"If you choose to erase your memory, you are not you. ”

"yes, if I don't have me, I'm not me. Shen Xiaole nodded.

Jin Xiu was stunned, she seemed to have misunderstood.

"You just had a nightmare?"

Shen Xiaole lowered his head, his head resting on Jin Xiu's palm, warm and comfortable.

"yes. ”

"What did you dream about?"

"I dreamed of Zhong Mingshan, I dreamed of Master, he was attacked by everyone, he died..."Shen Xiaole's voice was a little choked.

"He treats you like this, but you still have him in your heart. ”

Shen Xiaole lowered his head, and his heart was even more sad.

"So, you also think he's bad, he had a plot against me from the beginning, he did something sorry for me, I should hate him, forget him, and never miss him anymore, right?"

Ziyi said these words to her many times.

Shen Xiaole knew that he was very reasonable, but she just couldn't control herself.

"It's not"

Shen Xiaole was stunned for a moment, and looked at Jin Xiu with wide round eyes.

"Why?"

"Actually, you still hope in your heart, he didn't plot against you, he didn't mean to hurt you, he still has you in his heart, right?"

Shen Xiaole lowered her head, she had thought about it, she had struggled, she was very messy, she was in the contradiction between love and hate, and she couldn't figure it out.

"Since you want to know, why don't you go to him and ask him about it?"

"I... When I think of him, I feel so sad..."Shen Xiaole buried his head again.

Jin Xiu sighed and rubbed Shen Xiaole's head.

"You are still young, the memory of this life is only fifteen years, and your experience is still shallow, and it is normal that you can't understand many things, can't figure it out, and are not mature enough. ”

"Do you feel that everything you have been through is painful, so painful that you don't want to face it?" Jin Xiu asked.

"Hmm..."Shen Xiaole felt so sad and wronged.

"That's real pain you haven't seen. ”

Shen Xiaole was stunned for a moment, and raised his head to look at Jin Xiu.

"After so much malice, so many conspiracies, so many traps, but you still have love in your heart, and where there is love, there will be warmth, hope, and light. ”

"The real pain is to rise and fall in blood and darkness, and there is no peace at all times, there is no love, only hate. ”

Shen Xiaole was shocked when she heard this, and she asked, "There is no love, only hate, how painful is that?"

Jin Xiu smiled and didn't answer.

"If you still have your master in your heart, go back to him and ask him face to face. If it's false, you leave, and if it's sincere, then don't get me wrong. ”

Shen Xiaole scratched his head: "But people say that we are master and apprentice, and master and apprentice can't be together." ”

"If what others say can determine your life, it only means that you are not strong enough to do what you want and live for yourself. ”

Jin Xiu's words gave Shen Xiaole a great impact, almost dispelling the haze she had been hazing for days, and opening a new path for her.

"No matter what you become, you are brave and strong in your bones, and this thing should not be difficult for you. ”

"Thank you, Jin Xiu. ”

"I thought you would be against me, and you would make me forget, and make me hate him. ”

"Hating him won't make you happy, but loving him can, and I just want you to be happy. ”

Hearing this, Shen Xiaole's heart was knocked violently.

It seems that in the depths of her heart, something has been touched, and these words did not make her happy, but a little sad.