Chapter 34 What is Love?
In the Maserati president's car, there was silence for a long time, Tina knew very well in her heart that the lottery ticket that Wen Zhong bought would never win, this probability was too small, and finally couldn't help but say: "Boss, you said so much to the media today, tomorrow they will definitely make a big fuss about the lottery incident." ”
"It's okay, I'll shut them up. The smile on the corner of Wen Zhong's mouth was as confident as ever.
"But boss, are you really doing this to create event marketing? I don't think we need to do that, it's doing more harm than good to us right now. There is also the matter of movies, which I also think is a little inappropriate. ”
Tina feels that with Wenzhong's current influence, there is no need to create any events at all, Wenzhong itself is a topic, an advertisement, and a brand. Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many journalists flocking to the lottery just because of a single lottery.
"Advertising is the client's business, I remember saying to you, how could I do something meaningless in order to create event marketing?" Wen Zhongxiao Tina didn't know herself well enough.
"Then why give out lottery tickets to employees?" Tina was a little confused by what Wen Zhong was doing.
"Isn't my purpose obvious enough? ”
Hearing Wen Zhong's answer, Tina felt that this was an obvious excuse, and she was a little disappointed, what did Wen Zhong have to hide from herself?
Give benefits to employees! Just rely on this lottery ticket? I'm afraid it will make people laugh out of their big teeth, and the whole world knows that Zhao Chao can't make it to the finals!
Feeling Tina's slightly depressed expression, Wen Zhong comforted him lightly, "Time will tell, now you don't understand me, I can understand." ”
Tina, who was already a little aggrieved, felt that her heart was going to break when she heard Zhong's words, thinking of the hard pursuit in the past three years, now a little stimulation is like the last straw that crushes her, she can no longer control her depressed mood, and her emotions explode at this moment.
Tina said excitedly and incoherently: "Wen Zhong, you said that I don't understand you! It's been three years, I gave up everything to follow you, do you know how much I love you! Every legend you have created, every low point you have experienced, and every achievement you have made I am afraid that I remember more clearly than yourself." I remember better than anyone what brand of coffee you like to drink, what kind of snacks you like to eat, what colors and styles of clothes you like to wear, when you like to run, when you read, and when you meditate. A look at you, a frown, a smile, a little sadness, I can be the first to notice it than anyone else. The books you read, the songs you have heard, and every place you have walked under your feet, I will follow your steps in a corner behind you and quietly walk through every footprint you have everywhere. ”
Tina couldn't help but tremble with excitement, "Do you know how sad I am when you say that, do you know how bitter I love you, do you know that I will be happy and sleepless all night because of your smile at me." It's never that I don't understand you, it's that you've mistaken me!"
Tina shouted hysterically "Stop!"
The driver, Ah Feng, trembled, quickly glanced at the boss Wen Zhong through the rearview mirror, and slowly leaned the car on the side of the road in a cold sweat.
Tina looked at Wen Zhong, and there was a hint of determination in her eyes: "Wen Zhong, do you love me or not?
Time passed by drop by drop, and looking at Wen Zhong's still melancholy eyes through some struggles, Tina knew that she had got the answer......
The president of Maserati drove slowly on the road as if he had lost his spirit, there were only two drivers in the car, Ah Feng and Wen Zhong, Wen Zhong turned off his mobile phone, and the driver did not drive the car to the airport when he heard Wen Zhong's words, but just drifted aimlessly on the road without a goal or direction.
Wen Zhong knew that he might never have the chance to meet Tina again in the future.
Tina is gone, maybe to live in a city that she will never find again.
After three years of getting along, it's not that I'm stupid, it's not that I can't see it, it's not that I don't have feelings for Tina, it's not that I don't want Tina.
It's that I don't know what love is, I don't know what love is, and I don't know what love is, and I don't believe in the existence of true love at all.
Wen Zhong enjoys solitude, Wen Zhong likes to meditate, and Wen Zhong loves to see himself and his heart without embellishment.
Perhaps it is these habits of life that have led to Wen Zhong's sentimental and depressed character, his life is full of melancholy, even if he has the whole world, Wen Zhong still can't feel the slightest joy from the heart.
To tell the truth, Wen Zhong envies those who can laugh regardless of their image, and Wen Zhong envies those who dare to love and hate. Wen Zhong also wants to imitate and own, but Wen Zhong's heart can't do it, and Wen Zhong can't take that seemingly simple step anyway.
Wen Zhong likes many women, maybe it is a look from the other party, a back, a smooth neck, a pair of dexterous and moist jade hands will make him emotional, and he will make his impulsive blood boil and make a lifelong promise of eternity.
But I know better than anyone else that behind this promise may seem to be true at the time, but with the passage of time, or even after just pleasure, it ceases to exist.
can't even guarantee that he said he would love her forever, so why should he believe that the other party said that he would always be with him and never abandon the vow.
I can't guarantee that I love someone and I won't be tempted by others, so why fantasize about and even demand a lifetime of loyalty from the other person's spirit and body.
Actually, at that moment just now, I really wanted to say to you that I love you, I really wanted to let go of all baggage, let go of all pretenses, hold you, comfort you, kiss you, and tell you that I really want to have you at this moment.
It's just providence that you chose to leave the moment I wanted to hug you tightly.
Leaving may be the most correct choice, I don't want to put on the shackles of love, I don't want to let you down, and I don't want to deceive you.
I don't know exactly what I want emotionally, maybe I'm just afraid of losing, maybe I can't afford to lose.
Let it all, with your departure, be buried together in the wind.
Paying tribute to you I am about to love at this moment.
Looking at the street scene with high-rise buildings outside the car window, Wen Zhong's hands were tightly clasped to his eyes that wanted to be moist, and he felt so fragile for the first time.
Wen Zhong hated this extremely stubborn and desperate for perfection.
When I really understood Tina's feelings for me, I had to admit that I was a little reluctant to leave this world. As Aftershock said, if he jumped from the building, he would have regretted that he had not experienced today.
Wen Zhong's heart seems to be empty, like a child who has lost his beloved toy. I didn't feel it when I was together every day, but now that I have really lost it, I can't help but feel a deep loneliness.
Tina, this parting is the end of the world, maybe we will not meet again in this life and this life.
Maybe Wen Zhong's heart is more willing to let Tina exist as a complex, if they are really together, maybe it will not be as beautiful as they imagined, there will be contradictions, there will be separation, and there will be sadness.