Chapter 158: Together (Volume 3)
"I'm damned, too! I'm too sluggish!" Qingfeng said, shaking his head. "But I'm your dearest person! Why don't you say it? Say I'm sick, treat me! Why don't you say it......"
He hugged Leng Yue tightly, tears falling like rain.
"I can't open my mouth!" Leng Yue said timidly, her voice weak and weak. "I can say it to others, but I can't open my mouth to you. Because, I know ......"
"What?" the breeze looked at her with tears in her eyes. "Know what?" he asked.
"Know how much you love me and cherish me, know how hard one person's departure hits another, know that I can't give you a lifetime ......"
She paused, tears pouring back into her eyes, uncontrollably running down her cheeks.
"If you say everything, you're going to collapse like you are now...... That's why I pretended to be tough and covered up the truth......" Her voice was weak and heart-wrenching.
"Little fool!" Qingfeng glared at her, sighed heavily, and gritted his teeth: "Why do you pretend to be tough in front of the person you love?"
"Sonβ"
Yuan Bo and Yuan Jing called him at the same time.
They stood there, sad and teary-eyed.
"Wind!" Yuan Jing's eyes were red, and she affectionately called Qingfeng's nickname. She was the only one in the family who could keep her calm. "Let's let Leng Yue lie on the bed and rest, her face is so pale, I'm afraid she will faint......"
"I'm sorry!"
The breeze wakes up.
"It's all my fault, I don't choose what to say to make you sad, I don't understand your deep meaning and complain about you, it's all my fault, you punish me!"
He picked up Leng Yue and gently placed her on the bed. He pulled a blanket over her, and he knelt on the cushion under the bed.
"Yue'er, you don't know how heavy your position is in my heart, and I don't know how deep my feelings are for you, oh, Yue'er......"
He buried his face in the palm of Cold Moon's palm.
"Yue'er, you have to live well, you have to!" his voice choked, unable to speak.
Leng Yue reached out and rubbed Qingfeng's thick black hair, her nose was sour, and her eyes were wet.
"Qingfeng-kun!" she stared at him, whispering in a hoarse voice, "I'm really sorry, I can't give you a future, let alone promise anything......"
"Child!" Yuan Bo's eyes were also wet, he looked at Leng Yue with pity and interjected: "I understand everything today, you hid for the sake of the breeze, and you bear this alone!"
Without waiting for Leng Yue to say anything, Yuan Jing preemptively said to Yuan Bo:
"Leng Yue is a good girl with thoughts, she not only has her own ideas, but also her own choices, this is not something that you and Qingfeng should interfere with. β
"Why can't I interfere?" Qingfeng raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, and he suddenly let out a low shout: "Everything hasn't changed, my heart for Yue'er has never changed!" Qingfeng patted his chest excitedly. "The heart is still beating, still feeling, nothing has changed! The heart, thoughts, and memories have not changed, even in the dream, what I can see is still Yue'er's face. β
"Sober up!Qingfeng Jun-" Leng Yue held back her tears, her voice trembling: "I'm leaving......"
"No, no, no!"
Qingfeng hurriedly went to cover Leng Yue's mouth.
"No, no, no, no, no, you can't go alone!
"Where are you going?"
Hearing this, Yuan Jing finally couldn't help it again.
Her eyes widened, and her face froze with panic and horror, as if she had heard a death sentence.
"Silly boy, where are you going?!"
She got up from the couch and ran to the breeze.
"Madame, let's go back first. Yuan Bo nervously grabbed Yuan Jing's arm, pulled her out, winked at her, and said, "Give this place to Qingfeng first, they must have a lot to say, let's go back, let's go, let's go!"
Although Yuan Jing did not agree to leave immediately, she couldn't stand Yuan Bo's pulling.
"Mommy's coming back tomorrowβ" Yuan Jing shouted, "Don't think about itβson!"
"When you can't settle your mind, just stop and wait for the time being-" Yuan Bo also turned back to Qingfeng and said, "Then you will find the compass where to go!"
"Mom and Dad are right! Leng Yue said with tears in her eyes: "It's better to go back with your parents, I'll do it myself." β
"No!" Qingfeng quickly said: "Just let me be with you! I want to stay where I can see you, and I can't leave for a minute-" He squeezed Leng Yue's hand, and he said, "I have no self-confidence, I can still live without you!" He looked at her deeply, and his voice choked: "If you really want to leave, take me with you! Please! Yue'er! Live, you are my person, dead, I am your soul!"
......
"Yue'er!"
He shouted.
"Yue'er, Yue'er, Yue'er. He kissed her, her hair, her forehead, her cheeks, her lips. He kissed, with a deep, trembling sigh: "Yue'er." β
"But ......"
Leng Yue sat up and gently pushed him away.
"I won't expect anything else, and I'm not going to ask you to do anything. So, listen to my wishes this time!" she whispered, "I don't want to see you scared, more than anyone else." β
"Leng Yue!" he shouted in a dumb voice, "You're a kind little thing!"
He hugged her and pressed her head against his chest, his heart beating hard and heavy.
"Qingfeng-kun," she called to him softly, "maybe in the days to come, something will bring pain to each other...... Also, there may be more arguments than others, and occasionally they will do something that will disappoint each other and be sad...... Promising to love each other may be abusive, and dislike may ......"
"Little fool!"
He gagged her mouth with his lips.
"Do you know what you've committed with me?" he asked, looking up at her.
"What?"
"You just lived in my heart without permission, so you committed the crime of trespassing on a private house! In addition, you stole my unique heart, so you committed the crime of theft! By the way, it also entered my mind and made me think about you all day long, so there is also the crime of obstructing official business! What should I do?" Qingfeng asked gently: "I have to keep you by my side and atone for my sins little by little!"
"But ......" Leng Yue looked at him quietly and said, "If I become ugly, don't you dislike me?"
"Ask the stars!" said the breeze, "Have I seen the moon since it appeared?"
"So, because it's uncomfortable, I'll say something hypocritical, do you have to accept it all?"
"I will!"
Qingfeng nodded sincerely.
"I said something that hurt you before, do you want to forgive me?"
"I've forgotten. β
"And ......"
Leng Yue looked at him with tears and a smile, but she didn't say a word.
"Can't remember, can you?" Chingfeng kissed her again. "I'll listen to you all except for me leaving. β
"My dear, I can't give any more reason at this moment. Leng Yue whispered: "I also promise you one thing, I will always love you until the moment I close my eyes." β
"Don't talk nonsense!"
Qingfeng's face turned white again.
"Don't say anything with your eyes closed, I don't want to listen!"
"Oh, what's wrong with the kiss's face? It's so pale!" Leng Yue stroked his face and whispered in surprise. "It seems that there is no blood!!β" She pulled him and sat down on the bed. "Gotta rub the medicine. She said.
"What......"
"I've got a great ointment!" she looked at the breeze gently. "There is an ointment that instantly restores the rosiness. She began to kiss him carefully. "This is also necessary, this piece is even more important, oh oh, so worrying. She kissed him again. "Laugh a little......" she got tired of getting into his arms. "There's a scar here. She pointed to her lips again. "It's so haggard!" she whispered.
"Little fool. β
Qingfeng snorted and laughed.
His eyes were wet and his heart was hot and sour.
"When did you find out?" he asked softly, "When did you know you were sick?"
"Isn't it lying that there is a work that needs to be completed as soon as possible. Leng Yue pondered for a moment and said, "That week, I thought about it a lot...... Do you want to say it, and how will you react after saying it, whether I am more pitiful or you are more pitiful, so the conclusion is: we are indeed going to separate......"
She muttered for a moment.
"The survival rate is up to two months...... I don't know how long I've been crying at home, and the chance of not seeing you in the future is 99β’99%, and my dear can only look at the moon and miss my thoughts in the future, which has been haunting my mind......"
Leng Yue pondered and looked at the clear wind, and then asked:
"Am I being very good? β
"Thank you for telling me this, this is the most touching thing you have asked me to hear today. Qingfeng's eyes were wet and his voice was hoarse. "You're a kind-hearted fairy, you're so eager to heal me, and when you find out that my heart is broken, you even thread a needle and thread to sew it for me, just ......."
He closed his eyes, his voice choked again.
"You're sewing me up even more!" he said.
"No, no!" Leng Yue shook her head, shaking her head vigorously. "That's not what I want to see, and that's not what I intended. β
Leaning into his arms, her face was snow-white, her eyes were black, and tears fell on each other's clothes.
"In the future, I want you to have a life of your own. She whispered, "You have to live well, and I'm leaving!"
"Who agrees that you're leaving?!" Qingfeng kissed her muttering mouth. "I'm going to marry you and have children with you!" he said.
"Married?"
Leng Yue looked up at him, her eyes were so bright.