Chapter 33 (24)
Ji Qiannian wanted to deduce at this time that "I didn't bring it with me", anyway, even if he searched his body and saw the medicine bottle, he wouldn't be able to recognize it. But if she wants to see her more often, she will suffer more time, and it has never been her style to be bored. So he took out a pill from his personal bag and fed him to take it.
During the whole process, Jiang Yanchen was always on guard, and Ji Qiannian sneered in his heart: "When it comes to this, do you still think that I will poison you?" The effect of the medicine was very fast, and soon after taking it, I felt a cool breath rising in the dantian, and the heat of the blood boiling gradually disappeared.
Ji Qiannian was familiar with the jet lag, and estimated that it was self-evident, so he raised his hand again, gently stroked the side of his masked face, and said: "After all, I am useless, and until now, I have not been able to study how to solve the creation of love." Unintentionally touched his heart, it turned out that he really had such a deep affection for him, even at the last moment, if there was any opportunity, he still tried to grasp it firmly.
Jiang Yanchen had confirmed that the antidote was not fake, and Ji Qiannian had no use value for him, so he waved his hand and said, "Don't worry about it." This face is ruined, and in my lifetime, I never expected to be cured. Alright, you can go on your own. ”
Ji Qiannian smiled bitterly, the meaning of sorrow rose from his heart to his eyes, and he didn't say a word of goodbye, hiding his face and running. I also want to perform some light skills interspersed with ribbons and bewitching like flowers and butterflies, but in the past, it has always been to show my face in front of him, so why is it necessary now?
I remembered that I was so uncompetitive just now, and after listening to his order, I had to forget the insult I had before and rush forward to treat his injuries. "I'm not something you call and go. Maybe there is such a woman in the world, but it is not me. ”
Originally, there were hundreds of words that could be happily repaid to him, but he chose the most unproductive way. still has no feelings for him, thinking of the ridicule of Cheng Jiaxuan in the past, so what preferential treatment do you have compared with her?
The fingers unconsciously touched the lower abdomen, and suddenly there was a strong sadness, remembering how overjoyed it was when I first discovered the birth of this new life, fiddling with all kinds of clothes and accessories every day, and planning how to raise children in the future. Many things in the world are still unclear and happy.
At that time, there were also congregational people who advised her, and she was full of love, where could she listen to the advice of the contrary? Now that she thinks about it, she really shouldn't have made this trip. Even in Miao*, he has a sweet dream, and at least he can have a humble hope. This time not only brought humiliation on himself, but also ruthlessly shattered all the good things.
But when she thought of the several sets of baby clothes placed in the bedroom, she personally selected the most expensive fabric, picked up the tools, and cut them by herself. The pictures are vivid, and it is really difficult to let go.
Suddenly, he made a bold decision: "You are ruthless and unrighteous to me, why should I believe in your word? Since you don't want this child, it has nothing to do with you anymore." I'm no longer your woman, and I have my own children, what does it have to do with you? I'm going to give birth to him, raise him well, and then tell him the fact that his own father abandoned him, and then order him to fight against you. Don't you want to be the supreme in the world? For the sake of this vain name, you would rather leave our mother and son? Then I will let you be unable to do so, this is your retribution for treating me so ruthlessly!" But the more I thought about it, not only could the hatred not be eliminated, but the pain in my heart accumulated.
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In the dense forest, Li Yijie hurried a few steps, and there was no trace of the two of them, and all he was thinking about in his heart was the place where Nangong Xue was involved in the answer just now. It's really half-believing, and the two thoughts are tormented repeatedly.
For a while, he felt that Jiang Yanchen was just talking to scare him, Nangong Xue was his favorite junior sister, and there would be no accidents. But after thinking about it, he was worried that this statement was true, since Jiang Yanchen was called "the devil who did all kinds of evil" by him, not to mention that because of the incident of dying in the dark night, he hated himself to the core, how could he show mercy to Nangong Xue's subordinates? This person has always spoken half-truths and half-truths, and he can't tell the abnormality from his expression.
There was only one verse, which made him panic every time he thought about it. mentioned the Chaozhou Shuiyue Nunnery, Shangguan Yaohua also talked about him not long ago, and the two of them may not necessarily collude. Since the name of this place is true, and Jiang Yanchen never says anything that he is not sure of, I am afraid that he has seen Nangong Xue with his own eyes. This worry rushed into his body, and even his whole body was about to explode.
When I first thought of going back to the palace to ask for help, but when I remembered mentioning it to Shen Shiyun, I was almost scolded by her, and I lost that interest. Shunzhi must be considerate of him, but he is facing internal and external troubles, and Cheng Jiaxuan's injury is still delayed in front of his eyes, how can he be expected to be in a good mood?
From this point of view, the wisest strategy is to go straight to Shuiyue Nunnery without saying goodbye and find out in person than to waste here and worry in vain. In the end, he brought Nangong Xue with him, and Qi asked Shunzhi for guilt, but the big deal was just a few words of scolding, no matter how serious it was, it would not be dragged to the noon gate and beheaded. Regardless of the trade-offs, the whole body is inclined to this plan. Immediately out of the palace, bought a fast horse in the city, and the silver taels found were not available to pick up, so they hurried to Chaozhou.
After several days and nights of trekking, I finally arrived at the bottom of the mountain on this day. There was a heavy rain here a few days ago, and a lot of sewage has accumulated everywhere. In particular, the mountain roads are slippery and extremely difficult to walk. Li Yijie thought that if he waited one more day, Nangong Xueru would be more dangerous if she was still alive in the world. I couldn't stay even for a moment, and I didn't hesitate to run up the mountain.
When several locals saw it, they all thought that the young man had the idea of committing suicide without knowing what kind of stimulation he had. This time, it will be more than auspicious, and they all secretly shake their heads and sigh behind their backs.
Li Yijie couldn't control others, and walked alone in the mud with a deep foot and a shallow foot, and a thick layer of mud accumulated from his ankles to his trousers. On the way, he slipped from time to time, fell half of his body into the mud, and got up again covered in mud and embarrassed. Sometimes I tripped over the roots of the tree, and the ground happened to be full of stones scattered, and my knees and palms were dripping with blood.
Occasionally raise your sleeves to wipe your sweat, and wipe the stains mixed with mud and blood on your face. After tossing this journey, the demeanor of the leader of the martial arts alliance was lost, and he was like a jungle savage who had been in the mountains for many years.
No matter how hard it is, Li Yijie always rushes to the top of the mountain as he wishes, and seems to see a dilapidated nunnery from a distance. Dengshi was in high spirits, he couldn't take a break, and ran over with a faster pace, at this time he still firmly believed that Nangong Xue was not dead. And when you get close, it's like a sudden sledgehammer blow to your chest.
It sounded like a place that was once a nunnery, but intuitively it was a ruined ruin. The roof had collapsed on one side, and there was a large hole in the middle of the roof, and there were many planks missing on the side. Only a few beams and columns in the nunnery can barely be distinguished, and the beams of the house are supported with great difficulty, so as not to collapse completely, and the pillars are also charred black.
Several pillars were missing a piece of the boss, and they looked crumbling and dangerous. The statue of the Bodhisattva enshrined is no longer visible, and the ground is covered with rubble and ashes. A few nuns were still in the nunnery, holding a broom in their hands, and after sweeping a few steps, they were about to sigh and mourn. Other nuns crouched on the ground, picking up planks.
Li Yijie's heart beat wildly in an instant, and he didn't care about avoiding suspicion, he walked around them quickly, squatting down in front of each nun and carefully examining his face. Most of what I saw was a swarthy face, dull eyes, and the instinctive wariness and annoyance of a scruffy-looking stranger like him.
After turning around, I didn't see Nangong Xue. The fact that he came to Chaozhou was also a hasty decision, and no one would rush to report the news beforehand. So Nangong Xue didn't deliberately avoid him, but where did she go?
Just as he was in a hurry, an old female voice suddenly came from behind him and said, "Amitabha." Li Yijie turned his head in shock, and saw an old nun in a dark blue robe standing in front of him, with a long string of prayer beads around his neck, a flat face, and no joy or anger at all, and said lightly: "The donor has been here for a long time, I don't know what is important?"
Li Yijie thought to himself that she or the abbot of the nunnery wanted to find out the whereabouts of her sister, and it was more reliable to land on her than to blindly search for her like a headless fly. also saluted and said, "The teacher is fine." Dare to ask your ...... Recently, there is a Nangong Xue Nangong girl who is resting here? Maybe the name she used is fake, in short...... It's a young and beautiful girl, have you ever seen it?" This time's heartbeat turned out to be the fastest since her debut.
The old nun's face did not fluctuate, and said, "A few days ago, there was indeed a female benefactor living here. As for whether he is young or not, whether he is beautiful or not, they are all likes and dislikes that are distributed outside the skin, and the poor nuns have never paid attention to them. ”
Li Yijie was overjoyed, and hurriedly asked: "Then ...... she is now?" What about people?" said the old nun, "but I don't know who the benefactor is, and why are you so enthusiastic about her whereabouts?"
Li Yijie was so bored in his heart, it was really difficult to tell what it had to do with her. Stubbornly said: "I am not talented, and I am in vain in the position of the leader of the martial arts alliance, but I have never been able to do anything." On the contrary, it is so tired that the rivers and lakes are tired, and disasters are repeated, which is really a sin and a shame!"
He blurted out his identity, hoping to deter the old nun and make her confess to him. However, looking back on the past, his personality has always been gentle and generous, and he has never had the convention of being oppressive to others, and he can't help but lament his transformation. The situation has changed, and it seems that Tang Yuan's left and right sources are really a last resort. Today, it is no longer faceless, righteous and awe-inspiring, to teach him to "get out of the mud without staining".
The old nun said lightly: "What about the martial arts alliance leader? ”
Li Yijie responded: "Yes...... Next...... It's just a beggar who begs Mrs. Shi to tell me the news that I need to survive. It was I who did something wrong that made my sister angry and leave...... I, I want to stand in front of her and apologize to her in person to ask for her forgiveness. The old nun's eyes finally showed a little kindness, and he said, "You young man, your brain is also active. You're a step too late, she's gone. ”
Li Yijie was shocked, opened his mouth wide, but he couldn't make a sound at all, a heart "bang", falling from the peak to the bottom of the valley, the sound of shattering into pieces, it seemed to be clear in his ears.
It took a long time to regain some consciousness from the dry mouth, and said in a trembling voice: "That...... Dare to ask...... Where is she buried? We were old friends, and now she ...... Leaving me alone, I never let go of her, I want to fulfill my responsibilities as a brother and a friend, and then put a stick of incense on her grave. Whether she hears it or not, whether she accepts it or not, I have to make amends to her personally. ”
After speaking, even I felt that those words were all empty words, and the condolences for the deceased friends did not need to be told that big reason. My chest was heavy and stuffy, and I felt pain in my heart and lungs, and I couldn't even cry.
The old nun said: "The poor nun doesn't understand what the donor is talking about. Her body is still alive, which is tantamount to a shell, still wandering in the world, not knowing where to return. But what tombstones, what tombstones?"
Li Yijie's mind instantly became a blank, and it took a while before he finally understood the meaning of his words, was overjoyed, and said, "In this way, she ...... She's not dead, she's still alive?"