Nangong Xue sighed softly. His mind also fell into the memory, and said: "My senior brother and I grew up together, and you already know this. The two of us may be regarded as 'childhood sweethearts' in the world, right? That's still the age of two young people, but I ...... I don't feel ashamed to say it, when I play with him, he takes care of me, I can be regarded as fascinated by him, and even hopes to be with him all the time, and when I grow up, I will definitely be his wife, wearing a red wedding dress, waiting for the person in front of me to pick out the hijab for me in the dim candlelight...... The first thing I saw was him, and how satisfying it was.

At that time, all the brothers and sisters also knew that I had the best relationship with my brother, and I often coaxed on the sidelines, I pretended to be unhappy at first, but my heart was still sweet.

All these years in the mountains are the most carefree time. I don't know if it's God's intention to be difficult, good days are always very short, that day the master ordered me and my senior brother to go to the Shadowless Mountain Villa for reinforcements, and take the opportunity to seize the martial arts treasure to break the soul tears. I really didn't understand anything at that time, I just thought that the Huashan Sect had so many disciples, but I chose the two of us as a pair, which must have some special intentions.

I also thought that this time I got along with my senior brother day and night, and there were no mouths to make trouble on the side, I would definitely take good care of him, so that he could really be attracted to me, maybe after returning to the mountain, our affairs would be ...... Only...... It's time to settle down. That's what the brothers said, and I hope that this wish will come true. ”

"But who would have thought that we used to live a carefree life all day, but this time we went down the mountain, but many things changed, and we walked on a fork in the road from now on, and never looked back.

Like Shen Shiyun, a woman whose appearance is overwhelming, even I have to admit that she was born very beautiful, no man will not be tempted, and the senior brother is not exempt from vulgarity. From the first time I saw her, I had a premonition in my heart, and for the first time, I had a little sour feeling. At that time, I really didn't know who to blame, whether to blame my senior brother for being careless, or to blame the little thief who didn't have long eyes, ignoring how many wealthy businessmen in the city, and stealing my senior brother's money bag, so that Shen Shiyun had the opportunity to help pay the bills, and this was the first meeting.

Later, we met her again in the Agarwood Courtyard, and it turned out that she was just a singer, famous far and wide, attracting many men to give her a lot of money. I used to vaguely hear the senior brothers talk about prostitutes who are very lowly women, and the senior brothers are so strict with the rules of the door that they will not commit this prostitution in the future.

At that time, I couldn't tell how glad I was, if she was a lady from a famous family, the elders of the clan would not allow her to marry a young man from the mountains, but if the senior brother was depressed all day long for her, then even if he was still by my side, his heart was far away, and that was not the result I hoped for. Only in this way can the senior brother despise her background before she can completely die. ”

"But this time I thought wrong, the beauty can indeed mess up the hero's mind, the senior brother who has always followed the rules, even if he knows her...... But he was still determined to make a big fuss about the Agarwood Courtyard for her and saved her from leaving. At that time, I ...... I wish I had never known him, or had drilled through the cracks in the ground. That agarwood temple...... It's not a good place, but the senior brother is a dusty woman, fighting with people in that kind of place, it's like a nonsense disciple, spreading it, wouldn't it lose the face of the Huashan faction?"

"Shen Shiyun was incognito to us at that time, only saying that she was going to Chang'an to defect and asked us to escort her. The senior brother didn't say a word, he opened his mouth and agreed, and he had to find a reason for himself, saying that he would also inquire about the whereabouts of the Broken Soul Tears along the way. Oh, how ridiculous, such a beautiful woman is by his side all day long, I see that the peach blossoms are already flying in front of him, and I don't know where my heart has gone.

Along the way, I spoke coldly to Shen Shiyun, and I didn't give her a good look. I have to admit that I am also a selfish person, but I think I deserve to be forgiven, and who can not be selfish when it comes to love? I'm just a mortal, I can't do it. ”

"When we arrived at the Regent's Mansion, Shen Shiyun confessed to us that she was the eldest lady of the Shadowless Villa who had been wiped out before, and she was also the only orphan. The senior brother patted his chest on the spot and vouched, saying that the revenge of the Demon Slayer Sect would be all on him. I really want to ask Senior Brother, why don't you want to think about it, at this moment, Shen Shiyun will still receive this love from him again?"

"Just a few days after we left, Shen Shiyun was favored by the emperor and entered the palace as a concubine. I still heard this news from Meng Lin, and I have been hiding it from my senior brother, although saying it can make him give up completely, but I still don't want him to be sad, let him hold that vision.

Once again, I was disappointed that my brother had really fallen headlong into it. On the surface, he followed his master to practice diligently, and honestly went to the Heroes Conference to compete for the position of alliance leader, but I knew that all this he did was just for Shen Shiyun. At that time, I reunited with all the senior brothers in the Sword Forest, and they gathered around me, laughed with me, and called me sister-in-law...... Those once sweet words sounded in my ears, but they were like a knife stabbed into my heart.

I used to know that the heads of many sects and their husbands and wives used to be brothers and sisters who cultivated the same sect in the past, and they grew up together since childhood, and the two were happy with each other, while the man was excellent in martial arts, and he was deeply valued by the master, and finally handed over the responsibility of running the portal to him. Looking at the disciples of the Huashan faction, it's not me who brags about him, the most outstanding in all aspects, it is none other than Senior Brother Li. When I was younger, I often had such sweet dreams, and I would even laugh quietly when I went to sleep. ”

"Sure enough, after the Heroes Conference ended, he just got a little news from Shen Shiyun, and immediately followed the officers and soldiers, the kind of practice of abandoning everyone is really chilling, and I think the master is also disappointed in him at the same time. But once a girl gives her heart to someone, she will never waver, even if he bears me, I still can't help but miss him, and I still care about his current situation from time to time.

I heard that he was not doing well in the palace, and he only called Shen Shiyun like a slave, but he was still willing. My senior brother, my senior brother who yearns for freedom the most, can wronged himself so much for her...... The moment he chased Shen Shiyun without looking back, I knew that he had really left me, and he was bound to go farther and farther. Later, when that incident happened, Master punished me for facing the wall for life......"

Dark Night Death originally claimed that she didn't listen, but Nangong Xue's voice was in her ears, but she couldn't help but indulge in it with her narration, as if she had experienced it together, and at the same time saw her past self in her, and couldn't help asking: "What's the matter? Aren't you very obedient? How could your master punish you so heavily?"

Nangong Xue didn't want to mention Lu Qian again, and said vaguely: "It's a long story, but it's actually nothing. Because I was kind for a while, I couldn't let Master get his wish to see that the person he hated was tortured with a thousand knives and broke the trap that he and another master had carefully designed, and that made me angry.

I don't complain, my brother can't be by my side, what's the fun of me in the world of flowers? That's endless suffering. Staying at the top of Huashan can at least allow me to think quietly, live with the memories of my senior brother, and imagine that he doesn't want me, as long as I miss him, he will appear in front of me...... But I didn't think about it, not even once. I think I'm right, no matter how hateful that person is, he is still dead, leaving a whole corpse, how can he be so embarrassed?

Master...... In Master's heart, sometimes even I don't know what he is thinking, but such a Master is not the Master who has been loving like a father since childhood, and he will also make me afraid. He sighed and said, "If I can do it all over again, I will no longer only care about practicing by myself, but will be with my senior brother more and tie his heart firmly to me." But if he doesn't have me in his heart, he will still change his mind when he meets another woman. Has it always been like this? Lovers who have been in love for a long time can't compare to love at first sight, right?"

Dark Night was also touched in his heart, and said, "Maybe you're right. I think that over time, sometimes it is not love, but a sense of dependence, and I am used to him being by your side from time to time, which is like a kind of relationship between relatives. When it comes to love at first sight, it is really a feeling of heartbeat, but it is usually a look at the appearance, relatively shallow, and once the initial novelty passes, it is inevitable to get tired of it, and it is difficult to ensure that it is really solid. But there are also those who love each other as soon as they meet, never change their hearts, and can finally stay together for the rest of their lives...... These love things are hard to say. ”

Suddenly, I felt a pain in my heart, and said with a wry smile: "It seems that there are really many people in this world who have the same disease as me, just like Xuanshuang...... Forget it, you don't know him, this kid is very reasonable. It seems that Meng Lin doesn't love me, and she only treats me as a brother all the time. ”

Nangong Xue whispered: "It seems that this star is not last night, for whom is the wind and the night open." The dark night couldn't help but say: "Lingering thoughts are exhausted, like a sad heart peeling bananas." Nangong Xue glanced at him, smiled, and said, "Dead son, I have told you everything." Then you and Miss Chu...... What do you love about her?"

The dark night was already very embarrassed by what happened just now, and said, "I...... I don't know...... If you really love someone, you can't tell which aspect of love you are, otherwise you just have to find someone with the same characteristics to replace you, that is. She is the only one of a kind...... The first time I saw her, I liked her, and I knew that I was not a nosy person by nature, and I had not studied martial arts at that time, but I was able to risk her to save her. In the future, the sect leader accepted me as an apprentice, I still love her, over the years, my feelings for Meng Lin have never been too weak, in this life, I will only love her. When I was a child, I felt inferior in my heart, I didn't dare to associate with her, and I rarely talked to her, and I only cared about practicing martial arts by myself......"

Nangong Xue smiled: "You also have low self-esteem? Every time I see you, you are so domineering, I thought you were so invincible since you were a child?"