Fifteenth, the language of the heart, the different ways of love
When Mo Siqing returned to Wuyuan Palace, Ye Luo was already waiting here.
"Senior brother. β
"Have you decided? β
"Hmm. I've run away once, and this time, I'm going to face it anyway. β
"Even if you know it won't last long, do you want to go?" Mo Siqing frowned, as if he didn't quite understand. But after thinking about it, it seems to understand again.
"As long as you can be with your beloved, what about a year, what about a month, what an hour a day is. Ye Luo said firmly, "The moment I figured it out, my whole person was relaxed, and now, I actually had a glimmer of hope in my heart, although my heart was still aching, but I would not be at a loss for living alone in all kinds of pain like before." β
"Since you've decided, let's do it, I have everything here in Qingyin Palace. β
Ye Luo seemed to think of something, looked at Mo Siqing's face, and asked:
"Do you remember what I asked you last night? Senior brother, have you ever loved someone?"
"The word 'love' is so far away from me that I'm afraid I'll never be qualified to say love until I've done that. β
"Senior brother, I don't know if I should talk about it - you, I'm afraid you're emotional. Maybe you didn't realize it yourself, the trace of tenderness in your eyes when you were with the Mercy Moon Immortal Monarch was the unadorned sincerity that only people who cherished it. Ye Luo turned his head to look in the direction of the Mercy Moon Palace.
Are you emotional? Mo Siqing couldn't help but ask himself, the first time he saw her, he was amazed by her cultivation, and was also amazed by her temperament; later, she left the Purple Mansion and arrived in Jincheng, he watched her panic for a girl, watched her enter the sea of flowers on the other side in a daze, watched her be fascinated by illusion and got out of trouble on her own, watched her feel sad for a little fox, he felt a heartbeat for the first time, but he self-righteously ignored the throbbing; and later, he said that he wanted to take her as an apprentice, he didn't know why he did it, he just wanted her to stay by his side, however, she refusedγ At that time, he felt a hint of playfulness, Gujing Wubo's eyes were rippling for the first time, he announced in front of everyone that she was the Mercy Moon Immortal Monarch of Qingyin Palace, took her to the peach blossom forest in the back mountain, and couldn't help but get close to her. Last night, she couldn't help but laugh when she was drunk, and the moment she jumped into the water, he felt more panicked than ever, as if he had lost something important. Until today, seeing her step by step, holding a sword and dancing, his heart was in turmoil in an instant.
But, how can I fall in love with her? The first time I saw her, it was a calculation, stealing the Lingxiao Lotus to lure her out was just an emotionless move, and he was using her from the beginning. But he fell in love with her, he calculated her, but he didn't calculate his own heart. But knowing that it is impossible, knowing that she will be injured in the end to the point that her body is incomplete, do you still want to sink into the mud?
Mo Siqing was silent for a long time, falling into a deep struggle and confusion. He has always refused to face his heart, thinking that he can continue like this if he doesn't understand, until Ye Luo clearly told him that he was emotional, and he clearly felt the pain of his heart twitching.
"I've struggled with that. Ye Luo said, "Senior brother, I advise you, while the matter can be recovered, cherish it, don't really lose it, and regret it." β
Mo Siqing didn't say a word, and walked into the inner room in silence.