When Yu Zhen returned to the foreign Chinese middle school, it was late in the evening, and the students had just finished school. Except for the junior high school students who have to stay in school at night to continue their evening self-study, the first and second years of junior high school are already considered a great liberation!

Looking at the bustling flow of people, the aftershocks swept out overwhelmingly.

I saw my cousin in the first (3rd) class lying by the window, looking around the school gate with a telescope.

"What are you looking at?"

The sudden sound made Ren Liwei tremble, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that it was an aftershock: "Brother Zhen, you are finally here! That Yuwen dragon is like you, and the dragon can't find anyone at all." You two are really the school's hardcore truant elite!"

"I'm different from him, I'm on leave to do things, he's bored. Yu Zhen explained, the cousin of the province learned to skip class by himself, so he would mislead people's children.

Handing the telescope to Yu Zhen, Ren Liwei said helplessly: "Brother Zhen, take a look, I have a psychological shadow now, as long as there are three or five boys standing in groups at the school gate, I feel like a gangster robbing me." ”

"You didn't die on your own. Yu Zhen smiled and put the telescope on the desk, and then picked up more than a dozen two-color ball lottery tickets on the table with a serious face. "More than thirty times the extra weight, this is what you bought?"

"No, I see that my dad is skyrocketing because of the lottery, so he wants to try his luck too. Maybe I'll be a multimillionaire!"

Looking at his cousin's hippie smiling face, Aftershock suddenly regretted making his uncle rich through the lottery. "Liwei, a man who stands up to the heavens and the earth! His fate is in his own hands, not whether he can win a lottery, nor whether he has a pair of parents who cover him, and whether he can meet pies falling from the sky. ”

"But didn't my dad meet it! What my dad has done over the years, Brother Zhen, you also know very well, you can't achieve anything by keeping a dead salary for half your life! I have heard a lot of neighbors talking about my dad behind my back, and I really can't raise my head!"

Cousin's unconscionable words made Yu Zhen particularly disgusted, "Ren Liwei, your current thinking is very dangerous. I can tell you unequivocally that a thought, a decision, or even a thought you have today will affect the trajectory of your destiny in the future. ”

Aftershock suppressed the heaviness in his heart, endured his anger and said: "Think about it, how many times have your parents been unconfident and unable to raise their heads at parent-teacher meetings because of your incompetence for so many years! They are in their forties, but they are so unbearable and incomplete by the young teachers in their twenties that they can't refute it. In fact, everything is because you are not angry, and it has nothing to do with your parents, everything is your fault, but you let your parents keep carrying the blame for yourself! Is this what a man should do? What you think and do now is the same as that of many losers in society: while indulging themselves, they lament why they are not good at studying! Why they have no money! Why are they not succeeding! What qualifications do you have to think that your parents make you unable to hold your head up, and you are the one who makes your parents unable to raise your head!"

After the shock, every word was heartbreaking, leaving Ren Liwei speechless, and there was no way to defend it.

With a long breath, Yu Zhen's heart was also mixed: after all, a person's personality is affected by his thinking habits and growth experience, and it is not all Ren Liwei's fault, but his cousin's ungrateful attitude towards his parents is really unbelievable! "Brother, don't let others look down on you, you represent not only you, but also your parents." Think about how you spend your day, what else can you think about in your head other than women and online games? Is this all there is to your life? This is the meaning of your life?"

Seeing his cousin's already rosy eyes, Aftershock knew that his words had worked, patted Ren Liwei on the shoulder and continued: "If you think you are still a man, cheer up, and stop doing things that people look down on." It is these things that you decide and experience now that lead to your future state of mind, your habits, your accomplishments, or your end! Remember my last piece of advice: if you make mistakes, others will not talk about you, only about your parents. Never live up to your parents' expectations again, you can never imagine how much your parents have paid for you behind your back!"

"I'm going to buy two rice bowls, you can stay in the class and reflect on it......!

Looking at the back of Yu Zhen leaving, Ren Liwei's mind kept echoing with Yu Zhen's comments on himself.

But come to think of it, you really can't put your hopes for the future on an ethereal lottery ticket, it's no different from waiting for a rabbit!

Unconsciously, Ren Liwei calmed down for the first time and had a deep thought about his life.

Ren Liwei closed his eyes quietly, and thought quietly:

Think of the contempt, pity, disgust, and evasive gaze that others look at you.

Think about the attitude of others towards you with indifference, contempt, and disdain.

Think about other people's negation of yourself and their incompetence and discouragement.

Think about other people's prophecies that they have a father and a son, have no talent, have no ability, and can't get into college.

Think of people who think they are inferior and look down on themselves.

Think of people who think they do all the evil, who fear themselves, who hide from themselves.

Think of people who think they have a bright future, who disdain to associate with themselves, and who put their hot faces on their cold butts.

Think of those you respect. Think of those you can't live up to yourself.

Think of your loved ones. Think of your friends.

Think of the tears, hardships, and slanders that your parents have shed for themselves and for their families.

Think of those who love themselves. Think of those who respect themselves.

Think of those who have loved themselves. Think of those who have followed you.

Think of those you love. Think of those you like. Think about those who follow for yourself.

Think about your character. Think about your pursuits. Think about your goals.

Think about your strength at the moment. Think about your own pace at the moment. Think about your limitless potential.

Think about what you need to change for the world. Think about what the world needs to change on its own!

Ren Liwei opened his eyes, and for the first time, he realized the benefits of self-reflection.

For the first time, I calmed down and faced my heart, and for the first time, I had the courage to face myself without any embellishment.

At this moment, the blood in the whole body seems to be boiling, full of strength and energy. For the first time, Ren Liwei wanted to prove himself so much.

Ren Liwei made up his mind that from now on, he will no longer live up to his family's expectations of him, nor will he deceive himself, nor will he do meaningless and time-wasting exam cheating and daily plagiarism.

I want to be a person with backbone, I want to be myself, I don't want to go with the flow and echo the crowd, I want to be assertive, I want to be myself!

Ren Liwei took out a gel pen and wrote heavily in a striking blank space on the desk that was originally pasted with an anime poster:

In the past, such as dying yesterday, if you don't remember it, you will never regret it!

In the future, all kinds of things will be born today, stand up to the sky, and have a clear conscience!

In this way, Ren Liwei has undergone a transformation from the inside out, which can be said to be a rebirth.