Chapter 49: Thunderstorm (4)
Pretending to be looking for evidence?
Based on some of the information that Team He revealed to him before, Lu Zhenyan quickly understood. The He team is divided into two ways, a team of people who have never shown up are secretly investigating, and those of them who have already shown their faces in front of people can only pretend to be in front of people.
I have to say, that's a great idea!
Always let these murderers act in secret, and they can only be beaten passively. It's better for everyone to come to yin together, or to play yin and yang together, so that it will be more efficient!
But who could be this person who is acting in the shadows?
Lu Zhenyan was curious. There are so many people on their team, and there have been so many cases recently, whether they stay at home or come out, they are all cut into eight pieces and used. Where did he get reinforcements? Can he install cameras in these girls' dormitories?
This is already a difficult case!
The patrol had a confused look on his face, which was normal.
After Li Qian and Cui Jinlan went back to the house to pack their things, they came out with their suitcases. Because the staircase and the elevator are separated by a wall, they have to see the crime scene again when they leave.
The corpse has been removed, but the blood is still there!
The patrolmen are busy and seem to be very dedicated, but what is the use of dedication? The lives that have been lost will never come back.
On the way back, both of them were a little emotionally lost.
There was no communication all the way, so that the two of them walked into the elevator, and then they all remembered: "I forgot to buy food!" Sister Sha asked us to bring back the food tonight and early yesterday morning. ”
Qi Qi covered his forehead, are the two of them stupid together?
I wanted to go back and buy them all quickly, but by the time they stretched out their hands, the elevator had already arrived.
As soon as the elevator door opened, the two saw Sister Sha signing the courier at the door, and seeing that the two of them only came back with suitcases, Sha Tang couldn't help but smile: "I knew you would forget it too." No need to go out, dinner has already been delivered. ”
Today's dinner is not very colorful, only preserved egg and lean pork porridge and vegetarian stuffed roast, but the taste is very fragrant.
Li Qian drank two bowls of porridge in one go, not to mention, she ate one and a half cages of three cages of roast alone. Cui Jinlan looked embarrassed and glared at this foodie fiercely, but Li Qian was the same as if she hadn't seen it. After snoring and eating, he wiped his mouth with his backhand, picked up the guy who was eating, and went to the kitchen to wash.
Cui Jinlan is speechless!
But Shatang felt: "She's very good like this, don't always think too much." Young girls, if you have a heavy mind, you won't be cute. ”
Cui Jinlan's face was hot, and she couldn't be sure if Sister Sha was referring to what she had tried just now. But: "It's always good to be cautious. Sister Sha, we just feel a little embarrassed. ”
"What's so embarrassing about this? Xiaowan's sister and I are also classmates. But we are not just classmates, in addition to eating together and doing homework together, we also take on a lot of trivial things in life together. The only ones who can do homework together are classmates, and the ones who can share their lives are real friends. Jinlan, you are very sensible! But you are too sensible. Sometimes it is necessary to let go of oneself in order to better accept new gifts. ”
That's right.
"But that's how I grew up. For many years, sometimes it's not that I don't want to change it, or I can't change it. What's more......" Cui Jinlan looked up and smiled at Sha Tang strangely: "Sister Sha, you are only three or four years older than us." What's more, you say I'm too sensible. But aren't you the same? Sister Sha, if you want to seriously introspect yourself, I think that among the four of us, you are the one who suppresses himself the most. ”
Is she the one who represses herself the most?
Sha Tang was a little stunned for a moment, as if deep down in her heart, she herself had agreed with such a point of view. Ran: "I'm not the same as you after all. You're young, but I'm already an adult. "Although it doesn't seem to be much worse, since the state of mind has changed, it will be difficult to change back.
Experience! is a kind of fading.
All are driving in one direction in one direction.
But: "Sister Sha, I feel like you've walked into a strange circle." ”
"Strange circles?"
"Yes, you always feel that you have experienced something, and your heart has become vicissitudes and matures. But who is not?" Cui Jinlan lowered her head and took a bite of the barbecue, chewed it a few times, and it tasted sweet. But behind the sweetness, Cui Jinlan ate more bitterness: "Everyone has their own experience." It's hard to understand other people's state of mind without experiencing their lives. Take me, for example. My parents died when I was very young, and I grew up in my cousin's house. My family is a big family. My uncle and aunt treated me well, they never scolded, and they provided enough. But is that really happiness?"
"I have long forgotten what my parents looked like, and I have never enjoyed the love of my elders. Sister Sha, you think you are mature and vicissitudes, but here, I haven't lived a day as a child since I can remember. I can't indulge because I don't have parents who are willing to take the consequences for me. I need to calculate carefully step by step, because there is so much to be given to me in the clan, and I will spend more today and starve myself tomorrow. Other children want to eat anything that is over the budget, and they can get it by playing with their parents and elders. But here, if I want to think hard, I can only force myself to sit on my parents' graves in the middle of the night. At first, I would cry and feel so wronged. But then I cried more often, and I stopped crying. Because I know better than anyone else that even if I am blind from crying, I will not be able to receive the slightest pity. ”
What an experience this child had!
The big family refers to the Xiuzhen family, right? Maybe in that kind of family, the family affection is really not so strong. Isn't it written like that, children without parents are gathered together by the family and raised in one place. Give food and drink, wear and wear, teach teachers, and learn. It looks like he has given everything he has to give, but he doesn't seem to give anything.
Sha Tang sighed, stirring the soup bowl in front of him, and lost his appetite even more.
Both of them looked sad. Li Qian actually heard all the conversation they had just had just now in the kitchen. Sister Sha's matter, they all vaguely heard it from Xiaowan, but what happened to Cui Jinlan's family, Li Qian also heard it for the first time today.
Admittedly, that kind of growth is really poignant.
But: "You're all so much better than me, okay? The saddest thing in the world isn't that you never got it." It's that you have gained it, but you have lost it. ”
"My parents used to be a loving couple, and the family used to be very wealthy. I was raised by my family as a baby from the day I was born. But what happened later? My mother went crazy and wanted my mother to give her a grandson, but my mother couldn't give birth, so she asked my father to raise a little wife. My mother couldn't bear it, and she divorced that year. But my grandmother wouldn't give me to my mother. My mother was angry, found a little white face and left. After that, my mom never went back to that place except for the winter and summer vacations. The little wife raised by my dad was nine months old, but when she was walking on the road, she was swept out by a car, and both mother and child died. My dad was so anxious that he had a cerebral infarction and was paralyzed in the lower half of his body since I was 10 years old. Giving birth to grandchildren? You have to be fed by someone else. My grandmother saw that my father couldn't count on it, and she actually wanted to pass on the child born by her nephew to my father as a son? But if you want him to give the family property he has earned all his life to outsiders, he won't do it......!
"You two haven't enjoyed your parents' love, but so what? you don't have to watch them fight every day, do you?"
"Sister Sha, don't think that you are a few years older than us, you will mature after living a few more years, and you feel that you are so wronged or something. Who in this world has an easy life?"
"Of course, sometimes when I'm in a bad mood, I feel that life is really boring. Men don't have a good thing. Falling in love and getting married is simply chronic suicide. But when I was in a good mood, I thought: What if I don't fall in love and don't get married? Girl, I'm rich! No matter how much I don't take medicine, I'm still quite beautiful, and although NTU is not a first-class university, I at least go to 211 for girls! No matter how bad I am, it's better than those who are born disabled, suddenly sick halfway, and all of my brothers and sisters are poor and white in the family, and my mother forces you to be a chicken to feed your family!"
"So, Sister Sha, don't pull a resentful woman's face all day long. What's the big deal? What if you don't have a father, no mother, no relatives? It's not necessarily a good thing. People live for a lifetime, just for a few decades, is it possible that Lao Tzu will be sad for other people's affairs for a lifetime?
"The more others want me to be unhappy, the more my mother has to come home every day!"