Chapter 235: "Moaning Without Illness"

"This is a private matter between me and Wei Qingxiao, so I won't bother with it. Wang Shu was about to push Li Nu away, but when he heard such a polite word, he was stunned for a moment.

He slowly tilted his head and saw Ye Jinyi's smiling face.

That smile overflowed with alienation.

Li Nu was still holding Wang Shu a moment ago, and after hearing this, his face immediately changed, and he turned to look at Ye Jinyi angrily and said, "Ye Jinyi, you are too much." You have deceived my general for many years, and the general has not taken care of it, well, just because you have a last resort, you will not mention it. But today, when my general saw that you were humiliated and stood up for you, not only did you not have a word of thanks, but you also had such an attitude, which was really excessive. ”

"Li Nu, stop it!" Wang Xu's face became extremely ugly, he slowly looked at Ye Jinyi, and was about to apologize, "I was abrupt......"

Before Wang Xu finished speaking, Ye Jinyi smiled again, but said to Li Nu: "General Li Nu's words are wrong, can I ask the two of you to help?

She was still smiling, her words still gentle, but the words she uttered were getting more and more poignant.

Wang Xu's face became even more ugly, his words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit out half a word anymore. He was in a trance, and even suspected that the night brocade at this time was not the real night brocade, and some doubted that the time he had spent with his confidant and friend Ye Jinyi was a dream that was not worth mentioning.

Li Nu's face turned red, and finally, he laughed angrily: "Yes, it's us who are nosy. General, since these two are Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, we don't have to be Lu Dongbin who was bitten by a dog here, it's better to leave. ”

With that, Li Nu turned around, headed in the direction of Boyaju, raised his hand, and bent down.

As soon as Li Nu's words fell, Ye Jinyi also bowed his hand and said respectfully: "Congratulations to the captain of the horse." ”

Wang Shu froze, he paused for a long time, and finally said hoarsely: "Farewell." ”

With that, he turned slowly, raised his feet and walked away quickly. Li Nu also immediately straightened his waist, turned his head and glared at Ye Jinyi, and then immediately followed Wang Xu's footsteps.

Ye Jinyi turned around and looked at Wei Qingxiao, who had never stood up from the ground, walked slowly to him, met his eyes full of disappointment and doubt, paused for a long time, and after a long time, she stretched out her hand to Wei Qingxiao.

Wei Qingxiao's gaze fell on Ye Jinyi's hand, he also hesitated for a long time, after a long time, he lowered his eyes, stood up to himself, and after standing up, patted the dust on his body.

The curvature of Ye Jinyi's mouth froze without a trace, and she smiled and withdrew her hand that was in the air.

"Ye Jinyi, do you know how happy I was when I heard your words last night? Wei Qing smiled and raised his eyes and looked at Ye Jinyi, "But why is there a word called happiness and sadness." ”

It was probably because he was happily dizzy that reality would give him such a hammer to sober him up.

Ye Jinyi didn't answer, she lowered her eyes, turned around and sat down on the steps.

She felt very tired.

She came back with a sense of revenge, and ran back desperately with the psychology of revenge against fate, she felt that if fate was destined to make her unable to be happy, then she would prefer happiness to fate, so she came back desperately and came back to marry Wei Qingxiao.

Because she thinks that as long as she and Wei Qing laugh and get married, she will be happy.

But is that really the case?

Or is it that the more she tries to prove it, the more it shows that she is unhappy.

Yes, happy people are busy with happiness, how can they have time to prove their happiness.

But what was it that made her unhappy? She thought about it for a long time, and realized that the person who caused her not to be happy, except for the tragedy that was beyond her control eleven years ago, was herself, the self who was forward-looking, capricious, overly restrained, and overly pessimistic.

That nasty self is blinding her and ruining her happiness.

And such a woman can only consume the happiness of another person, so that the other person is not happy.

Wei Qing smiled, if only we had never met. ”

This sentence is really old-fashioned, but in such a situation, she really doesn't know what words can describe her mood at the moment except this sentence.

The embers in Wei Qingxiao's heart were completely extinguished because of these words, replaced by sadness and panic, and he felt that what he was most worried about was still going to happen.

He no longer had any anger or ridicule, but was a little confused: "Do you regret it?"

"If you do it all over again. Ye Jinyi raised her eyes and looked at Wei Qing's smiling eyes.

Wei Qingxiao's heart suddenly tightened, as if even his heartbeat had stagnated.

But Ye Jinyi didn't say half a word again, because she didn't know what choice she would make if she did it again.

Not to mention, such assumptions are meaningless.

Ye Jinyi lowered her head, smiled, changed the topic, and said, "Today, I can neither leave and make this family business of Boundless Mountain Villa a joke, nor can I marry you and let you ......"

Ye Jinyi paused, as if she felt that it was very inappropriate to say this, and changed her words: "I thought that with my internal strength, no matter how bad I was, I could survive until the child was born, but now it seems that it will only last a few days at most, I don't want you to have no wife just after you get married." So, if you ask me if I want to make this kiss, I don't know what to do. ”

Ye Jinyi's face was calm, and his words were unwavering.

"Ye Jinyi!" Wei Qing smiled and frowned, he really hated Ye Jinyi for saying such angry things, he hated it very much.

As everyone knows, this is not angry words, but the most true thoughts in Ye Jinyi's heart at the moment, which is extremely entangled and difficult to choose.

He finally didn't hold back, and suddenly knelt in front of Ye Jinyi, hugged Ye Jinyi, and said coldly: "Shut up! You won't die, I will never let you die." ”

There are many things that I could have chosen to ignore and be willful regardless of the consequences, but I felt sorry for others and was afraid that others would be sad, so I couldn't stand by and watch. So, I often feel that my life is always moving forward with a heavy load, and I am exhausted. So, looking back, the 28 years I lived, except for the first 16 years, the rest of the 12 years were really a mess. I sometimes feel that I am moaning without illness, because there must be many people in this world who are more sad than me but do not say a word, but I have not met and have not been as brave as them. Ye Jinyi buried her head in Wei Qingxiao's shoulder socket and said softly, "Actually, I really want to be willful and leave the choice to others." In other words, I want to be a coward, to avoid the choice of the problem, but also to avoid the consequences of the burden. ”

"What are you doing to say this?With me, you can do what you want to do willfully in the future, no matter what the consequences, I will bear them, believe me, okay?" Ye Jinyi's sudden confession made Wei Qingxiao feel that something was wrong, and he subconsciously hugged Ye Jinyi tighter, "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive today, I shouldn't have said those words." Let's stop losing our temper, let's go back to the villa, we'll get married, and we'll stop caring about other people's affairs. ”

"Can I really do what I want willfully?" Ye Jinyi asked with tears in her eyes and a frown.

Wei Qing smiled and raised his hand to rub Ye Jinyi's head, and said softly: "Yes, you can do whatever you want." ”

"Wei Qing smiled, I didn't burn the wedding dress, I didn't kill my aunt, I really want to marry you. Ye Jinyi suddenly raised her head, stared at Wei Qing's smiling eyes and said this, as soon as she finished speaking, she cried, like a child who was misunderstood and wronged, crying while repeating, "Wei Qing smiled, I believe in you, but I don't want to leave you, I'm afraid of ......"

She cried so hard that she was even a little out of breath, and after a while, she lost her strength, and collapsed in Wei Qingxiao's arms with a pale face, sobbing constantly.

Only her hand was still holding Wei Qingxiao's sleeve tightly, as if Wei Qingxiao was about to leave her in the next second.

"I'm not leaving. Wei Qingxiao gently patted Ye Jinyi's back, coaxing softly, her eyes were full of distress for Ye Jinyi. He felt very regretful, regretted his suspicion of Ye Jinyi, and regretted his hateful attitude towards Ye Jinyi.

He swore that from now on, he would never doubt Ye Jinyi again, and never let her be wronged again.

Ye Jinyi's sobbing sound gradually weakened, she leaned her head on Wei Qingxiao's chest, and said with difficulty: "Wei Qingxiao, I want to say five things to you." ”

"Good. ”

At this moment, they seem to have left the matter of marriage behind, no, it should be said that Ye Jinyi's words made Wei Qingxiao have no time to think about getting married.

He knew very well in his heart that Ye Jinyi had been in such a dilemma for many years, and this was not something that could be easily eliminated by his Wei Qing's smile with a hug, a kiss, and a "I love you".

It is even said that there may be a long time in the future, and Ye Jinyi will not be able to really come out of the previous pain, but he Wei Qing is not afraid of laughter, he firmly believes that as long as he loves Ye Jinyi well and takes good care of Ye Jinyi, one day, Ye Jinyi will rediscover the meaning of living for herself, and one day, Ye Jinyi will regain her happiness, just like Xiao Linlang he saw in the Cliff Villa fourteen years ago.

However, sometimes some emotions may be just self-righteous giving, just like forcing a critically ill old man who is afraid of hardship to drink medicinal soup.

You think that as long as you give him the decoction and medicine on time, he will get better quickly, but as everyone knows, he would rather die than come to drink this decoction that is so bitter that his liver trembles.

For he may be more afraid of suffering than death.

"The first thing, the black sword in the room is Lu Nian's Weeping Blood Sword. ”

"The second thing is that my aunt was killed by someone falling in the snow. ”

"The third thing, Chu Xiu practiced the Lethe Chuan Yin. ”

"The fourth thing, don't hurt Chu Yuntang. ”

"The fifth thing is to say sorry to my father-in-law and Aunt Ning for me. ”

Ye Jinyi's voice was weak, and she had to pause for a long time every time she said a word, as if she was organizing her language. There was no emotional fluctuation in her voice, but every time she said a word, Wei Qing's smile became ugly.

After she said the fifth thing, Wei Qing's face was as pale as paper when she smiled.

Because these words, taken together, are like a person's last words on his deathbed.

"Don't say this, why do you want to tell me this? Why don't I hurt Chu Yuntang, why do you want to say sorry to my father and mother, tell me what to do with this? Ye'er, let's calm down, okay, you don't want to get married today, then we will be the day after tomorrow, as long as you want, you can do it any day." Wei Qingxiao panicked because of Ye Jinyi's words, he hurriedly stood up, stretched out his hand to Ye Jinyi, and said eagerly, "Come, let's go back, you sleep well, everything will be fine when you sleep." ”

Ye Jinyi moved her gaze from Wei Qing's smiling eyes to his hand, hesitated for a long time, and raised her hand.

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