Nangong Li and Lou Yun were sitting in a tavern close to the shore, and it was a little deserted today, and there were no people. But the scenery here is very good, it is close to the riverside, and the breeze blowing the willows is very interesting.

Lou Yun naturally wouldn't invite Nangong Li to drink, although it was a tavern, there were some other things, Lou Yun asked for some dim sum and two bowls of sour plum soup. Nangong Li has never drunk this sour plum soup, and he was sour in the first bite.

Lou Yun looked at her with a smile and said, "Miss Nangong can't get used to it." ”

Nangong Li asked, "What is this thing, Mr. Lou, it's so sour." ”

Lou Yun took a sip lightly and said: "This is sour plum soup, it is very delicious, I remember the first time I drank it was when I was in the capital with my father, it was very hot at that time, although our body was not rich, but my father still bought me a bowl of this to go to the summer." Saying that, Lou Yun slowly flicked a few tears.

Nangong Li said: "I'm sorry, Mr. Lou mentioned your sadness." ”

Lou Yun smiled: "It's nothing, it's just that I miss this a little bit today." ”

Lou Yun took another sip and said, "I am different from Miss Nangong, when I was a child, I went around seeking medical treatment with my father, and I was rarely in the town, and I didn't dare to contact other children in the town. My only friend is Megumi. Only Xiaohui and Dr. Liu regarded me as a normal person. When I was in the town, my father was always planning for the next medical treatment, and for my illness, my father sold everything he could in the house. Even the things left by my mother before her death, my father sold them. My father took me to many places, but my illness was never cured. ”

"I remember when I was seven or eight years old, my father was still high-spirited at that time, and my father was a famous person, and there were not a few people who went to my house to tell my father about matchmaking. It's just that my father never continued the strings for my sake. I still remember that when I was in the capital, a doctor who treated me suggested that my father abandon me and leave me to fend for myself, saying that my illness could not be cured, and it was better to arrange it in advance so that I would not become a burden to my father. ”

"But my father didn't abandon me until he died, and he always took me with him, and I was the one who never felt at ease in the last few nights of my father's death. Although Dr. Liu offered to adopt me, my father didn't want to cause trouble to the villagers, and he didn't want to cause trouble to Dr. Liu anymore. With his last breath, he wrote a letter asking me to go to Peacock Villa. ”

Lou Yun said, his nose turned red.

Nangong Li handed his handkerchief to Lou Yun, Lou Yun took it and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, he handed the handkerchief back to Nangong Li and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Miss Nangong, I shouldn't have done these unhappy things in front of you." ”

Nangong Li looked at him quietly and said, "It's okay Lou Gongzi, compared to you, I got too much." ”

Lou Yun took another sip.

This sour taste is very refreshing.

Nangong Li looked at this river spring water and blurted out: "Ask you how much sorrow you can have, just like a river of spring water flowing eastward." ”

Lou Yun also echoed: "It's sorrow, don't be a general taste in your heart." ”

Lou Yun said, "Miss Nangong, I am very grateful to you. ”

Nangong Li asked, "Why be grateful?"

Lou Yun said: "The revenge of the Qiu family is all due to you, Miss Nangong, as well as my illness, if you didn't propose to find it again in Shennong Valley that time, I'm afraid my illness will not be good." I feel like I owe you so much. ”

Nangong Li shook her head and said with a red face: "Why do ......you say that? These are the things I should do. I'm your ...... after all," she plucked up the courage to say the next sentence, "I'm your fiancée." ”

Lou Yun looked at her blankly, but she didn't expect her to say it herself.

Lou Yun was silent.

Nangong Lihui had a blue heart, so she naturally knew what he was thinking. Although she is Lou Yun's fiancée, so is Lin Luoyao.

And it was Lin Luoyao who had been with him before, not himself.

She loves him, Lin Luoyao also loves him deeply, she has paid for him, and Lin Luoyao has paid no less than her. Even more than her.

It's normal for Lou Yun to be embarrassed, if it were her, she would be even more difficult, she is not the kind of unreasonable lady who only cares about herself. She has her own position, her own opinions. She knows the difficulties of others. Knowledgeable and empathetic.

If Lou Yun chooses her, it will be irresponsible to Lin Luoyao, if Lou Yun is the kind of person who forgets his righteousness and is unlucky, Nangong Li will not like him.

Her current mood is as conflicted as Lin Luoyao, she wants to marry Lou Yun, but she doesn't want Lou Yun to abandon Lin Luoyao because of herself.

Even if Empress E's daughter is intimate, Lou Yun will still be embarrassed.

She understands Lou Yun's mood very well, Lou Yun's heart can't let go of Lin Luoyao, just as she can't let go of Lou Yun in her heart.

Lou Yun's heart can't let go of others because of Lin Luoyao, and she can't let go of others because of Lou Yun in her heart.

What she misses the most is the time when she was in the Zixuanxuan trap, although there was no water there, only half a piece of bread. Not even a single light.

But she was the happiest at that time.

Because the person Lou Yun cherished most at that time was her, not someone else but her.

The few pieces of water that condensed out, Lou Yun gave it to her, and even the half of the dry and unpalatable cake, Lou Yun also gave it to her. Just to keep her alive.

She was the happiest at that time, and it was also her happiest day. She is Lou Yun's woman, the only woman. The only woman he cherishes.

Maybe she couldn't hope for anything more.

She loved him, but she didn't want to embarrass him.

Lou Yun was silent for a moment and then said, "I'm sorry, Miss Nangong, I can't marry you." ”

Nangong Li said lightly: "I understand." I understand your struggle, and if it were me, I would be very difficult. ”

Lou Yun explained: "I'm sorry, I can't let go of Luo Yao in my heart, when I was engaged to her, I promised her to take care of her for the rest of my life, since I have promised her, I naturally can't take half of her." And you marry me......"

Nangong Li smiled at this time, she smiled and said, "If Lou Gongzi marries me, he will definitely not thin me by half a point." ”

Lou Yun nodded silently.

Nangong Li also took a sip of sour plum soup, and then said: "Lou Gongzi's heart can't let go of Sister Lin, if you marry me, let me be a concubine is wronged me." And my father's face is not good-looking, so Lou Gongzi doesn't want to embarrass my father and me, right?"

Lou Yun closed his eyes and nodded silently.

Lou Yun said: "Maybe this is the will of heaven to make people, we have missed it, and I can't bear Luo Yao." I can't marry you, and I don't want to wronged Miss Nangong, I can't afford Luo Yao. I ......"

(End of chapter)