The snow on the spring night was sprinkled, and although it was not large, it still covered the ground with a thin layer.

The lazy lantern light was slightly drunk, reflecting the inexplicable sadness of the entire courtyard.

Qin Ziyu had been standing in front of the door for more than an hour, and the little palace maid was worried that her body would not be able to bear it, so she persuaded her for a long time, and she did not plan to go in. There was no way, the little palace maid could only go into the house and bring a small stool out, and at the same time brought her a cloak.

"Princess, are you hungry, and the slave will make you a bowl of wontons?"

Qin Ziyu didn't want to speak, but this little palace maid was only twelve or thirteen years old, with clear eyes and innocent eyes. Qin Ziyu felt compassion in her heart, and didn't want to let her down, so she replied softly: "I'm not hungry, you go and rest." ”

The little palace maid hurriedly shook her head: "The slave is not sleepy, the slave and maid have to wait with the princess!"

Qin Ziyu smiled faintly.

Time passed inch by inch, and there was silence in front of the door, but there was still no news.

Qin Ziyu's heart slowly grinded over time, taking care of the child in her womb, she didn't dare to risk going out at night, so she could only stay where she was and anxious.

She thought about it a lot.

Thinking of the bright spring when she was a child, she would always find a few excuses and drag Su Yunze to catch butterflies secretly.

Thinking of the long-lost reunion when he chose the colt four years ago, he was concise and to the point, with only one purpose.

Thinking of countless nights, he gently hugged himself, always waiting for her to sleep peacefully before daring to sleep.

......

Qin Ziyu pinched her hand, her finger bones were painful and white, and she seemed to have no feeling.

After a while, there seemed to be some footsteps.

Qin Ziyu was sensitive, and immediately got up and walked forward.

Before she had gone far, she saw Qiu Yue and more than a dozen palace maids and eunuchs behind her, all of whom were stunned and godless.

Her heart sank, and she held her breath and asked, "How is it, did you find it?"

Qiu Yue nodded slowly, her voice trembling: "Found ......"

"Then, what about him?" Qin Ziyu pulled Qiu Yue and looked left and right behind her.

Qiu Yue wanted to speak and stopped, and lowered her head in embarrassment, not daring to look at Qin Ziyu's eyes.

Qin Ziyu realized something, and went to ask the palace maids and eunuchs behind him, but they were silent without exception.

"Bold! You don't answer any questions you ask, but you take me seriously!"

All the palace people were excited, and they all knelt down: "The princess is angry!"

"Stop your anger?!You won't even tell me where the horses are, how do you want me to calm my anger?!"

Qiu Yue closed her eyes and gritted her teeth: "Princess, the horse is near the Qilin Courtyard." But ......"

"But what?"

"The colt killed himself. ”

......

Qin Ziyu was groggy all the way, her steps were vain, and she could fall at any time.

Qiu Yue wanted to help her, but she was coldly pushed away.

Finally came to the Qilin Courtyard, Qin Ziyu's heart skipped a beat, and she turned to the rockery with some feeling.

Before they were quite there, a bloody breath came over their faces.

Qin Ziyu suddenly vomited a few times, but the discomfort of her body was no longer important to her, she forced herself, walked to Su Yunze's corpse, and slowly knelt down.

She saw it by the light of the lantern behind her.

See it clearly.

Su Yunze didn't know how long he had been dead, his body was cold to the bone, and even began to stiffen.

Wearing a plain robe, his eyes were closed at this time, no different from sleeping soundly on weekdays, except for a deep blood mark on his neck, and the blood clots were telling Qin Ziyu that he was indeed dead.

He's dead......

"Cloud ...... Brother Yun Ze ......" Qin Ziyu's eyes were hot, and he timidly stretched out his hand and hugged him.

The red kite couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to say something, but Qiu Yue stopped it first and shook her head.

"Let the princess vent, if you hold back, there will be more problems. Besides, who can listen to the words of 'mourning and change' at this time?"

The crowd bowed their heads and remained silent.

The snow squirmed down again, like a winter day, cold to the bone marrow.

Qin Ziyu closed her eyes, and hot tears flowed down her cheeks and dripped on Su Yunze's lips.

The impenetrable tears smashed into the ground and were entangled with Su Yunze's blood.

The world seems to be quiet.

She couldn't hear anything, she couldn't see anything.

He was the only one in his eyes.

Qin Ziyu looked obsessed and frightened, and brushed his somewhat messy hair with his hand. From silent tears, gradually, she couldn't help but start sobbing, and in the end, she finally couldn't hold back, completely lost control, and cried loudly.

"Brother Yunze, you ...... Are you really stupid...... Do you listen to what I say? Then I want you to come back to life, you give me life!"

“...... What do you want me to do now...... What can I do alone......"

"I'm pregnant, you know...... Brother Yunze, I have our child...... But, how do you want me to deal with our children...... I can't help it, you know, I'm scared, I'm ......."

"I was wrong Brother Yunze...... I shouldn't, I shouldn't lose my temper with you, I shouldn't listen to other people's words...... A few words negate our feelings......"

"I'm really wrong Brother Yunze, don't leave Yu'er alone, I'm afraid, I don't dare to live alone......"

Countless tears crisscrossed her face, uneasy, guilty, and overwhelmed emotions were intertwined, flowing back and forth in her blood, she couldn't believe that Su Yunze really died like this, let alone accept such a fact.

Qin Ziyu hugged him tightly, and the blood that had not yet been completely dried up rubbed against her chest.

In the chest is a beating heart.

But how will that heart continue to beat in the future...... She didn't know.

Qin Ziyu trembled, wanting to hold Su Yunze's hand. When he touched the back of his cold hand, he recalled the scene when he often held her hand and put it to his lips to breathe.

The heartache is overwhelming.

"Brother Yunze, before, you used to warm me...... This time, I'll warm you up, okay......" Qin Ziyu choked up, put his hand to his lips, and sighed again and again.

It's a pity that those hands will never be warm again.

She cried and laughed, laughed and cried, and fell into Su Yunze's heart, letting the tears burst down.

Suddenly, she noticed something trembling slightly in his heart, and immediately raised her head to touch his heart.

From there, she pulled out a handkerchief.

She recognized that it was a summer day, and when she noticed that his sideburns were sweaty, she wiped them with a close-fitting handkerchief. After that time, the handkerchief was left with Su Yunze...... What will be the bump inside?

Qin Ziyu gasped and opened the handkerchief layer by layer.

When she saw what was in her palm, she immediately screamed, staggering her gaze, not daring to take another look.

Is that......

As he said, in western Sichuan for five years, the little jade pigeon that he missed!

And on the handkerchief, three words were written in blood:

"I'm sorry. ”

I'm sorry......

What are you sorry for?

It's me who is sorry for you......

Qin Ziyu breathed heavily, the five fingers of his right hand curled tightly, and he clutched the handkerchief and the jade pigeon in his palm.

"Su Yunze, can you take me away?"

At that moment, she smiled bitterly, and her apricot eyes were heavy and dead.