue's unstable heart.

"It's all from my heart. ”

Feeling that Qin Jue seemed to be unable to support it, Zilu separated the two slightly, allowing Qin Jue to breathe.

Zilu looked at Qin Jue's eyes and said affectionately.

"I can feel it. ”

Qin Jue's eyes were hazy with tears at the moment.

It turns out that Xiaolu still cares about herself!

"Hmm~"

"Hmm~"

The two kissed inseparably.

"Hey, what are you two doing?"

Suddenly, Meng Yu pointed to the two little ones who were still doing bad things, and exclaimed.

"Brother... Elder brother... Brother, why are you back?"

Meng Yu's voice frightened Zilu and quickly separated the two, with a look of surprise.

"Dreams... Dream... Brother Mengyu, I... I... We didn't do anything. ”

Qin Jue, who was forgetting to be close to Zilu, was so frightened that she couldn't speak clearly, and she wanted to bury herself in the soil.

However, Qin Jue's red lips are not three hundred taels of silver here!

Mengyu is not blind.

"It's getting dark, do you want me to spend the night somewhere else?

Meng Yu retorted menacingly.

"No... No... No. ”

Qin Jue really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

"You didn't do anything, when I was blind, did you?"

Meng Yu asked with a teasing look between his eyebrows, crossed his waist, and asked.

"I... I... We..."

Qin Jue's face became more and more red.

"You... You... Don't stammer, speak clearly!"

Meng Yu felt more and more that it was too much fun to tease these two little ones.

And Qin Jiang silently supported his forehead in his heart, he had never seen such a cheap and arrogant cat.

“... We didn't really do anything. ”

Zilu said with some embarrassment.

"Hahaha~"

Meng Yu almost laughed, threw herself into Qin Jiang's arms, and laughed breathlessly.

"You guy! Look at how scared people are of you! How old are you, and you are so naughty!"

Qin Jiang is simply helpless with this cat.

"Hehe~ Isn't it fun to scare them? We've been watching the great spring for free for a long time! Master, don't pick yourself up! We're watching it together!"

Meng Yu poked a certain cherry evilly, and smiled evilly.

Hum!

Qinjiang, Qinjiang, don't put garlic here!

Aren't you happy too?

I don't want to do it alone!

Anyway, I have to pull a cushion!

Dream Feather's pit teammate skill is on.

"It's... You pulled me into the water, and I'm embarrassed to say it!"

When it came to this, Qin Jiang really felt that he was wronged.

Originally, they saw Qin Jue and Zilu hugging each other from a long distance. Qin Jiang felt that he should wait and then pass, but he couldn't stand the cat's various teasing, so he picked a good place with the cat, planning to see if there would be a picture of spicy eyes next.

When he saw the two kissing together, Qin Jiang also reached out to cover the cat's eyes, thinking that this kind of thing would have needle eyes if he saw too much. But it was confused by the cat's paws, and the cat thought that it was white and didn't look at it. No, Qin Jiang had to accompany his little cat to do the work of voyeurism.

Qinjiang really doesn't want to!

What a shame!

"Why are you embarrassed?"

The cat's face is taken for granted.

"Thick-skinned!"

Qin Jiang pinched the cat's little face hatefully to vent his bad feelings.

"Thick-skinned, you can eat enough!"

However, Meng Yu felt that she was not at fault at all.

Of course, Meng Yu still felt a little regretful.

After all, I didn't have any big dishes, but only ate a few bites of refreshing side dishes, which really made people feel quite scratchy.