"How can you think of me like that?" Guo Jia bit his lip, his eyes were bloodshot from sleeplessness, and his face was pale and uncertain: "I know you hate me, and I know you don't want to see me...... Moreover, as soon as they saw me, they were in a bad mood, and the atmosphere was very bad......" He sighed: "I also know that it has long been over between us! I don't want to say another word for myself, I just beg you, listen to me pour out my apologies to you......"

He bowed his head humbly.

"If you're going to kick me out now, I'll leave right away......"

Leng Yue turned her head to the wall, and his humble tone suddenly made her heart sour, and those unassuming tears came out of her eyes.

She remembered the 'sequelae' he had brought to her over the years, and she couldn't suppress her aggrieved whimper, and the tears dripped down her pillow in strings.

"Yue'er!" Guo Jia was sad and whispered euphemistically: "Please don't cry, please don't cry!"

More tears welled up and fell on the pillow.

Guo Jia hurriedly ran into the bathroom, he took a clean little towel, and then carefully wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and helped her comb her messy hair.

Leng Yue gritted her teeth and didn't let herself cry...... The sobbing shook Guo Jia's internal organs, and he knelt in front of her bed.

"If you really have telepathy, you should sense my guilt for you that the sky can't tolerate and the earth can't carry......"

His eyes were moist, and he burst into tears.

No matter what words are used to express this guilt, it is just an outpouring of ...... I don't dare to say those three words, 'I'm sorry,' and I don't dare to say those three words, 'I forgive me'! I just pray that you will get better soon, and then forget about me as a villain and go on with your own life." ”

Leng Yue's eyes widened, and tears continued to slide from the corners of her eyes.

She looked at Guo Jia, looking at him through that layer of tears, she seemed to see him when she was young, and saw Guo Jia who doted on her and loved her.

Her eyes were big, bright and wet, and her mouth was slightly open, and her trembling lips could not make a sound for a long time...... After a long time, she couldn't help but cry out: "Guo Jia......" She muttered.

There were some things she had to say to him tonight, and in the future, maybe there would be no such opportunity.

A distant and seemingly absent relationship is more fleeting than the shadow of a cloud in the water! However, she could not help but say some words from the bottom of her heart, some words from the bottom of her heart.

"Guo Jia, you are a university professor who teaches Chinese, you have read so many literary works, why can't you give me a beautiful story?"

Guo Jia threw his head into her quilt, and he lamented: "I have played the most beautiful story!"

"So, I don't want you to ruin your life again!" Leng Yue reached out and rubbed his thick black and slightly curly hair. "Since I came to this home, you have caused me a lot of trouble, but at the same time, you have also given me a lot of help and support!

He looked up at her with tears in his eyes.

"Although these two words are polite and rusty, I still want to say these two words today!" Leng Yue continued: "Thank you for your apologies, thank you for your appreciation and like! Thank you! Guo Jia!"

Leng Yue closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, there was a sparkle in those eyes.

"Please forgive me, Guo Jia! Forgive me for having to say something honest to you. She looked at him, and there was a reluctant smile on her lips: "I think at the moment, you need help!" She said very sincerely: "Because I feel that your heart is very lonely, very lonely, like a wandering spirit." You are still in the prime of life, you should continue to chase your dreams, and you should not waste your talents at home!"

Hearing this, Guo Jia seemed to be touched.

He looked at her for a long time, his pale cheeks flushed with excitement, and his eyes glowed with hope.

"Yuan Li ......," Leng Yue whispered, "She is a rare good woman." ”

"However, the love in my heart has always been you!" Guo Jia said in a low and powerful voice: "In the past twenty-five years, I have been thinking about you and have spent an incomplete life. I can't forget you...... And I don't know how to stop loving you......" He struggled to shake his head and muttered, "Really, I don't know, how can I stop loving you?"

"But, I can't afford the love you want!" Leng Yue smiled weakly at him: "People, they don't love for the sake of being loved, nor do they love for the sake of being needed. Love is a two-sided thing, you have to give to each other and attract each other! I said, you love me now, it's too late!"

"......"

Guo Jia stood up again excitedly.

"There is no sooner or later love in this world!" he said excitedly: "Love at first sight is also unreasonable! It is something that is equal to the appearance of chance and fate, plus the attraction of the sixth and seventh senses!"

Hearing Guo Jia talk about love at first sight, Leng Yue's heart was replaced by a bit of confusion, how could she not love Yuanshan at first sight.

"You also said the words 'love at first sight' to Yuan Li, right?" she asked faintly.

This sentence was like a pebble thrown into a calm lake, and the lake immediately rippled, and Guo Jia's face immediately turned white.

"I've always felt guilty about my wife...... Occasionally, I even doubt my personality......"

He turned his head and stood in front of the window, and for a moment the room was quiet.

"Love at first sight should also be based on possibility!"

After a long while, Leng Yue sighed lightly and continued, "You know Dickens's "A Tale of Two Cities", right?"

"Yes!"

Guo Jia turned his head, he looked at Leng Yue, thinking seriously.

"It's just fiction, but love itself is selfish. Leng Yue said faintly: "We must possess each other, admire each other, care for each other, and strongly want to be one with each other." Therefore, the ancients did not see each other for a day, and love was best described. And Qin Guan's 'If the two feelings are long, how can they be in the morning and twilight?' is just a good word for self-comfort. If every couple who loves each other doesn't care about morning and twilight, human beings don't need marriage. Therefore, your marriage to Yuan Li can be twilight!"

Guo Jia was stunned and stared for a moment.

Alas, Leng Yue, what a talking mouth you have, what a delicate heart you have, what a wise mind you have, and what a sharp reaction......

He stared at her, carefully.

At this moment, Guo Jia couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad, and he didn't know whether he loved or hated her, he just felt that his emotions were full of ups and downs, and he didn't know how to deal with himself.

He just stood stunned, staring at her in a daze.

He likes her thoughts, likes her to understand feelings, but prefers her to be quiet and gentle, and prefers her to be submissive...... even likes her, knows how to sacrifice, and likes her to bear the pain that ordinary people can't bear......

For a long time, Guo Jia moved his lips slightly, and whispered weakly: "Yue'er, your mind is so mature." When he had said this, he ran out of words.

"Maturity comes at a price!" Leng Yue pondered and continued: "Yuan Li, she is a beautiful and talented woman! I don't feel ashamed to lose to her! This time I was sick, and she took care of me without sleep. For me, an outsider who is a 'helper', you can do this, how kind and enthusiastic her heart is! The most important thing is that she loves you! If you lose her, you will not be able to meet a second woman like this in this world! So, Guo Jia, listen to me, cherish her, love her well, and live with her well!"

Listening to Leng Yue's sincere words, looking at the tears in her eyes, Guo Jia sighed, he pulled the quilt for her, covered her, and then said very gently:

"Leng Yue, I know that I am not worthy to say those words of love to you to you, I hope those words are not considered offensive to you...... I thought, I have to say it, or you'll never understand what you mean to me in this life. ”

He paused, looking at her reluctantly.

"Thank you too! Thank you for these words to me, thank you for coming to me with the sun! God knows," he said in a dumb voice: "How much strength I have to use every day to restrain myself from getting too close to you! God knows how attractive you are to me! God knows how confused and moved and shocked you are! The more time passes, the more you wiit, your cleverness, your kindness, your improvisation...... Oh my God, you make me can't help it again......"

Leng Yue bit her lip, Guo Jia, Guo Jia, you are the same as me, you are an emotional person.

But this kind of feeling that shouldn't happen is enough once! How do you understand what such feelings bring you?

Guo Jia turned around and wanted to leave, but he turned around and looked at her for a while, and then he asked cautiously:

"Yue'er, we ...... Can't you really go back?"

"What do you say?"

Leng Yue smiled.

"You and I, speaking so calmly like today, I'm afraid there will be no more in the future. She said calmly and clearly, "So there are some things that I should repeat again today and make them clearer." ”

She paused.

"Twenty-five years ago, I did have my first taste of love because of you, and I am full of affection for you. As for you, you gave me a blow to the head when I was in love! Affection will be ruthless, willfulness is not loss of nature, you only know that I let go of marriage, very chic, but I don't know how much sadness and pain behind this...... The past, even if the past is like smoke, the old dream is gone. We are now in the vicissitudes of life, and we can't go back!"