Chapter Eighty-Three: The News of the Marriage
"Amitabha, people will eventually die, no matter how strong the warrior is, he will eventually become a cup of loess, turn into dust, and dissipate in the heaven and earth, just a stinky skin, why be persistent?" With the breakthrough, there was no trace of emotion in the eyes of the Ruchen monk, and the cold breath permeated the body, turned his head, no longer paid attention to Yun Xiu and a few people, and disappeared into the secluded bamboo forest.
"Uncle Shi, what's wrong with you?" Yun Xiumeng, Monk Ruchen has changed greatly before and after, Yun Xiu can't react back at all, at this moment, what he feels from Monk Ruchen is only strange, as if he has changed a person, at this time, watching Monk Ruchen leave, Yun Xiu's heart suddenly felt pain, and he opened his mouth to call, but Monk Ruchen had already gone away, not looking back, without a trace of nostalgia.
"What's going on? Why is this happening? Sadness flashed in Yun Xiu's heart, everything that had ever been seemed to have left him, since the destruction of Nanshan, only sadness has been lingering beside Yun Xiu, like a maggot on the tarsal bone, lingering.
"Ah......h After turning around and settling Qing Ling and Monk Fasheng, he walked to Situ Jiu's grave and knelt down.
This kneeling is a day and a night, without eating or drinking, as if he is enchanted, and he has experienced too much, which makes Yun Xiu feel tired, perhaps numb.
The desolate moonlight sprinkled down, shining on the South Mountain, the secluded bamboo forest rustled, the clear stream murmured, the South Mountain was a mess, and it seemed a little desolate at night. Yun Xiu knelt quietly in front of Situ Jiu's grave, his sloppy clothes looked very embarrassed, and the blood stains of the seven orifices had dried up, sticking to Yun Xiu's face and neck, miserable and more terrifying.
Qin Zheng came, came alone, without any guards, came to Yun Xiu's side, and was startled when he saw Yun Xiu's appearance.
"Yun Xiu, I don't know what you have experienced and become so decadent, but I still want to tell you that the imperial sister is going to get married tomorrow and marry to the Great Chu Empire, this is not her wishes, nor is it what I want to see, I hope she can be happy and be able to find her own happiness. Qin Zheng said.
"What do you have to do with me, since you want her to be happy, why don't you stop it" Yun Xiu opened his mouth and said, still kneeling quietly in front of Situ Jiu's grave, but his face was distorting and twitching, his heart began to ache, and tears welled up on his face.
"I've done what I should do, but I still can't stop it, although in the eyes of outsiders, I am the crown prince, but in my eyes, the crown prince is nothing, not even a dog. Qin Zheng said, with helplessness and sadness in his eyes.
Qin Zheng is right, in today's Great Qin Empire, the emperor is in power, and the crown prince is just an empty title, in the eyes of others, it may be high, but only Qin Zheng himself understands that if he does not ascend the throne for a day, the crown prince is only the crown prince after all, in front of the emperor, he is still powerless, like an ant, he can't resist, only obey.
"The imperial sister is the best woman in the world, she should be carefree and happy forever, but the mistake is that she was born in the emperor's family, and it is also the ruthless and unrighteous Great Qin Empire, I hate myself for being powerless. Qin Zheng continued.
"As the crown prince, you can't do anything, but I'm just a prodigal son of the rivers and lakes, without power and power, what can I do? The Great Chu Empire and the Great Qin Empire have thousands of troops, I am just a loner, what do I use to fight, what do I use to resist. Yun Xiu opened his mouth and said, Qin Zheng's intention Yun Xiu knew very well in his heart, the purpose was to let Yun Xiu stop this marriage, but Yun Xiu also understood his own strength, how could it be possible to stop this marriage with his own strength? Although, for Qin Wan'er's sake, Yun Xiu would not be afraid of battle, nor would he be afraid of death, but at this moment, Yun Xiu's heart was cold, perhaps numb.
"Are you scared? Are you scared? You keep saying that you love Wan'er, are you just talking?" Qin Zheng stepped forward, grabbed Yun Xiu, and said with a hideous face.
"Fear, fear, hehehe......" Yun Xiu laughed at himself, letting Qin Zheng shake his body, there was no brilliance in his eyes, like a soulless walking corpse.
"What are you laughing at? You're a coward, you only know how to run away like this, and you will only be looked down upon. Qin Zheng let go of Yun Xiu's body and threw Yun Xiu to the ground heavily, with a sense of anger and ruin, turned around and disappeared into the bitter bamboo forest.
Qin Zheng was determined to let Yun Xiu make a move, but knowing that the moth was fighting the fire, why did he have to let Yun Xiu make a move, was it for Qin Wan'er? Or there were others, no one knew.
"Coward, am I a coward? Look down on me, I'm just a prodigal son after all," Yun Xiu muttered to himself, but Yun Xiu's heart was extremely painful, like a knife cut, his pale face was full of tears, lying on the ground, his curled up body was trembling violently.
The secluded bamboo forest swayed gently in the wind, a touch of emerald green fell silently in the night, like a flying butterfly, falling into the eternal frozen glacier, the withered darkness and loneliness were long and thorough, the thoughts of you never stopped, but love has entered the rainy season, always performing the sad song, I have tried to be desperate, and I have imagined that maybe the world will not fade, and the dark sadness will retreat......
However, the darkness is so long, when will the dawn come, the once carefree teenager is now oppressed to the point of survival, faith is shattered, love is gradually drifting away, family affection is slowly disappearing, what is left? No, the dark Nanshan is filled with sadness and desolation.
In the distance, the lights of Jingling City shine with the glory of decay, in the palace, the civil and military officials wine pond meat forest, for the wedding celebration of Qin Wan'er tomorrow, singing and dancing, the bell tower bell on the city wall is melodious, beating despair, telling the grief of the grieving. The sad people in the courtyard of the palace, empty eyes, dry hearts, no blood, no tears, no light.
Qin Wan'er was already desperate, and even hated the emperor of the Qing Empire, a father, who actually pushed his daughter into the fire pit, it was really cruel, and she imagined that Yun Xiu could come and take her away, but she was afraid that Yun Xiu would come, so she could only choose to accept her fate in the end.
"You and I are on different sides of the world, and I don't know when this life will be the day to meet again. Qin Wan'er said secretly in her heart, her gloomy gaze looked in the direction of Nanshan, and she seemed to be able to see the cloud cultivation above Nanshan through time and space.
On the desolate and lonely South Mountain, Yun Xiu sat in front of Situ Jiu's grave in embarrassment, the liquor in his hand kept pouring into his mouth, this was Yun Xiu's first real drinking spirit, the spicy alcohol stimulated Yun Xiu's numb and painful nerves, his cloudy and slightly drunk eyes looked at the sky, smiling, very crazy, maybe Yun Xiu saw the outline of Qin Wan'er and Situ Jiu in his drunkenness.
Lonely lamp, lonely shadow, lonely month, drunk alone, sad alone, not too late to meet, too hurried, leaving endless lovesickness in vain, a piece of infatuation can not be kept, half a life of love and a lifetime of injury, the mirror flowers and water and the moon go with the wind, and the floating life is willing to be a broken intestine.
"Brother, do you like Princess Wan'er?" Qing Ling came behind Yun Xiu at some point, looking at Yun Xiu's embarrassed appearance, his heart was extremely painful, and there was resentment in his eyes. Qing Ling's heart only has Yun Xiu, perhaps his feelings for Yun Xiu have gone beyond the relationship between brother and sister, seeing Yun Xiu so sad, Qing Ling's heart is broken, his heart is like a knife, and it is extremely painful, as if what belongs to him has been taken away by others.
"What if you like it, what if you don't like it, I'm just a prodigal son, but she is the princess of the noble Great Qin Empire, this is a doomed ending, it can't be changed, what's the point of being persistent. Yun Xiu said faintly, the sadness and unwillingness in his eyes were still so obvious.
When Qin Zheng arrived, Qing Ling and Fa Sheng Monk had already woken up, everything Qin Zheng and Yun Xiu said, Qing Ling both heard it, Qing Ling saw Yun Xiu's appearance, and his heart was extremely painful, if Yun Xiu could no longer be sad, Qing Ling was willing to give everything, even if it was life, but now Yun Xiu fell in love with Qin Wan'er, Qing Ling's heart was extremely lost, I thought that when I came back this time, I could live in Nanshan forever with Yun Xiu, and no longer go out, it backfired, Qing Ling was clear, although Yun Xiu was in Nanshan, his heart had already arrived at Qin Wan'er, and he couldn't stayใ
"Brother, did you just give up like that? Princess Wan'er has such a deep affection for you, can you bear to let her down?" Qing Ling said, instead of making Yun Xiu sad, it is better to fulfill Yun Xiu and make yourself sad.
"What can I do if I live up to it, I'm just a prodigal son of the rivers and lakes, weak and weak, what can I do to compete with the Qing Empire and the Great Chu Empire. Yun Xiu said, his heart was extremely painful.
"If you love someone, these can't be obstacles, love someone, and be willing to give everything for her, give everything she has, even if you give your life, just so that she can be happy. Monk Fasheng said, his eyes looking at Qingling, full of affection.
"Brother, if you really love Princess Wan'er, then do it with your heart, no matter what you do, I will support you. At this moment, Qing Ling's heart was extremely painful, his eyes were hazy, and he was touching, but in order for Yun Xiu to be happy, Qing Ling was really willing to give up everything.
After Qing Ling finished speaking, he walked to the stone bench on the side, sat down, ignored Yun Xiu, raised his head, and quietly looked at the sky.
"Qingling, don't be sad, no matter when, I will always be with you, as long as you can be happy. Monk Fasheng said.
"Some people say that when you are sad, just look up at the sky, so that tears will not flow out, but my heart is really painful, very painful......" Qingling muttered to himself, the tears in his eyes still gushing out wildly, unable to stop.