Chapter 9: Quarrels
Next?
Intend?
Shatang lowered his head. Originally, she had already agreed with Xu Li on the train, and the three of them would come to live in Nanshi together. First, she can take care of Xiaowan nearby, second, Xu Li also has the opportunity to show her strengths, and third, she doesn't want to stay in that place where she has nothing anymore.
As for his livelihood after he came, Shatang was not worried.
Their house in Shaxian County will be demolished this year, although the house in the small county town is not worth much, but there are still two or three hundred thousand. She doesn't ask for a good life, rent a small store near Nanda, and open a snack bar first. Her education is not very good, but at least her cooking skills are okay. In this way, it is also convenient to take care of Xiaowan nearby.
Originally, everything was well planned.
But who knows, I actually ran into him!?
Sha Tang's face was obviously annoyed.
She's angry at running into him, right?
But: "The world is so big. Even if you and I don't meet on the train, we will always meet somewhere else. Shatang, I remember you said that people who are destined will always get together. ”
"But fate is also divided into good fate and bad fate!"
This cold tone made the goose churn in his chest when he heard it, and he almost got up and quarreled with her. But, looking at her sick appearance, Yan Hui still endured it: "It doesn't matter if it's fate or not, the important thing is life!"
"Shatang, no matter who was right or wrong between you and me before, it's already in the past, and no one can go back and live again. In that case, let's calmly think about the present, and think about the future?"
"I've heard them say that after your grandmother passed away, you've been living in that shop? If you have financial problems, I can lend you. If you don't feel comfortable, we can also apply for a student loan. In a place like Nanshi, let alone the city center, the property market in the vicinity of Nanda has reached 30,000 yuan. If you open a small shop, the rent alone will cost tens of thousands of dollars a month. I'm not saying you can't afford to rent, but are you willing to live like this for the rest of your life?"
She is not reconciled!
Of course not reconciled!
But: "I don't want to. ”
"Don't want to?" Yan Hui sneered: "You don't want to do anything? You don't want to go to school? You don't want to live well, you don't want to get married, you don't want to live in the future, or do you don't even care if you live or not?"
This series of questions, even Xu Li didn't ask her.
Xu Li was afraid that she would be sad.
But what about her?
Going to school, getting married, and going to the future? As for whether you are alive or not...... Sha Tang looked out the window with his cheeks on his cheeks, and he was confused for a while. Is it okay to be alive? There seems to be nothing bad about it. But not alive? Nothing particularly bad seems to be. Anyway, she is the only one left in this world, and it is not bad to die early rather than be alone like this.
If you're lucky, you might not be so lonely in your next life.
A tear, dripping from his cheek.
She didn't say anything, but Yan Hui already understood everything.
"You're really crazy! What's so good about that old woman? You don't want me for her. Now that she's dead, don't you even want to live?"
"I won't tell her about her!"
Sha Tang screamed, "Yes, she's nothing to you, but to me, she's everything." She used to be in the skin business, and her history is not innocent, but so what? When my whole family was dead and no one cared about me, she adopted me!"
"Yan Hui, I know you can't understand this kind of feeling. You have a good background, you have parents who love you, you have a great family background, you have everything! You can look down on too many people in this world. But you don't have the right to make me look down on others too, especially her!"
"She gave me my life. Without her, I would have died long ago!"
"Then if she's dead, won't you live?"
Yan Hui grabbed Sha Tang's shoulder tightly, and his eyes were full of tears: "Sha Tang, I don't blame you for not wanting me for her in the first place." At the time, I couldn't figure it out. Yes, I admitted, I looked down on her at the time. I'm shit blindfolded......! I...... Now I understand. ”
"In this world, the most indebted person is his parents!"
"Although she is not your real grandmother, she raised you, let alone give me up, even if you exchange your own life for her, I will not say anything. ”
"But, she's gone!"
"Shatang, be sober. She's gone! In order to treat her, you didn't go to college, and I don't want it anymore, you took her to the north and south for more than two years, filial piety in front of the bed, and linen in front of the grave, you did everything you had to do. Enough is enough! Really enough! What is the use of you even if you die this time? You can't save her!"
"I can't save it!"
"I can't save it!"
............
Later, I don't know if he cried first, or if she cried first, or if both of them cried!
The mourning and sorrow alarmed the people outside, and the little nurse knew that the people inside were friends of Dr. Du, and when she heard that the wind was wrong, she hurriedly ran to send the wind.
When Du Yuefeng hurried over, the crying inside seemed to have stopped.
But Yan Hui's voice was still choked: "Shatang, listen to me and stay." Review well for a year, and we'll retake the exam next year. I believe you, you will definitely pass the test. You don't have to worry about the cost of this year. Okay, okay, I know you're not willing to use my money. So be it. I have an old house over there. I don't usually live there, because my family used to live there, and I have never been willing to rent it out. You're going to live there first. One is to help me look at the house, and the other is that the place is on the edge of Nanda, so it is convenient for you to see Xiaowan. As for Xu Li, even if she comes, that house can accommodate you. How about you go there first, and then you have a house that you like, and then it's too late to move out?"
This kid thinks long-term?
The corners of Du Yuefeng's mouth twitched, and there was no movement in the room for a long time. Just when Du Yuefeng thought that the chick named Shatang was afraid that he would accept it, the chick spoke: "Thank you for your kindness." But I don't want to go over. ”
"What do you mean?"
"There's a lot I haven't figured out yet. I'm in a mess right now, and I'm going to clean my mind. Yanhui, thank you for helping me. But, we're already on two paths. You have a great future ahead of you, and you shouldn't be burdened by me. And I'm ......"
"What are you? I just don't want me, do you?"
"Shatang, I have a wrong nerve connection, so I will let you belittle me like this!"