Chapter 177: Looking back at the young man's heart, I turned around and hid in thousands of red dust
Humanity is good and seeks righteousness and holiness; the demonic way is gradually lost from the broken; the Buddhist way is empty from the heart; the witch path is high from the body; and the heavenly way is far from seeking and giving up.
Liu Qing left without waiting for Lu Yanling to come back. As she was leaving, she said to me, "I'm really sorry for the trouble my sister has caused you."
I smiled and said it was nothing.
Liu Qing told me about all the changes in her body, and finally expected me to go to Houtu Niang Niang Temple around October this year, why it was not now, but around October, I didn't ask.
I didn't tell Liu Qing for sure that I would definitely go when the time came, but I just told her that I would talk about it when the time came.
Lu Yanling happily came back with a bunch of dishes, and now that Liu Qing had already left, she muttered for a while that Liu Qing was too uninteresting, and after cooking and dinner, she returned to her room and happily studied those myths and stories, and her room was about to become a study at this time.
Now Lu Yanling, her interest in myths and legends is no less than when I first came into contact with Xuanhuang Banner. I lay quietly on the sand in my room, thinking about everything I had been born after my monasticism.
Especially after his own Yuan Shen Dacheng survived the first heavenly tribulation.
Mysteriously Burning Cloud...... The giant looked up to the sky and roared...... The birth of the true spirit of the gods and demons...... Relics of the Queen Mother of the West...... A mysterious and powerful being...... Purple Mansion of the Eastern Princes...... Hou Tu Niang Niang...... And so on, all of this seems to be involved with me.
I even think that it is providence that there is an invisible hand in the dark that leads itself into a game?
It is said that everything is providential, if this is the case, what is the meaning of everything?
I, Zhang Santong, have achieved success in cultivating the Dao, and I have jumped out of the six realms of reincarnation.
I don't want to be submissive to any providence.
I don't want my life to be dictated by providence. My fate is not up to me!
These immortals and demons, what treasures are left behind, Zifu Houtu Niangniang has nothing to do with me, and now I neither yearn for any treasures and pills, nor am I interested in those born immortals.
Never thought about becoming an immortal, and then became an immortal and ascended there? Thirty-three days are gone, can you go to the depths of the universe and wander alone?
The way of heaven is broken. Why are the causes and consequences of this calamity broken...... If it's broken, it's broken, what does it have to do with me, Zhang Santong, why do I want to explore the mysteries of this place?
My original intention of cultivating the Tao has not changed much, and I have never thought that I would be high up and look down on sentient beings. Yiyiwang just wants to be at ease in the red dust, but he just wants to be completely autonomous in the disturbing world.
Yes, I just want to be at ease and completely autonomous in the world, and as for the cultivation of the Tao, omnipresence and ubiquity are the true nature of the Dao. Doesn't it mean that the Great Hidden Dust and Light are the same as the Dust is the true cultivation......
After thinking about it for a while, my heart moved. Secretly made a decision, felt extremely relaxed, and then went to bed to settle down a little, practiced, and then slept beautifully.
"I'm dropping out!"
The next morning, I said to Lu Yanling, "I don't want to go to school anymore!"
"What?" Lu Yanling heard my words, dropped the comb in her hand, sat down next to me, and asked, "Did Santong give birth to something?"
I smiled. Reached out and touched her head and said, "Didn't give birth to anything, do you think it's interesting for me to go to school?"
Lu Yanling looked at me and didn't speak, I didn't know what was going on in her mind.
I told her, "I just didn't want to disappoint my parents. What now. I was kicked out of the house by my father, so to speak. I am no longer from the ninety-four father-in-law's family, and besides, if my father knew my current decision, I am afraid that he would not object. ”
Lu Yanling asked me, "Then what if you don't go to school?"
It's funny to think about, when I was in college, I thought about it seriously for a few days, and finally applied for an international tourism major, thinking that after graduation, I could go to the sky and the earth to travel and play for free. Plans don't change as fast as they are, and the truth is hard to predict.
But my mind about traveling still hasn't changed, so I opened my mouth and said to Lu Yanling: "After dropping out of school, I plan to go around alone to relax." ”
"You've decided?"
"It's the ground!"
Yes, going to college really doesn't mean much to me Zhang Santong anymore.
All the situation at home, the safety of my parents does not need me to worry about it all the time, the third uncle's business has a cousin in country m to take care of Zhang Yu's medicine, and there is no medicine I can teach her, although Xiao Man is pregnant with my child, but that little life grows extremely slowly, I am afraid that in a few years, Xiao Man will not see anything, as for my cousin and my second brother, one is doing business while going to college, and the other is a gangster, they both have their own lives, and I will not plan to take care of them for the rest of their lives, everyone has their own lives, and they don't need my worries anymore. As for Lu Yanling, she doesn't need to stay by my side all the time for safety.
Since I had decided to do so, I didn't hesitate to go to the school in the morning to consult with the relevant program counselor of the place of withdrawal, persuaded me a few words, saw that I was determined, and finally told me that I needed the signature of my parents.
I'm already a twenty-year-old person, I didn't expect to need the signature of my family, I thought about it, I directly called Yu Chenghua a few times, told him about my want to quit school, and asked him to help me go through the formalities, Yu Chenghua didn't ask me why I didn't want to go to school, and told me that there was no problem.
Unexpectedly, Yu Chenghua's energy was quite large, and my certificate of completion would arrive in the afternoon. When the instructor handed me the certificate, the strange look in his eyes made me think it was very funny.
In this way, the school I left didn't go to the class to take care of my classmates, but just asked the instructor to tell everyone. Putting the certificate in my hand into my sleeve, I walked out of the school gate and looked back at the University of Foreign Chinese Studies, which was the last stop of my student career.
Shaking my head, I felt lighter.
When she returned home, Lu Yanling and Zhang Yu, Xiaoman, cousin Zhang Fuhong, cousin Zhang Yan, and Cheng Fan were all there. I also knew that Lu Yanling would definitely tell them the news of her withdrawal from school, so I was not surprised by their arrival.
Before they could say anything, I took out my certificate of completion.
At that time, everyone's expressions were all stunned, even Zhang Yu and Xiaoman, who had always been calm.
A few of them saw that I even got my certificate. A lot of words are probably held back, and everyone's mood is not very good, so I smiled and made a delicious meal for everyone. I even took out a lot of my own sake.
"Santong, you kid, you're so unemployed now, how will you find a job in the future? Cheng Fan drank some wine. The words began to increase as he finished speaking, and he suddenly patted his head and said, "Yes." Your third uncle and Fuhong's business is so big, you don't need to worry about it. ”
"Haha! Cousin Zhang Fuhong smiled strangely: "Our Santong brother is a strong man, and he has already been raised." ”
When everyone drinks and eats, the two who talk the most are cousin and Cheng Fan. Zhang Yu and the others didn't have any expression even when they heard their cousin's words.
"I'll go back and talk about your father's withdrawal from school. You can rest assured. "My cousin Zhang Yan asked me, "Santong, do you want to go there for a walk?"
"I don't have any plans to just walk around!"
"Oh, how long are you going to go out for a walk? You don't have no plans, do you?"
"Huh!" I nodded.
At last. My cousin asked me, "When are you leaving?"
I replied, "Tomorrow!"
When my cousin asked me, Zhang Yu and several of their expressions were under my divine sense. Zhang Yuqiang smiled, Xiao Man bit her lip, and Lu Yanling was expressionless.
The cousin was going to tease a few more words, and after showing the expressions of several of them, he muttered to Cheng Fan.
Hearing that I'm leaving tomorrow, everyone stayed, and no one mentioned that I was leaving tomorrow, and everyone found a topic to talk about......
Xiao Man was the first to get drunk, so I carried her into Lu Yanling's room, and Zhang Yu also followed.
After settling Xiaoman, I said to Zhang Yu: "Xiaoyu Xiaomandi's situation will be more difficult for you to worry about in the future." ”
"Nothing. Zhang Yu looked at me quietly and said, "Xiaoman and I are waiting for you." Tears flowed from her eyes, but she smiled.
I reached out and hugged Zhang Yu in my arms, kissed away the tears on her face gently, and said nothing until dawn.
I gave all the books in my room to Lu Yanling, and there were not many other things to take away, Lu Yanling found a travel package, and filled the bag with fruits and snacks. I was going to put it all in my sleeve, but I didn't.
I hadn't planned to go there yet, so I didn't let everyone send it. Carrying a travel bag on my back, I disappeared from Zhang Yu's field of vision, and casually flagged down a taxi and headed towards the train station.
Looking at the big bag that Lu Yanling prepared for me, I smiled, in the car, I restrained all my cultivation breath, and put my white clouds and Xuanwu car, as well as the pair of Luan Feng, into the Xuanhuang Realm without the driver noticing, since I want to go to the red dust and be at ease, then I will feel everything as an ordinary person and mentality.
When I arrived at the train station, I saw that there were migrant workers, white-collar workers, beautiful big girls and little girls, young people strolling around, and police officers on patrol...... And so on and so forth.
Thousands of red dust, huh......
The corners of his mouth hung up again, and he smiled, and those things like the birth of immortals and demons have nothing to do with me, Zhang Santong.
Then.
Turning, I integrated myself into the crowd and became a member of it, then I bought a random train ticket and walked into the station with the flow of people......