Chapter 193: It Takes Time
.. , God, Madame has run away from marriage!
Xuan Dai came to the door of Yannuo's hut, tapped the door gently, saw that there was no movement inside, and didn't want to disturb her forcibly, so she said, "Xiaonuo, you can sleep well, I'll come back in a few hours." ”
Yan Nuo hugged his quilt on the bed and closed his eyes hard.
The exhaustion of her body and the low mood really made her sleepy, but this sleep was dazed, and those scenes in the state appeared in her mind from time to time, so that she would wake up soon after.
In the end, she saw the scene where she and Bai Yan jumped off the cliff, and the helplessness of falling from a height was too real, she suddenly opened her eyes and could no longer lie on the bed.
At that time, she thought that jumping off was a relief......
Now it is ridiculous to find that that is only the beginning of sorrow.
She still has a long, long life, and her memory is also very good, so she doesn't know how to look down on it.
The sky outside the window is completely dark, and from the window, you can see the bustling street market of Yindu. The lights over there are one after another, and the hustle and bustle is extremely lively.
Her empty cottage was even more shabby by comparison, without even a pitiful candlelight.
At this time last night, she was still in Bai Yan's arms......
Although she lost her child, she still remembered that the temperature in Bai Yan's arms was warm. Now things are sad that people are wrong, the child she was looking forward to is gone, her beloved Bai Yan is gone, and everything no longer exists.
Scold......
Suddenly there was a few noises outside the house, and Yan Nuo came back to his senses, put on his shoes and walked lightly to the door, wanting to hear what was being said outside.
“...... Queen, you have been waiting here for more than an hour, and there is still no movement in the house! It seems that the emperor is probably still asleep, why don't you go back and rest first, and if there is any movement, the servant will come immediately?"
"No need, Xiao Nuo must have just woken up to see me, I'd better wait. ”
"But you're now—"
"Brother Han is allowed, Pear Lantern, don't say it. Xuan Dai's tone became serious and interrupted the pear lantern.
Yan Nuo's heart suddenly soured, remembering that he didn't say a word when he came back, and locked himself directly in the room, which must have made his brother and sister Dai worried, and heard that she had been waiting for more than an hour, and suddenly opened the door.
"Sister Dai, come in. Her voice was weak and hoarse.
Xuan Dai looked at her with pity, nodded, and hurried in.
Seeing that the room was dark and lifeless, Xuan Dai waved her hand and lit the candlestick on the table.
"Arnold, I already know...... You, alas, actually don't know what to say. Xuan Dai pursed her lips, she had lived for tens of thousands of years, and this was the first time she couldn't speak.
Yan Nuo smiled faintly and shook his head: "It's not good for Sister Dai to worry." Sister Dai, I really didn't want to talk when I came back, and I didn't know how to face you and my brother, so I ...... Don't blame me. ”
"How could I blame you? Brother Han won't either. Xuan Dai said, reaching out to hold Yan Nuo's cold hand, "Ah, why are your hands so cold?
“...... It's not a big deal to have a loss of qi and blood. Yan Nuo understated, "After all, without children, even if I am a god, I need to recuperate for a while." ”
"That?"
"I can do it myself, don't bother with anything else. Yan Nuo said, lowered his head, and wanted to cry again.
Xuan Dai held her hand tighter and said, "Don't worry, you have suffered such a big grievance this time, Brother Han and Feng Jun will not sit idly by!"
"Huh?" Yan Nuo raised his lips and smiled, "I know that my brother pities me, but what does it matter to him?"
Xuan Dai was slightly stunned, when she heard Feng Bully talk about the past of those momentary realms in the afternoon, she found that Yan Nuo and Feng Bully had been in the same breath with the unique sensitivity of a fox girl, and thought that this time they returned to the God Realm, as long as this matter was past, then it would be natural for them to be together. But now listening to Yan Nuo's meaning, why does it seem that he is still resisting the phoenix bully in his heart?
This time she didn't quite understand it either.
Xuan Dai steadied her mind, immediately analyzed it, and finally decided to probe Yan Nuo's tone, lest Yan Nuo make a wrong decision when he was restless.
"Feng Jun, he's also worried about you. She whispered.
The sarcastic smile on Yan Nuo's lips was even worse: "Worried about me?
"Cold-blooded?"
Yan Nuo's eyes turned red, and he said: "Yes, let's talk about it, the loss of the child was just yesterday, I am sad so much, but he seems to have nothing to do with him, isn't this cold-blooded? But he's not, Bai Yan is already dead, even if they have the same skin, but his phoenix bully is just a high-ranking phoenix monarch god! In his eyes, apart from his phoenix clan and Shenmu Valley, where else is there? What am I worth, and what am the children?"
Xuan Dai thought for a moment and asked, "Xiao Nuo thinks that he has no feelings about the loss of his child?"
"Yes. ”
Xuan Dai saw that she looked serious, and knew that she had such an opinion of him after careful consideration. But the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, how can she have the heart to let go of her eyes at this time? What's more, she is still too young, so she only sees this side of Feng Bully.
Xuan Dai sighed lightly and said, "Xiaonuo, are you willing to listen to your sister?"
“...... Sister Dai wants to be his lobbyist?"
Xuan Dai replied: "Where can I be, Feng Jun and I have only met a few times in total, or when Brother Han is by his side." If you were a lobbyist, wouldn't your brother be more suitable?"
Seeing that Yan Nuo didn't say anything this time, she said directly: "Xiao Nuo, in fact, it's a little inappropriate for you to think of Feng Jun like that. Don't say that I am tens of thousands of years older than you, just because I am married, I naturally know two points more about men's thoughts than you. Your child is also Fengjun's child, and when the child is gone, how can a father not feel distressed and sad? It's just that men's distress and sadness will not be superficial, they will hide it. Your brother is like this, and so is Feng Junying. ”
"Or don't talk about your brother, don't talk about Fengjun, I remember when I was a child, my mother was seriously ill twice, and those doctors have been cured for a long time, and even the three meow doctors and immortals have come, and they all say that they are resigned to fate. It stands to reason that my father should be in a hurry, right? But I saw that my father was still like that every day, leaving home early, coming back after dark, and occasionally going to my mother's bedside to have a look. One day my mother had a very serious fever, and I was so frightened that I cried and hurried to my study to find my father. At that time, my father was still writing something, and when he heard my words, he said that he would pass over for a while. I exited the study and stood in the door waiting for him, only to hear ...... He cried when he heard his father. Xuan Dai's eyes were sour, "Really Xiaonuo, do you know that a serious man like my father actually cried loudly like a child...... Then God blessed my mother, and her body gradually recovered. I had no intention of talking to my mother, who was silent for a while before she finally said, 'He was afraid of losing me.'" I didn't understand, and my mother said, 'The more you care about someone, the less you like to show your vulnerability, and occasionally he will run away because he is also helpless at that time and does not know what else to do.' ”
"So Xiaonuo, think about it carefully, think about it when you were together, and then think about what you went through, Feng Jun really doesn't care about you?"
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