Volume 2 Grievances and Voices Chapter 13 Bear it, deserve it

When Yan Yuping walked into the room, Li Jinglan was reading, one was the "Master's Codex" given to him by the prince, which was some incisive words of the master's daily preaching and teaching recorded by the academy; the other was the "Lingfei Jing Q&A" sent by Longhu Mountain, which was mainly a detailed explanation of the changes in the guiding qi.

Seeing Yan Yuping coming in, he hurriedly put down the wolf in his hand that was not writing his feelings on the paper, and stood up: "Uncle Yan, is there something?"

"Going for a walk?"

The wind swept the pine, the clouds covered the beautiful peaks, the magnificent scenery of Emei can be seen everywhere, and two people stroll in the mountains.

"Your father may not be able to come back within three or five years, or it will be difficult to have a chance before the victory or defeat of the Qincang War. ”

"Oh, that's pretty much what I thought, unless ......" Li Jinglan lowered his head and whispered.

"That's it, don't think about it, you don't get involved, if you could, your father would have done it a long time ago. Yan Yuping frowned.

"How is that possible? I'm just thinking about it, the top secret sent by the black guards can't be untargeted, I mean, if it's really providential, I have to fight for this opportunity for my father. Li Jinglan's eyes were resolute.

"So?"

"Yes, for the trip to Shuzhong, there is a better choice in Longhu Mountain, it is nothing more than a broken finger, it was the master who gave me this choice, and I have no hesitation to go next, just for this good fate. ”

"But have you thought about it? Maybe the more you do, the greater the backlash?"

"Uncle Yan, it is inevitable that a father hopes that his children can be safe and stable, but there is no reason for a son to let his father wander away, I have thought about becoming a general of the unified army, and I have also thought about being a leader in the court, but then I think about it, my father has done all these things, and he still can't keep the family safe, so I want to find another way. ”

"Huh?"

"The world's meritorious deeds, virtue, meritorious service, and words are just immortal!" Li Jinglan's words were sonorous.

Yan Yu's plane color is dignified, noncommittal.

"Longhu Mountain has the plan to take precautions, the master has the decision to start over, and even the Buddha has the courage to sacrifice his Buddha to feed the tiger, so why can't I, Li Jinglan, have a long ambition and go through ups and downs? I asked the master, standing at thirty, right? The master said: Do you want to change it to thirty and not stand? At that time, I understood that whether to stand or not depends not on age, but whether I have this responsibility. For my father, I have endured it for 17 years, my mother has suffered for 17 years, my sister has been in pain for 17 years, 177 and 17, my life is less than 100, and half of my life has been consumed on me, do you still let them suffer and hurt again? I don't know if other children's children can do it, I can't do it, even if there is a slight opportunity, I will not let it go, never. Li Jinglan turned his head to look at Yan Yuping, calm and calm.

"Hmph! The toad puffs out his cheeks, his ability is not big, and his tone is not small. Yan Yuping brushed his sleeves away.

Li Jinglan stood alone in the mountains, endured the mountain wind sweeping the corners of his eyebrows, and muttered to himself: I don't want you to believe, but let yourself believe! Even if no one in the world believes it, I have to believe it! I can't help not to believe it, I can't not believe it! I don't want to see the fat man who has been standing proudly all his life in my dreams every day, I would rather lie down and wander in another country, I don't want to see the mother who already has white silk in the door every day, and I don't want to see my sister in my dream every night with a horizontal sword as a chest, and a husband as a decisive look. Since this is a family, as a part of it, I have the responsibility to shoulder my own responsibility.

Li Jinglan stretched his arms and palms, stepped on the Beidou, and played a trip to the dragon and tiger's inner boxing, the night was gradual, the mountain wind gradually became violent, in the whistling wind, the figure that was still slightly immature, the sleeves of the robe were flying, swaying and floating, but it just didn't fall.

Yan Yuping, who was in the distance, looked at him for a long time, and couldn't help but sigh, life is nothing more than this.

In the early morning of the next day, Li Jinglan came to an open space on the top of Emei as always, pulled the fist pile, and suddenly a voice came from behind: "I have the interest to brag, I don't know if I have the courage to endure hardships?"

"What's the matter, Uncle Yan's hands are itchy?" Li Jinglan turned his head and smiled.

"You are also worthy of it, you see that others think it is a fist embroidered leg, in my eyes, why are you?" Yan Yuping sneered.

Li Jinglan didn't answer immediately, he frowned and thought for a while before he said solemnly: "Shouldn't you have the invincible spirit?"

"Invincible? Do you think that daring to die is invincible? Everyone in the world was blinded by the one in Wudu City, and they all said that they were invincible in one battle after another, but who knew that he had fought millions of punches in his back and eaten millions of punches? ”

"Well, then please ask Uncle Yan for advice!" Li Jinglan made a knife with his oblique arm and crossed his elbow to protect his chest.

"Flower shelf!" Yan Yuping twisted his body to progress, but he punched the black tiger out of his heart.

Li Jinglan's hand knife slashed Yan Yuping's wrist obliquely, kicked his toes under the ribs, Yan Yuping sneered at the corner of his mouth, his right arm shook Li Jinglan's hand knife, and instantly increased his speed, Li Jinglan staggered on his toes, and rushed into the middle palace, his left fist was still a half-move black tiger digging out his heart, right in the chest, and with a loud bang, it became a rolling gourd.

"Isn't it okay, don't you show the knife yet?" Yan Yuping added fuel to the fire.

The next day, Li Jinglan wanted to take advantage of the situation to drift back, but he was grabbed by Yan Yuping's arm and fell to the ground, disgraced.

On the third day, Li Jinglan was guarding the middle palace and was hit by Yan Yuping in the left shoulder, knocking out more than a foot away.

On the fourth day, Li Jinglan finally drew his knife, the knife opened the mountain, and the first voice was captured, Yan Yuping avoided the real and made a false ......

For thirteen days in a row, Li Jinglan failed to carry one and a half moves.

That night, Yan Yuping came to his house again with a pot of wine.

"Can you bear it?"

"It's okay!"

"Oh, there's nothing to say, what do you want to ask?" Yan Yuping said jokingly.

"Uncle Yan, in the past, against the enemy, I also asked myself, the other party is stronger than me, what should I do? Uncle Lu once said to me, put the death and then live, I always thought it was right, between life and death, often regardless of life and death, the one who has a better chance of surviving, this is also what I got in the army, but during this time, I think it is not right?"

"Hehe, regardless of life and death, it can be regarded as a good word, your Uncle Lu seems to have been on the rivers and lakes for many years, but the martial arts are not equal to the rivers and lakes, judging the situation and avoiding the disadvantages, it is really invincible, in Huainan, I borrow your father's tiger might, the Liu family will be with my soldiers against generals, if I rush up at the beginning, I may not be able to survive, let alone accidentally ascend, I am also tired of leaving the mountain, I am not unable to convince people with my strength, let go of my hands and feet, or I also have the confidence to collapse on that mountain, but why did I not have the jade to burn the jade in two shots?”

Li Jinglan lowered his head and pondered, judging the situation and sizing up the situation, pursuing advantages and avoiding disadvantages, and attacking and defending the way?

"The so-called responsibility, one is to be able to bear, the other is to be able to bear, dare to die is only to be able to bear, and only by not dying can there be hope to be worthy. Shocking, if daring to die can solve all problems, then your father will not hesitate more than you, think about it, why is your mother so powerless to live well in the treacherous situation of Jingshi?"

Li Jinglan was thoughtful.

The next day, "Return" led but did not start, Yan Yuping had a distraction, Li Jinglan saw the move, and deliberately dodged the middle palace on the sixth move, and when Yan Yuping rushed in, he smiled and showed the crossbow on his left arm, Yan Yuping flew back, the arm crossbow shot out without hesitation, and returned from behind to attack, and when Yan Yuping hurriedly flicked the crossbow arrow away from the long knife, Li Jinglan jumped out of the circle and shouted: "I lost!"

Yan Yuping's face was as black as the bottom of a pot.

Defeating the strong with the weak is based on more hole cards and a more resolute decision to live.

What should we do if people don't want to listen to it? We must understand how to change, the so-called Tao gives birth to one, life to two, two to three, and three to all things, but what if there is no one? If he Li Jinglan dies once, how can his mother live? What kind of angry and resentful things will the crazy fat man do? What shocking thing will Li Jingxian, who is bent on death, do? So is it what he wishes that the family that he Li Jinglan is guarding with all his heart will fall apart? The answer is: No.

It is impossible for people to be born truly invincible, the so-called invincible is more about surviving!

Dare to die, not beg for death.

If you can afford it, you must be able to afford it, Li Jinglan wrote on a piece of paper.

This is also the order.