Chapter 22: Confession in Danger (II)
An incomparably light sentence made Lin Xueru and Lin Ran's faces turn white at the same time, but Lin Xueru quickly recovered, and said in a round voice: "Ran Ran is still young and ignorant, don't you mind, besides, aren't you married yet?" are all young people, don't worry about so much, and then change your mind after you get married." ”
Lin Ran glanced at Yi Fan meaningfully, a light representing interest and plunder flashed in his eyes, and when his eyes fell on Yin Xiaoran, even if she concealed it well, Yi Fan was still sensitive to a trace of jealousy hidden in the depths of his eyes.
It seems that this mother and daughter are not fuel-efficient lamps, Yifan paid more attention to the two, and at the same time glanced at Yin Xiaoran, who was expressionless, with a little worry, and felt distressed.
I finally knew that I had a mother, but this family affection was not accompanied by warmth, but conspiracy and calculation, I really don't know if this girl can withstand such a blow.
Holding Yin Xiaoran's hand tightened again, Yi Fan's eyes were cold, no matter who it was, if he dared to hurt Xiao Ran, he would definitely not give up!
The atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward, Lin Xueru hurriedly handed the menu on the table to Yin Xiaoran, and said diligently: "Xiao Ran, see what you want to eat?"
Yin Xiaoran didn't answer the menu, but said lightly: "I'm not here to eat, I'm here to know why you abandoned me back then." ”
As soon as she heard this, Lin Xueru's eyes turned red, the menu slipped silently from her hand, pain and remorse flashed in her eyes, her body seemed to be a little unstable, and she was shaking faintly, Lin Ran immediately reached out to support her and comforted: "Mom, you just tell my sister one by one, it was not your fault that the incident back then." ”
Tears fell, Lin Xueru choked up and said, "Xiao Ran, mom is sorry for you!" But I really didn't abandon you, you were abandoned by your father!"
Yin Xiaoran suddenly felt as if he had been struck by lightning, and his eyes widened.
It turned out that Lin Xueru met Yin Xiaoran's father when she was in high school at the age of sixteen, and the man fell in love with her at first sight, plus the boy who was only nineteen years old at the time was handsome and handsome, eloquent, and wealthy, he was simply the prince charming in a fairy tale, and Lin Xueru's girlish heart fell unconsciously.
Behind the back of their families, the two began a sweet love, and when Lin Xueru was seventeen years old, the two secretly tasted the forbidden fruit, and since then they have been out of control.
It wasn't until half a year later that Lin Xueru found out that she was pregnant, and in a panic, she immediately told the man, but the man's family had already set a marriage for him, and it was absolutely impossible for Lin Xueru to marry with her background.
The two young people were disrupted by the sudden arrival of the child, the man wanted Lin Xueru to have a fetus, but it was not so easy to have a fetus in that era, if it was known by the parents and the school of both sides, it would make a big trouble.
If you can't have a baby, you have to delay, and the man promised Lin Xueru that he would persuade the family and let her wait patiently. Fortunately, Lin Xueru lived in the school at that time, and she entered the winter since she became pregnant, and she was dressed loosely and bloated, and she was very careful to hide it from the school and her roommates.
Who knew that until the child was about to be born, the man still didn't dare to tell the family, but the child was already about to be born, and in desperation, the man had to spend a high price to find a secret private clinic to give birth to the child.
After the child was born, Lin Xueru was unconscious because of heavy bleeding, and when she finally woke up out of danger, the man told her that because of insufficient nutrition, the child died not long after birth, and she cried and fainted at that time.
The loss of this child became a piece of her heart, although the man finally persuaded her family to marry her, and gave birth to Lin Ran more than a year later, but she never forgot the daughter who had no chance to meet.
In order to miss the child who died early, she used the word "Ran" originally used to name the child as the name of her second daughter, because the man and her surname are Lin, so the child is called Lin Ran.
Originally, she thought that she could only spend her life in regret and guilt for her first child, but who knew that two years ago, before the man died of illness, he told her that the child was not dead at all, but because he was afraid that his family would dislike Lin Xueru's unmarried pregnancy and misbehave, so he threw the child at the door of the orphanage.
At that time, Lin Xueru almost went crazy, she never thought that the truth of the matter would be like this anyway.
The man told her the name of the orphanage, and the note left in the child's swaddling clothes that the child's name was Xiao Ran, and a few days after saying this, the man died.
After taking care of the man's death, Lin Xueru began to look for her daughter, but the orphanage had been relocated that year, and many files were lost in the relocation, but fortunately, she inherited a large inheritance, relying on the ability of money, and it took two years to finally determine that Yin Xiaoran was her eldest daughter who had no chance to see back then.
Speaking of this, Lin Xueru was already crying.
"Xiao Ran, mom is sorry for you! It's a big mistake made by your father's thoughts. But the dead man is gone, and he regrets it too, so my mother hopes that you don't hold a grudge against your father, and if he hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known you were alive in my life. ”
Yin Xiaoran's face was expressionless, but Yi Fan knew that her heart was not as calm as it seemed, and the hand holding him was constantly pressurizing, and her nails were almost piercing into his flesh.
But Yifan doesn't care, the pain he suffers now is far less than the pain in Yin Xiaoran's heart, he was abandoned by his biological father at the door of the orphanage as soon as he was born, and he lied to his mother that he died early, just for fear that his family would dislike him and find a wife who was unmarried and pregnant.
What a ridiculous excuse!
If it weren't for this man, how would Lin Xueru get pregnant out of wedlock? Selfish! Cowardly! Dare to do it! No sense of responsibility! Yi Fan looked down on Yin Xiaoran, the so-called father, from the bottom of his heart.
Yin Xiaoran can now be said to be turning over the river and the sea in his heart, it turns out that the truth about his abandonment back then turned out to be like this!
When she closed her eyes, she wanted to cry, but her eyes were dry, and she couldn't squeeze out her tears, and she wanted to scream, but her mouth couldn't open it as if it was glued to 502 glue.
Knowing that Yin Xiaoran was sad now, Yifan said for her: "I'm sorry, this matter came too suddenly, Xiao Ran can't accept it, if you don't mind, we'll go first, and make an appointment next time." ”
As soon as Lin Ran heard that he was leaving, he just wanted to dissuade him, but he was glared at by Lin Xueru, and had to shut up in a sneer, Lin Xueru said understandingly: "I understand that Xiao Ran is difficult to accept for a while, it doesn't matter, I can wait, I've been waiting for so many years, and it's not bad these days." ”
After speaking, he looked at Yin Xiaoran lovingly and guiltily, and said: "Xiao Ran, you have to believe that your mother has never left you, you are the daughter that your mother gave birth to with all her might!"
Yin Xiaoran didn't reply, but her eyes flashed, her heart was very messy now, she didn't want to stay here anymore, she wanted to go home.
Yifan saw her thoughts, nodded lightly at Lin Xueru and Lin Ran, and left the restaurant with Yin Xiaoran.