"Qingcheng that time, I shouldn't have let you go. He Guang Tongchen's face showed the most annoyed and regretful look in thousands of years.

At the beginning in Qingcheng, the body of the painting heart has always been taken care of by him, he is no longer in the early Qing Dynasty, before leaving Qingcheng, she and Shuyi are innocent and have no affair.

And at the beginning of the Qing Dynasty, it was obviously later.

He Guang Tongchen probably only did this one thing in his life that he regretted, so he clenched her hand and regretted it, "I am indeed the most hopeless fool in this world, how could I be stupid enough to borrow someone to take care of such an important thing as you!"

Feeling the hot tears fall between her fingers, it was the first time she had seen him cry, but she couldn't do anything, and she had to pretend to be indifferent.

In fact, she also wanted to ask him, since he had recovered his memory after going to Beichuan, why did he refuse to touch her with the obscene poison of the drunken Dream Death Pill in his body? Why would he rather make a deal with the Buddha than use her to detoxify? Why didn't he tell her the truth and let Shuyi take her away?

Obviously, at that time, everything was still salvageable, she was still innocent, she did not give birth to children for others, he was still a body, and she was not bound by the life of a Buddha and a monk.

So, why?

She didn't dare to ask, she couldn't ask, she could only stare at him with red eyes, as if he wanted to see through her, and she also wanted to find the answer in his heart.

As if he had a soul in his heart, He Guang Tongchen suddenly opened his mouth and explained eloquently, "At that time, I thought you were in love with Shuyi, because I saw our ending in the Four Soul Array. In the end, it is Him that you love. So I thought, as long as you can be happy, as long as he can take care of you, I should do my best."

Huaxin shook his head, desperately holding back tears.

She doesn't know what the ending is, she doesn't know who she loves in the end, and she doesn't know if she has ever liked Shuyi. However, as early as when she was in Qingcheng, she knew that she liked to be with the light.

She fell in love with him at first sight and goodbye.

When she didn't know that he was Junyi, she liked him, but because she couldn't find a reason for her feelings for him to have a clear conscience, just because she didn't dare to admit that she had changed her mind about Junyi, and she didn't dare to face her betrayal of Shuyi, so she kept it suppressed in her heart.

In fact, she already knew that she loved him!

No matter who he is, whether it is Junyi or with the light, she loves it.

It has been confirmed over and over again that is love!

But this kind of love missed the right time to express, when everything was done and irretrievable, she could only follow his words word by word, "Yes, in fact, what I love in my heart has always been Shuyi." Never, without you. So"

After a pause, her throat choked for a long time before she said the rest of the words, "Thank you for your original success, and I hope that you can also do it now." ”

As if he hadn't heard her request, Heguang Tongchen insisted in a rare gaffe, "Xin'er, I want to be with you, I want to be with you, I want to be by your side, I want to marry you, I want to have my own children with you, this is what I want to do most in my life"

"What are you going to do with me?" Huaxin grabbed his hand and jumped up, pressed him against the plum tree behind him, and kissed him while undressing him, "Aren't you going to have a baby together?"

As if angered by her, Heguang Tongchen lost his mind, turned her over and pressed her, roughly tore her clothes, and the whole person prostrated on her, I don't know if she was venting or venting her anger