What is the most romantic romance?

Chen Yusheng didn't understand, he was just a fourteen-year-old boy, how could he understand this.

But he felt that he was a man enough today, he felt that it was worth it, and he turned his back to the bellflower, and felt that he had never been so great. Although he is short and fat, he is really cool.

The passage opens and disappears, and everything falls into a calm, pure white space, and the color gradually fades. White slowly turned to gray, and then from gray to black, pitch black.

It's black like a nightmare.

Nightmares form nightmares, and nightmares dwell in the depths of everyone's heart, and everyone wants to put an iron lock on the nightmares, so that the nightmares will always be locked in the bottom of their hearts, and they will never appear.

People love the sun and worship the light to drive away nightmares.

Chen Yusheng naturally has a nightmare that belongs to him, and he has always locked it firmly in the depths of the dream, but he can't eliminate the nightmare, and even makes this nightmare grow bigger and bigger, more and more terrifying, and his illness is actually caused by this nightmare.

In the dark.

The nightmare reappeared.

Chen's nightmares are formed from fragments of memory.

Chen Yusheng in his memory is still a baby, and the world in his memory is cold and freezing, and the cold wind is howling. The goose-feathered snow has been falling, and as far as the eye can see, it is full of white snowflakes. When I opened my eyes, it was a miserable whiteness, and when I closed my eyes and opened them again, it was still a miserable whiteness, and everything was covered in ice and snow.

Chen Yusheng in the state of a baby, his hands, face, and body were so cold that he couldn't do it, his eyelids were as heavy as iron, only the front and back of his body had a trace of temperature, and there was a slight call in his ears from time to time, soft and warm: "Ah Sheng, don't sleep, don't sleep, don't sleep, look at my mother." ”

No matter how warm the call is, it still can't stop the hunger and cold, not for adults, let alone for babies. Then, a warm stream of heat appeared on his lips.

Driven by instinct, Chen Yusheng stopped the warm current in one bite, and the strength to eat milk hard, and he kept talking, and he kept talking......

The hunger disappeared, the strength in his body was restored, and his eyelids gradually opened, and he saw a gentle face at first sight.

Chen Yusheng could feel that it was his mother, her lips were itchy, she reached out and scratched it, her white fingers were full of bright red.

The warmth of the lips.

It was my mother's blood!

Chen Yusheng in the memory fragment was unconscious, but every time Chen Yusheng, who watched from the perspective of an immortal, he would vomit all over his body, and constantly blame himself: "I actually drank my mother's blood, I am not as good as a beast." ”

Xiao Yusheng, who was lying in his mother's arms, no longer trembled, and even giggled.

Laughter.

The picture changes suddenly.

A group of mad dogs smelled blood and came around, and at this time, Xiao Yusheng's mother had just taken out half a steamed bun from her arms. Half a steamed bun, this is her food all day, how can half a steamed bun give birth to **? This is also why she feeds the blood of the rest of her life to drink, no, she can only drink blood!

It was freezing cold, and the mother of the little rest of her life was so slow to react a few beats from the cold, and when the group of mad dogs came up, she had just taken a small bite.

Mad dog approached.

The mother of the little rest of her life, the muscles of her whole body instantly tensed, staring at this group of beasts.

Soon, she had the answer, she was hungry, and the beasts were hungry too. She and her son became food in the eyes of these mad dogs.

The answer was soon revealed, and she didn't hesitate at all, she acted directly, her eyes and body did not move, but with one hand, she carefully hid Xiao Yusheng in the tree hole behind her.

The next moment.

Xiao Yusheng, who was lying on his side in the hollow of the tree, witnessed the darkest and most disgusting picture that would entangle him for the rest of his life.

On one side is a hungry mother, and on the other is a hungry mad dog.

Both sides.

Bumped together.

Instantly bitten into a ball.

It's a real bite, on the one hand, it's for survival, and on the other hand, it's for protection, and it's all desperate. Mother's love is always the greatest, it can't be explained by logic at all, and you don't know where the energy of the mother for the rest of your life bursts from, head, hands, teeth, nails, knees...... As long as it can be used as a weapon, as long as it can bring harm to this group of mad dogs, this mother will do anything!

On the snow.

Bloom one by one.

Brutal and bloody fights, roars one after another, eyes full of blood, icy water...... It all became a childhood nightmare for the rest of my life.

From that day on, he could no longer get contaminated with water.

Later, the villagers who passed by beat away the mad dog and saved the mother and son, but the mother's face was completely bitten for the rest of her life. There are also countless sick roots left on the body, and just looking at that face, it is more terrifying than a monster.

To be honest, the nightmare in Chen Yusheng's heart has not appeared for a long time.

But today it came.

It is not Chen Yusheng's own calling, it is this space that actively awakens the nightmare, this is the real test of Chen Yusheng, and the people who remain need to face the 'life to death'.

The truly most terrible 'life to die'.

It's not about the demons in front of you, it's about your heart.

The mother who lived the rest of her life in the nightmare is long gone, and she has endured all kinds of sufferings in the world and tasted the warmth and coldness of the world.

Yu Sheng's mother often said to him: "All this is fate, everyone has their own fate, and they can't be forced." ”

Amusing!

Lamentable!

Damn it!

Chen Yusheng didn't believe in this evil, he didn't believe it since he was a child, in fact, he knew that his mother didn't believe it either. Otherwise, how could she have endured ten hellish tortures in vain and not be willing to die in peace?

Chen Yusheng's mother is not crazy, nor is she stupid, she has to pull her son up, at least a little bigger, a little bigger, and then be able to live on her own.

But what kind of suffering does a 'youkai', a 'youkai' that can stop crying with just one face, have to endure to close his eyes with peace of mind?

A lot of people can't imagine it.

However, Chen Yusheng can imagine it because he has experienced it.

He has lived for ten copper plates for a month, and he has experienced all the sufferings......

The rest of my mother's hands are actually very skillful, and the needlework is extremely beautiful, but no matter how good the work is, who wants to buy a 'monster' thing? Even if you do, how much copper plate are people willing to pay you?

Others sell five copper plates, but the rest of the family can only sell two, and they will suffer a loss! Fools know that they will suffer losses, but Chen Yusheng's mother doesn't care. As long as she can live, as long as she can raise her son, she doesn't care about anything.

The eyes are spent.

I pricked my hand when I used the needle.

Blood drips onto the soles of shoes or handkerchiefs......

Start all over again, keep starting all over again, and the days go by day by day. The mother of the rest of her life, her eyes became more and more flowery, and the number of stitches pierced her hands became more and more, and soon she couldn't even earn enough for ten copper plates.

The family's only income was also cut off.

The rest of my life is still small, and my family has to continue to hold on, and the road still has to go, and I can't stop. But how can an ugly woman who has no power to survive?

How do you survive?

Is it begging? It's a way, but even the rest of my life as a child can see that my mother doesn't want to. It doesn't matter how hard life is, but she wants her son to grow up with dignity, first of all, she can't be shameless as a mother......