Chapter Eighty-Three: The Knot in My Heart Is Unsolvable

Wong's Pharmacy ......

"In this way, Master Aojing really wants to kill Miss Li......" After Huang Ji took care of Uncle Wang, he turned to Zhao Zichuan and asked, "However, if Miss Li really wants to see Mrs. Aojing again, isn't it a little too risky?"

"I'm not afraidβ€”" Li Yuru said firmly, "No matter what, I must make the relationship clear in front of Master Aojing, otherwise this matter will definitely be unsolvable in my heart forever." ”

"Before that, you better heal your injuries first......" Zhao Zichuan looked at Li Yuru who was still unyielding after being injured, and was worried that she would be embarrassed to say it, so he replied casually.

Huang Ji listened, turned to Li Yuru and said, "Then again, Miss Li, your injury is okay, right?"

"Hmm......" Li Yuru nodded softly, "Thanks to Huang Gongzi's medical skills, the little woman is fine." ”

"Needless to say, our Huang Jihuang brothers are famous for their medical skills in Bianliang City, otherwise others wouldn't call him 'Bianliang Doctor'. Zhao Zichuan added with a smile.

It seems that although Zhao Zichuan helped Li Yuru to compress his wounds, his medical skills are only third-rate after all. When Huang Ji's affairs were dealt with, he also helped Li Yuru do additional physiotherapy, and now Li Yuru's injury is much better. Li Yuru thought about the "dressing" thing with Zhao Zichuan just now, which allowed Zhao Zichuan to take advantage, and she was very conflicted, shy and hateful, so she refuted Zhao Zichuan and said: "Hmph, Huang Gongzi's medical skills are of course clever, compared to you, a third-rate person, it is simply not worth comparing......"

Seeing Li Yuru so spicy and uninhibited, Zhao Zichuan couldn't say anything. "This dead girl, injured like this, still talking back to me, are all women like this......" Zhao Zichuan said indignantly in his heart.

Huang Ji listened to it and said with a smile: "Miss Li doesn't need to see too much, Huang just used some ordinary herbs, but the medicine is to the root of the disease, and the effect is remarkable...... It's Miss Li, what should you do next, you are the 'Furong Woman' in Yangzhou, and it is impossible for no one in the martial arts in Bianliang City to know you. If you walk around at will, I'm afraid you will be discovered by the Emei faction sooner or later. Huang Ji reminded Li Yuru again.

Li Yuru didn't think much about it, and said disdainfully: "What's wrong with her, I, Li Yuru, have never been afraid of anyone since I was born, what if I am recognized?"

Zhao Zichuan thought of the dress of the two of them at the kendo conference, so he suggested: "Why don't we help you dress up in disguise......"

However, as soon as Li Yuru heard Zhao Zichuan talk about "dressing up in disguise" again, and remembered his extremely ugly dress at today's kendo conference, he immediately refused: "Dress up again, I don't want to, no matter what, I don't want to listen to you, a big fool, dress up so ugly......"

"You ......" Zhao Zichuan was so angry by Li Yuru's pungent answer that he couldn't make a sound.

Huang Ji looked at Zhao Zichuan and Li Yuru and the two of them were making trouble, so he said slowly: "Or, think of other ways?"

Li Yuru didn't want others to worry too much about her - this was not her style, so she shook her head and refused: "Okay, okay, I know you are for my good." But I, Li Yuru, have experienced a lot of winds and waves, and I don't care about this at all......"

"No!" Zhao Zichuan didn't wait for Li Yuru to finish speaking, and suddenly said loudly, "No matter what, you can't act without permission anymore!"

Zhao Zichuan, whose voice suddenly became louder, startled Huang Ji and Li Yuru who were present. Huang Ji was nothing, but Li Yuru saw Zhao Zichuan's stern tone, and also responded angrily: "If you don't want me, who are you?" If it weren't for Zhao Zichuan, you big idiot, who took care of so many idle things for me here, I wouldn't have gotten into such a mess now! You are to blame for all this, you are now turning around and managing me, you ...... What are you?" Li Yuru seemed to be really angry, but Zuihou's voice seemed to be a little quieter.

"You...... You ......" Zhao Zichuan's voice became weaker, and his eyes froze, as if he had thought of something.

"Say, say, why don't you say it?" why do you ......" Li Yuru first continued to retort violently, and then noticed Zhao Zichuan's sudden change in his eyes, and his words gradually stopped.

Zhao Zichuan frowned slightly, as if he had thought of some sad past, and a faint sadness appeared on his face.

Li Yuru noticed it and felt that the words between each other just now were indeed rude. But Li Yuru didn't want to show it in front of Zhao Zichuan and Huang Ji, so she just "hummed" lightly, and then turned her head over.

"Okay, okay, don't quarrel with the two of you anymore......" Huang Ji was afraid that Zhao Zichuan and Li Yuru would make a big deal if they treated it for a while, so he hurriedly stopped him.

"Anyway, you...... You must not go to see Master Aojing alone......" Zhao Zichuan didn't say it loudly this time, just said softly, but his tone was very firm.

"Hmph, whatever you want......" Li Yuru's voice was also very small this time, but her tone was very casual, as if she had put her mind elsewhere.

"Otherwise...... Huang Ji thought about it carefully, and then said, "Since the matter between Miss Li and Master Aojing is a matter of time, it is better for us to ask some respected martial arts seniors first, maybe they know something." ”

"That's a good idea, but ......," Zhao Zichuan echoed, "Bianliang City is now full of martial arts eyeliner, and if you are not careful, you will be targeted by the people of the Emei faction......

"There is a person who can ......" Huang Ji closed his eyes and laughed softly.

"Who?" Zhao Zichuan hurriedly asked.

Huang Ji slowly opened his eyes, and then continued to smile: "It's your master, Master Xuankong." ”

As soon as he heard that it was his master "Master Xuankong", Zhao Zichuan took a selfie on the back of his head and laughed to himself: "Oh, look at me, how can I forget my master and his old man." Master is a highly respected senior in the martial arts, if we ask him the old man, maybe he can really give us some advice. ”

"Time waits for no one, without further ado, I think we should hurry up while all the martial arts people are paying attention to the kendo conference. Huang Ji proposed.

"Brother Huang Ji is right, let's pack up and leave now......" Zhao Zichuan responded, and then turned to Li Yuru and said, "Let's go, Miss Li." ”

Li Yuru thought for a while, then glanced at her eyes, and then said disdainfully: "If you want to go, you guys go, I won't go......"

"Why are you still so willful at this time?" Zhao Zichuan couldn't help but say loudly again.

However, this time, Li Yuru did not refute Zhao Zichuan loudly, but turned his head to the side and responded softly: "I want to be quiet for a while and think about some issues......"

Zhao Zichuan saw the sudden change in Li Yuru's expression, as if he felt something, so he also thought for a while, then turned around and bowed his head and said, "Okay, I know, Miss Li, you have a good rest here, let's go out to see my master, and we will come back early tomorrow morning." There is some dry food in Brother Huang Ji's room, you can take those to satisfy your hunger today...... However, one thing is very important, Miss Li, you must not take half a step out of this medicine shop!" Zhao Zichuan's tone was still very firm.

Li Yuru did not answer Zhao Zichuan directly, and her head was always facing sideways.

"Let's go, Brother Huang......" Zhao Zichuan said softly.

"But is it really good to leave Miss Li here alone?" Huang Ji asked again, "Otherwise, I'll accompany and take care of Miss Li......

"No need...... Zhao Zichuan replied, "If I just go to see Master alone, he will definitely not tell me anything, so I must bring you, Brother Huang Jihuang, who is known as 'Bianliang Doctor', and Master and his old man will realize the seriousness of the matter." Secondly, I think that although Miss Li has a somewhat uninhibited personality, she should also be a person who understands and knows the importance of things, so I still believe in Miss Li very much. ”

"Brother Zichuan......" Looking at Zhao Zichuan's different eyes, Huang Ji muttered softly.

"Let's go......" Zhao Zichuan didn't look back at Li Yuru again, but whispered to Huang Ji beside him.

Huang Ji looked at Zhao Zichuan's eyes so firmly, as if he understood some of Zhao Zichuan's thoughts, so he nodded slightly, and then left the pharmacy with Zhao Zichuan.

Walking out of the pharmacy, Zhao Zichuan looked at Li Yuru in the room, and then gently closed the door of the pharmacy with both hands......

Li Yuru looked at the zuihou in the room and the sunlight was hidden by the door, and then turned her head back. She looked in the direction of the door, and her heart was full of thoughts. "That guy Zhao Zichuan, weishenme wants to care about me like this, he has nothing to do with me...... It's because of me, he fell into danger that shouldn't belong to him, but even so, he still tried his best not to let me be hurt, what is this weishenme?Also, the look in his zuihou, weishenme, he will have that kind of look......" Questions swirled in Li Yuru's mind, making her mood unable to calm down for a long time......

Inside the Bianliang Temple......

A wisp of cigarette smoke came lightly, and Master Xuankong was squatting on the futon, closing his eyes and recuperating his mind, quietly thinking.

"Master, you have something to say...... Behind Master Xuankong, a young man in red and white with an eight-zhang snake spear on his back said, "I left Nangong's house, and it is impossible to go back now." Master, what do you say I should do now, Master, say something......"

It turned out that this young man was Nangong Jun who left the Nangong family before, and Nangong Jun, who left the Nangong family, didn't know what to do now, so he found his master, Master Xuankong, and asked for enlightenment. However, Master Xuankong sat on the futon all the time and did not say anything. This really made Nangong Jun even more confused, of course, he also knew the master's personality, once the master didn't say anything, he had his own master's own thoughts, and now Nangong Jun didn't know what to do.

"Master, what should I do?" Nangong Jundu was about to kneel down and beg Master Xuankong, but Master Xuankong still closed his eyes and smiled, but he didn't say a word.

Seeing that Master Xuankong still didn't react, Nangong Jun didn't ask any more questions, and sat down on a futon behind Master Xuankong. Nangong Jun drooped his face, his eyes looked at the slightly dusty ground, and his heart was full of confusion and hesitation......

"Jun ......" After a long time, Master Xuankong suddenly spoke.

"What?" Nangong Junyi, who was still frowning just now, heard Master Xuankong's shout, and immediately raised his senses and responded, "Master, did you call me?"

Master Xuankong smiled slightly and nodded slightly.

Nangong Jun immediately got up, ran to Master Xuankong and asked, "Master, you tell the apprentice, what should the apprentice do now?"

Master Xuankong still closed his eyes and recuperated, and he didn't say anything for a long time. But since he opened the first mouth, Nangong Jun was still waiting quietly beside Master Xuankong, expecting that Master could give him an answer that pointed out the way.

"Jun ......" Finally, Master Xuankong said slowly, "Go, sweep the ground in the temple for the teacher......"

As soon as Master Xuankong finished speaking, Nangong Jun's expectation suddenly fell from the sky to the ground. I thought I could show the way for myself, but who knew that the master just let himself sweep the ground. Nangong Jun felt very uncomfortable, but he couldn't be rude in front of his master, so he asked: "Master, the apprentice wants the apprentice to give the apprentice guidance, why does the apprentice want the apprentice to sweep the floor at this time?"

Master Xuankong was silent, but he still kept smiling and closing his eyes.

Nangong Jun knew that his master, Master Xuankong, had always been such a character, and if it was someone else, I am afraid that he would have no patience to wait for a long time. Nangong Jun was still very puzzled, and asked again: "The apprentice is very confused now, he was forced to marry by the family, he was kicked out of the door by his father, and the apprentice doesn't know what to do.

Master Xuankong still didn't speak, still maintaining his original posture.

"What should the apprentice do now?" Nangong Jun continued to ask, "The apprentice refers to how the apprentice's future life path should go, and what needs to be done now?"

Master Xuankong still closed his eyes, and then after a long time, he said, "Go and clean the floor in the temple......"

"Apprentice doesn't have time to joke with you now...... Master" Nangong Jun still didn't understand Master Xuankong's intentions, and still refused, "Apprentice wants to ask Master about his future life, what should Apprentice do in the future, and what should he do now?"

However, after a while, Master Xuankong said softly, "Go and clean the ground in the temple......"

Saying the same thing three times, this time Nangong Jun was no longer patient. Since he couldn't get angry with his master, Nangong Jun picked up the broom at the entrance of the temple and started a fire on the broom: "Okay, sweep, sweep, isn't it just sweeping the ground......"

Seeing Nangong Jun so anxious, Master Xuankong smiled slightly and didn't say anything......

After sweeping a few brooms vigorously, Nangong Jun not only did not sweep out any fame, but made the entire temple dusty. Nangong Jun swept hard, and said resentfully: "I'm really useless, I want to make some contribution to the Nangong family, and now I've become a sweeper, hey, I'm really ......" Nangong Jun has already begun to vent to himself.

After a while, Nangong Jun swept the floor and was annoyed. Making the temple dusty, Nangong Jun threw the broom to the door, and said impatiently: "Don't sweep it, don't sweep it, I'm in a very annoying mood, I haven't thought about anything in life, and I'm in the mood to sweep the floor here......"

Master Xuankong listened, and finally did not sit down anymore. He slowly got up from the futon, and then walked past Nangong Jun's side.

Nangong Jun had always been curious about what his master wanted to do, so he looked towards Master Xuankong...... I saw that Master Xuankong didn't say anything, just picked up the broom that was dropped by Nangong Jun, and then waited for the dust in the temple to settle down, and then used the broom to gently gather all the dust together, and after a while, the temple quickly became very clean......

After sweeping the floor, Master Xuankong gently put the broom back. Then, Master Xuankong turned around and said to Nangong Jun with a smile: "Jun, you can't even sweep the ground like this, why do you have the heart to resolve your heart knot?"

Nangong Jun saw Master Xuankong's words and deeds, and knew that he had been taught a lesson by his master again because he was anxious. So, Nangong Jun put down the shelf, bowed his head and said, "Master, the apprentice knows that he is wrong again......"

"Hahahaha......" Master Xuankong laughed softly, "Those who know people are not as good as those who have hearts." If the mind is quiet, things will rest, and if the heart is restless, things will be funny. If you want to know the principles of life, you must first understand the complicated things. The principle of life is the heart, and the complicated things are the practice. The behavior is the appearance, and the heart is the reason. If you don't know the appearance of words and deeds, you don't know the reason from your heart. Only by clarifying his words and deeds first, and by clarifying his psychology second, you are the way of life. ”

Nangong Jun listened, half listened and half understood: "The psychology of the line, the apprentice is puzzled, and I also ask the master to give advice." ”

Master Xuankong said patiently: "In short, if you want to consider the philosophy of life, you must first treat the ordinary things in life with a normal heart. If these complicated and ordinary trivial things can't be completed patiently with a normal heart, how can you meditate on the philosophy of life? ”

"Master, the apprentice knows that he is wrong......" Nangong Jun understood Master Xuankong's ignition and accepted it humbly.

Master Xuankong saw that Nangong Jun had always been a good disciple who studied with an open mind, so he said with a smile: "Haha, Jun, you have always been very humble in your studies, and you are already very happy to be a teacher...... Now you can understand the truth that the teacher told you today, and I hope that you can always remember the truth that the teacher told you today on the road of life in the future. ”

Nangong Jun nodded first, then thought for a while, and then asked, "That's right...... However, Master, you still haven't told me what path I should take in my future life. ”

Master Xuankong didn't deliberately emphasize anything, but said lightly: "Your own path is to discover by yourself, others can only show you the direction, as for what direction, you have to choose yourself...... Of course, the road of life is endless, and it is impossible for you to choose as a teacher. Now that you have been kicked out of the Nangong family, you must have done it yourself. Since you have a heart, you should know better than anyone else what you should do next. So, Jun, you have to solve your own knots, and you have to discover and explore your own life path......"

After speaking, Master Xuankong returned to the temple incense, squatted on the futon, and then closed his eyes and recuperated......

Listening to Master Xuankong's words, Nangong Jun began to become confused again. But he is at least clearer than at the beginning, and knows what kind of heart to use to face his life path......

Outside the door, there was no cloud, and there was no sunshine. Nangong Jun leaned against the door, looking at the dark clouds in the sky, thinking about the bits and pieces that happened today, and his heart was still hesitant. Nangong Murong married, because of his refusal, I am afraid that these two families will not have peace, thinking of this, Nangong Jun is also worried about what may happen next......