Chapter One Hundred and Nine: Only Now I Know (Volume 3)

After a long while, Qingfeng smiled, and he said:

"Oh, that's right. ”

"Uh-huh!"

Leng Yue also smiled.

In the following time, they lived very calmly, very sweetly, and very gently.

They talked about the interesting story of the lawsuit in the lawyer's office, the novel written by Leng Yue, life, dreams, and the future.

They didn't drink much, but their drunkenness was always in the air.

Although Leng Yue felt weak and a little hot, in front of Qingfeng, her eyes were like wine, her laughter was like wine, and her every move made Qingfeng intoxicated.

"Yue'er,"

Qingfeng held Leng Yue's hand, he stared at her, and asked gently:

"Yue'er, do you know, I am often intimidated by my own strong feelings! I often think that even if I am drunk to death in your arms, I will die without regrets". Wouldn't this "romantic" idea be intimidating, you say?"

"Of course not!"

Leng Yue snuggled her head on his shoulder.

In her voice, there was also the tenderness of a drunken man.

"Romance is also a disease, a contagion!" she exclaimed, "If you associate with me, you should naturally be drunk in my arms." ”

"I don't know until now. The breeze whispered.

"Huh?" Leng Yue stared at him.

"I don't know until now. Qingfeng repeated: "For the past thirty years, I have been thinking about someone, living an incomplete life, how lonely and boring I am. Now I know how important and urgent it is to stay with you for a long time and have gray hair to the end!"

He hugged her tightly, his eyes resting on her face.

I only know now!" Leng Yue interface: "The past is like smoke, and the old dream is gone." She smiled poignantly and whispered, "Until I die, I will always be by your side, no matter how hard or sad, I must have me, you know?"

"Yue'er, don't smile so cute at me. Qingfeng caressed her arm, and suddenly felt inexplicably sad. "I'm going to feel sorry!"

Leng Yue put her hands on his knees and said calmly and softly:

"Allow me to be born again, to live again for you! I want to be with you......" She closed her eyes a little tiredly. "I'm too tired, though. Her voice was so soft.

Qingfeng looked at her heartbrokenly and smiled softly at her.

"When you're tired, you have to rest well and travel light. ”

He reached over and gently took off the sparkling necklace around her neck, her beautiful little flower earrings, and helped her change into comfortable loungewear, and then he picked her up.

He carried her into the bedroom, laid her gently on the bed, looked her in the eyes, and said:

"You are indeed too tired to work day and night. Actually, these days...... I'm pretty busy, too, but I can't do anything because of you. ”

"Why?"

"Of course, because of love, because of missing. ”

Qingfeng's eyes were deep, and she looked deeply at her and said:

"Because I've always wanted to be with you. He paused: "I want to do more than what I have already done." Because when doing things, I will constantly think of you...... When I think of you, I want to see you. The brain is reprimanding, but the heart is pretending not to hear. I thought it would be better after the time, but the longer it passed, the more messy it became. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

A wave of heat ran through Leng Yue's heart.

Her eyes were also deep, looking at him deeply.

"Don't look at me like that, you'll be scared. Qingfeng said.

"Are you scared?"

Leng Yue asked softly, sighing in her heart.

"I'm really afraid of Yue'er's ......" Qingfeng pondered for a moment: "Because I can't contact you for many days, I'm going crazy with my worries!"

"I'm sorry. Leng Yue sighed and said, "Because my mind is very messy, I need some personal thinking time." ”

"A person's time to think?"

Qingfeng's tone was a little excited.

"Are you angry?"

"That's exactly what I thought. ”

"I said I'm sorry, don't be angry. ”

"Your face ......" Qingfeng looked at her carefully, and reached out to touch her cheek. "Isn't it wearing makeup? Otherwise, there is no blood like a sick person, right? Have you been taking the supplements I bought for you? Ginseng, cordyceps sinensis ......"

"Yes......" Leng Yue smiled weakly. "Not once. ”

"It's unbelievable. ”

"It's true. ”

"I haven't seen you all these days, isn't there anything sick?" he asked.

"I'm overly healthy right now. Leng Yue smiled and repeated, "I'm sorry, okay." ”

"Excuse me?"

Qingfeng deliberately kept a straight face.

"If I hadn't given you any news for a week, you would have been so anxious and miserable. I can't see it if I want to see it, I can't hear the sound if I want to, I don't want to go through it anymore!"

With a thud, Leng Yue laughed.

"It's only been a few days, you're too hypocritical, aren't you?"

"Hypocrisy?"

Qingfeng stared at her deliberately.

"Will you ever disappear in the future?

"You look like a big kid. Leng Yue leaned into Qingfeng's arms. "I like it, though!"

"Don't push yourself too hard. The breeze caressed her gently. "Take yourself a vacation!"

"How can this work?"

Leng Yue pursed her lips and muttered dissatisfiedly: "If I can't finish the work, then even if I live, it's the same as dead." Maybe like Hemingway, make your own decision!"

"Oops, Yue'er......"

He hugged her in distress and held her head in his arms.

"Why do you always say it's dead, it's dead?" He patted her on the back, softly, softly. "Your works are also full of poignant and desolate tragic endings, why don't you write about some joy and reunion?"

"So," she whispered, "let me tell you why I rejoice in writing those tragic novels, because of the tragedies that life has to face." Life is beautiful, but it is God who is ruthless! God has brought unbearable pain upon us. And we have to bear it. ”

"I delight in discussing these profound topics with you. ”

Qingfeng smiled and let her rest on his arm.

"I see!"

Leng Yue was relieved and couldn't help laughing.

She grimaced at him again, and then teased softly:

"Why, can't you discuss these topics with other people? Do they just praise you for your charm? Ahhh

"Don't ask!"

The breeze grinned.

"If you knew what we were talking about, you would get hurt. Close your eyes obediently and get a good night's sleep. ”

Leng Yue reached out and held him, she held his hand, and she whispered, "Far Mountain." ”

"Uh-huh!"

The breeze coughed loudly and hummed.

Leng Yue came to her senses and shouted with a smile: "Qingfeng!"

"That's pretty much it!" he stared at her, "What's the matter?"

"Look, when you ask me like that, I forget what I'm going to say!"

"Is it important?" he asked with a grin, "Is it three words?"

"Three words?" she was stunned.

"Forget it, I won't force you to say it!" said in a breezy and good-natured manner: "It doesn't matter what you want to say, listen to what I have to say!"

"What words?" she asked him, her face becoming serious and solemn.

"Bless us for the future, okay?"

"Okay!"

She nodded, and they looked at each other and smiled.

Then, he stared deeply at her.

"I will give you the warmest home, trust me!

She nodded again, staring at him, and she whispered softly, "Wind, I have only you in my world now." ”

Qingfeng pressed a finger to her lips.

"I know. ”

He looked at her, deeply, thinly, tightly.

"Why do you look at me like that...... I'm scared too......" Leng Yue's eyelids were a little heavy, and her voice was tired.

"I just like to look at it this way, unconsciously. He said.

"It's for me...... The answer of missing?" her voice was slurred.

"Yes, I miss you!" he kissed her forehead, and his voice was so gentle: "I miss you so much, very much, completely, so hard, I am going crazy thinking about it......" He was enthusiastic and embarrassed.

"Hey, you elementary school student......"

Her mind began to fog, and she was groggy and confused.

"Sleep!" the breeze gently patted her on the back. "I'll give you a book to hypnotize. ”

He picked up a fairy tale and read it in a whisper:

"There was a little bird sitting on a branch, this little bird was a friend of Pete, the world was really quiet, the little bird sang with its beautiful song......"

She snuggled into Qingfeng's arms and finally fell asleep.

*

Leng Yue slept so soundly, sweetly, deeply, and deeply, and when she finally woke up, it was already noon the next day.

She rolled her head in shock.

So, she smelled a wisp of rice, and she opened her eyes wide to meet the gentle eyes of the breeze and the smiling face.

He was sitting on the bed, his back against the railing, staring at her in silence.

"Oh," Leng Yue exclaimed, "What time is it?" she asked.

Qingfeng looked at the famous watch on his wrist.

"It's past 11 o'clock. He said.

"At night?"

She asked again in surprise.

"What!" Qingfeng looked at her and smiled at her. "You've slept all night and half a day, and you've slept like a baby. ”

"What," Leng Yue asked, "Didn't you get some sleep?"

"What ...... me," he muttered for a moment, "I squinted for a while and woke up, and many times I woke up from sleep...... Hey, look at you sleeping so sweetly, the whole sleeping beauty. He paused and smiled again: "An hour ago, I went to the supermarket, bought a lot of food and drink, and then finished the meal, and sat here looking at you." You know what? It's a pleasure to see you sleeping. ”

Leng Yue's face heated.

"Am I sleeping badly?" she asked.

"It's beautiful. ”

Qingfeng said, leaning over and kissing the tip of her nose, and then, he slapped her hard.

"Get up, lazy girl, if you do sleep all the time, I don't know what to do. ”