Chapter 644: The Ambivalence of Being a Mother

Lou Yun said: "Is Luo Yao in such a hurry? We have just arrived in Chang'an City, and we have just had a cup of tea. You're so ......."

Lin Luoyao said: "Don't you want your flower-like sister? Don't you want the charming and touching Sister Yan? The sister-in-law is now pressed in the Mercy Flower Club, and she is still waiting for us to finish this matter and "redeem" her out, how can I not be in a hurry." Forget it, I'll go first. ”

As soon as Lin Luoyao walked to the door, she turned around and said, "Sister Nangong, I may have to go for a day or two, and you will have to worry a lot during this time." ”

Lou Yun said: "Luo Yao, I'm not a child anymore, if you say that, I will be very shameless." ”

Nangong Li hid her face and smiled.

Lin Luoyao said: "What kind of face do you want, dealing with these things now is the most important thing." Forget it, I'll leave first. After Lin Luoyao finished speaking, he went out, leaving only Nangong Li and Lou Yun.

Lin Luoyao's purpose this time was to leave him and Nangong Li to spend more time with him.

Lin Luoyao thought to herself: "I gave you the opportunity for my sister Nangong, and my sister-in-law also branched out, and I am also leaving now, it is up to you whether you can break the mirror and reunite." ”

Lin Luoyao hummed a little song and got into the carriage and returned to Zhongnan Mountain.

Lin Luoyao didn't care about any title or anything, because such a thing as a name was just a false name, although the status gap between wives and concubines in this era was very large. But so what? The important thing is the favor of his own man, although the queen is the head of the six palaces in the palace, and the mother is the world.

But since ancient times, how many queens have really been favored by the emperor? When the emperor was alive, they may not be as good as a new Jieyu. Even palace maids.

It's like eating a delicious dish, but if you always eat it, you will also get tired of it. Always give him a little bit of freshness.

And she really thinks that Nangong Li is a good girl, much better than her in some aspects, although she is very reluctant to admit it, but this is indeed a fact.

Such a good girl is only worthy of Lou Yun, in terms of martial arts, Lou Yun's current strength is not lost to Murong Zheng at all, in terms of appearance, whether it is a male appearance or even a female appearance, Lou Yun is not worse than Murong Zheng, and it is estimated that the female appearance is better than him.

Lou Yun's mind is simple and he doesn't have so many scheming, such an honest person is the most reliable. It's a bit woody though. But it's also much better than those scumbags who dump after playing.

Nangong Li is a good girl, no matter what she is, she is very good, if she really meets someone in the future, it will be a thin life. Rather than this, it is better to push the boat and let her marry Lou Yun.

It's good for everyone like this, Nangong Li likes him, and marrying him follows her wishes.

Lou Yun can have such a beauty to serve, it is simply a blessing for three lives.

As for himself, he can always give Lou Yun a little freshness, why not do three benefits and one harm?

Lin Luoyao drove the carriage and galloped on the road back to Nanshan, and the most important thing now was Yan Feixue's incident. If Yan Feixue really did something indescribable with Lou Yun, Lou Yun would have to be responsible for her as a man.

Linshuiyue's appetite is getting worse and worse these days, and she can only eat some sour and spicy things, she is very tired, she really doesn't know what is wrong with herself, although she is proficient in medicine, but doctors don't treat themselves, this is the rule, and she didn't think about it.

Until today.

Because today is the day of the monthly letter from the water month, every woman will come to the monthly letter, and the water month is naturally no exception. But after she prepared her things, the monthly letter did not come. This has happened before, but this time it was unusually abnormal.

She thought of her nausea, anorexia, tiredness, and today's postponement of the letter date, all of which pointed to one thing, and that was pregnancy.

She couldn't believe it was true, but she kept muttering in her heart.

Lin Shuiyue instructed: "Tingqin, go find a doctor for me." ”

Tingqin also vaguely guessed something, and she couldn't believe it, but she didn't expect her guess to be true. Now she can only go to the doctor, and she hopes that her and Lin Shuiyue's speculations are wrong.

After a short time, Tingqin invited the doctor, but she didn't dare that she didn't call Lin Shuiyue a young lady. In front of the doctor, she just said that her wife was a little uncomfortable, so she asked the doctor to come to the doctor.

After all, a girl who has not left the cabinet has given birth before marriage, which is the most shameful thing.

Linshui Moon was in the curtain, and the doctor called for her and said, "Congratulations to Madame, Madame is just happy pulse." ”

Lin Shuiyue asked in the curtain, "Doctor, are you telling the truth?"

The old doctor pinched his beard and said, "Mrs. Hui, although the old man is old, he has been practicing medicine for many years. This happy vein is still out, Mrs. is indeed happy, and the old man is now here to congratulate Mrs. on having a noble son. ”

Lin Shuiyue's mind was a little messy now, and she said, "Send off guests." ”

Listening to the piano, he led the doctor away.

After listening to the Qin and sending the doctor out, she returned to the room, and Lin Shuiyue sat there alone, not knowing what she was thinking.

Lin Shuiyue's mind is very messed up now, to be honest, she is happy about being pregnant, but she is also worried.

The joy is that she is going to be a mother, she has a child, a child of her own.

But what worries her is, how can she conceive Lou Yun's child, what should she do? Should this child stay? And how should she explain it to others in the future? She still has a trace of regret, why the father of this child is Lou Yun, a little boy who is her younger brother, instead of the man she loves the most.

Lin Shuiyue raised her palm when she thought about it, and heard Qin shout and said, "Miss don't!"

But Linshui Yue did not fight. Her hand stopped in mid-air. Tears welled up in her eyes.

She didn't know what to do now, so she could only curl up at the head of the bed and cry.

This child is innocent, all of this is a debt she made on her own initiative, Lou Yun is only a child who has just been eighteen years old, and he is about to become a father, and her first child is the child of a boy ten years younger than herself.

She doesn't know what to do now, she's a woman, women have a natural motherhood, she wants to keep this child, she wants to give birth.

But reason told her that this child could not be born, and if she was born, there would be a lot of trouble, what should she do? Take the child? Or return the child to Lou Yun? Or marry him directly?

Lin Shuiyue didn't know, she had never been so idealess, she had no last resort before, basically everyone was in her hands, but Hercules couldn't lift herself. What she can't grasp is still herself.

(End of chapter)