Chapter 33: The Gap Between Master and Servant
"What the hell are you doing this for?"
Ye Jinyi pressed the wound and walked forward without saying a word, as if she had no intention of giving any explanation for what had just happened. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Wei Qing couldn't help laughing, grabbed Ye Jinyi's arm, and forced him to turn around.
Ye Jinyi narrowed his eyes and said, "No why." β
After saying that, he coldly pushed away Wei Qingxiao's hand and wanted to leave here.
But Wei Qingxiao directly reached out and clasped his shoulder, turning his body over, not allowing him to avoid these questions.
"Why do you keep everything to yourself? Aren't we friends? Can't we solve it together?"
This is not the first time that Ye Jinyi has done this, taking on all the things alone, not mentioning a word to the people around him, and finally coming back with scars.
Sooner or later, Ye Jinyi will be crushed by these unbearable loads in her heart, but this is not the result that Wei Qingxiao wants to see. So he couldn't let Ye Jinyi escape these problems anymore, and he didn't want Ye Jinyi to be in danger alone.
He understands the loneliness of Ye Jinyi, but if he, the only person who can understand it, allows Ye Jinyi to continue to be lonely, then Ye Jinyi will really be alone.
Ye Jinyi frowned: "Just because we are friendsγ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»"
It is precisely because we are friends that we will persuade ourselves to dispel our doubts about you, so we will care about your feelings, and dare not let you know about the killing of Shi Xing, for fear that you will be sad and sad.
He rubbed his brow and didn't continue, he felt a splitting headache, and the wound in his chest made him feel groggy.
"Since we're friends, don't hide it from me anymore. Wei Qing smiled and clasped Ye Jinyi's shoulders a little harder, as if he wanted to make Ye Jinyi understand that he was willing to accompany him through the touch of each other.
Ye Jinyi looked up at Wei Qing and smiled, closed his eyes slightly, as if he had given up struggling, because he knew that he was not afraid of anything, but he was afraid that Wei Qingxiao's stubborn questioning would make him have no confidence.
"Leng Xun himγ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»" Ye Jinyi opened her eyes, and the pain in her eyes was obvious, "It was originally called Ji Ling." β
Wei Qingxiao didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but wondered: "Ji Ling?"
Ye Jinyi said: "Ji Rong's son, Ji Ling." β
Wei Qing's lips moved incredulously with a smile, but he couldn't say a word: "γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»"
Ten years ago, because the Chu family and several other sects blamed the tragedy of the Yu family's destruction to the Kongtong Tomb, the Kongtong Tomb was jointly eradicated by these sects, and the head of the Kongtong Tomb, Ji Rong, was buried at the bottom of the Kongtong Valley together with the entire Kongtong Tomb, and the bones were gone. I'm afraid no one thought that his son Ji Ling was still alive, and he just fell in love with the daughter of the enemy.
Wei Qing smiled and sighed lightly in his heart: When will this entanglement of love and killing on the rivers and lakes end.
He looked at Ye Jinyi, whose face was as pale as paper, and couldn't help but pat the back of his hand: "This is the reason why you want to kill Chu Yuntang." β
Ye Jinyi said: "If I don't kill her, Ji Ling will remember his identity in the future, and there will be γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ» between them."
He frowned, unwilling to say more, let alone imagine how Leng Xun would face Chu Yuntang if that day really came, and how he should choose between love and hatred.
Wei Qingxiao only then understood what Ye Jinyi meant when she said to Leng Xun when she left, "I hope you never remember". If Leng Xun thinks about all this, I am afraid that he must be entangled between love and hate. It's better to never think about it again, just like now, stay with Chu Yuntang for the rest of your life, and never get involved in this chaotic rivers and lakes.
Wei Qingxiao stretched out his hand and flicked it lightly on the top of Ye Jinyi's head, and said with relief: "He has his choice, why should you embarrass yourself." β
Ye Jinyi held his arm with a stern expression: "Don't let anyone know about this matter." β
Wei Qing smiled and nodded: "Okay." β
In a small room, five people sat on the floor, cigarettes curling, but they still could not alleviate the heavy and oppressive atmosphere at this time.
The four of them, Huoshe, Shuiyin, Yuelu and Qingma, knelt in a row, looking at the night brocade clothes opposite, but everyone's expressions were completely different. And Ye Jinyi just let them look at him, drinking tea with his eyes closed, and didn't say a word.
Or Qingma couldn't help but open his mouth to ease the atmosphere: "The young master is still alive, this is a good thing, you should be happy, right, I will take a few jars of wine to celebrate." β
No one paid attention to him, he was embarrassed and was about to get up, but he was swept by a glance from Yuelu sitting next to him, and he sat down wordlessly, quietly looking sideways to observe the reactions of the other three.
Huoshe looked at Ye Jinyi and said coldly, "We just want to know where the young master is." β
Ye Jinyi paused for a moment before putting down the cup in his hand, but he still rubbed the cup with his head down, not saying a word, as if he was thinking about something.
Shui Yin said: "Before the head of the family was dying, we swore in front of him that we would only follow the master in this life and this life, and even if we found the young master, we would never leave the master." β
Yuelu turned his head sideways and said in a deep voice: "Enough!"
Several people looked up at Ye Jinyi, and saw that Ye Jinyi was still quietly looking at the cup in his hand, his expression was calm as usual, as if he couldn't hear their argument at this time.
Yuelu stood up, walked to Ye Jinyi, knelt down on one knee and arched his hand: "No matter what you decide, we will follow you to the death." β
Ye Jinyi slowly raised his head, glanced at the sincere Yuelu in front of him, and then looked at the fire house, Shui Yin and Qingma who had been waiting for him to speak, and then put down the cup in his hand and raised his hand to help Yuelu.
His gaze is as calm as water, like an old man who has seen through the world, unfazed but also with heart-wrenching vicissitudes. It's just because of this vicissitudes that it shouldn't be for people of his age.
He said, "You've been following me for ten years, and you still don't believe me?"
With that, he turned his head to look out the window, and the sky was gloomy and unpleasantly gray, and one was looking forward to a heavy rain to wash away the unappetizing haze.
Ten years ago, he swore in front of Ji Rong that he would share weal and woe with their twenty-eight guards, be born and die together, and avenge this blood revenge.
Ten years ago, twenty-eight of them also made a blood oath in front of Ji Rong, in this life and this life, only follow him in the night brocade and rebuild the Kongtong tomb.
For ten years, they have protected Ye Jinyi in their own way, incognito, and appeared in front of people in various capacities, giving him the most favorable support and help.
In the past ten years, he has strengthened his strength in his own way, changed his identity, kept his head in obscurity, and manipulated everything in the shadows, just to be able to take revenge one day.
However, in the past ten years, perhaps too many things have really changed.
When will these people who keep calling themselves masters doubt themselves in this way? Or is it that in their hearts, they have always thought that they are selfish people, so selfish that they deliberately do not allow them to recognize Ji Ling for fear of losing everything they have at this time.
Once again, he realized the truth: time is a terrible thing.
But he never realized that his own suffering alone would only make things worse.
"That's because for so many years, you've been hiding everything in your heart, what you're thinking in your heart, what you're going to do, and never telling us. You don't like us to call you master, because you say that we are brothers who live and die together, but now you choose to carry all these things alone, so what about us?"
Qingma, who had never argued about this matter, couldn't help but speak after all, he could no longer look at the person in front of him who they regarded as his life to bear everything alone, and in the past ten years, he has changed himself from a resolute and resolute teenager to the appearance of bearing all the guilt and all the harm but still keeping his mouth shut.
This will not solve any problem at all, it will only make him more painful in his self-torture.
Huoshe looked at the silent Ye Jinyi and said, "In the past ten years, how many injuries have you suffered, and how many times you have been in the ghost gate and can't come back, you never say." If it weren't for them, we'd never know what you're going through alone. β
Ye Jinyi's heart trembled, as if someone had suddenly found his weakness, his nose was sour, and the pain and helplessness he had suffered in the past ten years seemed to have found an outlet for catharsis.
In the past ten years, in the eyes of others, it has been extremely smooth and beautiful, and he can't remember how many injuries he has suffered and how he has managed to get out of the difficulties along the way.
He couldn't find a more effective way than to hurt himself, and every time, just thinking of these people who had been lurking for him, he would tell himself that patience was over. So, he endured it like this for ten years, and slowly, he was unwilling to reveal his true emotions and true thoughts to anyone, and he closed himself tightly.
One day, he thought, they would understand themselves.
However, he forgot that sometimes understanding cannot only be based on guessing, only on the final result, but also on you need to tell them clearly.
He remembered what Wei Qingxiao said to himself, and he began to wonder, perhaps, it was really his own mistake, he just wanted to bear everything alone, but he forgot these people who have been working hard to live for himself, and forgot to give his brothers who lived and died together the greatest peace of mind.
He raised his head and looked at the four men in front of him carefully before sighing: "I'm afraid no one knows the taste of hatred better than you, how have you lived in the past ten years?"
The four men in front of him were dumbfounded, and this answer was self-evident.
Because, in itself, hatred is a terrible thing.
If you have only hatred to sustain you for a whole decade, then you will know that your life will be branded with it, and the rest of your life will only be miserable.
Ye Jinyi smiled bitterly again: "Then how have I been doing in the past ten years?"
No one answered, and no one needed to answer, because the answer was not only self-evident, but also cruel.
Ye Jinyi said: "Ji Ling, it shouldn't be the same as us." β
You shouldn't be like them, always living for hatred, forever suffering from the pain of your heart.
If you can love, don't hate.
The four of them looked at Ye Jinyi, their eyes complicated. Maybe when they start to doubt, they know that their doubts are wrong, but for a positive answer, they have to question, question the person they believe in the most.
They don't regret doubting Ye Jinyi, but they know that this is the most wrong thing they have done.
Ye Jinyi didn't look at them again, just stood up and turned around to leave. He opened the door, stopped, and didn't look back, but his voice was extremely cold, and it sounded non-negotiable: "I will never tell you where Ji Ling is." β
"The hosts. β
A guilty, sincere, slightly hoarse voice sounded behind him, and this was the second time that Ye Jinyi had heard them call themselves masters so solemnly.
For the first time, it was when the twenty-nine of them made a blood oath in front of Ji Rong's tomb, and their master was destined to live for him in this life.
Ye Jinyi's footsteps paused, but she still stepped out of the room without looking back.
"It turns out that you are the boss of the Other Shore Pavilion. Ye Jinyi had just walked around the corner, and Wei Qingxiao appeared in front of him with his arms crossed, blocking his way.
Ye Jinyi didn't speak, just staggered past him.
"I didn't mean to eavesdrop, I'll get you medicine, who knows you're all there. Wei Qing smiled and took two steps back, stretched out his arm to block Ye Jinyi's way, and shook the gold sore medicine in his hand by the way.
"No need. Ye Jinyi frowned, pushed Wei Qingxiao's arm away, and walked forward quickly, intending to get rid of this annoying guy.
"Hey, I don't know my own weapon, it's going to suppurate and leave a scar if I don't take medicine. β
Saying that, Wei Qing smiled and simply didn't stop doing anything, took a big step forward directly, grabbed the collar of Ye Jinyi, put his hand on Ye Jinyi's skin, and directly pulled the clothes down his left shoulder.
So, Ye Jinyi's entire shoulder was directly exposed because of this pull, revealing the wound on his left shoulder by the way, the wound was still bleeding, and the middle coat was stained red by this blood.
Just for a moment, Wei Qing smiled and pulled his clothes to expose his shoulders, and Ye Jinyi reacted quickly, while quickly pulling his shirt and covering his shoulders, he turned back sharply, raised his knees, and slammed into Wei Qingxiao's life.
"Ahh
A few maids passing by next to her, seeing this, covered their faces and snickered and quickly passed by the two.
"You should use this medicine yourself. Ye Jinyi chuckled as she straightened her clothes, and with that, she strode away and disappeared around the corner in a blink of an eye.
Wei Qing smiled and frowned, looked at the direction where Ye Jinyi left aggrievedly, and shouted unwillingly: "Ye Jinyi, you γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»"
He gasped again because of the pain, but he didn't continue to shout, but looked at his hand, and somehow recalled the touch of the skin of Ye Jinyi just now, which was delicate and smooth, and quite comfortable.
"A big man, he's pretty good at maintenance. β