Seeing that the chess game that had been fought for a long time was finally won or lost, Qin Ziyu was happy for a while, and actually called out the title that had been buried in his heart for a long time.

Not only Su Yunze, but even herself was stunned.

She saw that Su Yunze's face began to change, from shock to complexity, before he opened his mouth to say something, she got up first, turned to Qiu Yue and ordered, "It's not early, it's time to eat." "Leave in a hurry.

During the meal, Qin Ziyu was even more silent than before. Seeing this, Qiu Yue, who was serving on the side, waved her hand and motioned for the other palace maids and eunuchs to leave.

Seeing Qin Ziyu poking the rice grains with chopsticks, her eyes were distracted, she felt sad, knelt down and said, "Princess...... Don't lie to yourself!"

Qin Ziyu's eyes were astringent, and she put the dishes and chopsticks on the table calmly.

"Princess, I beg you, don't torture yourself anymore, okay? Even the slave and maid, an outsider, can see that you obviously care about the donkey very much, why can't you live a good life?"

Qin Ziyu's body trembled, she took a deep breath, she stretched out her arms, folded them, put them on the table, and buried her head in it.

"Auntie, you don't understand......" she cried in her voice.

Qiu Yue felt even more uncomfortable, knelt down and moved two steps forward, and said: "Yes, the slave and maid may not understand, but the slave and maid are willing to listen to the princess...... You are a slave and a maid who grew up, and you are not only a master, but also a daughter and a relative in the hearts of slaves and maids!"

Qin Ziyu took another deep breath, her heart twitching and aching.

"Auntie, do you know, I have liked him since I was a child, so I wanted to marry him, and my mother also agreed...... When I arrived, I went to ask my father for marriage. But...... But when it happened, I was in pain and wanted to die. For the sake of my mother, and my mother's family, I endured it, I feel that people like me are very dirty and don't deserve to be happy anymore. ”

"But providence makes people...... Brother Yun Ze, he actually appeared in front of my eyes! I deliberately forgot about him for five years, and when I was about to forget him, he actually appeared! Obviously, this person was cut off five years ago, didn't he?"

"He married me, as I had dreamed of, but I don't want that now...... He's so good, so good, that he deserves to marry a woman ten times better than me, a hundred times better—no, at least cleaner than me. Why did he marry me, why did I do that to him, insult him, beat him, and still blindly protect me......

In the end, Qin Ziyu couldn't cry anymore.

Qiu Yue's heart tugged up and twisted into a ball like a hemp rope.

Who can be blamed for this?

Blame Zhu Wenjun?

——If the Fang family didn't dislike the Zhu family's downfall and regret their marriage, how could he, Zhu Wenjun, do such a thing?

Strange Fang Qianli?

——But the words of the matchmaker of her parents, how can she be her own master as a woman? Moreover, she has become the emperor's favorite concubine!

The most pitiful thing is still Qin Ziyu......

Qiu Yue wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, sniffed her nose, and gently patted Qin Ziyu's back with her hand.

"Princess, the slave and maid can't empathize with this matter, and they know that what happened to the princess has brought irreparable pain and hurt to the princess...... But princess, people have only lived for decades, and it is not easy to meet someone who loves them. Not to mention the farthest afield, just your sisters, which concubine is satisfied, not to mention that there are so many concubines in this world who are forced to be concubines for rich old men?"

He sighed: "Princess, if the colt is a heartless person, or if you really hate the colt, the slave and maid will not be so bold to say such arrogant words today." The slave and maid dare not deceive you, I really hope that you are well, and the slave and maid can see that you and the colt can be good!"

Qin Ziyu sobbed and raised her head: "...... Can it be good?"

"Yes, Princess. Qiu Yue's eyes turned red, "You and the colt have each other in their hearts, why can't they be good? Besides, husband and wife are most afraid of misunderstanding, and they are most afraid of having nothing to say." Where is there a misunderstanding between you and the concubine, and where is there anything to say? Isn't the misunderstanding all carefully made up by the princess and you want to push him away? As for the lack of anything to say, it is also the princess that you do not want to be close to him...... Now, today's chess, where are there others in your eyes?"

"......" Qin Ziyu bit her lip.

"Princess, you ...... Would you just give the colt a chance, don't be so resistant to him, think about the days before. ”

Qin Ziyu shook his head vigorously and turned around: "No, I can't, I can't think about the days I used to be with him." There was that person all the time, and when I think about it, I feel so sad that I want to die. ”

Qiu Yue frowned and was very embarrassed, thought for a while, and said carefully: "It's okay if you don't want to be before, princess, this day is in the future, you start today, no, you take off some guards from this moment on, the slave and the maid believe that you will be fine! The concubine is a man who can be entrusted for life, even if you don't believe in the slave and maid, you should also believe in Concubine Li and yourself!"

Qin Ziyu's right hand gripped his wrist, and his nails scraped across his wrist bone, leaving a fine but clear pain.

In any case, her emotions have become more and more obvious recently, and she can feel it.

While she wanted to push Su Yunze away, she was reluctant to let him get angry and sad, and every time she hesitated, her heart would loosen a little.

And the long-term neglect in exchange for her deep self-blame in her heart.

It's not that she can't give it, but she always thinks that he will die......

In that case, then she ...... Can it really get better?

Can I stay with Brother Yunze for life?

Qin Ziyu was silent, a tear crossed his face and dripped on the back of his hand, and he was full of thoughts.

After a while, she opened her eyes and looked at Qiuyue with some confusion.

"Aunt Qiuyue, if I try to accept him, but it still doesn't work, how should I ......?"

Qiu Yue sighed slowly and said, "Princess, this question to the slave maid, how should the slave and maid answer? Aren't you the best at your own thoughts?" got up, poured Qin Ziyu a cup of warm tea, and handed it to her palm.

Qin Ziyu shook the porcelain cup and gradually increased his strength.

After a long silence, she whispered, "...... Let's clean up the vacant piano room. ”

Qiu Yue was overjoyed and responded: "Yes." ”

The piano room is next door to Qin Ziyu's bedroom, only a dozen steps away, and Qin Ziyu doesn't caress the song on weekdays, so it has been idle. Now Qin Ziyu ordered that a bed must be set up inside for Su Yunze to rest......

Even if Qin Ziyu hasn't completely let go of herself, this move is already the best start in these years. The more Qiu Yue thought about it, the happier she became, and while she was happy, tears fell back unconsciously.

Qin Ziyu saw it, was startled for a moment, and asked, "Auntie, what are you crying about?"

Qiu Yue wiped away her tears with a smile and said, "Slave, slave is happy!"