As soon as Ye Jinyi returned to Yu Ning's courtyard, he asked the little maid to give him bath water, and his sleeves and hem were stained with some blood, which had already dried on his clothes, making him feel uncomfortable. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

The wind was still strong, but it never rained, and it was unpleasantly gloomy.

When he went back to the room and took off his clothes, his night brocade clothes were soaking in the bathtub, his head was a little dizzy, groggy, and the feeling of soaking in hot water was even worse.

Obviously, he didn't make a move, but he felt that his bones were falling apart, and he felt that he was a little tired, really tired.

He just wanted to get a good night's sleep, and after a short time soaking in the hot water, he closed his eyes.

But after a stick of incense, he opened his eyes, not only because he was asleep, but also because it had begun to rain heavily, and the summer rain was so violent that it hit the window with a loud sound.

He came out of the tub, and the water was still warm.

Dry yourself, get dressed, tidy up, and step out the door.

The wind was strong, the rain was heavy, and there was a slight fishy smell in the air, but it didn't make him feel tightness in his chest anymore. The rain hit the roofs and the ground, splashing and soon there was water in the yard.

Walking to the side of the steps, the raindrops were blown down on him by the strong wind, and the raindrops splashed on his face, bringing a bit of a biting chill. Through the rain curtain, he saw that some white petals on the big tree in the courtyard had been knocked down by the raindrops, and the rain was spreading all over the ground.

The rain did not mean to stop, Ye Jinyi held the carved railing on the corridor with both hands, looked at the lotus pond blankly, and watched the lotus leaves rise and fall because of the raindrops.

He had a problem that he didn't understand, and that question was like a boulder weighing on his heart for three whole years. He killed Shen Yuan, but Shen Yuan didn't hate him, but was unusually good to himself, and he couldn't believe it.

This kind of good has allowed him to live in great guilt all the time in the past three years, and when this guilt accumulates to a certain extent, he is about to go crazy and collapse.

Why did Shen Yuan treat him like this? Why did he torture him in this way?

For example, protect yourself at all times.

For example, believing in oneself unconditionally is scary.

For example, today, where did Shen Yuan get the courage to protect himself and block that sword for himself?

Or is it that Shen Yuan wants to torture himself in this way, if that's the case, then, Shen Yuan, you have succeeded.

Shen Yuan, you have tortured me in this way for three years, do you think I will give you another chance to torture me? Even if your brother is killed by mistake, and you, I will never show mercy.

Ye Jinyi withdrew her hand, her narrow eyes narrowed, and she was full of bloodlust and yin owl emotions, and turned around and walked out suddenly.

Ye Jinyi was already on the verge of losing control, and he seemed to be extremely depressed, seeking a liberation in the posture of killing gods and killing Buddhas when he met a god. On weekdays, however, he was extremely gentle, smiling, like an elegant and elegant immortal, and this kind of wild and violent appearance had hardly appeared, just because what Shen Yuan had done today had broken through his limits.

He killed Shen Yuan's eldest brother, Shen Yuan didn't blame him, not only did he not blame him, but he was willing to give everything for him, even his own life.

He is not afraid of hate, he is afraid that he has hurt others, and that person is still good to him as if nothing has happened.

He would rather Shen Yuan directly stab him with a sword, it would be thousands of times better than letting him suffer the condemnation of conscience, but Shen Yuan didn't do it.

It was a great pain and suffering for him.

He must know the reason, otherwise, he will ruin this guy who messes with his mind today.

In such a rainy day, running at such a fast speed, the raindrops hit the face like a knife, and it hurts. He squinted his eyes and touched his face with his soaked sleeves, but the horse's speed did not slow down.

"Young Zhuang Master, ・・・・・・・ you" The guards of the Boundless Villa saw the night brocade clothes coming in the rain, and their bodies were full of soaring killing intent, and they subconsciously blocked it.

Ye Jinyi kicked his feet with a fist, with great force, and directly threw the guards aside, and went in directly without even looking.

Ren Ziyu was taking care of Shen Yuan's room, Shen Yuan's injury was indeed serious, but it was not life-threatening, after He Banyue helped him with medicine and injections, he had already woken up, but he was just silent about how he was injured.

Ren Ziyu helped him decoct the medicine and handed it to him, but he didn't drink a sip, his mind was full of Ye Jinyi's mocking gaze at that time.

There was a sound of heavy footsteps at the door, and when he looked up with great difficulty, he found that Ye Jinyi was drenched and rushed in, and his eyes were full of hostility.

"Ziyu, you go out first. Although he was talking to Ren Ziyu, Ye Jinyi's eyes were still fixed on Shen Yuan.

"Big brother, but ・・・・・・" Although Ye Jinyi's tone was the same as usual, Ren Ziyu felt that something was wrong when he looked at Ye Jinyi's face, and his fierce gaze made Ren Ziyu numb and had to speak carefully.

"Get out!" Ye Jinyi couldn't help but roar, and his eyes swept over Ren Ziyu with his flames, making the latter shudder, and walked out of the room with his head down, and glanced at Shen Yuan with some concern before walking out of the room.

Ye Jinyi walked towards Shen Yuan step by step, and the rain on his body fell drop by drop along his footsteps. Shen Yuan looked at him with a wry smile and shook his head helplessly, there was no pain in his eyes, but a relief.

"Shen Yuan, why are you doing this?" Ye Jinyi slowly approached Shen Yuan, with an extremely gentle smile on his face, but that smile was now extremely grim and cruel in Shen Yuan's eyes.

"Say, why?" Ye Jinyi stretched out his hand and pressed the injured place on Shen Yuan's chest, and his movements were very gentle, making Shen Yuan feel that the wound was a little sleepy and painful, and it was very uncomfortable.

Shen Yuan closed his eyes slightly, as if he didn't intend to answer this question.

Seeing Shen Yuan's appearance, the corners of Ye Jinyi's mouth hooked up a grim smile, and the hand that pressed on Shen Yuan's wound tried his best, as if he would not let him die of pain, and the white clothes that Shen Yuan had changed into soon had bright red blood stains.

Shen Yuan couldn't stand being tormented by this sudden sharp pain, and opened his eyes suddenly, he couldn't help but tremble, his face was as pale as a piece of paper.

"Why?" Ye Jinyi finally restrained her smile and looked at Shen Yuan seriously, "It's been three years, do you think it's not enough to torture me?"

Ye Jinyi took out the dagger from his sleeve and put it on Shen Yuan's neck, and the sharp dagger quickly left a bloody mark on Shen Yuan's neck. His hand was very strong, but the dagger didn't go any deeper, he just forced Shen Yuan to look at him.

"Big brother, what are you doing?" Shangguan Ruoyi heard the news out of nowhere, and hurried over, but what she saw was that her most respected eldest brother wanted to hurt her husband, she ran over and pushed away the night brocade clothes, and lay down in front of Shen Yuan's bed tightly.

Ye Jinyi glanced at Shangguan Ruoyi who was blocking in front of her, her tense face was a little loose, this scene seemed familiar.

"Ruoyi, get out of the way. Shen Yuan, who was lying on the bed, looked at Shangguan Ruoyi and spoke weakly.

"Shut up. Shangguan Ruoyi turned her head to stop Shen Yuan from speaking, but her eyes were full of worry and distress, she looked at Ye Jinyi again, and pleaded, "Big brother, although I don't know what happened, you and Shen Yuan are brothers, you can't treat him like this." ”

"Ruoyi, get out of the way. Ye Jinyi lowered her eyes, and her voice was very faint, but with bloodthirsty emotions. The bloodstained dagger was still tightly held in his hand, and he raised his head suddenly, and the yin owl's gaze swept towards Shangguan Ruoyi.

"No, big brother, I beg you, he is my husband, I can't look at you like this. She shook her head desperately and begged Ye Jinyi, seeing that Ye Jinyi's face was still calm and gloomy, she knelt down in front of Ye Jinyi and grabbed Ye Jinyi's sleeve.

"Ruoyi. Shen Yuan saw Shangguan Ruoyi kneeling in front of Ye Jinyi, and struggled out of bed suddenly, but fell to the ground because his body was too weak.

Shangguan Ruoyi didn't seem to hear Shen Yuan's stop, but just desperately begged Ye Jinyi: "Big brother, do you think it's good to let Shen Yuan go in the face of Mo Qi and Mo Li, they are not yet three years old, you can't let the child grow up without a father." ”

Hearing this, Ye Jinyi's eyes that had been quiet finally fluctuated. He looked down at Shangguan Ruoyi's tearful eyes, then raised his head and glanced at Shen Yuan, who was weakly lying on the ground, and suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth and chuckled.

"Bang dang. "The dagger was thrown to the ground by the night brocade.

Shangguan Ruoyi looked at the dagger thrown in front of her, and suddenly looked up at Ye Jinyi: "Big brother." ”

"Young owner. Shen Yuan also frowned and looked at him with difficulty.

But he just quietly turned around and planned to leave, he didn't want Shen Moqi and Shen Moli to be the same as himself, and he didn't want to let himself become a murderer of someone else's father.

But thinking of Shen Yixiu behind him, his brows still couldn't help wrinkling, everything was written off today, he was tired and didn't want to pursue it anymore. From then on, he would be a stranger to the man behind him.

"Do you think it's not worth it for me to do all this for you?" As soon as he pulled back his sleeve from Shangguan Ruoyi's hand, Shen Yuan's weak voice behind him reached his ears and stopped him.

Ye Jinyi turned around slowly, looked at Shen Yixiu incredulously, and said coldly: "What do you mean?"

"How much are you hiding for his reputation?" Shen Yuan covered his chest and struggled to get up from the ground, looking at Ye Jinyi in despair.

"Did you provoke him, or was he jealous of you and forced you to fight him?"

"Was it because you were injured by him during the sword fight, or did he attack you without victory?"

"What is the matter, young master, don't you know very well?Do you think that all this you have done for him is not worth my all the cost for you?"

Shen Yuan stood up barefoot and walked slowly towards Ye Jinyi, every time he said a word, Ye Jinyi's face turned pale.

For so many years, Ye Jinyi has not told others how much shock Shen Yan's death brought him, it was the first time he killed someone.

Because of that accident, he couldn't help but be afraid to face Shen Yuan, and he was also afraid to face himself, facing the simple and kind self who was once powerless.

Because of that accident, he didn't dare to use his sword anymore, so he threw his sword into the furnace where the weapons were forged in Jizhu City, and watched them melt into molten iron with his own eyes.

It was because he couldn't accept the fact that he killed Shen Yuan, so he couldn't accept that Shen Yuan didn't hate him, but treated him well.

This is the reason why he forced himself to a dead end, refusing to let go of himself, and refusing to let go of Shen Yuan.

"So you know?" it took a while for Ye Jinyi to speak.

"My eldest brother, you didn't kill him. Shen Yuan closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth hooked an arc. "Your sword pierced so shallowly, how could he die so easily?"

Shangguan Ruoyi stood up suddenly, looking at Shen Yuan with some surprise, and also at Shen Yuan with some distress.

Ye Jinyi didn't speak, looking at Shen Yuan calmly, until now, there was something he couldn't accept.

"My eldest brother was killed by me. Shen Yuan opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were relieved, "I saw him provoke, I saw him sneak attack, he is not worthy of being my eldest brother, so after you left, I killed him." So, when he was found, he was already dead. ”

"But I didn't expect him to treat you so much, and you would hide it for him, so I decided to use everything I had to stop you from being hurt in any way. I didn't even expect that you would be left behind by this incident and no longer touch the sword. ”

Shen Yuan stretched out his hand and pressed Ye Jinyi's shoulder: "The owner of this matter also knows, but what is his reaction? You fought with your life to save him, but for so long, how did he treat you?"

Ye Jinyi turned his head sharply to stare at Shen Yuan, he could accept whatever he said before, but this is the only thing that can't.

The stepfather knew that it wasn't him, but he still treated him like this, and even deceived himself with Shen Yuan?

Watching myself blame myself for this trumped-up crime for three years?

Watching himself torture himself for three years because of Shen Yuan's kindness to him?

Jokes, what jokes.

Ye Jinyi looked sideways at the hand that was pressing on his shoulder, and slammed it off, he looked at Shen Yuan, his eyes were cold and dark.

Shen Yuan saw Ye Jinyi's sarcastic and indifferent gaze, his heart was as painful as being pierced by ten thousand arrows, he knew that saying it would make Ye Jinyi hate himself and hate himself, this disgust and hatred made him more uncomfortable than Ye Jinyi's coldness to him before.

Yes. It was his own sin, if he had said it at the time, Ye Jinyi would not have suffered for so many years because of Shen Yan's death, and he would not have blamed himself even more when he watched Ye Jinyi suffer. Not to mention, let Ye Jinyi hate himself even more after knowing the truth.

Ye Jinyi looked at Shen Yuan with a painful face coldly, and there was no longer the slightest pity in his heart for blocking the sword for himself before, he chuckled and walked out of the room, without looking at Shen Yuan again.

"Big brother!" Shangguan Ruoyi ran out of the room and grabbed his sleeve and said carefully, "I'm sorry." ”

"You go take care of him. Ye Jinyi pulled out a smile, turned his head and patted the back of Shangguan Ruoyi's hand, and strode away.

has been concealed for so many years, tormented by his conscience for so many years, but what he has hidden is his father-in-law who has always respected and trusted.

For so many years, he could only wear a mask all the time, hiding all his pain, leaving only a false smile to the world.

Ye Jinyi walked into Ren Xiaodu's door and felt that the atmosphere was not right, at least he felt so, looking at Ren Xiaodu, who was seriously reading the file, and Rong Ling on the side, he suddenly began to wonder if it was correct for him to be so obsessed with an answer.

The ambergris in the house is very strong, which makes Ye Jinyi a little unaccustomed.

"Father-in-law. Master. Ye Jinyi stood there, but she lowered her head and didn't look at Ren Xiaoju and Rong Ling.

There was silence in the room, and the smoke was a little dazzling, and Ye Jinyi felt that the air here was too heavy and oppressive.

Although Ye Jinyi didn't look up, he was sure that the eyes of the two people in front of him were staying on him, how could they not have any news when they rushed into Shen Yuan's room like today.

"What's going on?" Ren Xiaodu's serious and deep voice came from the front.

When Ye Jinyi heard this, she suddenly wanted to laugh, raised her head and looked at Ren Xiaoju with a smile: "Shouldn't I ask my father-in-law about this sentence?"

"Now that you know everything, what else do you want to ask?" Ren Xiaojue also smiled, and stood up and walked straight to Ye Jinyi.

Ye Jinyi didn't expect Ren Xiaoju to admit it so generously, and only smiled self-deprecatingly after a long time: "I regarded my father-in-law as my most trusted person, but I didn't expect that my father-in-law deceived me for three years." ”

"Do you want to say that you can't bear such a setback? Do you remember, when I first met you ten years ago, what did I say?" Ren Xiaojie stood in front of Ye Jinyi with an indifferent expression, this scene was too similar to Ye Jinyi's stepping into the Boundless Mountain Villa ten years ago.

"You're going to live, it's not a fair deal. ”

Even after a full ten years, Ye Jinyi still remembers this sentence clearly, what kind of determination did he have ten years ago to abandon the past, and even did not hesitate to ruin his face, lose his name, and his identity.

He was about to lose his memory, but when he thought about it like this, everything that happened back then was clearly laid out in front of him, making his heart feel like an opening, and the rain of blood filled with sadness and blood flowed down the hole into his heart and into his blood.

But what is he doing now? How has he become so indecisive, so burdened?

"But what about you, how much have you done, one thing, one person, you can let him torture you for three years. Where are you abandoning the past? I've cultivated you for so many years, not to bother you with an unworthy person. I know what Shen Yan had in mind at that time, and I know that it wasn't you who killed him, I know that he attacked you, so a person like him is not worthy of being my apprentice, he is not worthy of staying here, he is innocent of death. But, what about you, what have you done, for the sake of such a person, you have not even been willing to touch a sword for three years. ”

Ren Xiaodu's face was solemn, and he almost said these words with anger.

"So my father-in-law just wanted to hone me by hiding it from me?, should I thank my father-in-law?" Ye Jinyi was the first time he rushed into Ren Xiaoju's like this, and he raised his head, "Shouldn't my father-in-law understand that my self-blame in the past three years is not only because of Shen Yuan's death, but also because of Shen Yuan's dedication in the past three years. Does the stepfather think that this is just hurting a person?"

"Then what kind of explanation do you want?" Ren Xiao did not regret this incident, after he listened to Shen Yuan's words, he wanted to go to Jizhu City to release Ye Jinyi, but back then, he was in the psychology of making him suffer a lot and did not tell the truth, which caused the current situation.

And because of the fatigue and injuries in that year, Ye Jinyi's body became weaker and weaker, especially when his internal strength weakened, and now no matter how good his reasons were, it was indeed him who deceived first.

"Please remove my father-in-law from my identity as the young owner of the Boundless Mountain Villa. Ye Jinyi did not hesitate.

"No, I can't. "Ren Xiao is decided.

"I can agree to leave the matter in your hands to Ziyu for the time being, but I will definitely not agree to the removal of the young owner. ”

"Good. That's it. Ye Jinyi didn't have much strength to argue, he turned around slowly, he wanted to rest. It's not that he is reluctant to give up this identity, the more identities he has, the more trouble it will bring him, it's just that he knows his stepfather too well, and the things he decided will definitely not change.

Instead of arguing meaninglessly, it is better to have some strength left to deal with what you are destined to do.

"Ye'er, you said I lied to you, so you didn't have anything to hide from your father-in-law?" Before Ye Jinyi walked to the door, he felt that his legs were weak, and the things in front of him were a little blurry, and the smell of ambergris was getting stronger and stronger, and it seemed to have a different taste. Ye Jinyi finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell to the ground, and before he lost consciousness, he heard Ren Xiaodu's words.

The cold wind blowing in from the small window in the cell blew on Ye Jinyi's body, making Ye Jinyi's whole body cold, like a dead man, but he didn't seem to feel the cold, he fell into the memory of many years ago and was about to be unable to get out.

Ren Ziyu said that he treated Shen Yuan like a brother, but Shen Yuan couldn't do anything for him.

Ren Ziyu only thought that Shen Yuan was blaming him, but he didn't know that there was a life and death relationship between him and Shen Yuan, and there was also a great hatred and entanglement, of course, Ren Ziyu would not know that two years ago, Shen Yuan's most serious injury was to protect him at night, but he almost killed Shen Yuan.

Ren Ziyu only thought that Ren Xiaoju was not good for Ye Jinyi, but he didn't know that Ren Xiaoju and Rong Ling, the two people who seemed to be the most severe to him, were the best people in the world to treat him now, the people who protected him from danger countless times, and the people who he couldn't hide anything.

He's a complete liar, but he's not blind.

If he can't see these things clearly, he has lived in vain in the past ten years.

"Bang dang. ”

Something suddenly came from the door of the cell, which made Ye Jinyi suddenly come back to his senses from his memories, since he lost his internal strength, it was difficult for him to detect the movement around him.

This is another proof that he is a waste, and he mocks himself in his heart.

The person who came in was Chu Xiuping, who was holding a sword in his hand, and walked in the cell alone, but such a loud noise did not attract the jailer. Seeing Ye Jinyi's embarrassed and weak appearance, he couldn't help frowning.

Ye Jinyi didn't know whether it was disgust or sympathy, he didn't think about it anymore, he just hooked the corners of his mouth and chuckled, his voice was extremely weak: "Chu Xiuyi, robbing the prison?"