Chapter 452: The Heart Has Been Decided (Su Jia's Memories)
The sky has dawned, the rising sun has risen, and everything in the swamp has begun to be reborn, a qiē indicates that new vitality is about to begin and prosper......
Su Jia has been squatting in front of the tombstone of the dead husband and wife, and has not left for a long time, although she has eliminated the monster and avenged Jin Xiangan and Yu Xiaojing, but Su Jia's heart is not so happy. After all, they are dead, and this couple, who have always been in love, have gone through so many years and finally got such an ending.
Su Jia didn't cry anymore, but her eyes still showed infinite sadness, after experiencing this cold, Su Jia couldn't help but think of herself and Xiao Tian, Su Jia, who couldn't let go of Xiao Tian, was determined to leave this place......
"Miss Crystal...... Miss Xiaojing-" A shout suddenly came from the distance - it was Ziqing and Xumen, who had been taking care of the unconscious Xiaojing last night, but just a moment after they left, Xiaojing woke up by herself and walked here alone regardless of the danger. Here she finally found her husband, but also came to the end of her life......
"Miss Xiaojing-" Ziqing and Xumen were still shouting, and behind them, Lu Qingfeng also followed. After all, Miss Xiaojing was gone, and Su Jia had no news overnight.
"I'm here—" Su Jia stood up and waved her hand in the direction of Ziqing and Xumen. Ziqing and Xumen saw Su Jia at a glance, so without saying a word, they immediately performed light skills and flew in the direction of the swamp, and Lu Qingfeng was no exception.
"What the hell is going on?" came to Su Jia's side, Ziqing asked first.
Su Jia lowered her head and roughly described her experience last night......
"What. Miss Xiaojing, she ......" Ziqing was a little stunned after hearing this.
It's the same with the Void Gate. He was silent for a long time, and then slowly whispered, "I didn't expect that long-haired monster to be her husband. Because of her mistakes two years ago, she has never dared to see her in her true face...... He spent two years digging this swamp in order to dispose of this monster and avenge their children, who knows, this will also become the end of their husband and wife's lives......"
"Miss Xiaojing has always loved her husband...... "Su Jia continued to grieve, "and it was then that Miss Xiaojing stood in front of her husband, and then she ...... It's all my fault. If only I could pay more attention......"
"It's not your fault, Miss Su, it's all the monster's fault...... Ziqing smiled and comforted, "It's not easy for you to fulfill their wishes for the two of them......
However, Su Jia did not show a particularly happy appearance, last night's qiē still vividly appeared in her mind countless times, and finally the affectionate words of the husband and wife before their deaths, Su Jia could not forget for a long time.
Lu Qingfeng looked at Su Jia's sad expression and slowly stepped forward. He said lightly: "The feelings of the world are all suffering, so why should we be afraid of each other in our lives? Life may not be happy; Not necessarily bitter. Maybe it's not a bad thing for them......"
"But Master, there is no life. It's gone, isn't it?" said Su Jia sadly.
Lu Qingfeng stroked his beard and continued, "That's right. Therefore, we are the people in front of us, and we need to cherish a qiē. Don't wait for him to be late, regret it...... However, since there is affection in the heart, it may be possible to put life and death out of it, but there is something else in the world, life and death. Suffering may not be regretful, and happiness may not be comfortable. As long as the love is where it goes, whether it is life or death, there is a reason, and the key lies in the choice of fate...... Miss Su, you once told the old man that you can sacrifice a qiē or even your life for the one you love, this is the joy of life and death, but there is no chance to regret it; The choice of life and death, the affection remains the same, what choice to make, everyone's timing is the same......"
"For the sake of Ah Tian, I am willing to sacrifice a qiē, like this...... Is it really good......" Listening to Lu Qingfeng's words of "life and death choice", Su Jia couldn't help but say, "Before that, Ah Tian and I have always thought so, and we have always been ...... But when I returned to Xiaojia Villa, Aunt Xiu didn't think so, so Ah Tian and I were puzzled for a long time...... Now that I am separated from each other, I finally understand the suffering. No matter in life or death, even if the affection is still there, it may not be happy or bitter...... Whether I choose to die for love or live forbearance, the choice is up to me......"
Lu Qingfeng stroked his beard and smiled: "It seems that you understand a little bit ......"
Su Jia didn't say anything, she stood aside in a daze for a long time, looking at the already calm swamp and the tombstone in front of the swamp, and said secretly in her heart for a long time: "Perhaps, I haven't found the answer I'm looking for, but I have also found my choice......"
Lu Qingfeng glanced at Su Jia with a smile again, as if he could know Su Jia's thoughts and feelings. Lu Qingfeng stood for a while, then slowly walked to the swamp in front of the couple's tombstone, took out an incomparably crystal bright lotus flower from his sleeve, and slowly placed its rhizome on the swamp.
Su Jia couldn't understand it, and continued to ask, "Master, what do you mean by this?"
Lu Qingfeng looked at the incomparably pure stamen of the lotus, and said with a smile: "This is the old man's new cultivation of the immortal lotus, and it will be used today." The lotus flower is not stained by the mud, although Jin Xiangan and Yu Xiaojing have experienced countless hardships and setbacks, and both died in the end, but they have justified each other's love before their deaths, and they have died without regrets. This lotus flower also symbolizes their mind, no matter the mud and dust of the world, the lotus flower is still clean......"
Su Jia listened, and stood the lotus for a long time, she couldn't help but feel that today's lotus flower was particularly dazzling under the reflection of the rising sun......
After staying in the swamp village for a long time, Su Jia finally left and returned to Qinghu with Lu Qingfeng and Ziqingxumen......
Su Jia's mood couldn't calm down for a long time, she returned to her room and continued to read the books on the deeds of her predecessors, feeling a little in her heart.
The immortal lotus was used again, and Lu Qingfeng did not cultivate the lotus again this time, but kept sitting by Su Jia's side, teaching him all kinds of life from time to time.
Su Jia read for a while, and her heart was a lot calmer, but there were thousands of deeds in the book. Su Jia couldn't let go for a while, so she continued to ask Lu Qingfeng, "Master." Now the apprentice has seen so many deeds of the predecessors of Yixianmen, and some of the deeds are not even better than the apprentice...... There is also a wound for love. Some of them live, some choose to die, but the perception is the same, just like what the master said to the apprentice when he was in the swamp today...... The disciples wondered what path they should choose?"
Lu Qingfeng smiled and said very calmly: "Even if you are calm in your heart, why are you so difficult to doubt? Miss Su, your reasonable choice is different from ordinary people, and you have the courage to break the traditional stereotype. It stands to reason that you should have made a more firm decision, shouldn't you?"
"What do you mean?" Su Jia didn't understand for a while, and continued to ask.
Lu Qingfeng continued to respond calmly: "Actually, you are yourself, born for love, died for love, these are all relative, what choice to make in the dilemma, you know better than anyone else in your heart...... You are a person who dares to make a choice, aren't you? In the past when you played chess with the old man at the mountain spring, you chose to abandon the useless back son and make an enterprising move with a new chess. In the end, it was a comeback victory. In fact, no matter what the choice is, there is a reason, and there is only one choice, which one should be chosen. You should know better than anyone else. Chess is like life, I believe that in your heart, Miss Su, you have made an unchanging choice, right?"
Su Jia listened to what Lu Qingfeng said. I can't help but feel a lot of emotion. Thinking of the previous conversation between herself and Xiao Tian, Su Jia seemed to empathize......
(in recall)......
The inn of Shenfeng Cliff Town......
"Okay. Jia'er, then I'll ask you. If you had to choose between me and your hatred, who would you choose?"
As soon as these words came out, Su Jia's heart seemed to be shocked. She also paused for a while, and then said softly: "Sure enough, it seems that Ah Tian, what your mother said is right, living such a 'knife-point' life every day, I and Ah Tian, you are really in love for a long time, or do you ...... Just wishful thinking?"
Xiao Tian listened to Su Jia's words, and his heart was also shocked, thinking that night at his own house, he also heard the conversation between his mother and Su Jia, so Xiao Tian also muttered softly: "My mother and Jia'er are talking about it, right......?"
"Maybe your mother saw this earlier than the two of us, so she didn't promise the two of us to be together......" Su Jia said lightly sadly.
"I see......" Xiao Tian nodded lightly, and then chuckled, "Hatred lingers in your heart, Jia'er, maybe the two of us have been together for so long, it's really just wishful thinking......"
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"If I hadn't met Ah Tian, maybe I wouldn't have accompanied Ah Tian to go through so many troubles and make so many friends...... Thank you, Ah Tian, it's good to have you by my side, I mean really...... Although my life is about to die today, and my revenge has not been avenged, I can accompany Ah Tian all the way, and it has lived up to my life......"
Su Jia kept talking on the other side, Xiao Tian was already about to cry sadly.
"I've already thought about it, just ...... the inn just now," Su Jia continued to smile, "You asked me to choose between revenge and Ah Tian, and my answer was...... I will choose Ah Tian you, even if I can no longer accompany you in the future, after all, it is Ah Tian that has changed the path of my life, although this road is very short, but it is very beautiful, and I will live up to the ...... of this life"
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(In reality)......
"I will choose Ah Tian...... Su Jia recalled the past with Xiao Tian before jumping off the cliff, and couldn't help but muttered silently, "Revenge and Ah Tian choose one, I choose Ah Tian...... Yes, in fact, the answer is already obvious to me, the decision has been made, so why should I ask such a ridiculous question?"
After thinking about it, Su Jia slowly stood up and said respectfully to Lu Qingfeng: "I'm sorry, Master, the apprentice has decided to leave-"
Lu Qingfeng looked calm, he stroked his beard slightly, and asked with a smile: "It seems that in your heart, you have already made a choice, right?"
"I'm really stupid, in fact, from the beginning, my choice hasn't changed......" Su Jia also regained her usual smile and continued, "I decided, for the sake of love, I will not choose to die again, but choose to live well - even if it is five years, ten years, or longer, I will go to find Ah Tian, even if I go to the ends of the earth, I will find him...... Thank you Master for taking care of the apprentice these days, the apprentice will never forget it-" After speaking, Su Jia still bowed respectfully to Lu Qingfeng.
Lu Qingfeng didn't have much change in his expression, he continued to smile: "It's okay, you and I can become masters and apprentices." It is also a kind of fate...... Apprentices always have to leave Master, Miss Su, you are actually such a person. If you have a choice, you will go on unswervingly, and you and your mother are the same personality when you were alive...... Depart today. One day, we will meet again, at least before the deadline of the 'Jianghu Expo......"
"I hope so......" Su Jia also said with a smile, "Master, there are also two seniors, Ziqing and Xumen, and the apprentice will leave-"
After speaking, Su Jia packed her bags, said a brief goodbye to Lu Qingfeng, and then set off to leave the bottom of the Shenfeng cliff. Continue to move forward on your own unwavering path......
sigh that Mo Ri has been going on for a long time, looking for the past and knowing, and now the touching will go, restart and know the heart......
After walking for a few hours, Su Jia groped her way up from the bottom of the Shenfeng Cliff to the Shenfeng Cliff again......
Came to the place where he jumped off the cliff before, this place has long been gone, except for the traces of being blown up by the copper cannon a few days ago, there are no other extra bloodstains - Su Jia is very relieved, after jumping off the cliff, Wang Dasheng did not kill Xiao Tian. Thinking that although Wang Dasheng is ruthless in dealing with people. But he never secretly released arrows, and he would never go back on what he promised himself, so Su Jia decided that Xiao Tian must still be alive.
"Will I go back to the inn again...... Su Jia thought to herself, "But it's been so long." Will Ah Tian still be there? But after all, it also left him with memories that he will never forget...... Anyway, let's go and have a look first, maybe we can find some clues to Ah Tian's whereabouts......"
Thereupon. Su Jia followed the original road again and returned to the town of Shenfeng Cliff. Go back to the inn where you came......
But the result was very disappointed for Su Jia and returned to the original inn. But there is no trace of Xiao Tian. Not only Xiao Tian, after that incident, even Wang Dasheng's army was gone, and Su Jia knew very well in his heart that if he stayed in this place again, he would not be able to find any clues......
"It seems that it will be a long time to find Ah Tian in the future, I hope it will not be as I said before, five years and ten years......" Su Jia stayed in the room of the inn, was silent for a long time, and said secretly in his heart, "I already know the choice between hatred and feelings, but hatred cannot be completely let go...... Mo Tianxing's eyeliner must have also discovered the scene where I jumped off the cliff that day, thinking that I was dead, if I walked in the world with my true face like this, I would definitely be discovered by Mo Tianxing again...... If that's the case......"
Thinking about it, Su Jia took out some strange props from the package, as if she was going to do something. Su Jia sat in front of the bronze mirror, using the disguise technique she learned from Jin Xiang'an to tidy up the clothes on her face, and changed herself into another set of clothes......
The inn has been the same as usual, with people coming and going, and from time to time there are people who are sharp or staying in the hotel talking and laughing in and out of the inn. At this time, from the second floor of the inn, a woman in pink and red slowly walked down, her face was average, but her face was full of freckles, giving people the first impression that she was a maid from somewhere else.
The woman in red walked to the counter and said to the shopkeeper: "Shopkeeper, this is the room fee, today because of something, the little woman has to leave first......"
"Okay...... Wait......" The shopkeeper first collected the money, but seemed to notice that something was wrong, and then looked at the face of the woman in red and asked, "Who is the girl, why don't I remember that you came to stay in the hotel?"
The woman in red smiled and responded calmly: "Today's shopkeeper's business is good, there are a lot of people coming and going, how can you remember so many people?"
"Could it really be that I remember wrong?" the shopkeeper also stared at the face of the woman in red for a while, as if he really didn't remember that this person had come to stay in the hotel.
"Hey, shopkeeper, hurry up, it's okay to ask the girl, we still have to stay here!" At this moment, a man next to the woman in red urged a little impatiently.
"Oh, good, good, good, here's it......" The shopkeeper came back to his senses and finished the matter for the man next to him.
The woman in red turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by the shopkeeper: "Oh, by the way, girl, what's your name?"
The woman in red slowly stopped, was silent for a while, and then turned around and chuckled: "The little woman's name - Hongyun ......"
Immediately, the woman in red slowly walked out of the restaurant...... (Do you want to know more exciting news about "Jianghu Bo"? Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right, select Add Friends to add the official account, search for "Qidianzhongwenwang", follow the official account, and never miss every update!) (To be continued......)