Chapter 39 (48)

Shen Shiyun waited until he arrived at the door in a trance, as if he suddenly came back to his senses, he suddenly shook his hand to break free, his hair was scattered, and his dignified and noble demeanor in the past was lost, haggard as a blank piece of paper, but the madness in his eyes was enough to burn into a flame, and his voice was like a ghost crying, shouting: "No! I don't want to enter the cold palace! I have seen how many concubines who have been favored for a while, after entering the cold palace, they have been isolated from the world since then, and they can only live and wait for death in it! The night is cold and dewy, leaning on the iron rod alone, looking at the end of the world, sighing and pity! That loneliness, that suffering, is by no means a life that people should live! It is like a hell that annihilates all hopes, once you step in, there will be no day of light and no future! I was born to be a lady who was held in the palm of my hand, and I have never suffered any suffering. Even if you are guilty of sins and heinous, even if you want to die, you must be worthy of your current status, and you must pursue a noble curtain call!" Suddenly, he drew the sword of a nearby guard and raised it high. Everyone also said that she was a dog jumping over the wall in a hurry and wanted to stab the emperor, so they stepped forward to escort her.

Shangguan Yaohua reprimanded: "Concubine Yun, don't make a mistake again and again! Put down the sword as soon as possible, eat and recite the Buddha in the cold palace, maybe many years later, the emperor will remember that you are pious, and you can end up with a good death." ”

Shen Shiyun snorted coldly: "Shut up! You are not the same as you are on the outside, eating things inside and out, how can you teach this palace? Since you like to eat fasting and chanting Buddha, why don't you go yourself? The concubines have dedicated their lives to the emperor, since you no longer love me and deprive me of the identity on which I live, it is tantamount to sending me to hell with your own hands." In this way, the concubine can only die, in order to know the traces of her heart!" said and suddenly turned the long sword and slashed it in the neck.

She was determined to die, and she did not hesitate to start, cutting raw from the left end to the right end, cutting out a huge bloody hole across her throat, and blood splattered everywhere.

All the guards were busy protecting Shunzhi in front of him, but he didn't expect that she would suddenly kill herself when she said so fiercely, and she had no time to take care of it for a while, watching the long sword fall to the ground, making a crisp sound of "ding", and Shen Shiyun also fell on her back, falling heavily to the ground, and her body curled up into a ball. Wheezing suddenly, a clear-eyed person can see that she is already out of breath and less in breath, and it is impossible to see.

Shunzhi wanted to be a strong prestige at first, but Yu Guang involuntarily glanced behind him. Seeing Shen Shiyun's painful and distorted figure on the ground, what came to mind was no longer the evil deeds that she deserved to be punished by God, but the beautiful scenes when they met for the first time.

The pink-clothed woman I saw in the Regent's Mansion was like a fairy descending from the earth, and she captured his heart so easily. After marrying her into the palace, the laughter of the two when they sat down and played chess, the tacit understanding when she gave advice to herself, and the two of them sang together, by no means without experiencing beauty.

The thought that all this would leave him forever in the blink of an eye was far more painful than having to die a thousand times. The strong cloak of camouflage finally disintegrated piece by piece, turned around and rushed straight in front of Shen Shiyun, shouting: "What are you all still doing in a daze?

While gently picking up Shen Shiyun, letting her lean on her knees, her head resting in the crook of her arm, her fingers caressing her pale cheeks in distress, seeing that the wound on her neck was still bleeding blood, she panicked and just wanted to find clothes to plug it. For a while, there was nothing to use, so he raised his hand to cover it, and after a while, he dyed all his palms bright red.

At this time, I really wanted to be injured and dying, and said urgently: "Yun'er...... Yun'er, cheer up, I beg for mercy, although you are guilty, I have never been willing to deal with you strictly, after all, I have never faced my own sincerity...... I can't live without you, I can't lose you! Show the momentum you just blamed me! What is it to lie on the ground so dying? Hurry up, no matter what kind of grave crime you have committed, as long as you wake up, I will forgive you, and I will not blame you anymore, as long as you come back to me with dignity! Please, Yun'er, wake up!"

Shen Shiyun's face turned pale sharply, as if in just a moment, all life would recede from her body, and the heavy purple foundation covered her eyelids. Shunji's gaze never took off her face, shaking her almost in vain, calling out to her.

Finally, Shen Shiyun's eyes slowly opened, as if this was still a dream that had not woken up. There was a cloudiness in his eyes, and it was not until he stayed on Shunzhi's face that a little brilliance was injected. The lip flap squirmed several times, and finally spit out a few vague syllables, and said with difficulty: "It's really sad to be a man, and you don't know how to cherish it until you lose it." I was obsessed with revenge, gaining power in the palace, using all my energy to chase after those things that were out of reach and did not belong to me, and neglected the happiness that was within reach around me...... Only when life is about to pass away, do you know that glory and wealth are fleeting. When all the glitz and glamour that obscure our eyes are gone, we can see our true heart. Originally...... If I don't love you, why do I care so much about you making love with the rest of the concubines? If I don't love you, why do I feel like my heart hurts like a crack when I think that I am going to kill you with my own hands? There seems to be a kind of power that makes me unable to do it. You know what? I've asked you again and again, and I've given you ...... Or give myself a chance. If you give up the throne and become the emperor in the palace with peace of mind, I will serve you, if you have no power or power, let's be an ordinary couple outside the palace, and I will still serve you. In this life, being able to be with you is the destination I seek...... I don't think I'm going to poison you after all, and even if you do, maybe I'll have other excuses to excuse you. Is it ...... to be able to think about a person and pay for him so wholeheartedly Even if it's love?"

Shunzhi said: "I know, I know...... We have all done something wrong, and we are going to waste our precious time in the struggle. Since we know that we are wrong, God will always give us a chance to make amends. Now don't talk too much, take a good rest, and when you get better, let's start again! I promise you, I don't want this throne either, let's go to a place where no one knows, and be an ordinary couple in the world. I can ride a horse to show you, you can dance to show me, and we can play chess together, play the piano and sing together, and talk about the world together, just like before. Can you bear to give up on me? I promise you, this time is not only a joke, but also a promise I make to you. Among all the concubines in the harem, they are only forced to be accepted by the regime, but I really love you, and in the future, you will always be the only one. Can we give each other a chance to atone for our past sins?"

Shen Shiyun shook his head with a wry smile, raised his palm tremblingly, stroked Shunzhi's cheek, and said softly: "I can listen to you say this, even if I ...... There are no regrets about dying instantly...... There are some things that I don't mention now, I'm afraid I'll never have the opportunity to say them, alas...... You know what? It's not that I don't have feelings for you, but ...... Long-standing hatred has blinded me. I want to come now...... I really regret it, if I can ...... Choose again, and I will be in peace and live with you for a while...... Ordinary and happy days. I'm going to be ...... Very well-behaved and by your side...... Be your good wife silently and don't cause you any trouble. The picture you described...... It's beautiful, and on a day like that, even if it's only for one day, it's the heavens that are ...... me The greatest gift. Let's wait until the next life...... In the next life, I will never do that again...... A woman with a complicated mind, and you, don't be reborn in the emperor's family, then we can be plain and bland, and be with you for a lifetime...... However, God is always cruel to people, before you have just ...... When I feel happy, I have to take it away from you. No...... It's not that God is ruthless, and it's not that creation makes people...... It's our own choice, the only right ...... There will always be only ...... In the end, you can pick and choose. Yes, people say that good and evil are rewarded, and sure enough, a bad woman like me doesn't deserve to be happy. The true face of the abomination, is it still ...... You see it. For endless years to come, I will be able to stay with you...... The impression in my mind may only be like that...... Insidious and indifferent, right? It's a pity...... I understood these truths too late. Now, it's too late. ”

Shunzhi hurriedly said: "No...... I won't allow you to die, since I am the true son of the dragon, can't I still leave the woman I love? Believe me, the Imperial Doctor will be here soon, and we will definitely have a way to cure you. People always make mistakes, and I'm not angry with you...... I promise that I will not remember all your mistakes, and what I remember the most is your goodness and the happiness you brought me. I have never begged a person so lowly, and now I just want to beg you, beg Heaven, don't leave me alone!"

Shen Shiyun said softly: "I have been calling for wind and rain in the palace for many years, and the organs are exhausted, I ...... I'm tired and I want to get some rest...... To be able to die in the arms of a loved one, and to be able to show your heart to you before dying, is already ...... It's God for me, a wicked woman who is full of sin...... What luxury can I ask for in my greatest favor? I am afraid that even this opportunity will eventually be lost...... What I am afraid of is not death, but that you will hate me and hate me...... All these years are all phantom nothingness, I recognize you...... Knowing you, I'm the one who really lived. If you enter the palace, you will inevitably die, I ...... I don't regret recognizing you and marrying you......" The voice became more and more low, and at this time, all the scenes mixed with tears were swaying in front of me.

Shunzhi hurriedly said: "That's not a favor, unless you let you survive in a good way, it will be the eyes of God! I can never hate you, even if you commit such a big mistake, I still forgive you." It's cold in the heights, so if you want to rest, let me rest with you, okay?...... Okay, okay?"

Xuanshuang sighed, as if he wanted to step forward, Shangguan Yaohua grabbed him with his hand, and said in a low voice: "Don't go over!" There was silence in the hall, and everyone could see that Shen Shiyun was dying in an instant, but Shunzhi still refused to accept it, and everyone was inconvenient to wear it. Looking at this scene of life and death, there were many people who once hated Shen Shiyun, and they also felt sour in their noses at this time. Or if it is really the death of the bird, its song is also mourning, this woman who has been decisive in killing all her life and has sharp methods, at this moment only makes people feel that she is extremely pitiful.

Shen Shiyun wanted to shake her head again, but the wound in her throat had made her neck stiff, and it was difficult to turn it anymore. said softly: "The last thing I can't let go of is ...... The Demon Cult invaded in a big way. That man...... He...... He will not give up easily, he is a more persistent person than me, and he is also more ...... than me More pathetic people. It took me seven years to fight him. I also know that I shouldn't be too you. But I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled, I have to find someone to bear my resentment, and that person ...... It will be me...... The closest person, the emperor, husband, it turns out that a long time ago, my heart was promised to you, and subconsciously, I have ...... I can't live without you. The Demon Cult Comes to Japan...... It will inevitably become a disaster for the Central Plains, and it will also be ...... The biggest enemy of the Qing Dynasty, you still have a lot of important things to do, don't be too young to be a child...... hindered your future......"

Shunzhi said angrily: "Without you, what do I want to do in the future?" I promise you that I will personally eradicate the Demon Sect as a gift for us to get back together. However, you also have to promise to continue to be by my side in the future. At that time, the world was peaceful, let's ...... You don't have to ...... either."