Chapter 0059 - Give You Back
Zhu Lian stared at Zhao Bufan in disbelief, his originally charming eyes were full of anger, which was the anger betrayed by someone he trusted. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Zhao Bufan, I really misjudged you, in order to get the support of our Zhu family, you can betray Paoze? You can hurt me like this? You touch your conscience and ask yourself, how much love do you have for me? What else do you want to get without my face? You suddenly changed your mind and wanted to marry me, don't I understand what you think?"
Zhao Bufan was silent.
When Zhu Lian saw his face, his eyes became wet in an instant, and he suddenly roared hoarsely: "I did gradually like you, I liked your bravery, I liked your domineering decision at a critical moment, I liked your spirit of not fearing death, and I liked your chivalrous heart of worrying about the country and the people, but you disappointed me so much, can't you wait any longer, maybe two years later, three years later, I will marry you willingly after all, but why are you in such a hurry?"
"I'm sorry, I really need the Zhu family's support as soon as possible!" Zhao Bufan was shocked in his heart, he didn't expect Zhu Lian to have a good impression of him, but he didn't regret the decision he made just now. Because he really doesn't have the time and energy to talk about his feelings, if he doesn't rise quickly, let alone the ambition in his heart, I'm afraid that sooner or later he will be played to death by the ministers of the DPRK and China.
But for Zhu Lian, this is a very serious injury, she already has a good impression of Zhao Bufan, as a girl, she also has her own heart, her own vision, her own beautiful desire, and her own dream!
But all this was ruined by Zhao Bufan, and it was shattered in an instant, she felt that her feelings had not yet begun, but they had completely ended, which was a very serious injury to a rare chaste woman like her!
"Zhao Bufan, you can make up for the harm you have done to me with a word of sorry? Your word of sorry will determine my life? My father wants me to marry you out of love for your talent, I have nothing to say, and I don't think it's bad to marry you, maybe I will marry you willingly in the future, but you are the man in my heart, why do you want to treat me like this, have you ever felt sorry for me? When you said that, did you pity me for a moment? You just used me as a bargaining chip, as a chess piece!"
For some reason, looking at Zhu Lian's painful face, Zhao Bufan was faintly sad, a little unbearable, and a little heartache, but he had already made up his mind, and he would not change it.
"Zhu Lian, I don't know what to say, and I don't want to make too many excuses, it's wrong to say anything, but whether you hate me or blame me, this matter is decided!"
"You are shameless!!, you bastard!!" Zhu Lian couldn't cry, holding her head in pain, she felt that she was betrayed by her beloved, and it was unbearable.
Zhao Bufan stepped forward lightly and gently stretched out his hand, wanting to wipe away Zhu Lian's tears.
Zhu Lian opened his hand, clenched his silver teeth, and stared at him with teary eyes.
"Don't touch me! I Zhu Lian has been loyal and filial piety first, benevolence and righteousness since I was a child, I don't seek eternal succession, but I will also be virtuous and virtuous, since my father wants me to marry you, then I will marry, but as long as I haven't passed the door for a day, it has nothing to do with you, we are not robes, nor are we friends, you stay away from me!"
Zhao Bufan withdrew his hand, his eyes full of pity.
"You must be a peerless beauty who can live through the ages!"
"I don't need you to praise, although you are the only man I am tempted to, but I hate you now, you marry me like this, even if I will marry my children well, I will abide by women's morals, I will do my best to be a good wife and mother, I will do better than any wife in the world, but you will always remember, I hate you in my heart, I hate you! I would rather my father marry me to someone I have never met, I don't want to marry you, I don't want you to use me like this, I like you!!How can you !! me like this"
Zhu Lian was hoarse, and this rare pink beauty in the world was venting her emotions frantically.
Zhao Bufan was also angry, not angry with Zhu Lian, but angry at the helplessness, he didn't want to hurt Zhu Lian, he didn't want to hurt this woman who had been looking for thousands of years and didn't come out of a few, he really pity her, it was really heartbreaking. But now that it has only been a few years since the Jin State destroyed Liao and the Jin State invaded the south, how can he have the kung fu to fall in love, and how can he have the energy to take his time?
He gritted his teeth: "Zhu Lian, I owe you, you can hate me, but one day, I will let you marry me willingly from the bottom of my heart!"
Crystal tears swayed in the wind, Zhu Lian shook his head, and his heart was like ashes.
"Impossible! If you go to propose marriage now, if you marry me to get the support of the Zhu family, and use me as a bargaining chip, then I will never forgive you, and I will !!! forever."
Suddenly, Zhu Lian raised his head, looked into Zhao Bufan's eyes, quickly wiped away his tears, and forced himself to smile.
"Zhao Bufan, you tell me, you are joking, just like you always liked to quarrel with me before, you are just joking, we are still good friends, you are teasing me, we will get along well in the future, when one day you really can't wait to marry me, then I will marry you again, okay? It doesn't take too long, three years, just three years! No, two years is fine! We can get engaged first, as long as it's not now, I'll rely on you, okay?"
Zhao Bufan's heart was broken, the woman in front of him was gentler than water, hotter than fire, even if he was not shocked, such a peerless beauty, there have not been a few in thousands of years, where has his heart not melted, he almost agreed.
But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back alive!
The death of his adoptive parents flashed in his mind, when there was a bad disease in the village, and the officials came to force them to pay taxes, but the adoptive parents had no money to seek medical treatment, leaving him young and dying with hatred!
He remembered that snowy day, Lin Chong and Lu Zhishen followed him step by step to the border pass, and made a grand wish to rejuvenate the country and the people!
He remembered that the soldiers at the border gates fought bloodily, throwing their heads, spilling blood, and suffering in blood and fire!
He thought of the villages that had been slaughtered one by one, and the miserable desolation!
He remembered that hundreds of people were struggling in the heat of the water!
He remembered the promise he had made to Wu Song!
He remembered the tragedy of Jin Bing going south and Zhu Lian being forced to commit suicide in his vague memory!
These fragmentary pictures kept circling in his mind, he retreated, swallowed all the words on his lips, looked at Zhu Lian's tearful face with a smile, and said three words lightly.
"I'm sorry!"
Zhu Lianqiang's smile disappeared, and he retreated in despair, staring at Zhao Bufan for a long time, his beautiful eyes gradually lost focus and were completely empty.
"Why are you so ruthless, why can't you even deceive me, why do you hurt me like this, even if you lie to me for two years, even if you really need the support of the Zhu family, why can't you lie to me for two years, as long as you lie to me, I am willing to believe you!"
Zhao Bufan was very heartbroken and angry, but he couldn't explain, he couldn't say, there were some things he couldn't say!
Can you tell Zhu Lian that he decided to pull the current emperor off the dragon chair?
Can you say to Zhu Lian that in a few years, there will be a change in Jingkang, if you don't quickly take power to resist the enemy, enrich the country and strengthen the army, the Jin people will force the Great Song Dynasty to hand you over, and the emperor of the Jin State will have to possess you?
Very helpless, Zhao Bufan couldn't say anything, he forcibly suppressed the emotions in his heart, and pointed to the corpses all over the ground in Feilong Castle.
"Here's why!"
"Are you also afraid of death?" Zhu Lian asked sarcastically.
"I'm really afraid of death, and I don't want to die, but I'm not hurting you because of this, when I really need to pay for my life, when have I ever been afraid, when have I frowned? But I want to use the Zhu family to take the throne because I am afraid of your death, I am afraid of the death of the people, and I am afraid that the people around me will die one after another!"
"Don't you think this reason is far-fetched?
Zhu Lian gently wiped away her tears, there was no expression on her beautiful face, and she walked towards the outside of Feilong Castle step by step. "I'm going home, from now on I will break off with you Zhao Bufanen, since you want a wife without a heart, then I will be a wife without a heart, if you want me to play a good wife, then I will play it for you, I will act better than anyone else, but you remember, I hate you in my heart!"
These words completely made Zhao Bufan angry, and there was a sullen breath in his chest.
He clenched his fists suddenly, and yelled at Zhu Lian's back: "Zhu Lian, remember, I will definitely get your heart back!"
Zhu Lian paused and sighed leisurely.
"No way, why do you want to go back? Do you have that qualification?"
Zhao Bufan couldn't suppress his emotions anymore, he walked towards Zhu Lian step by step, and drank coldly.
"Zhu Lian, I have no choice but today, I owe you, but I will definitely pay it back!"
"Still, that's really nice? Zhao Bufan, what are you going to pay back? That's my sincerity to you, what do you use to pay it back?" Zhu Lian turned his head bitterly, his eyes blurred with tears.
Zhao Bufan stared at her eyes tightly, and his heart was furious.
"I give you back a peaceful and prosperous world, is it enough to !!"
"I give you back a song and dance, is it enough to !!!"
"I will give you back thousands of miles of rivers, thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, respected by all ethnic groups, is !!!it enough?"
"Zhu Lian, I will definitely get your heart back!!"
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Zhu Lian still left, and set foot on the way home alone, she didn't understand Zhao Bufan's last meaning, and she didn't even understand what Zhao Bufan wanted to express when she said these words, because she didn't know what Zhao Bufan thought, nor did she know Zhao Bufan's ambitions, let alone predict the future, she was still just a deeply hurt girl, confused and didn't know the way forward.
But she deeply remembered Zhao Bufan's eyes at that moment and remembered Zhao Bufan's figure at that moment!
She didn't understand why that figure would linger on her own......