Chapter 39 (12)

The original owner sighed lightly and said, "In life, you should have some adventurous spirit. You weren't wrong in your first thoughts, otherwise I wouldn't have had to deal with you. But now I have too many worries, but I am a little timid. ”

Seeing that Li Yijie was still puzzled, he took the initiative to explain: "Everyone has faced many choices in their lives, and the key is how you choose. Think about it, do you have to give up two identical things just because your opponent has one of them? You have to take a long detour just because your opponent has walked the same thing? You have to admit defeat just because your opponent has done it before, or has done it better than you? What if the Seven Demon Bosses have a chance to explore the terrain in detail? He may not be like us, walking through every position one by one, and calculating the score from every angle! Even if he can do it? Those dead things with inherent data may not be able to occupy the territory after control. Taking a step back, what can we do if we have a favorable position? To succeed or fail in a battle, we must also pay attention to the time, people, and a little indispensable luck; who said that geographical advantage is the dominant factor in victory? If you want to compete in the territory occupied by the opponent, you will inevitably have to face this shortcoming. But the real master, no matter how dangerous the place, always stand still and deal with it calmly, this is the real mind clear, to achieve the state of perfection. If we investigate the terrain at this time, although we may not be able to control it more thoughtfully than him, at least it is no longer a war of complete preparation, we can probe as much as we can, who guarantees that God will not help us? If we do not probe, we will be unsuspecting ourselves under his blade. In contrast, you have to weigh the trade-offs yourself. ”

Li Yijie's eyes lit up, if you don't explore, you may not be able to win, if you don't explore, you will lose, the lesser of the two evils, this is exactly what Yuan Zhuang mainly taught him. In fact, this section is simple, but if you are really immersive, who can always keep a clear head and deal with it calmly? Li Yijie suddenly opened up, respectfully gave a salute, and said: "Yes, the disciple has been taught." ”

The original owner smiled and said, "What are you doing, don't treat me as the head of Meng!" As soon as the words fell, Li Yijie's face was again clouded when he saw the sunshine. Thinking of his master who died early, he couldn't help but feel sad.

The original owner looked at him, and suddenly realized, and a wisp of sand leaked from his palm. Said: "Yijie, that's all for today, let's go down the mountain first." The soil here is damp and hot, it seems that the magma in the mountain has indeed deteriorated, and the volcano has erupted, and it will be between today and tomorrow!" turned his head and went down the mountain first, and when he was a few miles away from Li Yijie, he turned his back to him and said, "Wait for me at the foot of the mountain at night." ”

Li Yijie clenched his fists and said in his heart: "Do you want to explore the volcano at night?"

In the evening, Li Yijie walked around the island, and there was nothing to do, so he hurried to the foot of Mauna Loa Mountain. The original owner was already waiting there, and when he saw him coming, he handed over a small gourd and said, "Drink some." ”

Li Yijie only said that it was a very tonic and took it as he said. Unexpectedly, as soon as the cork was uncorked, a pungent smell came to his face. The original owner explained: "The inhabitants of the island have fled, and I have found some jars of aged roasted knife wine in a tavern, and I hope that when they return, they will not take me for a thief." ”

Li Yijie shook his head, handed the gourd back, and said with a wry smile: "At the moment of the great enemy, how can I have the heart to drink?" The original owner smiled: "The more nervous I am, the more I have to take a sip." Wine can refresh and calm people, which is a must-have before the war. Didn't you ask me how I got my kung fu done? That's the secret, and you won't do it?"

Li Yijie frowned and looked at the gourd, only to feel that he was so drunk that he almost fainted. But if I can't even get through the difficulty of a pot of wine, how can I be worthy of competing with the Seven Demon Heads? I put the mouth of the bottle to my mouth, and I was ruthless, gritting my teeth, and pouring it into my neck. This burning knife wine is really extraordinary, and the sense of neutrality in the throat is like a fire burning, like a scorching cut.

The original owner looked at him from the side, and suddenly said, "Yijie, haven't you put that matter down yet?"

Li Yijie had tried his best to endure the momentum of burning knife wine, but it was not easy. Hearing his question, I suddenly felt a sour nose, and tears filled my eyes in an instant. In an instant, I immediately felt extremely spicy from the bridge of my nose, and half of my face was sore and numb. Tears and snot poured out at the same time, and at the same time, coughing again and again, becoming more and more intense, as if he was about to vent all the sadness in his heart by choking on drinking.

The original owner sighed: "Why bother? What is the joy of life, and what is the pain of death! Your master is indeed gone, and no matter how many tears you shed, he will never come back." For the sake of a departed person, he gave up on himself like this...... How long will it take for you to face this situation? Look me in the eye and don't run away!"

After a long time, Li Yijie barely wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, his eyes still couldn't condense a line, he reluctantly looked at the original owner, and choked up: "Uncle Yuan, maybe over time, I can treat each other calmly." But now...... Forgive me for not being able to face it yet. When your loved ones are alive and gone, what kind of pain is there...... More violent than the collapse of the sky. He has been with you for twenty years, and you have become accustomed to his presence and let him occupy a great weight in your life. When that person is suddenly gone, the world ...... Oh, the poor and the poor fall into the yellow spring, but after all, you will never see him! As if you have forcibly pulled a corner of your soul, won't your heart leave a large ...... Imagine that if there were no pillars, no matter how high the house was, it would still collapse? Did you know? The saddest thing is that when a cup has cracks, but it is still regarded as complete, smashed and smashed at will, and in the end, when it can no longer bear it, it can only become fragments, and finally it will be forgotten...... Growing up, whenever I was unhappy, I preferred to be alone. I can't listen to comfort, but I can't listen to accusations, it doesn't cheer me up, it only makes people collapse...... Perhaps, my psychology has always been particularly fragile. After that incident, I just saw revenge as a channel to divert my feelings, otherwise, I am afraid that I really won't be able to hold on anymore. I shy away from talking to anyone about it, please...... Uncle Yuan, please don't say it, okay? Even if it's me Li Yijie, I beg you!"

The original owner sighed, gently brushed the messy hair on the top of his head, and said, "A child like you is a rare child in the world. Alas, I can not mention it, but can you guarantee that no one else will mention it? Can you guarantee that your enemies will not mention it? Can you guarantee that your heart is completely relieved? As long as this scar always exists in the depths of your heart, it will still cut your internal organs from time to time and make you feel a dull pain, that is to plant a flaw in your own body first...... When fighting, it is most taboo to show weakness to others, and you are too emotional, and there are many places where you can give people to take advantage of the void. Now coupled with the tragic deaths of your master and junior brother, once the other party makes a big fuss about this matter, you will definitely be defeated before you fight!"

Li Yijie was taken aback and hurriedly said, "No...... No, I only feel sad when no one is around. Seriously fight people, I ...... I'm still going all out......"

The original owner said: "It's different! Before, it was just because those opponents didn't touch your deepest wounds...... No, it's not the deepest buried, but the pain caused by your master's death is simply on the surface, so that everyone can see and touch it! You can say no matter now, if it really comes to an end, I'm afraid you won't even have time to cry. As I said, the Seven Devils Kid is a master of attacking the mind, and he can best understand what kind of words should be able to make the other person feel the deepest pain, like a thorn straight into the heart, stirring repeatedly. How long can you survive under such an offensive? He forced your master to death, but he talked about it as the most effective tool to stimulate you. At this time, the most effective way for you to fight back is not to cry bitterly in front of him and cooperate with him in mourning Master, but to act as if nothing had happened, as if it could not affect you at all. Then he may accuse you of being ruthless and unfilial, but he himself is also a murderer, and he is not qualified to insult you! This reason no longer applies except for him, but at the same time, no one else will rub salt in your wounds like this. Do you understand? Now relax and reminisce about the time of your master's death, and force yourself to accept it!"

Li Yijie was startled, opened his mouth, shook his head desperately, and said, "No...... No...... I can't...... I can't do it! Please...... Don't push me!"

The original owner shouted: "If you want to defeat the Seven Demon Heads, you must do it! When the time comes, if I don't force you, that kid will also force you, and your pain will be a thousand times deeper than now! The root of your pain is precisely because you dare not face this reality, but in your subconscious, you know that it is real. So you're afraid, you're afraid that one day, there will be evidence in the status quo that will bring the two hypotheses together, so you run away from it, and you prevent others from revealing it! To overcome this shadow, you can overcome it only by looking at it in your own heart. The process may be brutal, tantamount to a bloody peeling off a layer of skin. But if you don't do this, you'll be tormented by intermittent pain forever! Quick, close your eyes and try to remember. Brother Meng is buried in peace, his death is not your fault, you have to avenge him, so you can't fall. Think, think about it again and again, until you don't resist anymore!"

Li Yijie closed his eyes tightly, and there were still strange scenes flashing in front of him, all of which were all the kindness and kindness of the former master to him. I knew it was just a dream, but I would rather indulge in it and never wake up.

However, at this moment, the past image would quickly twist and turn, turning into a misty cloud of light and shadow, and finally like a lightning bolt, all the memories ended in the scene where the corner of the Master's mouth was stained with blood, and he collapsed stiffly into his arms with a smile on his face. Then the light and shadow were shattered in an instant, and the world turned into darkness again.

Li Yijie hugged his head tightly with both hands, and felt bursts of stinging pain rolling back and forth in his brain, like a steel drill piercing through his temples and repeatedly piercing his brain, trying to erase all his beautiful memories. Finally, he couldn't help but look up to the sky and shouted. In the quiet night of early winter, the moon is full, and if you hear these heart-rending howls for travelers, you may think that there is a once-in-a-century werewolf on this desert island.

The original owner looked at Li Yijie coldly, and in all fairness, he didn't want to force this child who had been helping him to this point. However, forcing him is also saving him, watching him struggle in the sea of suffering, and always ruthlessly not to stop him.

I saw Li Yijie suddenly kneeling on the ground, grabbing the ground with his head over and over again, a large amount of blood appeared on his forehead, but he still didn't stop, his face was covered with mottled tear stains, his fist smashed on the ground, and the gravel scattered on the ground touched, and many stones turned into powder, but Li Yijie's palm was also made of flesh and blood, and it was bloody in a blink of an eye.