Chapter 33 (6)
Yuan Yi said: "Well, in this way, it's the good guys who beat the bad guys." As a good person, you can't even win, it's a shame for us to be loyal and courageous. Nangong Xue chirped: "Go! You are a hero, why didn't you defeat him? But you want to drag me into the wilderness and escape? Can you really show the true character of a loyal and courageous knight?"
Yuan Yi said: "If I am alone, I can naturally fight him for three hundred rounds." However, I was still holding you a burden at that time, and I couldn't hurt you!" Then he straightened his face, sighed, and said, "I'm not blindly complacent. That person is indeed extremely good, think about my white hair, white eyebrows......" Nangong Xue hurriedly said: "Don't think about your white eyebrows and white beard anymore! I know that you are an old man, an old man who can't be older, okay? What the hell is going on?"
Yuan Yi said: "The opponents I usually meet, I can roughly perceive the depth of his strength. If you plan again, you should use a few percent of your strength to deal with him, but don't kill someone if your hands and feet are too heavy. But after two palms with him, he couldn't get to the bottom at all, and he could only say that his strength was unfathomable. The palm wind passed through the body, and even the sticky things on the face couldn't restrain it, and I don't know where it flew to. I'm still like that, let alone anyone else. ”
Then he shook his head and sighed, looking very frustrated, and said, "I traveled all over the world in order to have a chance to compete with the Seven Evil Saint Monarchs after returning to the Central Plains. When I finally felt that I had made some progress, and I was just about to go to him for a martial arts competition, who knew that I would first meet such a strong opponent, didn't he bother to attack me? Alas, it seems that my cultivation is not qualified enough, and I have to find a hidden place and practice for another year and a half. The masters of the Central Plains are like clouds, it seems that in the future, I will no longer dare to stay in the original village and be a frog at the bottom of the well. ”
Nangong Xue frowned and said, "What are you talking about, the person you called 'master' just now is the Seven Evil Saint Monarch Jiang Yanchen!"
Yuan Yi's body was shocked, and he said, "Really?" But this look of excitement only lasted for a moment, and immediately withered, and the two eyebrows were deeply put together, looking extremely depressed. Nangong Xue said: "Why are you so afraid of him?"
Yuan Yi said: "Afraid of him? Hey, I'm not afraid, it's a pity! Just now it was all to save you, and the action was so anxious that I didn't even see what he looked like!" "The last time he competed with Jiang Yanchen in the barren mountain and broken temple, there was a stone pillar in between, and neither of them could see each other, but they were a little jealous of each other by virtue of their martial arts temptation. As for Yuan Yi, he knew that he was invincible, and he practiced martial arts hard, only taking Jiang Yanchen as his goal.
Nangong Xue was speechless. Just now, Yuan Yi appeared to the rescue, and there was still a bit of heroism between the shots, but in the blink of an eye, he was like a child who had been robbed of his favorite toy, crying and losing his temper. He said, "Why do you have to see him? Some people think he's good-looking, while others think he's the ugliest demon in the world. It's not a little girl to pick ...... Pick a husband, what does he look like?"
Yuan Yi said: "That's not the case! I'm not vulgar enough to judge people by their appearance. It's just that the famous Seven Evil Saints on the rivers and lakes, I don't even know what he looks like, doesn't it seem too lonely and unheard? Hey, I'm here to save you, so I missed the opportunity, and you don't comfort me, and you're still talking cool things on the side?"
Nangong Xue smiled bitterly: "Okay, okay, anyway, he is so famous, there will be many opportunities to see him in the future, and there is no hurry to do it this time." Yuan Yi thought left and right, but also agreed. "Okay, next time you see him, you'll have to show it to me." By the way, Nangong girl, I haven't asked you yet, what kind of trouble did you have with Li Mengzhu, how could you stay alone in this barren mountain?"
Nangong Xue snorted and said, "You finally remembered to ask me?" Hmph, you have a little conscience! Last time in Hetuala, not long after you left, my senior brother and I took the life-seeking slash and set off with the big team to return home, planning to enter the palace to ask Shen Shiyun for an antidote. Halfway through, we met the Seven Demon Heads, and he asked us to hand over our lives and kill ......"
Yuan Yi exclaimed again, and said, "I just left, and you met him again? There is only a gap between the front and rear feet?" In fact, it was a few days in between, but Nangong Xue saw that Yuan Yi was serious and had the intention to make a joke, and nodded with sincerity on her face.
When Yuan Yi heard this, he really wanted to die headlong, and he regretted it for a while before he could listen to Nangong Xue continue to tell. Straight Li Yijie finally drove her away, and the reasons for it were all said. Yuan Yi finally asked, "Then why did you stay in the mountains and dress like this again?"
Nangong Xue said: "After I left my senior brother in a negative mood, I only felt disheartened, it seemed that the world was big, and there was no place for me anymore." It would be better for a man to travel tos, to the most remote place, to a place where he will never find me, and to disappear from his life. At the beginning, I was thinking about the punishment of facing the cliff for life, and I escaped halfway, although it was forced by people, but ...... Master has already said in public that he does not want to recognize me as an apprentice anymore. So the Huashan faction...... I can't go back again. I was alone, lonely, and suffered a lot before I finally arrived in Chaozhou. One day I went to a small temple to burn incense, and I wanted to ask the Bodhisattva, what did I do wrong, and why did God arrange for me to be so difficult? I came to Shuiyue Nunnery alone, and I wanted to ask my wife to shave me as a monk. But at that moment, my eyes were faintly red. Mrs. Shi is a person who has come over and understands my suffering. She said that I was not destined to shave for the time being, but she could allow me to lead the practice and properly consider it in the meantime, and I could leave at any time if I wanted to. Alas, what else is there to consider? The only place that can take me in is Suigetsu-an. Otherwise, where else can I go? I eat fasting and recite the Buddha every day, and I have a pure heart and few desires, and I have already thought through everything and seen through it. In fact, such a simple life is also very good, isn't it? I really want to stay away from all the grievances and vendettas in the rivers and lakes, and it is enough to live a peaceful life like this. ”
Yuan Yi said: "You didn't think it through at all, but you fell deeper and deeper." Brother Li's concerns have a reason. You rushed out like this, you are indeed a little willful. And you never let him know that you are still safe, do you want him to die in a hurry, or let him not think about food every day, looking for you from all over the world, and finally the whole person is dragged down alive?"
Nangong Xue listened to him and said with a wry smile: "Yuan Gongzi is serious. I don't have that weight in his mind. Long pain is better than short pain, maybe he will not be able to adapt for a while, but when he wakes up, he will understand that there is no one in this world who cannot live without whom. Such an ending is the best for me and for him. ”
Yuan Yi said: "Why bother being so negative? Maybe there is another turn in the middle? When I first met you in the royal tomb, I felt that Brother Li treated you very well and really cared about you." It's better for me to find him, and everyone will explain it together, and it will be better than having a misunderstanding all the time and regretting it for the rest of my life. ”
Nangong Xue hurriedly said: "No...... No! He only loves Shen Shiyun! I understand that kind of mood, a person's heart is really small, and when it is already full of one person, it can no longer tolerate others. Right now...... How can I have my place? I am his junior sister, and I can only be a junior sister forever! His concern for me is only the concern of an older brother for his younger sister. In this case, it is better for me to stay away from avoidance, to avoid his concerns, and to fulfill his love for Shen Shiyun!"
Yuan Yi said: "You haven't tried it yet, how can you know?" Nangong Xue said: "Many things know the result, so there is no need to do more." It's better to let go early, and everyone will be able to look better in the future. I finally made up my mind, don't come to shake me again! Even if I find him, I can't go back with him and continue to live that awkward life between three people. It's just adding to the problem. ”
Yuan Yi said: "If your determination is really as firm as you think, how can I be shaken by a few words? Besides, have you ever seen a junior sister who wants to become a monk in despair for the sake of her senior brother and another lover? When you can't become a couple, don't you even want to be a friend with him?" Nangong Xue wept and said, "Why are you forcing me? I don't know...... I really don't know, but I can at least force myself to quit his life completely. I don't want you to meddle in it. ”
Yuan Yi said: "Okay, I can naturally not say it, but can you make sure that you don't want to? What is the difference between giving up reluctantly and persisting reluctantly? You just said that he ...... It is said that the Seven Evil Saints dare not face their true selves, but may I ask you, have you faced up to the true desires of your heart?"
Nangong Xue shook her head and said, "I don't want to say it." But...... You saved my life, and I'm not at all grateful. Because I don't want to live anymore. Without my brother, my life will always be a pool of stagnant water, and I can't stir up the slightest wave...... But I still want to thank you, just to maintain the bare minimum of courtesy. ”
Yuan Yi frowned and said, "In addition to love and love, isn't there more to live than you to do......?"
Nangong Xue said softly: "You won't understand." Not to mention that you have never loved a girl, entrust all your feelings to her, without reservation, maybe by that day, you will understand a little more. But you men, in the end, are different from women, what you are most concerned about is always the affairs of the family and the country, and the beauty is just a vassal to relieve boredom after tea and dinner. In the eyes of the world, a man is in charge of the world with one hand, and he should sit comfortably on the Taishi chair at home, with a group of wives and concubines behind him. This one shakes a fan for him, the other serves him tea and pours water, and another one beats his legs, so that he can look like a real hero and a big husband. And a few people who are unanimous and regard their lovers as higher than the foundation of the country, whether it is the Son of Heaven or ordinary men, they are nothing more than named a 'amorous'. How do you know that when others talk about it behind their backs, at most they sigh, sighing that he is putting the cart before the horse, and there is no way to make a difference......"
I was vague in my heart and remembered the night again. He has always loved Chu Menglin and will not change until death. No matter how much prestige he has created outside, in the final analysis, he was ruined in the hands of women, but he was defeated by the word "love". Even though Jiang Yanchen and everyone in the world felt disdainful and worthless for this, they could only truly sympathize with him and understand him. If the person he loved so much was himself, would he have gone with him desperately?
Thinking about the past and present, there are countless examples of beauties laughing and misleading the country. According to this, the talents and heroes who can achieve great things, their feelings are a big life, and they must not be touched.
After a long while, he said: "But I am just a humble woman who guards behind the big hero, and the only meaning of life is to stay where I am and wait, waiting for him to look back at me, and give me a smile even if it is a joke." For this smile, I can give everything I have. Don't ask me with 'good men are ambitious', I'm just an ordinary woman, and I also yearn for the ordinary happiness of ordinary women. In ancient times, when the husband died, the wife and concubine should be buried. Now that I am living in symbiosis with my senior brother and cannot stay together, then I will be allowed to be buried in the rivers and lakes for him, and his great cause will be fulfilled. ”