The carriage bumped all the way, carrying him a thousand thoughts, all kinds of melancholy, and in a trance he returned to reality. looked at Nangong Xue's side face, but her beautiful face was extremely pale, with a heart-wrenching despair, and it seemed to be as quiet as if it would disappear in the next moment.

Since Lu Qian's death a year ago, Nangong Xue has been hit hard, and she has finally survived until now, but she has a big quarrel with Li Yijie, and it is difficult to accept this series of stimuli, so she will become so decadent. sighed, took the initiative to open the topic, but the conversation was a section that she tried her best to avoid, and asked: "Ah Xue, what are you and Li Mengzhu going to do? Is this the end of it, or is it ...... If the misunderstanding drags on for a long time, it will only get stiffer and stiffer, and both of you are so strong, neither of you wants to speak first and admit the other party's mistake......"

Nangong Xue clasped her hands on her knees, buried her head and neck deeply, and said, "You come to expose my scars again." On the scale of feelings, there is no one who is right or wrong, only who holds the heavier weight...... Do you know, what I have is just a feather, but on his side, it is the whole world for me, which do you say is more important? Naturally, I can only compromise, only tolerate, but I am really tired, why do I have to apologize to him every time I have a conflict, whether it is right or wrong? I am tired of this way, is it just because I love him, in front of him, I am deprived of the right to be a human being? I really want to escape from this place, from all people, to a strange place where no one knows me. I was like a hedgehog trying to protect myself with thorns, but in the end, I ended up bruising the people around me. I'm destined to be lonely, everyone is going to leave me, it's better to leave later, it's better to leave early, you ...... Don't bother with me, maybe Concubine Yun is right, I'm just a broom star! Sometimes, I wish I could be like an ostrich, burying my head deep in the soil, not looking at it, not thinking about everything. Although not facing something does not mean that it has not happened, at least it ...... Out of sight, out of mind. ”

Shangguan Yaohua said: "When did you become so coward......ly? This may be a bit numb...... Treat life, always give the greatest love and confidence, it is not so easy to escape. ”

Nangong Xue said: "People are unpredictable, what everyone can see is just a one-sided, what is it ...... You don't know me well enough, how can I know myself? Actually, I've always been like this, I've always been like this, I'm very fragile, I'm afraid of getting hurt, I used to love this world, I love everyone, but it's all this that I love that hurts me the most. Can you imagine when you kiss a rose, only to be pricked by it...... What kind of grief and despair will it be at that moment when the stab is bleeding? I only hope that there is one person, I don't ask him to be considerate and take care of me in every way, I just want him to pity me and understand me, who is not lonely? Everyone is together just for warmth. Recently, I often think that my feelings for my brother may not be love, but because of the dependence that arises from being together since childhood...... I want to distinguish between these two feelings, so I want to leave him for a while, run away from him, feel what life is like without him, and experience whether I can bear it...... Lose him. ”

Shangguan Yaohua said: "Since the two really love each other, what is it if others question a few words, why should they be worried? It is because Lu Qian ......"

Nangong Xue hurriedly said: "No, it's not because of him...... But it was he who made me think about it a lot and made me plan to get to know myself again. Even if what I see is a stranger I know most well, I don't regret it. Many times, it's not that you don't love it, it's not that you're angry, it's that some feelings that were originally familiar have suddenly changed. What was once worth pursuing with your life becomes unimportant in an instant, or has no meaning to you. Such a huge gap will make people feel completely empty. I...... Maybe I've been sentimental since I was a kid, and I had a lot of weird ideas in my head, and people who knew me said I was a weirdo......"

Shangguan Yaohua blurted out: "I understand! Of course I do!" It's like when he was a child, he could save a few copper plates with his hard work, so he bought a small candy man for Xiangxiang with his own savings. Looking at her satisfied smile and the joy of munching on it, he felt nothing but heartfelt satisfaction. But today, with the money in his hands, although he can buy hundreds of candy figures, he has no half value.

Or maybe he was eager to surpass Lu Qian, but when the target he was measuring was suddenly gone, he didn't rejoice, and he just used all his strength to shoot an empty target.

Another example is the fantasy of commoners to make a fortune, and the dream of dignitaries and dignitaries to live in their old age, but when it comes to the day when it is truly realized, it is not as beautiful as when they look forward to it. He said softly: "So I kept working hard, kept climbing up, and filled my time, precisely to avoid the silence after the prosperity." But even so, I can stuff my limbs, but I can't stuff my brain, and it still has to be cranky, cranky...... If you're a weirdo, then I'm ...... It's just a monster, you say, don't we smell like each other? You don't have to shy away from me anymore, do you?"

Nangong Xue sneered, the carriage sped all the way, looked at Shangguan Yaohua beside him, and said, "What is that red sand bead?"

Shangguan Yaohua said: "I don't know, it is said to be a legendary treasure, I'm afraid it is a spirit like a sand monster...... To tell you the truth, I have only recently heard about this name, and I don't know if it is a real thing, where to find it, and what its effect will be. ”

Nangong Xue bit her lip, and didn't know what to say for a while, and said: "Isn't it like we're rushing towards an illusory goal when we go to find Chisha Zhu like this? That Miss Ping is really weird, don't it be something she came up with herself? Besides, we are not her minions, why do she say that she likes it, and I don't know if it's true or not, we have to fight for our lives and go to the desert to find her for her? If such a willful woman is concerned, my husband will probably have to toss her to death in the future." In my opinion, it is okay not to marry. ”

Shangguan Yaohua said: "It's not necessarily Miss Ping's fault, some people prefer her to be a slave, she says a word, it will be treated as a holy decree, what can others do? Hey, I'm much smarter than them, be practical, I don't propose to Miss Ping, I just want you." ”

Nangong Xue was startled when she suddenly saw his affectionate gaze, and her eyes dodged everywhere. Shangguan Yaohua also knew that she was frightened, and opened the topic and said: "If we don't go to find the red sand beads, Li Yijie will have no gifts in his hands." By his ...... Don't blame me for being so ugly, how can I attract the daughter of the Hei family? Then he will definitely be with you, and you don't have to be sad for him anymore. In any case, I don't want to see separation, even if it is a selfish request of mine, try to tolerate him, understand his many difficulties, and don't easily say leave. ”

Nangong Xue bowed slightly, and said, "What I want is not a person who is disgusted by Miss Pingjia and is homeless." It's a complete him, his heart is higher than the sky, but he only has me in his eyes. That's my husband. But I promise you, in the future, I will not be so willful and angry again. Ay...... Shen Shiyun has long seen us unpleasantly, maybe he deliberately used this as a pretext to lure you away from the imperial city, and then set up an ambush on the road to attack you, so that we can't return to the palace alive——"

Shangguan Yaohua's heart suddenly became furious, and at this moment, the horse suddenly stood upright. The two sat in the car, and at the same time they were tilted to the side, Shangguan Yaohua raised his hand to support Nangong Xue, thinking that men and women could not kiss her, and hurriedly let her go, and turned away with a red face.

And the horse was suddenly frightened, and threw the coachman down, and suddenly galloped wildly. The market was filled with cries of "Oh no!", "Run!", "Startled!". Nangong Xue probed out of the window and looked around, the horse was pulling the two of them towards a big tree, and with this momentum, he had to hit his head and bleed. I didn't have time to think about it, and said, "Let's jump out of the car!"

Shangguan Yaohua hurriedly said, "Hey, hey...... Hey......" Before he could refute, Nangong Xue pulled his sleeve, almost half-hugged him, and jumped out of the car window.

The two rolled on the ground a few times in a row, Shangguan Yaohua unconsciously wrapped one hand around Nangong Xue's waist, his eyes looked at each other, and even the other party's eyelashes could be counted clearly, his breath was hot, sprayed on his face, and his face was unconsciously red. The four-petaled lips were so close together that they seemed to be touchable as if they could be touched as soon as they poked forward, but Nangong Xue's lips were as soft as petals, which made Shangguan Yaohua ashamed of himself, only to feel that if he couldn't control it at this juncture, it would only blaspheme her holiness.

What's more, I was still persuading her just now, how to get together with Li Yijie forever, how can she be duplicitous to this point? Thinking of this, she forcibly suppressed the fantasies in her mind, struggled to support half of her body, and helped Nangong Xue up, and said, "Get up, Ah Xue, you ...... You're not hurt, are you?" he hurriedly swept away the dust on his body to cover his red face. At this time, the heat is almost too much to burn yourself, boiling a pot of water, or boiling an egg.

The two stood side by side, only to see that the big car they had just ridden in had already rushed towards the tree. With a heavy crash, blood splattered on the horse's head and fell to the ground, and the canopy of the tree also shook violently, sprinkling large pieces of fallen leaves. The car toppled to the ground, leaving only four wheels to turn towards the sky, and before they could recover from the rampage, they whizzed straight on their own.

The carriage has been flattened, which seems quite shocking, if it weren't for the two of them jumping out of the car early, I don't know what it would have become now. Shangguan Yaohua let out a long breath and said, "It's dangerous...... Ah Xue, thanks to your cleverness......"

Suddenly, I heard a strange laugh and said, "Count you as fast as you run." Boy, you're too happy to be early. Shangguan Yaohua and Nangong Xue were at the same time, and quickly turned their heads, only to see a group of men in strong suits walking up quickly, their eyes were bright, and they seemed to be a group of practitioners.

Nangong Xue has already suffered a lot of horrors, this time it is not a problem, a little stunned, he has recovered as before, took a step forward, and said: "The little girl and you don't know each other, why did the secret arrow sneak attack, and came to block the way of the two of us, what is the intention?" At the same time, he secretly calculated in his heart, what is the origin of this group of people, it is said that it should not be the subordinates of the Seven Evil Holy Monarchs.

The man actually arched his hand to her and said, "Nangong girl, on the orders of the alliance leader, please go to Yixu, he has already laid down a good wine and meat to entertain you." ”

When Nangong Xue heard the word "alliance leader", her brain was shocked, and she immediately changed to a cold and hard expression, and said: "My personality, he should know best, I don't like to be coerced, if you two invite each other with courtesy, maybe I won't lose his face too much." But if you force me to be strong, even if you kill me on the spot, don't try to make me compromise! I want him to know that heaven and earth do not revolve around him alone, and if you have a kind, take my corpse to him!"

The man looked embarrassed and said, "Why should the girl be difficult for us? The two of us are just running errands to convey the will of the alliance leader." If you offend the alliance leader, there will never be a good end, even if your relationship is extraordinary, how do you want the two of us to explain?" Nangong Xue sneered: "How long has he been the alliance leader, why did he suddenly put up a score? As the alliance leader, if you can't convince people with virtue, can An be able to unify the world and unify the people's hearts?