Chapter 9: Weakness
Xingyin was calm.
He turned his head to look at Li Han and said with a smile: "Unconsciously, has the blood moon grown to this point?"
It was as if he didn't know that his life and death had been manipulated by Li Han, talking and laughing, and there were blood marks cut out of his neck.
"Do you really think I wouldn't dare?"
Li Han's lips tightened, and his left hand trembled uncontrollably.
"To dare but not to do is to be brave. The scholar slowly stepped back until he stepped out of the door and said, "There are some things you don't understand yet. ”
"If you don't let go, I'll be dead. Xingyin could still laugh and stand there relaxed.
"I want to know why?" Li Han's lips turned white, and his voice was full of murderous intent.
"There is no why. Xingyin said flatly, "Qilin Pavilion is not a child's play, except for your Blood Moon, everyone has joined since childhood. The interests of the Qilin Pavilion are above all else, and no one can be above them in our eyes. ”
"Do you suspect that we are people with Feng Laiyi?"
Li Han felt insulted.
"It's not just Feng Laiyi!" Xingyin said with deep meaning, "Maybe you will sneak into the Qilin Pavilion for other purposes, such as to wash the blood off your body." ”
"You don't believe us either?" Li Han said sadly, "You single-handedly brought us to the present, and now you come to doubt us?"
"It's not just suspicion, when we think you're suspicious, we'll get rid of you mercilessly!" Xingyin suddenly became very serious, and a hideous look flashed across his face, "In order to ensure the safety of the Qilin Pavilion, any sacrifice is okay!"
"So we don't even have room to quit now?" Li Leng smiled, "I can only be at your mercy?"
"Of course not. Xingyin regained his indifference and said, "You haven't been officially recognized by us, you can quit at any time, as long as you promise not to reveal anything about Qilin Pavilion, we can keep you safe." ”
"That's good. Li Han withdrew his hand and pointed out the door, "Please." ”
"Are you really going to do this?" Xingyin's eyebrows twitched slightly, "This is not your style. ”
Xingyin seems to feel that he has gone too far, if Mengtuo Qingque knows that he will not stew himself.
"I don't want and don't have the right to put the life of Blood Moon in the hands of people like you! if all we get for our lives is suspicion and suspicion, then it's all meaningless!"
Li Han pointed to the door again and said angrily: "I will not send it far." ”
Xingyin touched his neck and sighed: "You have indeed grown a lot, Li Han I know that you will come back sooner or later, with your blood moon!"
Li Han tilted his head to the window, there were no clouds tonight, and the stars in the distance were shining with brilliant light.
The room was quiet, Li Han saw Xingyin appear downstairs, Xiaoyao said a few words to him, Xingyin shook his head and left. Xiaoyao seemed to make a helpless expression, and then stood back in a fluttering position.
Wang Luojie was not there, the other four people were lying here, and Li Han knew that at least two of the four of them had already woken up.
But no one opened his mouth to give Li Han a hint, and all decisions were made by him alone, which was a kind of trust and a responsibility.
He couldn't find anyone to talk to, so he could only stare at the night sky by himself.
None of them were seventeen or eighteen years old, their best years had been devoted to nature deep in the forest, and now they were adults.
What a terrible word, adulthood. They can't be careless, they have to plan for the future, for themselves and for the people around them.
Li Han knew that the others were just as confused as himself, and they didn't know where the road was. In this materialistic world, they have no skills except for scars all over their bodies. Are they going to be reduced to a multitude of beings, or are they going to get by?
No one dared to make a hasty decision, this was not just the fate of one person, but the fate of the six people of the Blood Moon in this life. Since the day they joined the Blood Moon, their fates have been tied together, and they are destined to live and die together.
Everyone was lost at this crossroads, and everyone cowardly stopped.
Li Han understood, he knew that his decision would determine the fate of the Blood Moon, he knew that the six of them would hold it in his hands for the rest of their lives, he knew that if he opened his mouth, they could easily become famous, and he knew that if he chose the wrong one, the Blood Moon would be doomed.
How to choose? Do you forget the existence of the blood moon and live a long life peacefully? Or wander in bloody life and death all your life, the blood stains on your body gradually cover the kindness of human nature, and finally die in some unknown corner.
Normal people will choose the first path, with people like the old man, they can even enjoy everything, on their own, they can live a full life without worry!
But are they normal?
Would a normal person lurk thousands of miles away in such a secluded town that he may never know in his life, for seven days and seven nights, to kill people for a ridiculous friendship?
Would a normal person rob a prisoner because of a sentence that he didn't say for many years?
Would a normal person give up everything he has for a person's words, kill for him, follow him, and even protect him at the cost of his life?
Would a normal person be tortured to protect others without saying a word?
Would a normal person have two fingers chopped off for someone else?
Would a normal person use his body to block a deadly threat for others at the moment of life and death, at the cost of his own life?
Will you?
They are not normal people, they are neurotics, they are scorned, scolded, despised and even disdained when they speak out!
But don't they want to have a normal life? Don't they want to?
Doesn't the monk want to calmly return to the place in Zhengzhou where he first met Tang Xian?
Yi Shui has lost his dream, wouldn't it be more cruel to let him continue?
There is also Longguan, he will always stand firmly behind Li Han, doesn't he want to stay away from blood and dirt?
But what about leaving?
If he leaves, Li Han will have to be separated from Xiaofei, and he will never be able to contact him again, right? What about Wang Luojie and Yan Ruo? And their scars all over their bodies remind them all the time, can Tang Xian accept such a monk? Can they really integrate into this society that doesn't know who abandoned whom first?
May I?
You tell me, is that okay?
Li Han didn't know, the monk didn't know.
No one knows.
Everyone can choose to escape this question, Li Han can't, he is not qualified, and he can't escape!
Wang Luojie killed people because he was thousands of miles away! Monks, Longguan, and evil spirits all embarked on the road of no return without hesitation because of his words! Yi Shui also joined the Blood Moon because of him!
None of them thought about the future, and perhaps they did, because he gave up.
He is not qualified not to plan for them, even if it is at the expense of himself, he has to choose the most glamorous and beautiful way out for them!
The night wind is getting stronger and stronger, blowing his white shirt and hunting, the blood stains on his clothes have long coagulated, and the blood stains can be removed, what about the memories?
They are not like Xingyin them, they have been trained to be killing machines since childhood, and they are destined to spend their lives in blood. This is their misfortune and their luck. At least they don't have the trouble of the Blood Moon right now.
Can Li Han give up Xu Yifei, can Wang Luojie give up Yan Ruo? Even if he can give up, how can they let him give up?
"A month. ”
Li Han's body shook and did not look back.
"Give us, and give this society a month. If, after a month, we are still safe, then we will quit completely! If not, then we will leave it to fate. To be honest, I'm really tired on these days. ”
Li Han turned his head, looked at the person who spoke, and said in a bitter voice: "I didn't expect it to be you." ”
Long Guan smiled: "What's the matter? Why do you have a bitter face as soon as I speak?"
Li Han had mixed feelings in his heart.
Long Guan has always shown his impulsive and rough side, making everyone think that he is just a reckless man. Only he and the monks, the evil spirits, knew the meticulousness of Longguan's thoughts. Just like Long Guan himself said, the blood moon can't be lifeless, since each of you is so smart, then I have to be reckless.
After so many years of hiding, Li Han forgot the nature of Longguan. At such a time, he can still stand up decisively to solve problems for him, just like when he embarked on this road without looking back just because he said a word, Long Guan can always give him the most critical help when he needs it most.
"It's fine. Li Hanqiang smiled, "I just didn't expect that so many of us couldn't come up with a way that you, an elm head, could think of!"
"That's you guys thinking too much. Long Guan said as if intentionally or unintentionally, "Since we know that everyone thinks the same, why bother to force impossible perfection?
He stared at Li Han's eyes, and his eyes seemed to be shining: "Just like you stupidly want to give up Xiaofei, if you give up on her, it will only hurt us even more." ”
Li Han understood what he meant, and was silent.
"Xingyin said those words to stimulate us. Long Guan continued, "He doesn't want us to regret it in the future, when he enters the Qilin Pavilion, everything can't help it, and even his life may be lost at any time, so he will exaggerate and stimulate you." Use us to stimulate you, I can see that he still wants us to stay in the Qilin Pavilion, but he didn't force it, I admire such a man!"
Li Han smiled bitterly: "It's me who is too impulsive." ”
"It's us who make you too impulsive. Long Guan hit the nail on the head and said, "Everyone knows that affection is your greatest strength and fatal weakness, and using us to blackmail even mentioning us will make you lose your heart." It's an open secret to you!"
Li Han only smiled bitterly.
"Because you have always felt that you are sorry for us, it is you who have caused us to be burdened!" "The more we don't say anything, the deeper your guilt and self-blame will be, and the more terrible your terrible merit will be." Sooner or later, it will hurt you!"
"If we hurt you, we will hurt ourselves!" the monk interjected, "so you should change it appropriately." ”
Li Han really had nothing to say, only a wry smile.
"Longguan was so loud that it woke me up. The monk shook his neck slightly, and said helplessly, "My neck is numb, but I can't move yet, it's really uncomfortable." ”
"Tomorrow you go out for a walk. Long Guan said to Li Han, "Your personality is the best among us except for Wang Luojie. If you can't fit in with this society..."
He didn't finish the rest of the sentence, but Li Han understood what he meant.
"I'm sure they'll keep us safe!" the monk reassured him, "Your mission is much more important than Mengtuo's!"
"I see. Li Han nodded, his eyes blazing.