Chapter 195: A Sincere Excuse
"What are you looking at?" Wei Qingxiao walked into the room with the pastry that Yu Ning had just made, and saw Ye Jinyi frowning at a letter, so he put the pastry aside and gently hugged Ye Jinyi from behind.
Ye Jinyi put the letter away, smiled, and said, "It's just the news that the other side pavilion reports safety on weekdays." ”
Wei Qingxiao straightened Ye Jinyi's body, facing himself, raised his hand and rubbed Ye Jinyi's eyebrows, and said, "Since it is news of peace, your brows are still wrinkled so tightly." ”
"Maybe I'm too careful, and I always feel that there's something wrong with this letter. Ye Jinyi also raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, opened the letter in his hand again, and read it from beginning to end.
"I'll see. Wei Qingxiao took the letter from Ye Jinyi's hand, and read it carefully, but did not find any problems, so he raised his hand on Ye Jinyi's shoulder and said with relief, "What's wrong with this." I think it's because you've been too tired lately and cranky. ”
Ye Jinyi smiled reluctantly and said, "I hope so." ”
Wei Qing smiled and glanced at Ye Jinyi, and then thought that it seemed that Ye Jinyi hadn't heard Ye Jinyi mention revenge for a long, long time, especially after the explosion of Boyaju and the theft of the Weeping Blood Sword, the word "revenge" seemed to have been forgotten by Ye Jinyi.
Of course, this is just Wei Qing's opinion of laughing at himself, he naturally doesn't know what kind of plan Ye Jinyi and Chu Xiuyi have done in the matter of revenge, and what kind of chess game they have made to wait for Chu Zhongyue. He only felt that the current peaceful life was not easy to come by, and he was unwilling to let Ye Jinyi fall into a life of hatred and slaughter.
And revenge is the only reason for Ye Jinyi to return to that kind of life.
Therefore, what he wants to do is to let Ye Jinyi forget revenge forever and forever, until Chu Zhongyue dies of old age.
"Brocade. Wei Qingxiao suddenly hugged Ye Jinyi, and his tone was unusually serious.
Ye Jinyi patted him on the back and soothed, "What's wrong?"
"Let's get married. Wei Qing smiled word by word.
When Ye Jinyi heard this, her face was solemn for a moment, and the action of gently patting Wei Qingxiao's back with her hand also stopped, and after a while, she directly and slowly pushed Wei Qingxiao away.
"You don't want to?" Wei Qing smiled and frowned, because he felt that Ye Jinyi looked as if he was far, far away from him now, as if he could only see it, but he couldn't touch it.
This ethereal feeling made him panic in his heart.
"It's not. Ye Jinyi looked up at him, and her tone was light.
"That ······"
"When I first saw you, I was in Xijing, at that time, you were the dashing and uninhibited palace master of the Mei Palace, although you were burdened with the burden of revenge given by your mother, but the Wei Qingxiao I saw at that time was casual and natural, he would not frown at anything, he would not be tied up by anything else, he seemed to always regard the problems he encountered as a trivial matter. Ye Jinyi raised her hand and brushed Wei Qing's smiling thin lips, and said with a faint smile, "But, I don't know when you became burdened, you began to become cautious, and you became easily sad." And all of this is what I brought to you. I often wonder if this burden will follow you for the rest of your life if we are together for the rest of our lives. ”
She wanted to dispel Wei Qingxiao's idea of marrying her, but because she was not sure of her future life and death, she was not sure if she could spend the rest of her life with Wei Qingxiao peacefully.
However, every word she said at this time, although it was an excuse, was the most sincere thought in her heart.
She misses the palace master of the plum palace who used to be carefree and carefree, especially when Wei Qingxiao was sad for her and angry for her every time she was angry.
She doesn't want others to be her own baggage, and she doesn't want to let herself be a burden to others.
"No, you forgot. When you and I first met, I was just a stunned boy standing in the snow and freezing numb, if it weren't for you, not the red plum blossom you put in my hand, I would still be just a boring person who doesn't know how to cherish himself. It is precisely because of you that the world can see the free and easy Wei Qing smile. Wei Qing smiled and held Ye Jinyi's hand, and he showed a bright smile on his face, as if he was comforting Ye Jinyi, "Yes, I have changed, I have begun to become cautious, and I have become afraid of losing you." Because I love you. Love is the only weight that weighs on my heart, it makes me a burden, but it also makes me feel grounded, I feel stable, it makes me feel that I am no longer as worthless as before, like a soulless puppet wandering the world in a muddled way. And all this, there is no second person in the world who can give me except you. ”
"Wei Qing smiled, you give me some time. Ye Jin's watery eyes looked at Wei Qing tightly and smiled, and the emotions in them carried a hint of pleading.
Wei Qing smiled and frowned, not because of what Ye Jinyi said, but because he felt Ye Jinyi's hand trembling, and he knew that only when he was scared, Ye Jinyi would tremble like this.
"Does the matter of getting married make you afraid?" Wei Qingxiao's eyes were a little sour, and he suddenly realized that every time he talked to Ye Jinyi, he would unconsciously push Ye Jinyi into a desperate situation.
He wants Ye Jinyi to face these problems head-on, and Ye Jinyi has been used to solving problems by escaping for the past ten years. Whenever he asked more deeply, the more insecure and scared Ye Jinyi became.
However, will the matter of getting married also be a problem for Ye Jinyi to escape?
Or is she not running away from getting married, but she is evading the responsibilities that come with getting married, and she is afraid that she will not be able to be a good wife, and even afraid that she will not have time to be a good wife.
Thinking of this, Wei Qing's smiling black eyes suddenly contracted, and he suddenly found the answer to this question.
"You still want revenge?!"
It is precisely because he wants revenge that he ties his life to the tip of the knife, so he can't entrust Wei Qingxiao's happiness to his uncertain life.
When he realized this problem, the sense of oppression in Wei Qingxiao's heart became stronger and stronger, and gradually developed into a severe dull pain. It was like, the next moment, Ye Jinyi was about to leave him.
"Revenge is something that is above my life, I thought you knew. ”
"Then at least tell me, when?" Wei Qing said with a smile, and slowly let go of Ye Jinyi's hand, Ye Jinyi's hand was no longer trembling, but his hand was gradually cold.
Ye Jinyi laughed at herself and said lightly: "From eleven years ago to today, haven't I been doing revenge?"
"Revenge is like fishing, no matter how long you cast the bait, there will be a day when you will close the net. I'm asking, when are you going to close the net?" Wei Qingxiao's brows kept frowning tightly, this was the way he didn't like himself the most, but at this time, he couldn't control it anyway, he was eager to know when Ye Jinyi was going to make an end to this matter.
In this way, he has a good preparation, a well-prepared night brocade clothes.
He stared at Ye Jinyi tightly, making it difficult for Ye Jinyi to escape this problem.
After a long time, Ye Jinyi lightly opened her thin lips: "Two years later." ”